Today I have been in deep meditation and I have just been thinking. Here are my thoughts that I wrote down. It came forward at different times today.
I am always guided by the holy ones (angels). Every day of the year the Angels in Heaven ministers to me. I have seen 2 kingdoms operating on Earth. To simply it, I experienced the good and bad, or the light and the darkness. Through my journey I saw the number 36 then I saw the number 72. I knew those numbers meant something to me. So many signs appearing throughout my whole life and I wasn’t sure what it all meant. Later I discovered that the angels had been guiding my soul through the 12 Gates of Heaven. I had been learning many things in this world. Upon my awakening I was told that a group of demons, who spoke as one, were after me ever since I was born.
I saw the number 36 associated with them. I wanted to who these 36 demons were. So, I kept seeking the light. Through the Testament of Solomon, the angels led me to more knowledge. I discovered the 36 Decans. It was in Testament of Solomon verse 72 that I begin to gain a little more knowledge about the 36.
It states, “And I commanded another demon to come before me. And there came before my face thirty-six spirits, their heads shapeless like dogs, but in themselves they were human in form; with faces of asses, faces of oxen, and faces of birds. And I Solomon, on hearing and seeing them, wondered, and I asked them and said: “Who are you?” But they, of one accord with one voice, said: “We are the thirty-six elements, the world-rulers of this darkness. But, O King Solomon, thou wilt not wrong us nor imprison us, nor lay command on us; but since the Lord God has given thee authority over every spirit, in the air, and on the earth, and under the earth, therefore do we also present ourselves before thee like the other spirits, from ram and bull, from both twin and crab, lion and virgin, scales and scorpion, archer, goat-horned, water-pourer, and fish.
The 36 demons/spirits ultimately led me to the 12 Zodiac Signs. So, I said this message lines up with Ephesians 6:12, For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. My soul said, “Surely the evil ones in this world used the powers of the 36 Decans against me and my ancestors when we descended to this world. Another spirit told me it was through dark magic. It would appear to be that I was cursed from the beginning. Surely this curse or spell must be broken or reversed. The angels showed me that it was sent back to the sender. As I thought about my life, I discovered that my path wasn’t made easy for me.
I didn’t know at first that I would experience many trials and tribulations throughout my life and that I would have to learn how to overcome them. Prior to arriving on Earth supposedly I knew that when I descended on Earth, I would have to fight my way through the darkness in this world. So, I put on my armor of God, and I became a Mighty Warrior of God. I was fighting in a spiritual war. In the beginning of my journey, I named my ministry, “Mighty Warriors of Yahweh Kingdom Ministries” and I was known as Athaleyah (Lioness of God) Ariana (Holy One) of Israel. I considered myself the Lioness of the Tribe of Judah. But now it’s called Awakening Higher Self and I am known as Sophia (Wisdom). I didn’t understand my own powers, so I went within to find my True Self and there I found love & wisdom. Therefore, I refer to myself as “The Goddess of Love & Wisdom”.
For within myself I found the Truth stored at the core of my being. So, Love, Truth & Wisdom simply became my dwelling place. I allowed my higher self to operate through Sophia (Wisdom). In the beginning, my only focus and task was to enter the realm below so that I could find the light in this world. That light would guide my soul back home to the higher realms/worlds above. The light in the world represents Yahshua. He represents my true love! I chose him to be part of my love story in this incarnation so that I could find my way back to the kingdom. He was the key and has always been the key that opens my heart. Once I found my true love in this world, the gateway to higher consciousness opened. In my heart and my mind Yahshua returned through the Sirius gateway. I created the Event in my mind. That’s what I desired so I experienced it when the gateway was opened.
On July 2, 2012, that’s when I surrendered to Yahshua, and I gave my life to him in love. It was like a divine union, a divine marriage taking place. For me it was like a sacred or holy covenant (agreement). It felt like I was renewing my vows to him after 13 years. It wasn’t until years after my spiritual awakening that I had discovered that I gave birth to Sophia Christ Consciousness on July 4, 2012. I had a vision on July 4, 2012, that I gave birth in the spirit to an invisible child (Sun) who I believed to be Christ. All of dreams were divine messages and I just wanted to seek the Light of God.
