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The Gospel of Nicodemus: Yahshua’s Trial, Crucifixion, Resurrection, and the Deliverance of the Dead

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Greetings, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ. The other day, while I was working, I decided to listen to the Gospel of Nicodemus. Here’s a free PDF of the text. The Gospel Of Nicodemus.pdf I wanted to share a summary of each chapter, but I think it’s best for everyone to read the entire book for themselves. The Gospel of Nicodemus, also known in parts of its textual tradition as the Acts of Pilate, presents an expanded narrative surrounding the trial, crucifixion, resurrection, and ascension of Jesus Christ. The latter portion of the work goes beyond the events witnessed on Earth and presents an account of Christ’s descent into the realm of the dead, the liberation of the righteous who were held there, and their entrance into Paradise. Throughout the Gospel, testimony plays an important role. Witness after witness is brought forward concerning Jesus’ works, his death, his resurrection, and eventually what occurred within the unseen realm after his death.

Chapter I — Jesus Is Brought Before Pilate

The Gospel begins with Annas, Caiaphas, Summas, Datam, Gamaliel, Judas, Levi, Nephthalim, Alexander, Jairus, and other Jewish leaders bringing accusations against Jesus before Pontius Pilate. They accuse Jesus of being born through fornication, practicing sorcery, violating the Sabbath, and claiming to be the Son of God and a king. Pilate questions what they mean by saying Jesus is a king, and the accusers insist that Jesus himself has made such claims. Pilate initially tells them to judge Jesus according to their own law, but they answer that they are not permitted to put anyone to death.

When Jesus is summoned, something unusual occurs. The messenger sent to bring him treats Jesus with great respect. He spreads his cloak before him and asks Jesus to walk upon it. The Jewish authorities become angry and accuse the messenger of honoring Jesus improperly. The messenger explains that when he had previously been in Jerusalem, he saw the Hebrew children honoring Jesus and crying out praises as Jesus entered the city.

Pilate then attempts an experiment. He instructs the standards held by his standard-bearers to be firmly held as Jesus enters. Nevertheless, when Jesus comes into the hall, the standards bow toward him. The authorities accuse the standard-bearers of deliberately lowering them, so Pilate replaces them with stronger men chosen by the accusers themselves. Yet when Jesus enters again, the standards once more bow before him. From the very beginning of the Gospel, therefore, the narrative establishes a contrast between those accusing Jesus and signs that appear to testify to an authority they do not recognize.

Chapter II — Pilate Questions Jesus About His Kingship

Pilate begins questioning Jesus personally. The central issue is whether Jesus considers himself the King of the Jews. Jesus asks whether Pilate is asking this question from his own understanding or because others have told him these things. Pilate responds that he is not a Jew and explains that Jesus’ own nation and chief priests have delivered him for judgment.

Jesus then explains the nature of his kingdom. His kingdom is not presented as an earthly political kingdom defended through ordinary military power. He explains that if his kingdom belonged to this world, his servants would fight to prevent him from being delivered to the Jews. Pilate recognizes from Jesus’ answer that he is nevertheless acknowledging kingship in some sense.

Jesus explains that he came into the world to bear witness to truth and that those who belong to truth hear his voice. Pilate responds with the famous question concerning the nature of truth. After questioning Jesus, Pilate does not find sufficient grounds for condemning him. The conflict therefore becomes increasingly clear: Jesus is accused of earthly sedition, yet his own explanation points toward a kingdom whose nature exceeds earthly political authority.

Chapter III — Pilate Declares Jesus Innocent

Pilate returns to the accusers and announces that he finds no fault in Jesus. Rather than accepting this judgment, the accusers intensify their claims. They insist that Jesus has stirred up the people throughout the region, beginning from Galilee and continuing to Jerusalem.

Pilate becomes increasingly troubled by their persistence. He asks whether Jesus is a Galilean and learns of his connection with Herod’s jurisdiction. Yet the accusations continue to center upon Jesus’ teachings, authority, and influence among the people.

The chapter develops the growing tension between Pilate’s reluctance to condemn Jesus and the determination of his opponents to obtain judgment against him. The narrative is deliberately building a record in which Jesus’ condemnation does not arise because Pilate independently discovers a crime worthy of death. Instead, Pilate repeatedly questions the accusations and expresses uncertainty concerning the case being presented before him.

Chapter IV — Witnesses Begin Speaking for Jesus

As the proceedings continue, individuals begin coming forward who challenge the accusations against Jesus. Nicodemus becomes an important voice. He reminds the assembly that their own law requires proper examination before a person is condemned. His intervention shifts attention toward the works Jesus has performed and whether those works truly justify the accusations being made against him.

Nicodemus speaks concerning the extraordinary signs associated with Jesus and challenges the authorities to consider whether such works could be accomplished if God were not somehow working through him. The opposition rejects this reasoning and continues attempting to discredit Jesus and those who defend him.

The importance of Chapter IV lies in the Gospel’s growing emphasis upon testimony. The reader is not simply being told what to believe about Jesus. The narrative begins assembling witnesses. This pattern will continue throughout the Gospel and eventually become central to its account of the resurrection and the world of the dead.

Chapter V — Those Healed by Jesus Testify

Chapter V introduces people who claim personally to have experienced Jesus’ healing power. Their testimonies challenge the accusation that Jesus is merely an evil worker of sorcery. One person describes being afflicted for many years before encountering Jesus and receiving healing. Others testify concerning blindness, infirmity, and different physical afflictions from which they were restored.

The chapter also recalls the raising of Lazarus. Witnesses testify that Lazarus had been dead and that Jesus restored him to life. This testimony becomes especially significant later in the Gospel because Lazarus’ resurrection is eventually discussed from the perspective of the powers of the realm of death itself.

The chapter establishes a recurring pattern: people whose lives and bodies were restored by Jesus become witnesses concerning him. His earthly ministry is characterized by restoration, healing, release from affliction, and even victory over physical death. These earthly works anticipate the much greater confrontation with death described later in the Gospel.

Chapter VI — Further Testimony Concerning Jesus

The controversy continues as additional testimony is presented. Questions concerning Jesus’ birth and identity become important because his opponents attempt to discredit him through accusations concerning his origins. Individuals familiar with the circumstances surrounding his family and birth challenge some of these accusations.

The narrative therefore expands beyond the question of individual miracles. Jesus’ identity itself is being investigated. Different groups interpret him in radically different ways. His opponents see deception, illegitimacy, and danger, while others see evidence of divine favor and extraordinary power.

This uncertainty concerning Jesus’ identity becomes one of the driving questions of the Gospel. The earthly proceedings cannot fully resolve it. The answer gradually emerges through the accumulation of testimony and reaches its greatest expression only after Jesus has died and the narrative moves into the spiritual realm.

Chapter VII — Pilate’s Wife Is Troubled Because of Jesus

The proceedings are interrupted by a message from Pilate’s wife. She warns Pilate not to involve himself with the righteous man Jesus because she has suffered greatly in a dream because of him. Pilate takes the warning seriously and confronts Jesus’ accusers with it.

The authorities attempt to dismiss the warning by connecting it with their accusation that Jesus possesses magical or deceptive powers. Nevertheless, the warning adds another layer to Pilate’s hesitation. He is already unable to find sufficient fault in Jesus, witnesses have testified concerning Jesus’ works, and now his own household has been disturbed by a warning concerning the man standing before him.

The chapter contributes to the growing sense that events surrounding Jesus cannot be understood merely as an ordinary criminal proceeding. Something greater is unfolding, although the people participating in the trial do not yet fully understand what it is.

Chapter VIII — The Crucifixion and the Signs Surrounding Jesus’ Death

The narrative moves toward Jesus’ condemnation and crucifixion. Jesus is delivered to be crucified, and the Gospel describes the events surrounding his death. Extraordinary signs accompany the crucifixion, including darkness and disturbances that cause fear among those witnessing what is happening.

Most importantly for the later chapters, graves are opened and the bodies of certain saints arise. At this stage the Gospel does not yet explain fully what has happened to them. That mystery is deliberately left unresolved until Joseph of Arimathaea later identifies individuals who have returned from the dead.

Jesus’ death therefore becomes the great dividing point of the narrative. Until now, the Gospel has concentrated on earthly accusations, witnesses, miracles, and judgment. After the crucifixion, attention increasingly turns toward resurrection and ultimately toward events occurring beyond ordinary mortal perception.

Chapter IX — Joseph of Arimathaea Buries Jesus

Joseph of Arimathaea becomes central to the story. He asks for Jesus’ body and places it in a tomb. Joseph therefore becomes an important witness to the reality of Jesus’ physical death and burial.

Joseph’s actions anger those opposed to Jesus, and Joseph himself becomes the object of their hostility. He is confined under guard. The authorities believe they have successfully secured him, but something occurs that they cannot explain.

Joseph’s imprisonment creates a smaller version of the larger spiritual pattern that will later unfold. A righteous person is confined behind a barrier that appears impossible to escape. Yet divine intervention will enter that confinement and bring him out.

Chapter X — Reports of the Resurrection Spread

Reports concerning Jesus being alive begin circulating. The authorities investigate what has happened, and testimony concerning the empty tomb and resurrection creates increasing confusion.

The guards and other witnesses become important because the authorities must now explain how a man whose death and burial had been witnessed is reportedly alive. Attempts are made to control or challenge the testimony, but the number of unusual events continues growing.

The central question has shifted. Earlier the question was whether Jesus deserved death. Now the question is whether death actually succeeded in holding him.

Chapter XI — Jesus Delivers Joseph From Confinement

Joseph eventually explains what happened while he was imprisoned. While he was praying, the place was surrounded by extraordinary light, and Jesus appeared to him alive. Joseph initially believed he might be seeing a spirit, but Jesus reassured him and showed him evidence establishing his identity. Jesus takes Joseph by the hand and leads him from his confinement. Joseph is shown the tomb and eventually returned safely to his own home.

This scene becomes especially important when the later descent into the realm of the dead is considered. Joseph experiences confinement, supernatural light, the appearance of Jesus, being taken by the hand, and deliverance. Later Adam will experience a remarkably similar pattern on a much greater spiritual scale: Christ enters the darkness of the dead, takes Adam by the hand, and leads him from captivity.

Chapter XII — Charinus and Lenthius Are Found Alive

Joseph reveals that Jesus’ resurrection is not the only extraordinary event. He tells the authorities that others who had previously died have also risen. Among them are two sons of Simeon, later identified as Charinus and Lenthius. Their deaths and burials were known, yet their tombs are now open and the men are alive. They are found in Arimathaea engaged in prayer. Strangely, however, they do not freely converse with other people.