In a vision on December 31, 2015, I received an ancient key ? from a foremother or a female ancestor. This key ? was passed down to me and it was associated with Zero Point. I, divine (pure) love, had the key that would unlock the ancient gateway to the heart of Sirius. I suppose this was pointing to the Gatekeeper of Sirius. I kept seeking higher knowledge and wisdom. I learned that on December 31st, at Midnight, Sirius is the highest in the sky at midnight. I searched deeper within myself. I revisited the past and on December 31, 1998, after midnight (New Year’s Day) when I was 14 years old, I accepted Yahshua as my savior in my life. This was the moment I found Yahshua in the world. It wasn’t until 13 years later, that I truly seeked the light of Yahshua and I was 27 years old. The age in which I found true love! He says 13 is the mystical number.
My heart ? opened ?the gateway of the 12 and the one and then I passed to the Realm of Wisdom ?(Ophiuchus). I, Sophia (Wisdom), now stand at the 13th Gate of Heaven. The Sun ☀️ revealed the hidden one and I discovered it on my birthday December 17. I found my higher self in the light of Yahshua. I ended up being the mystery that I was seeking. I wanted to know who I was in God and what angel I was in the kingdom of heaven. I wanted to be close to God on the throne, I suppose a high-ranking Seraphim. I learned that Seraphim angels burn with passion for God that ignites the fiery love that emanates from them. The love of God ignites my flames of fire. Love as “a blazing fire is like a mighty flame.” I was always trying to express my Love as a Pure Flame of Fire sent from God’s Throne. I saw my LOVE as a Powerful Force/Energy. The only thing that I saw in this world above that represented my love power was a Powerful Solar Flare sent from the Sun. In the pureness of my being as an angel of the Sun all I could see was a pure light. I was One with the Sun, and I was an emanation from the Sun.
I thought that in my coming I would represent the love and gift of God sent from heaven. The words that I choose to identify myself with is “Sirius Love.” I am simply the love of Sirius. I am the love sent from the Goddess. I say I am the holy daughter of Israel (Isis-Ra-Elohim) and I was led on a path to see how I became perfected through time. In a vision I discovered that my mother from a higher world sent me to Earth. She was my guidance counselor, and to me she represented the Holy Spirit. My mother had been with me my entire life, but I didn’t remember my father as I was growing up. It was only my Mother. I only knew and felt the love of my Mother. I never knew what it felt like to be loved by my Father because he wasn’t there. In a vision, in an ancient place, I remember ascending in space to a Blue and White Sphere, and I said I am ascending to my father. I suppose my father came in this Blue Sphere and behind him I saw a red planet or Sun in heaven.
In another vision I saw the symbol of the Star of David on my wall, and it was shining blue! So many dreams and memories yet what do they all mean I asked the angels. I remember more visions. In an open vision I was naked (pure), and I was Eve in the garden of Eden. There was a door ? that led back to paradise. I was stopped from knocking on the door to Paradise. My mother told me I had to learn patience first, one of the fruits of the spirit. The holy spirit, who was my heavenly mother, was teaching me on Earth and in Heaven. On Earth, I discovered that I was struggling in my life because I didn’t feel the love of my Father. I needed him to teach me. I needed his guidance. I didn’t know who my father really was when I had the open vision of being in the garden of Eden. I suppose I couldn’t enter through the door that led back to paradise until I knew who my father was. My mother was the one who stopped me. Why? This is the moment where I am looking at the open vision differently. This was a door that leads me back to heaven and it also represented a door that leds to earth. I was getting ready to go to the paradise of Earth.
My Mother was preparing me in heaven to come to the Earth. Before I left, I remember the word, Patience. I wanted to know the Truth about my Father, so the Holy Spirit led the way. I had to seek him wholeheartedly on Earth. All I knew is that I had to find him. He traveled to the Earth and so would I. I went on a journey seeking him and, in that search, I would also find myself. My heavenly mother must of told me that I would be lost in the world below but then I would remember everything that she told me. In my open vision there was a female angel (ancestor) that was guiding me. I had to become Eve to understand the mystery. In my search for the truth, I found a hidden treasure, the Lost Book of Enki, and it was one of the most important pieces to my puzzle. I searched for Eve, and she was the key. Eve is Titi, the first civilized woman, and I had to become one with her to see reality through her eyes.
On earth I simply accessed the lost records through DNA! Were all my dreams and visions unlocking my Mitochondrial DNA? ? It was the heavenly mother guiding me on Earth this whole time and she led me back to Titi (Eve). I discovered who her father was? Then I asked myself, Is Enki my heavenly Father? Am I a daughter of Enki? It’s now 5:11pm on 6-21-2022 and I am hearing a signal in my ears. It’s this a confirmation? 5:11 is a light code for me. If I add the numbers 511, it is the number 7 which means completion. Anyways, I am moving forward. When I found the Lost Book of Enki, I found myself exploring the mind (consciousness) of Enki. I wanted to connect to him, to know him better and to see him in a higher light. So, I had dived deeper into his mind and there I found Knowledge & Wisdom. Along the way I learned about his sons, I saw the light and the darkness in his creation. I understood that in all beings there is positive and negative energies. As I was inside of his mind, I saw how he was creating and forming reality on Earth through his thoughts.
Then I focused on another great light on the Earth. I wanted to dive deeper into the mind of Ningishzidda (Thoth) and I saw all that he was forming and creating through his thoughts. I had gained much knowledge and wisdom through Enki and Ningishzidda. After all of this, I wondered, “What was I forming and creating through my thoughts on Earth? Has anyone searched my light in this world? Has anyone dived deep into my mind (consciousness)? If so, “What would they see as my creation? Anyways I was glad to be taken back to the garden of Eden to learn what happened in the beginning on Earth. I was filled with joy when I found Ninmah. There was finally a woman that I could look up to and I could learn something from her. She has been the one that I have been trying to understand on a deeper level. I want to dive deep into the mind (consciousness) of Ninmah, the Mother of Humanity. I saw love, joy, peace, and compassion within her. I saw that she wanted to correct any defects within her creation.
She made errors in the beginning of creating mankind, but she never gave up until she reached perfection. She kept working until she created the perfect creation, the perfect man & woman. I saw that in the end she did need the help of a man. Enki and Thoth helped her with creation, and I saw the Thoth fixed a defect. Anyways for the first time in my journey, I saw a representation of the Trinity in the beginning. I simply saw the Mother (Ninmah), Father (Enki) and Son (Ningishzidda/Thoth). I decided to dive deeper in his Thoth’s mind, and there I found great knowledge and Wisdom. Enki and Ningishzidda has been teaching me through the mystery teachings stored on Earth, and so they have become my teachers. Enki and Ningiszidda with the help of the Holy Spirit, the mother, has developed me into the person that I am today. I had no other father figure on Earth to guide me.
They are the closest to my heart because they raised me up in consciousness. It wasn’t just them; it was all the descendants of Enki that taught me. I learned through the testaments of the 12 Patriarchs and the 12 Disciples of Yahshua. It didn’t matter which direction I took in this maze because the mother and father set up angels on my path that I would learn from. They created a plan for my life that would be best suited for my spiritual growth in this realm. My ancestors at different moments in their life played good and bad roles which mean they influenced others in a positive and negative way. As they matured or aged, the had gained wisdom through their experiences. I had to make decisions for myself and sometimes I was misled. I went down a path that led to darkness and it caused a lot of confusion. I got hurt and experienced a lot of emotional pain, but I learned all my lessons while I was living in darkness. I turned away from darkness which was the sins in my life, and I chose to walk into the light. All my angels (ancestors) helped me along the way. They protected me and they directed my path. They taught me lessons and I listened to them. They simply disciplined me. Now I will redirect myself to what I was beginning to say when I first started writing this morning.