The authorities bring them to Jerusalem and ask them to reveal what happened after their deaths and how they were raised. The men tremble and initially respond with great caution. Eventually they ask for writing materials so that each can separately record what he witnessed. With this chapter the Gospel crosses from testimony concerning resurrection into testimony concerning the realm experienced by the dead themselves.

Chapter XIII — A Great Light Appears Among the Dead

Charinus and Lenthius begin their testimony. They describe themselves as being with their fathers in the depths of the realm of the dead, surrounded by profound darkness. They are not unconscious. Adam, the patriarchs, prophets, Simeon, John the Baptist, and others retain identity, memory, communication, and awareness. Suddenly a magnificent light appears. It is described with the brilliance of the sun, golden in appearance and accompanied by a purple-colored light that illuminates the place.

Adam recognizes the light as the announcement of everlasting light and deliverance. Isaiah recalls his prophecy concerning those dwelling in darkness and the shadow of death seeing a great light. Simeon testifies concerning the infant Jesus whom he had held in the Temple. John the Baptist then appears among them and identifies himself as the one who prepared the way of Jesus among the living. His ministry as forerunner now continues among the dead. He announces that the Son of God is coming to visit them. The entire realm begins anticipating the arrival of Christ.

Chapter XIV — Seth, Michael, and the Tree of Mercy

Adam asks his son Seth to recount an ancient event. While Adam was sick, he had sent Seth toward the gates of Paradise to seek the oil of the Tree of Mercy for healing. At the gates Seth encountered Michael the Archangel. Michael explained that the requested oil could not yet be given. Instead, he foretold a future restoration connected with the coming of Christ. Christ would come to Earth, raise Adam’s human body and the bodies of the dead, and bring mercy to those who believe.

The prophecy culminates with the promise that Adam will ultimately be introduced into Paradise and brought to the Tree of Mercy. This chapter is important because it establishes that the dark realm in which Adam presently waits is not Paradise. Paradise exists beyond his present condition. Adam’s story has not yet been completed. The restoration promised through Michael requires Christ’s coming, victory over death, resurrection, and Adam’s eventual return to Paradise.

Chapter XV — Satan Warns the Prince of Hell About Jesus

The perspective suddenly changes from the righteous dead to the powers associated with death and Hell. Satan speaks with the Prince of Hell concerning Jesus of Nazareth. Satan initially expects Jesus’ death to result in Jesus entering their domain. Yet the Prince of Hell becomes alarmed when he realizes this is the same Jesus who demonstrated authority over sickness, demons, and death during his earthly ministry.

The resurrection of Lazarus becomes especially important. The Prince of Hell remembers being unable to retain Lazarus when Jesus commanded him to return to life. This causes him to recognize that Jesus possesses an authority unlike that of ordinary mortals. He warns Satan that bringing Jesus into their realm could result in disaster. Rather than becoming another prisoner, Jesus may release those already held there and conduct them toward everlasting life. Satan’s expected victory through the crucifixion therefore begins to appear as a terrible miscalculation.

Chapter XVI — The King of Glory Comes to the Gates

While Satan and the Prince of Hell are speaking, an overwhelming voice like thunder commands the gates to open so that the King of Glory may enter. The powers within attempt to resist. The gates are ordered shut and strengthened with bars. Meanwhile, the saints recognize what is happening and call for the gates to be opened. David and Isaiah recognize the fulfillment of the sacred words associated with broken gates, shattered bars, liberation of prisoners, and light coming to those dwelling in darkness.

The question is asked: Who is the King of Glory? The answer identifies him as the Lord strong and mighty, powerful in battle. Christ is approaching not as another helpless dead man but as a conquering king entering the territory of death itself. The gates cannot permanently resist him. Christ enters, and places that had previously remained in darkness are illuminated by his presence. Fetters that could not previously be broken are shattered. The deliverance has begun.

Chapter XVII — Christ Conquers Death

The powers of Death are terrified by the brightness accompanying Christ. They cannot understand how someone who has truly died can enter their realm without displaying the corruption and helplessness associated with ordinary death. They recognize the paradox before them: Jesus has died and lain in the grave, yet he has entered their realm alive and possessing authority. Christ releases captives who had been held in chains and restores liberty to those imprisoned. His light illuminates those dwelling in darkness.

The powers below begin realizing the magnitude of Satan’s error. Jesus’ crucifixion did not deliver him helplessly into their hands. His death provided the means by which he entered their realm as conqueror. The chapter culminates with the King of Glory trampling upon Death, overcoming the authority of the Prince of Hell, and taking Adam with him. The one whom death expected to possess has instead begun emptying death’s prison.

Chapter XVIII — Satan’s Plan Is Reversed

The Prince of Hell turns angrily against Satan. He accuses Satan of bringing destruction upon their dominion by arranging the death of Jesus. Christ’s presence has filled their darkness with divine brightness. Their prisons have been broken, captives released, and those who once groaned without hope now rejoice. The Prince of Hell interprets the event through the story of Adam. Humanity’s loss began with the forbidden tree and the loss of Paradise. Now the wood of Christ’s cross has become the instrument through which Satan’s earlier victory is reversed. The chapter presents the crucifixion as a great reversal. Satan believed the cross would destroy Jesus. Instead, the cross becomes the means through which the power of death is broken. Christ then commands that Satan himself be placed under the dominion of Hell in place of Adam and Adam’s righteous descendants, who now belong to Christ. The captor becomes captive while the captives are liberated.

Chapter XIX — Christ Takes Adam by the Hand

Christ calls the saints to himself. The righteous gather beneath the hand of God, and Christ personally takes Adam by the hand. This is one of the central images of the entire Gospel. Adam, representing humanity’s ancient fall and exile, is not merely told that freedom is available. Christ reaches toward him, takes hold of him, and leads him out. Adam falls before Christ in gratitude, praising God for bringing his soul from the grave and delivering him from the pit. The saints likewise praise Christ as Redeemer and acknowledge that he descended to deliver them from Hell and death. Christ marks Adam and the saints with the sign of the cross. Then the Gospel explicitly says that Christ ascends from Hell, holding Adam by the right hand, while the saints follow him. The prophets praise God during the ascent. What began as a gathering of souls sitting in darkness has become a procession of liberated saints following Christ upward.

Chapter XX — Michael Leads the Saints Into Paradise

After the ascent, Christ delivers Adam into the care of Michael the Archangel. Michael then leads Adam and the company of saints into Paradise, which the Gospel describes as filled with mercy and glory. Inside Paradise they encounter two ancient men whom they did not previously see among the dead. These men identify themselves as Enoch and Elijah. Enoch explains that he was translated by the word of God, while Elijah was taken by a fiery chariot. They therefore did not experience the same route through death as Adam and the other saints.

Another man then appears carrying the sign of the cross. He identifies himself as the thief who was crucified beside Jesus. He explains that after acknowledging Jesus and asking to be remembered in his kingdom, Jesus promised that he would be with him that day in Paradise. The thief says Jesus gave him the sign of the cross and instructed him to go to Paradise. When the angel guarding Paradise saw the sign and heard that Jesus had sent him, the gates were opened and the thief was admitted. The guardian instructed him to wait because Adam and his righteous descendants would soon arrive. The promise is now fulfilled. Adam, the saints, Enoch, Elijah, and the repentant thief are brought together within Paradise. The movement that began in darkness has reached its destination: captivity has become liberty, darkness has become light, and exile has become entrance into Paradise.

Chapter XXI — The Witnesses Complete Their Testimony

Charinus and Lenthius now explain that what they have revealed represents only those mysteries they were permitted to disclose. According to their testimony, Michael had forbidden them from revealing certain other mysteries. Michael had instructed them to return to Jerusalem, remain in prayer, and initially refrain from ordinary conversation. This explains why they were found alive but unwilling to speak freely. They also reveal that many others had risen from the dead at the time of Christ’s resurrection. Charinus and Lenthius say they had been permitted only a limited period—three days—to remain among the living. During this time they were to celebrate Passover, visit their relatives, bear testimony concerning Christ, and receive baptism in the Jordan. After completing their testimony, the two men hand over their separately written accounts. The writings are compared and are described as agreeing perfectly.

Then something extraordinary occurs. Charinus and Lenthius are changed into exceedingly white forms and disappear from sight. Their mission among the living has ended. The authorities are deeply disturbed by what they have witnessed. Joseph and Nicodemus eventually bring the record of these events to Pilate, who records the proceedings. Thus the Gospel presents the testimony concerning Christ’s descent among the dead as something transmitted through witnesses who experienced the realm themselves, temporarily returned, recorded what they had been permitted to reveal, and then departed.

Chapter XXII — The Final Investigation

The final chapter returns the narrative to Pilate and the religious authorities. Pilate gathers rulers, scribes, and teachers and requests that the sacred writings be examined concerning the expected coming of Christ. The chapter brings together the various forms of testimony that have accumulated throughout the Gospel: Jesus’ miracles, the witnesses who saw him alive after death, the ascension witnesses, the resurrection of Charinus and Lenthius, and their written testimony concerning what Jesus accomplished among the dead. The sacred book is searched, and the narrative returns to the ancient prophecy involving Adam, Seth, Michael, and the promised coming of Christ. A chronology is presented that the text interprets as pointing toward the appointed time of Christ’s appearance. The dimensions of the Ark are also given a symbolic interpretation connected with this chronology, and the body itself is described through the imagery of an ark or tabernacle.

The final conclusion of the Gospel concerns the identity of Jesus. The one who was originally brought before Pilate as an accused man, condemned, crucified, and buried is ultimately proclaimed within the narrative as Jesus Christ, the Son of God. The Gospel therefore ends where its deepest question began: Who was the man standing before Pilate? The trial could not fully answer the question. The crucifixion appeared to answer it through death. The empty tomb challenged that answer. The resurrection witnesses challenged it further. The ascension opened the question toward heaven. And the testimony of Charinus and Lenthius carries the reader beneath the Earth, where even the powers of death are depicted as discovering that the crucified Jesus cannot be held.

The Complete Journey of the Gospel of Nicodemus

When the Gospel of Nicodemus is read from beginning to end, it forms one continuous movement from accusation to revelation.

Jesus first stands before human judges while people argue about who he is. Witnesses testify concerning his works, but opposition remains. Pilate repeatedly questions whether Jesus deserves condemnation. Nevertheless, Jesus is crucified and buried. For a moment, death appears to have given the final answer. But then the direction of the narrative reverses. The tomb is opened. Jesus appears alive. Joseph is miraculously delivered. Witnesses testify concerning the resurrection and ascension. Then two men who had actually died appear among the living and reveal what occurred beyond the grave. Their testimony opens an entirely different dimension of the story.

The righteous dead are conscious in darkness. Adam and the prophets wait. A magnificent light suddenly appears. Isaiah recognizes it. Simeon recognizes its meaning. John the Baptist announces that Christ is approaching. Meanwhile, Satan and the Prince of Hell discover that the crucifixion has produced something they did not expect. The King of Glory comes to the gates. The gates are commanded to open. Christ enters. Darkness becomes light. Fetters break. Prisons open. Death is overcome. The captives are liberated. Then comes the image at the heart of the story: Christ takes Adam by the hand. Adam rises. The saints gather. Christ ascends from the realm of the dead, and the saints follow him. Michael receives the liberated company and leads them into Paradise.

There they encounter Enoch and Elijah, who had been translated, and the repentant thief, who had already been admitted through the gates by the authority of Christ. Charinus and Lenthius then temporarily return among the living so that the story of what occurred among the dead can be told. They record their testimony, complete the purpose for which they returned, change into brilliant white forms, and disappear. The narrative therefore presents the death and resurrection of Christ as something much greater than the reopening of one tomb. Within the framework of the Gospel of Nicodemus, it is portrayed as a cosmic act of deliverance and restoration.

The movement of the story can be summarized as:

Trial → Condemnation → Crucifixion → Death → Descent → Darkness → Divine Light → Gates Opened → Captivity Broken → Adam Raised → Saints Gathered → Ascent → Paradise → Testimony.

The Gospel begins with human beings asking whether Jesus is truly a king. It ends after depicting him entering the kingdom of Death itself, breaking its captivity, taking humanity’s ancient father Adam by the hand, and leading the righteous toward Paradise. In that sense, the Gospel of Nicodemus presents its deepest answer to the question of Jesus’ identity not merely through what people say about him during his earthly trial, but through what happens when he crosses the boundary of death itself.

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The Feast of Trumpets: The Bride Prepares Herself for the Appointed Time and the Return of Yahshua Ha’Mashiach!

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Greetings, my dear brothers and sisters in Christ from around the world! Yesterday, I went before the Creator in prayer, not realizing at the time that the Feast of Trumpets would begin at sunset. During my prayer, I reached out to God and His holy council in Paradise, suggesting and requesting that a meeting or gathering be held on the Feast of Trumpets. I felt that a message needed to be shared with the children of Israel: that we should seek to align ourselves with the appointed feast days. I expressed this because I have noticed over the years that people have sometimes observed the feast days on different dates, leaving us out of sync with one another.

My desire is simply to see greater order, unity, and spiritual alignment grow among the children of Israel. Even though we may not all be able to gather together physically, we can still come together in spirit, no matter where we are in the world. When we all observe the feast days together, it shows that we are truly united in spirit, and I believe it means a great deal to the Creator to see His people finally coming together during these appointed times. I’m grateful that I realized the Feast of Trumpets was here because I truly did not want to miss observing this special day. I recently completed a 21-day fast on September 11, 2026. Toward the end of my fast, I caught a cold from my husband, so we have both been trying to recover and feel better over the past week.

Now that the Feast of Trumpets is here, I find myself deeply reflecting on the meaning of this appointed time. I attempted to watch a lesson from a Hebrew couple on YouTube, but I just couldn’t seem to tune into the message. Instead, I felt led to turn my attention directly toward the Creator, to become still, reflect, and seek Him for myself. So today, as I observe the Feast of Trumpets, I want to focus my heart and attention on the following scripture:

Matthew 24:31: And then at last, the sign that the Son of Man is coming will appear in the heavens, and there will be deep mourning among all the peoples of the earth. And they will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of heaven with power and great glory. And he will send out his angels with the mighty blast of a trumpet, and they will gather his chosen ones from all over the world—from the farthest ends of the earth and heaven.

I’ve been thinking about the last trumpet sounding, the 7th trumpet. Revelation 11:15 states, Then the seventh angel blew his trumpet, and there were loud voices shouting in heaven: “The world has now become the Kingdom of our Lord and of his Christ, and he will reign forever and ever. In this verse I am expecting a major change of heavenly administration that will eventually transforms the conditions on Earth. There will be a new heaven and a new earth. A new cycle will begin and with that I think about the New Jerusalem, the capital city of Paradise. I’m looking toward the higher realms beyond this earthly life. I’m not sure where the thoughts of the children of Israel are during this feast day, but my mind is always on the promised land in Paradise. While many keep seeking a physical place, I look upward to the very heights of heaven here on Earth to return to the original holy land which exists in a higher dimension.

Today marks the start of a new month, and a new season is ahead. I look forward to the coming of the kingdom of God. May the Ancient Gates of Paradise open to those who will be ascending. The sound of the trumpet during the Feast of Trumpets feels like it’s preparing God’s people for what’s to come. It’s a season of readiness, and when I think of preparation, I picture the bride making herself ready. This is what the spiritual awakening journey has been all about, after all.

Revelation 19:6-8 Then I heard again what sounded like the shout of a vast crowd or the roar of mighty ocean waves or the crash of loud thunder: “Praise the Lord! For the Lord our God, the Almighty, reigns. Let us be glad and rejoice,
and let us give honor to him. For the time has come for the wedding feast of the Lamb, and his bride has prepared herself. She has been given the finest of pure white linen to wear.” For the fine linen represents the good deeds of God’s holy people.

Many of the children of Israel heard the awakening call, and many chose to rededicate themselves to the Most High. Some of us decided not to follow everyone in the world but be led by the holy spirit. Some of us asked for the holy spirit to descend into our temple to complete the work. Some of us started preparing ourselves to get in alignment with the divine laws of the Creator, but we had to learn the way and find the tree of life. Some of us realized that it was time to sincerely repent and put our lives in order, so we sought the Creator of All with all our heart, mind, body, and soul. Many of us were guided to focus on cleansing and purifying ourselves, allowing the Creator to refine us. Some of us didn’t focus on becoming leaders or teachers in the community; instead, we took time to personally get to know the Creator. We spend time alone learning and gaining wisdom directly from the kingdom of heaven. Many of us welcomed the holy angels from the heavenly kingdom of Paradise to minister to us as we prayed, fasted, and observed the Sabbath day. Many of us let the Creator fill us with His light and love. Over time, we learned how to walk in truth, love, and light. Many of us then became wise virgins and now at this time we wait for the appointed time for the gates of heaven to open.

In the seventh month, so much unfolds during the fall feasts. Heaven and earth seem to align during appointed times. During alignments, portals seem to open, creating a direct connection. There’s a reason the children of Israel were instructed to observe the feast days. Perhaps there’s a hidden mystery within them. I often wonder what might be unfolding in the heavens at the same time we are observing the appointed feast days here on earth. Surely in heaven during the New Moon there is an assembly taking place. I wonder what might be discussed in the heavenly meetings. Maybe there’s a large gathering within the heavenly administration, with members of the councils talking about both heavenly and earthly matters, going over the work that still needs to be done, and perhaps assigning tasks to angelic beings.

Well, I think I’m going to just end this post here there is more to come as I continue reflecting upon the rest of the feast days that are coming and what it truly means to be the Bride. I believe it’s all preparation for our ascension and return to Paradise. When I think about the 7th Feast Day with is the Feast of Tabernacles it feels like the appointed time and the completion of God’s holy plan. In the end, the children of God will dwell with Him in Paradise, the Creator’s heavenly kingdom on Earth, yet we can also ascend to higher worlds beyond Paradise on Earth. My mind often turns to heavenly city of New Jerusalem, where the Holy Mount of Zion is located. All I can think about is the heavenly administration of God’s holy kingdom working from the higher realms of Earth. May the holy angels descend from Paradise, and may the gates be opened to welcome the Bride of Christ.

I suppose I will just end the post with an announcement by blowing this trumpet on the new moon, the Feast of Trumpets: “Prepare for the return of Yahshua Ha’machiach, the Wedding Feast of the Lamb is near!” Keep your robes clean and endure till the end.

Brothers and Sisters, I can’t stop thinking about the incredible celebration that will happen when we’re all together in heaven with Christ, the ancient prophets, the saints, and everyone who has received the light and love of the Creator of all. So many of us have experienced so many trials and tribulations in our lives and many of us are crying out for deliverance. I don’t know what others are praying for, but I sure hope our deliverance is near. -Seraphim Sophia (Latisha W.)

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The Awakening of the Children of Israel: The Great Tribulation & A Cry for Deliverance!

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Greetings to my dear brothers and sisters from all over the world. At this moment, many people are enjoying life to the fullest, while others are facing tough times, enduring their own trials and struggles. For some, it feels as if the end is drawing near. So, I write to those who are experiencing great tribulations in their lives. Sadly, I’m not one of those living in bliss within this false kingdom and I’ve been dealing with intense spiritual warfare in my life ever since God awakened me in this land of America. I was called to come out of Babylon, a kingdom of a false god or Christ that holds sway over America, and return to God’s true heavenly kingdom on earth—Paradise within the higher heavenly realm, the central throne from which the etherean heavenly hosts descend.

From my own spiritual journey, it has been years of intense spiritual warfare, and I cannot shake the feeling that there is some kind of heavenly conflict taking place between benevolent and malevolent angelic forces. When the children of Israel began awakening in large numbers, changes started to take place in the heavens. I was released from spiritual bondage and guided back to the Creator to serve his heavenly kingdom as a faithful servant. From the very start of my awakening, I was given an assignment. God was preparing me for my mission. I was told to gather my Bible, notepad, phone, and prayer book—essential items for the task ahead. Though everything wasn’t clear at the time, I knew I had been entrusted with a mission from the throne of heaven. I knew it came from the divine authority or heavenly administration of the God of my ancestors—the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob—because I was asked to recite the Ten Commandments, which instantly made me think of and remember the covenant made with Moses and the children of Israel in the wilderness on Mount Sinai.

The 4 essential items for my task: Bible, Notepad, Phone, Prayer Book

The Bible is a tool for me to learn and discern and it is the foundation: something against which spiritual impressions are tested. Within the bible I would learn about the covenant, commandments, I would remember and return to the One Creator.