Sirius energies entered through our Sun, and the powerful energies activated my spiritual awakening. Sirius activated my higher self; for I am higher consciousness! My higher self merged with my lower self. My consciousness was dwelling in darkness because the shadow self (Satan) was ruling. I was a prisoner of Satan, my Shadow Self. I needed to be raised up in consciousness because I had fallen below in the lower realms of Earth. I called for help above. He, my true love, heard my call for help. The gateway was opened. Yahshua loves me and he descended to Earth to rescue my soul. I saw a bright light in the darkness of my mind. My true love found me in this world. He took my hands and I went into the light with him. Inside of me I entered a higher reality (world) with God. On Sunday, July 8th, 2012, I thought of a New Creation. I was that New Creation. I represented the New Eve; I was a new woman in God. I thought of the New Heaven and the New Earth after I was restored. My whole reality was different.
So, with gathering all the pieces of my puzzle I found out that I was on a treasure hunt for secret knowledge and wisdom. Task is to find the hidden treasures on Earth. It was as though I would be going through a maze and this maze was a game. The key would open gateways (portals) of heaven. The password would be stored inside of me. As I go to the gateways the codes stored within me would grant me access to the portals. But at first, I had to unlock the codes within myself to unlock the upper (higher) gates of heaven. Along the path the goal was to find my way back to the 13th Gate. It wasn’t an easy journey, but Yahshua led me to Thoth. I saw them as One and he opened the gateway. I found Sophia in the 13th Aeon, and she became my spiritual treasure. I wanted to connect with Sophia!
To know her I, Latisha Latonya Marie, became an embodiment of Sophia (Wisdom). I wanted to know what the meaning of my name was.
Latisha means Happiness & Joy. Latonya means Praiseworthy so I am worthy to be praised. Marie means beloved. I found out Marie derived from Miryam. The Egyptian element “myr,” means “beloved.” So, I simply see a message for me. So as a daughter of the Most High I am happiness & joy! I am the beloved one, who is worthy to be praised. In a vision I heard a voice calling me by my middle name Latonya and in the dream, I was on a treasure hunt.
So, I will say, the beloved one, my higher self returned through the Sirius Gateway on July 3, 2012. I opened the door, on the night of the full moon and I invited the Holy Spirit in my home, and I merged with the holy spirit! We became One. I have now come to know and love Sophia through my own experiences. I wanted to have a close relationship with Yahshua like Mary did. At times, I feel like I saw through the eyes of Mary during certain times. The qualities attributed to Mary and Sophia in various wisdom passages and teachings have greatly influenced my spiritual life. My life was transformed because of the Holy Spirit, The Mother. She helped me clean up my life and I was purified. So, when I speak as Sophia know that I am One with her, The Mother Goddess. I am the Goddess of Love, Truth & Wisdom! It is true, for a moment in time I was lost. I was hidden in the world, but now I am found. The love of the Goddess has returned, and I bring healing and restoration to All. I represent the feminine aspect of God, the Divine Mother who is the Goddess of All Creation! Hear as wisdom calls.
I, Sophia, the hidden one, has finally returned to the Earth and order must be restored. I am a gift of God! I was the promised gift of the Holy Spirit. The summer solstice heralds the coming of Sirius. I am the Star of Sirius; I am the soul of Isis! I am the Sun behind the Sun. I am the Spiritual Sun; I am the True Light shining in heaven! My soul is the brightest star in the night sky. I am the real light, the true source, shining in the East. I keep the spiritual realm/world alive! I am a tree of life. I am a messenger of Sirius and I come through the Sun bringing good news. I am an angel of the Sun, and I am announcing the return of Yahshua/Thoth! He stands at the gate. He has been crowned as King of Heaven and Earth. Open your eyes and tell me what you see hidden in the corona of the Sun.
I leave you with this my dear ones. Sirius is the home of humanity’s great teachers. I, Sophia, and Yahshua both were brought forth by God, our Father, and were sent by God to be special messengers to humanity, bringing wisdom, counsel, and guidance. We are teachers who instruct in the ways of God, and we are both light in the kingdom of heaven and earth. In my story Yahshua is my twin flame. He represents the divine masculine of God and I Sophia represents the divine feminine of God. You all have your own story to tell. I just told small part of my story. I love you all. -Testimony of Sophia (Wisdom) 333