The notepad represents the record, I would document and remember my awakening experiences. I was given dreams and visions so as I remembered them, I wrote them down on paper or in my phone. Writing creates a chronology—what I experienced, what I understood at the time, what later proved meaningful, and what changed. This could be like the role of a scribe or witness: receive, observe, record, and preserve.

The phone represents communication and connection. I’m connected to the internet, and everything I’ve written or learned, I’ve shared online. I also spend a lot of time reading and researching on my phone, which is a handy tool for getting information, doing research, documenting, and communicating with people far away. I’ve picked up a lot of knowledge and then shared it across the web.

The prayer book represents communion with the Creator, spiritual discipline, and intercession. Whereas the Bible represents receiving, studying, and discerning sacred teachings, prayer represents my response to the Creator—seeking guidance, expressing gratitude, asking for wisdom, protection, strength, healing, and deliverance. It also represents my responsibility to intercede in prayer, not only for myself, but for my family, the children of Israel, and others who may be experiencing hardship, spiritual struggles, or simply need divine assistance. Through prayer, I could bring my concerns and the needs of others before the Creator. So, the prayer book symbolizes both personal communion and service: learning how to pray faithfully for myself while also standing in prayer on behalf of others. I’ve come to realize the importance of praying for others, and at this stage of my spiritual journey, that’s where my focus will be. There’s nothing more I can do than lift up both myself and others in prayer, which is why I cry out for our deliverance as a whole.

Thinking about my entire journey, I only know what happened in my own life, and I’m not sure when others begin awakening, but I was called in July 2012. I am not sure what group I was part of when this awakening process began, but I was advised that the 144,000—the 12,000 from each of the 12 Tribes of Israel—would experience a spiritual awakening similar to what I was going through. To me, this meant that many other children of Israel would eventually return to the Creator. The Most High would call us out of Babylon, or America, and deal with us directly. Many of us would heed the call to repent, cleanse, and purify ourselves, and God would refine us and guide us through the Great Tribulation. Maybe some will make it through the Great Tribulation and others won’t. I’ve definitely been tested and put on trial, and I have no idea what the final verdict will be after my own record or book of life is reviewed.

Honestly, it feels like I’m reaching the end after everything I’ve been through, and I’m completely overwhelmed and drained—spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and physically. I’ve fought through every battle I’ve had to face, but now I’m not sure about anything anymore. The only thing I know for certain is that I’ll keep delivering messages until the end. Everything else feels out of my hands, and without any help, it’s like I’m backed into a corner. It’s always one attack after the other and my physical body has been under attack too many times. Through it all, I carried these three with me: hope, faith, and love. But let me get back to what’s more important.

It was nice to see the children of Israel coming together in online communities, but there was a lot of confusion among them. Things felt chaotic and disorganized, and it seemed like everyone was just trying to figure out what was going on. People began forming camps, and some even appointed themselves as leaders and teachers, despite still feeling lost themselves. I guess God had to start somewhere; first, he had to gather us all. Then, order would emerge from chaos. When I saw the children of Israel in the very beginning, I knew that lost and ignorant individuals could eventually lead the blind and easily mislead others. I used my own discernment regarding the matter. I was not about to be led astray by man so I seeked the Creator directly.

There was no real spiritual guidance in the Israelite community, and I truly felt that was where the presence of women would make a difference. But who listens to women? Many women are connected to the spiritual realm and it’s as if they are a direct link between heaven and earth since they do bring life into this realm. I believe women are a gift to the world, yet we are often hurt, abused, silenced, or made to feel unworthy. Who really has our backs? Are women genuinely protected? Well as for me my heart hasn’t been protected at all. I’ve been hurt so many times, and I’ve never felt I was protected by anyone that I have ever known in life. The only one who protects me is God and his holy angels.

Thinking back on the Israelite community from the past, I realized there needed to be balance. The men tried to take control of everything, dominating and overpowering the women. From what I saw, it was a complete mess. I chose not to be part of it, but instead observed from a distance. These days, I don’t even check in with them anymore. Occasionally, I run into some of the brothers online, and with a few of them, not much has changed. There’s still no clear structure, and I feel there are many misunderstandings of the scriptures, with division still present. I believe in the unity of all races on Earth, and while we recognize and understand who the oppressors were and still are today, there’s no need to spread hate toward any race at all or make ourselves higher than any other race on earth. No matter our race or religion, we should all turn to the Creator of All, come together in love, and promote peace so we can live in harmony with all of Creation. The children of the Creator should all choose for themselves which path they want to take and no one who dictate other people’s choices.

The only thing you can do is share love and light with others; you can’t force any teachings on anyone. Everyone has free will, and each soul must decide for themselves whom they will serve, so I choose to serve the One Infinite Creator, the Source of All Creation. I don’t follow any Israelites camps nor any religions on this Earth. I follow the teachings of Yahshua, and I seek the heavenly Father’s kingdom directly to receive my spiritual counsel and guidance. I ask the Creator to send His ministering angels to teach and guide me from above, and I am grateful when I receive divine revelation and inspiration directly from the kingdom of God. It felt like an angel blew a trumpet, and I heard the call back in 2012. I listen to the spirit of God. After my awakening call I knew that eventually the Most High would call us out of Babylon or America, and he would deal with us himself. The divine or heavenly beings known as Enki, whom I would call an Elder Anunnaki (Master Geneticist), is genetically connected to the children of Israel. Everyone has to do their own research.

Regardless of what people say the Anunnaki were here on earth with the Igigi, who were a group of rebellious beings, and they mixed their seed with early humans. The Anunnaki had many children, and so did the Igigi. These are all advanced extraterrestrial beings, our star brothers and sisters who traveled to Earth from other planets. But it seems like Enki had a direct royal bloodline that seems to be connected with Adam in the bible. Supposedly it was his son Adapa according to the Lost Book of Enki. I’m not here to convince anyone of anything, which is why I always say to seek the Creator, ask for the truth, and you will be guided to it. I think that’s why so many people are interested in genealogies and their ancestral bloodline. Perhaps it will lead them to the deeper truth that they possess extraterrestrial DNA within them or connections with advances star races. Maybe this is how humans became so caught up in worshipping extraterrestrial beings and started calling them gods. It makes sense that some of these beings might have contacted certain humans on Earth, and they probably built temples in their name to honor them.

A great deal has been uncovered about the ancient Anunnaki, their presence in early history, and how they built civilizations and taught humanity. But not all the ancient beings were from Nibiru, the 12th planet in our Solar System. I think Nibiru was home to various beings from several different star systems, living in advanced civilizations. There are many beings dwelling on other world in our very own solar system, but many people on earth don’t talk about that at all. Some are unaware of it. Hopefully, more people will go through the awakening stage and come to understand that there are many advanced extraterrestrial civilizations in other star systems, and that many beings on earth are starseeds who have incarnated here from other worlds. Not everyone is aware of this, and humanity’s awakening happens in stages.

I hope that everyone on Earth comes to see that the Creator of All is not a man seated on a throne, but the Great Spirit—the Infinite Source of all creation—whose light flows through everything. We are all created beings, children of the One Creator, united with the Source, with that light shining within us. Humanity should realize that the One Creator stands above all creation, unlimited and boundless, as limitless light—an infinite source through which endless possibilities and creations can come into reality. Beneath the Creator exists a heavenly hierarchy with various ranks and titles for exalted beings in the universe—those who have ascended to higher worlds or heavens, carrying the light, love, and wisdom of the Creator. With this knowledge, I have come to understand that the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob comes in the name and authority of the One Infinite Creator. From this perspective, the Angel of the Lord who was sent to Moses acts in complete unity with the One Infinite Creator, carrying the Creator’s divine authority, purpose, and will. Yahshua, aligned with the One Infinite Creator, renewed the covenant and guided the lost tribes of Israel back to the Creator and the original teachings. Love sums up the commandments, and he showed us how to live and fulfill them.

It seems the Children of Israel were entrusted with the Original Law of the One Creator, tasked with preserving it and passing it down through each generation. We were not supposed to worship any other gods, but to remain devoted to the One Creator. Over time, however, much knowledge became lost or distorted. People began worshipping angels, deities, or other beings who were believed to have come to Earth from other worlds. Some beings were honored through temples, and people worshipped them when, in my understanding, all praise and worship should ultimately have been directed toward the Creator of All. Many things may have become distorted throughout history, whether through cultural changes, different interpretations, translations, or simply because certain teachings were no longer fully understood. My purpose is not to go back and forth arguing over the past or blaming people for what has already happened. The goal now, as I see it, is to return to the One Creator and to gain a clearer understanding of who our star brothers and sisters truly are.

Some people describe these beings as the gods and goddesses returning from the heavens. I simply see them as star family—advanced beings from higher worlds who have evolved within their own civilizations. I believe that many of them may volunteer from other worlds to come to Earth and assist humanity with deliverance, spiritual growth, and ascension. Ultimately, I do not believe they should be worshipped. I see them as fellow beings within Creation who may be serving the greater purpose of the One Infinite Creator. My dear brothers and sisters, so much is happening in our world right now, and there’s a mass awakening taking place. Some people are just beginning to awaken and will need to learn how to navigate this world. Many will seek spiritual guidance from the Creator to find their way, though not everyone will choose that path. Others may simply do whatever they please, chasing followers, fame, or anything else they can gain in this life.

I lift up all my brothers and sisters of the light around the world in prayer. We’re all going to face some tough times during the Great Tribulation. I believe each of us experiences it in our own way. My trials or suffering may be different from someone else’s, but we’re all going through some kind of challenge and tribulation in our individual lives. What we feel inside is often mirrored in the outer world, so as changes happen within ourselves collectively, we may witness suffering in various regions around the globe. If many of us work on cleansing and purifying ourselves, we’re bound to see an incredible renewal and restoration of the Earth. I think the mission of the 144,000 is much greater than we can imagine. I’ve rededicated my temple (body) to the Creator and I am doing my best to please God. I want the Holy Spirit to dwell within me so I can serve God’s kingdom in love and light. Developing the fruits of the Spirit has been a long journey, not something that happened overnight. It took years of seeking, studying, and asking the Creator countless questions for guidance. I had to learn patience with others, and through years of working on myself, I discovered how I can better serve those around me. I knew change was necessary, and I’ve grown in both knowledge and wisdom along the way. This journey hasn’t been easy at all and sometimes I don’t even understand why so many negative things come my way, but I have to tackle each obstacle the best way that I can and remain centered on love.

I encourage everyone to stay strong in their faith in the One Creator. For those who love our elder brother Yahshua Ha’Mashiach, let’s keep being a light in this world as he was until God calls us all home. Let’s lead by example, showing love and kindness, and choose to do good even when others treat us unfairly. Keep your heart pure and don’t let others affect how you feel just because you’ve chosen to repent, cleanse, and purify yourself. Many of us have dedicated ourselves to the Creator and have chosen not to participate in the evil and wickedness that’s in this world. It’s okay to stand apart from the crowd; you don’t have to join in on harmful actions or negative behaviors just because others do. Keep your robe clean. If you’re in pain or suffering in any way, I’m truly sorry you’re going through this. I’m here alongside my brothers and sisters. I, too, am in pain and suffering, and I pray for you all, uplift me in prayer to.

I hope each and every one of you finds relief. May you experience love, joy, peace, and happiness in God. Keep your eyes on the Creator and know that the Creator loves you. Sometimes it might feel like you’re under God’s judgment, but it’s more likely the process of your refinement. You’re being tested and walking through the fire and the Creator is shaping us into pure gems and refining us like gold. So, stay strong and never give up. Sometimes I feel weak and call on the Creator for strength. I wish the heavenly Father would send me 12 legions of guardian angels so I could draw on their strength and mighty power, because I need all the help I can get to keep going. There are times when I’m down and no one is around to lift my spirit. I rely on finding ways to lift myself up whenever I’m feeling down or unwell. There are moments when I even think about giving up on life, at times it surely feels like I’m approaching the end of my journey. Yet I still remain centered on Paradise and the higher worlds.

At times, I feel unworthy and question whether I truly have a purpose. There are moments when I feel as though I have failed in my mission or perhaps have not done enough. Then I realize that these negative thoughts are not the truth, and soon they are banished. Get thee away from me, Satan! LOL! I know that I am worthy, that my life has divine purpose, and that the Creator loves me just as He loves all of His children. Somehow, even during the moments when I begin to doubt myself, the Heavenly Father always finds a way to send a little joy my way and remind me to keep going. Yesterday was not a good day at all. I reached my breaking point, and I cried out for deliverance. I just want peace and to stay out of any conflicts. I’m tired of people being against me or trying to start pointless arguments. Nobody seems to understand anything I talk about or express, and it feels pretty lonely not having anyone to share a decent and mature conversation with.

The path to ascension isn’t one that most people decide to take. Some people want to remain in a lower state of consciousness. I thought I could help certain people, but I’ve come to realize that they have to help themselves. Living with someone who seems to exist in a completely different realm of consciousness, with no sense of unity, is just not easy. It’s pretty obvious where some of these spiritual attacks are coming from. This person constantly wants to argue and never tries to understand or find clarity. It’s frustrating, but whoever is influencing them seems to be an opposing force, trying to stir up more hurt, harm, and division in the household. All I can do is keep praying. When people don’t understand how evil spirits operate in the spiritual realm, they become more susceptible to being taken over, especially if they’re living in darkness and resonating at lower frequencies.

It feels like I have to tiptoe through every conversation, being extremely cautious with my words to avoid triggering the individual. What kind of life is that? The best thing to do is to remain silent. Many people may begin experiencing similar things in their friendships and relationships. Spiritual awakening has been unfolding over the years, and it feels like we’re all being prepared, maybe for our departure or our ascension. I feel a major shift is happening, and I truly believe it’s the start of the separation for the Great Harvest—the wheat from the tares. Perhaps there is some type of heavenly activity going on and the heavenly host is preparing for an event. The Creator began awakening the children of Israel from all over the world, gathering us to teach and guide us. We then started cleansing and purifying ourselves, preparing to become the Bride. Remember, the Bride prepares herself for ascension. In Revelation Chapter 19, Yahshua and the heavenly host appear riding on chariots, clothed in fine white linen symbolizing the holiness and righteousness of the saints.

It feels like we’re entering the final stages, with Yahshua coming to deliver the Bride. My hope is that she keeps her robe spotless, as we may be nearing the finish line. Maybe that’s why people’s suffering seems to be growing, but try to push through your tribulations. Stay faithful to the Creator no matter what life throws at you. There will be many events that test you, and it might even feel like you’re on the brink of death if you are facing health issues, but hang in there. I felt as though I had failed because I could no longer hold back my thoughts and feelings. Part of me thought I should have remained silent, but I also knew that keeping everything inside would have only allowed my frustrations to build and fester over time. I needed to release what I had been carrying.

Yesterday honestly felt like the worst day of my life, and in moments like that, I find myself wondering whether what I am experiencing could somehow be connected to a greater heavenly conflict. So many things simply do not make sense to me. I believe there are opposing forces within the spiritual realms, and at times it can feel as though negativity arises from every direction, attempting to distract you and cause you to lose focus. Whatever the source of those difficult moments may be, I know that I have to remain centered, prayerful, and positive. I know it is hard, but I also know that I cannot allow one painful day to take away my hope, peace, or sense of purpose.

My soul is crying out to the Creator in deep agitation, longing for all the pain and suffering in my body to be taken away, along with the wounds that have hurt me emotionally. I totally lost it last night because I’m just so ready for all of this to be done. Here I am, not giving up on life and doing my best to stay strong. I’m still focused on fulfilling my mission despite the challenges in my personal life. My commitment to the heavenly kingdom and my love for God’s people keep me moving forward no matter what. It may take days to recover mentally, but I trust the Creator will send angels to lift me up and help me regain a positive mindset. All of this just reminds me of the vision that I had many years ago. Yahshua appeared to me on a chariot, filling me with hope before I departed.

The dream symbolized the promise of deliverance. He told me he would return, and I believe that one day he will come back to deliver God’s faithful servants, bringing us to a place where we will be loved, cared for, and protected. I bring this up because a few days ago a rainbow appeared in the sky and it was beautiful. The Creator keeps showing me signs. I will be ok brothers and sisters. I’ll keep praying for myself and others, as it’s the only thing I can do right now. I love you, and I hope you keep encouraging people and showing love and gratitude to those around you. May Yahshua come to deliver us soon! One day we will all be united in Paradise. Until I return, I leave you in the light and love of the One Infinite Creator. – Seraphim Sophia (Latisha W.)

Thoughts of Seraphim Sophia

Humanity Has Lost Its Way: A Call to Return to the Creator & Breaking Free From the False Kingdom

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Greetings my dear sisters and brothers from all around the world. I am writing here because this is the only safe space online that I have to freely express myself. This is my personal realm of wisdom; a space I’ve built to collect my thoughts and experiences while freely sharing my records with everyone. I hope this message reaches those with pure hearts and those seeking a sense of peace, joy, love, and happiness, even as they face trials and tribulations. In these challenging times, I stand with you, and I want everyone to know they are not alone. I know that many people on earth are praying to the Creator and longing for a better day to come.

Many of God’s people are dealing with challenges in their health, marriage, finances, and more. Job loss has left many struggling, unsure of what to do next. Some are facing grief, mental health issues, and depression, while others are burdened by debt, feeling as though they’re losing everything no matter how hard they try. Life feels tough and challenging for so many people across the globe. Countless individuals have lost everything to natural disasters like earthquakes, tornadoes, wildfires, storms, and floods. Many people have lost their lives and never saw the end coming for them. It seems as though the world is under divine judgment, yet most of humanity doesn’t pause to think about why this might be happening. I’ve come to believe that we’ve turned away from the Creator and, on a collective consciousness level, humans brought about much of the destruction and decline we see today. We’ve lost our way, drifting from love, light, peace, unity and harmony with all of God’s creation. I returned to the One Infinite Creator, and in that centered state, I could see everything as a whole. I’ve realized that there’s so much division within the human race, and if we could simply align our consciousness with the Oneness of the Creator, we could truly evolve as a civilization.

Humanity is often divided by differences in race, beliefs, religion, and politics. Conflicts seem to arise in all kinds of relationships, whether in friendships, marriages, families, or the business world. It doesn’t matter what level it’s on; in the world there is constant back-and-forth contact and all kinds of disagreements which can sometimes lead to separation. On a higher level, it feels like something is happening in the heavens, a kind of reorganization, with people being placed in the realms that match their energy. In the physical world, this shows up as people drifting apart and major shifts taking place all around us. People are feeling tired and drained, wanting to make changes for themselves, but it’s not always easy to get things together when so many other factors in life that need to be figured out and planned. Sometimes people can’t find a way out of their situation, and it can feel like they’re stuck or trapped in some sort of bondage.

No matter what they try, it’s tough to get away because there are so many things to sort out that it feels impossible. I’m speaking from a place of personal experience. I was once in a situation where I was trying to find an escape route because my life was in danger, and I had no idea how I would become free of the situation that I was in. I reached out to people that I knew thinking they could help me, but they couldn’t. It was clear I was seeking salvation and deliverance, but no one seemed to understand what I was going through because all of these people were in bondage to. My life was already being judged based on the choices I made that led me into that situation, so it’s clear I brought a lot of things on myself through my own decisions. I was living in darkness, separated from the kingdom of God and serving the false god of this world, the one who encourages doing whatever you want and being lawless. The false god is the one who will inspire people to indulge in whatever pleases their flesh.

The false kingdom creates all kinds of movies and shows filled with consciousness programming meant to influence people’s minds, encouraging them to keep engaging in sinful behavior. The majority of humanity falls into the trap and embraces all the temptations this false kingdom offers. Some people crave all the riches in the world, constantly looking for ways to earn more and chasing both money and fame, eventually passing on their methods to others. IIn this false kingdom of God, people live however they please, surrounded by chaos, disorder, and disharmony. They can harm animals and destroy the earth without restraint. They can start wars with others, cause chaos and destruction by introducing harmful technology, and spread toxins in the air, oceans, and on land. They can ruin food by contaminating it, leading to sickness and disease, making people rely on medical centers that end up causing more harm than good to their bodies.

So much has been created in this false kingdom to distract people away from God’s natural order and his true kingdom. People get so wrapped up in their daily routines that they don’t even notice the schemes of Satan. He will keep you entertained and distracted by everything that’s happening in your life. The false kingdom will use anything, even ads, to draw you in. The false god of this world and its beast system tries to keep you from seeking the Creator, ensuring you stay a servant and slave within this false kingdom. The false god doesn’t want you to take the narrow path. With so much happening all year long, it’s hard to find the time to sit back and reflect on what’s truly guiding your life or influencing you behind the scenes. In this world, so much has been designed to pull people away from the Creator, and not everyone has the strength to leave behind the false kingdom and find their way back to the true Kingdom of God.

Take a moment to reflect on your life and consider whether you’re truly on the right path or if you’ve been misled or distracted by the illusions of this world. Are you genuinely seeking the Creator of All and His heavenly kingdom, where love, joy, peace, wisdom, order, harmony, and unity abound? Or are you more concerned with chasing material possessions and indulging in selfish desires? Every person has free will, so choose wisely. -Seraphim Sophia

Testimony of the Saints, Thoughts of Seraphim Sophia

The Remnant of Israel (144,000) Enduring Trials and Tribulations: War in Heaven and on Earth – Revelation 12: The Woman and the Dragon!

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Shalom Brothers and Sisters in Christ! I wanted to share Book of Revelation because it came strongly to my mind as I finished writing my last post. Since my spiritual awakening in July 2012, my life has felt like a rollercoaster journey filled with countless highs and lows, unexpected twists and turns, and sudden drops that tested my spirit deeply. So much has unfolded not only within my own personal life, but also in the lives of many believers who are enduring trials, spiritual warfare, and seasons of transformation during these times. I’ve often said that we’re living in times of great tribulation. For many, life is wonderful, and they’re not going through a season of trials, so I guess this is just the reality I’m facing right now. I believe everyone goes through certain experiences at their appointed times and this is my time.

On July 3, 2012, during my spiritual awakening, I remember reading Revelation 12 to my sister and feeling deeply caught up in the spirit. I recall mentioning that Revelation 12:17 was speaking about me. I understood that the Dragon would wage war against the woman and her offspring, referring to the remnant of the twelve tribes of Israel. God was gently waking me from a deep sleep, and I found out that I was one of the 144,000. I believe God sealed the 144,000 and based on my encounter with God and his holy council on July 3, 2012, I feel I was chosen as one of them. I was caught up in the spirit, and I was standing naked before God’s throne in heaven. I was physically here on earth, but my mind was caught up in heaven, a higher realm beyond earth. In this mystical experience my awareness felt lifted beyond ordinary physical perception into a heightened inner state.

My consciousness became deeply immersed in a sense of divine presence, revelation, and overwhelming spiritual awareness while my physical body remained on Earth. Standing “naked before God’s throne” symbolizes complete spiritual openness and vulnerability before the divine. In scripture, nakedness is often connected to exposure of the soul, nothing hidden, no masks, no defenses, no worldly identity to hide behind. I was standing before God exactly as I was with the innermost parts of my heart, mind, body, soul and spirit fully revealed. There was no cover up and I was completely exposed before God’s throne. I was asked to recite the 10 commandments and when I couldn’t speak to them verbatim, I felt ashamed. Even today I can’t remember word by word, but I know them and have read them many times.

The Ten Commandments are in my heart, and I honor them by living in truth and love. That day was overwhelming for me, as I was called to the throne of God in an open vision. I can’t fully explain it, but it left deep impressions within my consciousness. I felt as though I had been given an assignment from the throne of God, with a calling to become His scribe and serve as an intercessor. I was prompted to gather my Bible, notebook, phone, and prayer book. For my assignment, I need these things. I used my phone to jot down my dreams and visions as soon as I woke up, noting the day and time in my notes. On July 3, 2012, while being caught up in the spirit I recall saying out loud that what was happening to me, which was a spiritual awakening, would be happening to the 144,000, the 12,000 from the tribes of Israel.

On that specific day I was called to God’s throne, and I believe I was chosen and sealed by God. Based on my own personal experiences since being called to the throne, the 144,000 are faithful servants of God’s Kingdom, standing alongside Yahshua. Over time, the Holy Spirit has revealed so many things to me, and much is being revealed at this present moment. I learn something every day when I seek understanding. Lately, I’ve been feeling really down, struggling to understand my purpose in all of this while dealing with constant suffering. Things were fine until about two or three years ago, when it suddenly felt like Satan began waging war against me, and now I’m facing even more physical afflictions. It’s as though Satan truly wants to destroy me and it’s just happening all over again. The war started in 2012 when I was attacked the first time, and Michael and the angels protected me in that battle.

The war had been brewing for years, and I recall another attack from the astral plane, when a dark agent was sent to spy on me and jumped on me as I slept. I fought against the enemy and struggled to get him off of me because it was a man. Whoever this agent was, he must have been trained, possibly as part of a secret military program or within some kind of hidden society. I called on Yahshua for help in the astral realm and he saved me again. There was another encounter in the astral realm when someone came into my home while I was asleep and they tried to abduct me, but I got away. There are some things that are happening behind the scenes and people are unaware of this. I was targeted, and I know many others have been as well, attacked by unseen dark forces operating in this world and through the astral realm, the fourth dimension. I’m once again being targeted by hidden dark forces operating from secret and higher places in this world. The battle has reached its peak, leaving me fighting to survive, and all I can do is call on Yahshua for help.

Spiritual warfare has intensified in these last days, and I’m just trying to hold on, but it’s tough when you’re facing Satan and his dark forces all on your own and when people don’t believe that you are under attack. Right now, a war is unfolding simultaneously in both heaven and on earth. The war in heaven has been manifesting on earth. When I awakened in 2012 the battle was happening in the astral realm, the 4th dimension. I really believe this war has something to do with access to portals and stargates linking to higher dimensions and higher worlds. We will take a look at the full chapter of Revelation 12 but before we do it’s clear to me they’ve been targeting the 144,000 chosen by God. Even when I think about the 12 Tribes I think about 12 Stargates. It’s even deeper than anyone can imagine even with the 12 strand DNA activating.

But the 144,000 are the ones who have cleansed and purified themselves in these last days, dedicating their lives to the Most High and His son, Yahshua Ha’Mashiach. We follow Yahshua and live by the commandments, serving faithfully as representatives of the true kingdom of God. I’m a black woman who stands for my people Israel even though they have rejected me. I know I am part of the remnant, and I have been redeemed by God. I’m not talking about the nation in the Middle East, but about God’s chosen people, the true Israelites who were scattered to the 4 corners of the Earth. Our people were enslaved for 400 years in America and that prophecy was fulfilled in 2019. I have told my story so many times how the God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob visited me in my vision on Saturday, July 27, 2013. I literally heard his voice say, I am the God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob. The first person I told was my husband, but he was just a friend at that time. So, I know it may be hard for many people to believe or accept but I have to be a descendant if the God of Israel visited me.

There is a pattern to how the Ancient Gods or the Anunnaki did things when they made contact with their faithful servants. They always made contact with someone in their direct bloodline, thus the reason why they would indicate I am the God of your ancestors. We have to know who our ancestors were in ancient times and who they were talking to. It’s very clear that Enki and Enlil were dealing with the biblical Israelites. The bible is just going to say Lord or Lord God and yet you have no clue who they are actually referring to. A lot has been kept from the public, and my awareness of the Anunnaki’s return with their celestial ships, along with Nibiru’s cyclical arrival, is why I’m facing spiritual battles as I keep sharing the truth about my ancient ancestors and my star family coming from the heavens. I understand why people don’t like the Anunnaki and they have valid reasons because of what they caused on the earth and to earthlings. But there is always more to the story, and we haven’t been told the truth. Not all of the Anunnaki are evil or wicked, just as humanity as a whole is not entirely evil or wicked.

Most of the children of Israel are unaware of many ancient truths and they are still trapped in spiritual darkness in this kingdom. They don’t even care to learn about the benevolent Anunnaki and their celestial chariots, yet they keep talking about the Most High and his chariots returning. Clearly, it’s the Anunnaki who are coming back, the ancient gods, the ancient builder race. The Most High is simply a title, one who has been given higher authority in heaven. Even Yahshua can be seen as the Most High God of Israel, the true God of Heaven and Earth. Yahshua is the true King of Israel and he has been given a throne to rule. It’s clear a King sits on a throne, and he has a holy council. I want to be apart of the holy council in the kingdom of Christ.

But we have to understand that Kingship from heaven descended to Earth. There are royal bloodlines of the Anunnaki on the earth and Yahshua descended from a royal bloodline of Enki. I know people don’t want to accept this, but it is what it is. Yahshua was the chosen one. It’s very clear many of the Israelites were chosen by the Anunnaki but people don’t want to research or read Sumerian texts. People think it’s all a deception and tend to avoid it, but it’s part of the Earth’s history, and there’s still so much we don’t know about it. We are all learning as we receive more ancient knowledge. The universe is home to many races, with countless angels and other beings living on various worlds across numerous realms and dimensions. They all have different angelic rank, authority and power in the heavens. But I’m not going to get into all of that. You either know or don’t know but the Anunnaki and children of Israel worship the Creator of All, the One Creator! This is simply the primal source of all beings and all life!

Some people may think I’ve lost my mind, but people can believe what they want to believe. The ancient texts make more sense to me. My own people haven’t received me in love. They claim to love Christ yet reject his messengers. So, they will see what happens when it’s all set and done. I am a faithful servant of Yahshua and I do honor and respect my ancient ancestors and my star family. Many things are still being revealed to all of us and I have an open mind. I complete my own research and seek the creator myself. Many Israelites are still living in darkness, and they believe they have been awakened to the truth. Just because you are aware that you are an Israelite doesn’t mean you just bypass everyone else on the earth to get into the holy kingdom. You still need to follow the commandments, live in truth, show love to your brothers and sisters, and choose what’s right and holy but that’s not happening amongst the children of Israel. They keep condemning others and trying to dictate what people should do, even though they themselves aren’t living in alignment with God’s commandments. There’s little love among most of them. It’s a cover up but they are not fooling anyone but themselves. God sees everything. His eyes are in every place.

It’s just more judgment within the Hebrew community, which is why I keep my distance. They think wearing garments and keeping their heads covered makes them holy, but it doesn’t. That’s why many have been deceived. God looks at the heart and sees everything, for nothing is hidden from him. Many Israelites remain lost, unaware, and dismissive of greater spiritual knowledge. If Yahshua was present in the flesh right this moment on earth they would reject him and attack him through their words like they have attacked me. You can come from a pure and gentle place, and they will still attack you through their harsh words and dismiss you immediately. They pick and choose what scriptures they want to debate people with. If you don’t say specific things according to the scriptures they use there is no reasoning with them. It’s a trap and I hope people don’t fall into another one of Satan’s traps.

They are no different from the church. Some Israelites are trying to control others through scriptures, and they are very limited in consciousness. Their tactics don’t work on me because I can see through it all. I’ve had enough encounters with Israelite men and women to know to stay away from them. They really need to cleanse and purify themselves, following the guidance of the Holy Spirit instead of being misled by the leaders in the Israelite camps. So, over the years I have learned how to set myself apart from the rest of the Israelites and the world. I listen to a few channels of the Israelites, but I don’t get stuck on following a lot of people. I hear and receive the message and move on. I’ve learned to trust the dreams and visions God gives me, and I carefully discern everything I receive.

The chariots appeared to me in my dreams, and I’ve spotted them in the skies as well. In those dreams, there were Black people riding in the chariots, and they were just a bit taller than us. In August 2015, I had a dream from an angel sent by the Lord, and it was truly eye-opening. The angel was a Black man, sent with a scroll in his hand. He came to deliver a message from God a divine plan meant for me. I was given a robe to wear, and I had to make a choice to put the robe on and walk down the street in it or not. I chose to wear the robe. So, I haven’t taken the robe off. I’ve been doing this ministry and sending messages all over the internet since 2015. I didn’t assign myself a role or tasks, but I was chosen by God and given an assignment, and I knew what I needed to do.

After all that I have learned on this journey I discovered that we have been involved in extraterrestrial wars. Humans were brought in the middle of this because we have connections with different extraterrestrial beings and races from other worlds. It’s clear to me that certain extraterrestrial beings or factions have an issue with Enki, and it appears these fallen entities are in conflict with the righteous lineage of Enki, especially the chosen lineage of his son Adapa (the biblical Adam) because Yahshua came through a royal Anunnaki bloodline. It’s amazing to know that some of our ancestors had the chance to see the Anunnaki face to face and Enoch was one of them. Noah also encountered the Anunnaki too, because it was the son of Enki who was the navigator of the boat or submarine. Alot of people talk about the book of Enoch and they always refer to the fallen angels who were the Igigi, but people never want to get into the holy angels.

It’s said the Enoch walked with God and when you do research you see that he walked with the Anunnaki. He knew all of them and was even taken to the spaceport center to take a ride on the chariots (spaceships). He was an initiate of the mystery school and he joined the priesthood. Enoch had so much knowledge about heaven and earth and he learned these things from the Anunnaki. It’s no longer a mystery for me. The Anunnaki are a spiritually and technologically advance civilization that dwells upon Nibiru. They are galactic travelers who have evolved and now returned as the Nibiru system approaches.

I just want to share Revelation Chapter 12 right now because the Dragon is angry. Yahshua and the holy ones in heaven are returning and we can see this as a manifestation of the benevolent Anunnaki and other benevolent star beings returning to earth from heaven. I had a dream where I saw Yahshua on a Mothership and people were gathered aboard the ship. It’s clear to me that Yahshua is returning on the clouds of heaven in a celestial ship ahead of the Nibiru system and he has a fleet coming in with him which represent the benevolent forces of light or the brotherhood of light. It’s all going to be happening simultaneously. Perhaps that’s why it’s a secret war regarding who controls the stargates. Yahshua is coming back and he is the gatekeeper. He has full access to the portal system on this earth. Once the portal from heaven to earth opens it’s a wrap. This is why we see Yahshua returning with the armies of heaven or the heavenly host riding on white horses. These white horses represent the chariots or celestial ships; these are benevolent beings returning to Earth and the armies of this world fights with them. Revelation 19 gives the imagery of Yahshua’s return from heaven and he comes with an army; a fleet of celestial ships or chariots. But leave it up to the Christians to interpret and they will mislead you. They will even try to say that demons are returning on chariots. They will produce movies and shows portraying aliens attempting to invade Earth to instill fear and panic. They will consistently twist the truth and distort ancient knowledge. The fallen angels know that they have a short time left because the throne of Nibiru is approaching, and the fallen angels along with everyone else on the earth will be judged according to their deeds when the records are opened. Meanwhile the fallen ones are trying to target the righteous descendants of the Anunnaki. I can’t wait till the arrival of Nibiru because the earth will be cleansed of every evil spirit and Mother Earth will be restored. There will be a new heaven and a new earth after the passing of Nibiru. Let me not get off topic.

Here is Revelation Ch. 12: 1-17: The Woman and the Dragon

 And there appeared a great wonder in heaven; a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and upon her head a crown of twelve stars: And she being with child cried, travailing in birth, and pained to be delivered. And there appeared another wonder in heaven; and behold a great red dragon, having seven heads and ten horns, and seven crowns upon his heads. And his tail drew the third part of the stars of heaven, and did cast them to the earth: and the dragon stood before the woman which was ready to be delivered, for to devour her child as soon as it was born. And she brought forth a man child, who was to rule all nations with a rod of iron: and her child was caught up unto God, and to his throne. And the woman fled into the wilderness, where she hath a place prepared of God, that they should feed her there a thousand two hundred and threescore days. And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels, And prevailed not; neither was their place found any more in heaven. And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him. And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night. And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death. Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time. And when the dragon saw that he was cast unto the earth, he persecuted the woman which brought forth the man child. And to the woman were given two wings of a great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness, into her place, where she is nourished for a time, and times, and half a time, from the face of the serpent. And the serpent cast out of his mouth water as a flood after the woman, that he might cause her to be carried away of the flood. And the earth helped the woman, and the earth opened her mouth, and swallowed up the flood which the dragon cast out of his mouth. And the dragon was wroth with the woman, and went to make war with the remnant of her seed, which keep the commandments of God, and have the testimony of Jesus Christ.

This chapter describes a spiritual conflict between the Kingdom of God and the forces of darkness, unfolding across both heaven and Earth. The imagery is layered with prophetic, spiritual, and cosmic symbolism. The woman clothed with the sun symbolizes the mother of Israel and she brings forth the holy seed of Christ. She is clothed with the sun, standing above the moon, with twelve stars upon her head, showing glory, authority, divine illumination, and her connection to the twelve tribes of Israel. She is in travail, crying out in birth pains, symbolizing the suffering and struggle involved in bringing forth something holy into the Earth realm. Many of us have cried out in deep agitation during our struggles, and I’m certainly one of them. The process of being refined and purified is transformative, and God’s people have faced trials and tests along the way.

The great red dragon represents Satan, the adversary, the force of rebellion against God. The seven heads, ten horns, and crowns symbolize power structures, kingdoms, dominion, corruption, and worldly authority operating under darkness. The dragon drawing a third of the stars from heaven is often understood as the fall of rebellious angels or spiritual beings who followed Satan in rebellion against God. The dragon standing before the woman waiting to devour the child reveals the attempt of darkness to destroy divine purpose before it can fully manifest.

The man child is commonly understood as Jesus Christ, the one destined to rule the nations with divine authority. His being “caught up unto God and His throne” points to ascension, victory, and divine protection. Yet the symbolism also expands outward to represent the birth of Christ Consciousness, spiritual authority, and the emergence of those aligned with God’s kingdom. The woman fleeing into the wilderness for 1,260 days symbolizes a period of protection, purification, testing, and tribulation. The wilderness throughout scripture is often the place where God preserves and refines his people away from corruption and persecution. The “place prepared by God” suggests divine preservation even during chaos and spiritual warfare.

Then the vision shifts into a cosmic battle: Michael and his angels fight against the dragon and his angels. Michael the Archangel represents heavenly justice, protection, and divine warfare against evil. Satan is cast down from heaven into the Earth realm, no longer able to stand in the heavenly courts as the accuser. This is why the voice in heaven proclaims salvation, strength, and the Kingdom of God has come. Verse 11 is central to the entire chapter: “They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony.” This means victory does not come through worldly power, but through faith, spiritual endurance, truth, sacrifice, and unwavering testimony in Christ. The faithful overcome darkness through their covenant with God and their refusal to abandon truth even in suffering.

After being cast down, the dragon turns his wrath toward the Earth, especially against the woman and the “remnant of her seed.” The remnant refers to those who keep the commandments of God and maintain the testimony of Christ. The dragon’s persecution symbolizes spiritual warfare, deception, oppression, and attempts to destroy faith and divine purpose within humanity. The flood sent from the serpent’s mouth symbolizes overwhelming chaos, deception, persecution, false teachings, or destructive forces released against the faithful. Yet the Earth helping the woman shows divine intervention and protection. Even creation itself responds against the destructive forces of darkness.

The chapter ends with the dragon making war against the remnant, meaning those who continue standing in faith during tribulation become the primary targets of spiritual opposition. The entire chapter portrays a cosmic separation between light and darkness, between the kingdoms of God and rebellion, and between those aligned with truth and those consumed by deception. At its heart, Revelation 12 is about endurance, spiritual warfare, divine protection, and ultimate victory through God despite intense suffering and opposition.

On this journey, as I hold on to my faith through suffering, it feels like Satan gets frustrated when all his attempts have failed. It’s like the enemy continues to do everything to destroy our faith in God but it’s not working. Fallen angels want us to rebel like they did, and when we stay strong in our faith, it frustrates them even more. That’s real wickedness, if you ask me. People tend to get upset when you’re living a holy and righteous life, and it’s like they just can’t stand you. They send all sorts of negative and harmful energy your way. People’s hearts aren’t always pure, and some even get upset when you encourage them to do something good or point out their mistakes. They reject the truth and end up opposing God and everything righteous. The truth is just not in some people. From personal experience people who refuse to own up to their mistakes often come across as dishonest and misleading. They love to cover up the truth. One lie then turns into a bigger lie when all you have to do is be honest from the beginning, but people like to hide secrets and keep things to themselves, but God is going to expose everybody.

So much is being exposed in this world, and I hope people have been paying attention. Alot of people say they are ready for the return of Christ, but many people are dreading the Day of the Lord because it’s going to be a day of darkness on earth when Nibiru comes in front of the Sun. Prior to the big event it’s my hope that Yahshua commands his angels, who fly on the chariots, to gather his faithful servants on the earth. We have been the ones enduring through our suffering the whole time without losing our faith. I hope this is a dream that comes true afterall it’s a good thing. The chariots will be seen as the arks of salvation, and they will gather people aboard the ships. I will continue to have hope in this reality because I want Yahshua to return with the heavenly host. Well that’s all I have for now. May peace be with you all. -Seraphim Sophia

Testimony of the Saints, Thoughts of Seraphim Sophia

Ongoing War with the Dragon: A Cry for Help but Silence in Heaven!

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Shalom, Brothers and Sisters in Christ. There are moments when we cry out to God in prayer and are met with what feels like silence from heaven. Spiritual warfare feels incredibly intense in these times, and deep within my spirit I sense that a great battle is unfolding in the heavenly realms. I truly believe the children of God are under heavy attack, facing trials, pressures, and spiritual burdens unlike ever before. Yet even in the silence, we must continue to hold onto faith, trusting that God is still present, still listening, and still moving beyond what our eyes can presently see.

There have been moments when I have felt as though God had abandoned me. In prayer, I lift my voice toward heaven asking if He still hears my cries, because at times I feel completely alone and deeply in need of His guidance. I do not feel that I have much spiritual support within this world, and many people seem consumed by the pressures, distractions, and systems of daily life, leaving little room within their hearts to truly seek the Kingdom of God. Life has become heavy for so many, and I believe there are countless souls who have drifted far away from their connection with the Heavenly Father.

How many people are truly seeking God with sincerity? How many souls genuinely desire to be saved, delivered, refined, and purified during these difficult times of tribulation? So many hearts seem cold and wounded now. People speak carelessly, often without realizing how deeply their words can wound the spirits of others. Compassion, understanding, and genuine love feel increasingly rare in this world.

There are times when it feels as though darkness is spreading throughout humanity, yet at the same time, I believe God is revealing who the true children of the light are. Each soul is choosing which kingdom it will serve. Perhaps we are living through a great separation, a preparation for the Great Harvest. Perhaps God is allowing these trials to reveal who will remain steadfast in faith, who will continue seeking truth, and who will endure with love, humility, and devotion to him until the very end.

At times, when I sit alone journaling and expressing the deepest truths within my heart, I find myself wondering what I could have possibly done to deserve the suffering I have experienced. For years, I have lived quietly and withdrawn from the world, rarely leaving my home. I devote my time to my business, to reflection, and to seeking the Lord daily with all my heart. Yet despite my prayers and devotion, I have felt deep pain within my marriage, as though a great distance has formed between my husband and God. Even though he’s here, he feels far away from me, and there’s just no connection. It feels as though he has slowly given up on life itself, as if somewhere along the journey he lost sight of who he truly is.

At times, it seems he lives within a reality of his own, unreachable in ways that deeply grieve my spirit, and no matter how much love, patience, or support I try to offer, I cannot help someone who does not desire help for themselves. As I drew closer to God and sought him more deeply, it felt as though he moved further away, causing us to become spiritually divided rather than united together in alignment with God at the center of our lives. I chose to surrender myself more fully to God, while it seems he chose to hold onto himself, resisting the surrender, healing, and transformation that can only come through God’s presence.

There are moments when I feel as though every meaningful relationship I have tried to nurture has come under attack. Hurtful words, negativity, and the wishes of others who did not want to see happiness or peace have weighed heavily upon my marriage. Sometimes it feels as though Satan and all spirits of darkness seeks to divide, discourage, and destroy what was once built in love. I know many people across this world experience spiritual struggles, hardships, and battles within their relationships and families. Countless lives have been harmed and affected by dark, malevolent forces.

I believe we must guard our spirits carefully and remain rooted in faith, because when people drift far from God, they can become susceptible to attacks from Satan, harmful influences, bitterness, confusion, and a sense of spiritual emptiness. Marriage, love, peace, and unity all thrive on daily nurturing, prayer, wisdom, and intentional choices. Even though pain and hardship can challenge the soul, I believe healing, renewal, and freedom are always possible through God’s presence, truth, and enduring love.

From what I can tell, every soul is being tested, so making wise choices in life is crucial. You can’t serve both God’s kingdom and Satan’s kingdom at the same time you have to choose. You’re either a faithful servant of God or a servant of Satan. This will be a tough time for many, as families, friendships, and marriages may fall apart because of this division. In my marriage, I or God was never chosen. Me and God were never a priority in this marriage. The only thing that matters in this world is his job, it’s an attachment. My husband’s faith has been tested so many times, and he can’t even see it. He’s lost his path and is trapped in his own spiritual darkness. Only God can save him, and I pray for him as well as for everyone else battling the light and darkness within themselves.

We both started this ministry as mighty warriors of God’s kingdom, but unfortunately, he has fallen. He doesn’t even know who he is anymore in God. He doesn’t even mention God at all. I am the only one who talks about God in this marriage. I have been telling him for so many years that he was under attack, but he didn’t’ listen to me at all. Everything that I said was rejected. He turned against me as if I was the enemy. For years, I tried to help free him from his inner darkness. But he shut himself off, building a strong barrier around his heart that nothing and no one could break through, closing himself off to the light of God. I’m sharing this truth because so many people are going through it, and it’s real.

This has been happening to many people. Many souls have been drifting away from God’s kingdom and losing hope. I know I’m not alone, but I’m just bold enough to share what’s been going on in my life. I’ve always faced my battles alone, with no one to shield me, counting only on the holy ones in heaven to stand against the dark and evil forces that have tried to bring me down. People have taken their sides, and many will choose the beast system and their shadow selves over their own family, spouse, and God. Darkness is spreading in the world, and many have been misled by Satan, leaving them blind to the truth and rejecting God’s message. Yet God is our protector, and he will look after us if we follow his will.

In my testimony, Satan has torn apart every part of my life. All I did was stay faithful to God. The more I grew in spiritual knowledge and worked to purify myself, the harder the enemy tried to bring me down. The children of God have to endure to the end and that’s what I am trying to do. Nothing else even matters anymore. On Earth, the children of God are outnumbered, as there seem to be more children of darkness in the world. The children of God feel weary and worn out, tired of battling against Satan and this wicked kingdom filled with demons. Hopefully, it won’t be long before our savior descends from heaven to finally put an end to the Dragon once and for all. I am tired of dealing with cold & heartless people.

Many people become consumed by their lower, carnal nature, feeding the destructive impulses within themselves and allowing fear, pride, greed, anger, and selfish desires to overpower the spirit of love, wisdom, and compassion. When the soul becomes disconnected from higher spiritual awareness, people can begin to embody a cold and hardened nature that distances them from God, truth, and the light within. I’ve seen it firsthand, experienced it up close every day, and I’m worn out from battling the seed of the beast, the Dragon.

May God send forth His Son, Yahshua, to deliver his holy and righteous children upon the Earth and lead them into the sacred place prepared in divine peace, protection, and everlasting light. My personal life has felt like a real-life enactment of the Woman and the Dragon. It seems like the Dragon has been after me ever since I was born into this world. I’m tired of fighting this, Dragon. The war began on July 2, 2012, in my life and I’ve been battling the enemy all these years, and I hope this war ends soon. May God protect me and all his children on Earth and deliver us from this wicked kingdom. All I can hear right now is, “Be still and know I am God.” -Seraphim Sophia

Awakening Dreams and Visions, Testimony of the Saints, Thoughts of Seraphim Sophia

The Celestial God Nibiru Approaches like a Thief in the Night: The Days of Noah revisited! Will history repeat?

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Shalom brothers and sisters of Christ. A lot has been happening around the world, and right now it feels overwhelming, so I’m taking a break from social media. I’ll only be sharing my thoughts on my website. Since 2015, I’ve been sharing my dreams and visions, spending many years on Facebook. But over time, things have changed, and my posts were shadowbanned. Nibiru is a topic that can’t be openly discussed on social media. I’ve also shared videos on YouTube, TikTok, Instagram, and most recently, Threads. It’s not easy to share the truth online, as you often face attacks and harsh reactions from people. I ultimately chose to protect my inner peace by stepping away from the platforms. I just can’t handle the negativity or the unnecessary attacks anymore. People have the right to speak the truth, and they shouldn’t have to endure persecution for it. It seems like you can’t even share your testimony without facing backlash.

When I talked about my deliverance from homosexuality back in 2012, people reacted with anger and frustration. I never imagined people would be so upset over others being freed from their sins. I chose to walk the path of righteousness and repent, and now some people are upset because I decided to leave my sinful life behind. That’s how you know the kingdom of Satan is being stirred. I realized it triggered the people who were currently living in that lifestyle. Apparently, they felt some type of way inside and felt the need to attack me through their harsh words. But it only shows their true nature and the kind of spirit working through them. That’s why I said there are demonic and evil spirits attached to that community. It’s not limited to just one community demonic and evil spirits can be attached to anyone living in sin. This applies to all people, no matter who they are. If someone is a slave to sin, evil spirits can work through them, which is why deliverance is so important.

The difference between me and other people is that I’m not afraid to admit that evil spirits (demons) were operating through me when I was living a sinful lifestyle. I used to be angry all the time. I was in an abusive relationship, and I had to fight at times to defend myself. There was always conflict and spiritual warfare surrounding me. I was so lost and I was in spiritual darkness. I was in bondage to sin. I was ignorant and didn’t have no knowledge of heavenly things. I was being controlled by dark forces, and I didn’t know how to break the spell. Satan wanted to destroy me and the person who I was with. Satan wanted us to fight each other, to destroy each other. When someone hurt my feelings, I wanted to make them feel what I felt. It wasn’t right to do that, but I had no self-control because I sought revenge. It didn’t happen all the time, but these feelings were stirred up in me because of the toxic environment I was living in. For a while, I felt like a prisoner of Satan. I wasn’t living in the kingdom of God, as I had rebelled against Him and ignored his commandments. I was caught up in worldly ways, taking part in sinful activities like lying, being unfaithful, and engaging in sexual immorality. I sinned. I wasn’t my true self, and I only realized that after my deliverance. I had been under the influence of evil spirits and was certainly not being guided by the Holy Spirit.

My life was a complete mess before my deliverance in July 2012, and I never returned to my old life. It only led to a path of destruction and thank God I was saved before it was too late. So, I just share my testimony of being delivered from a sinful life. Everyone’s life is not the same, but I know what the sins were in my own life. I know my life spiraled downward, and it was the result of a combination of many things, not just one thing. God can deliver anyone from their sins, no matter what the sin is. I had to overcome many things. But as soon as someone mention homosexuality as a sin people’s demons react and are ready to attack. People who live in that lifestyle are so defensive. They don’t want to accept the truth or receive the light of God. For some reason, they think the laws of God don’t apply to them. I lived the life myself so I know how one can be deceived and confused. So, it’s not surprising why they react the way they do, they are living in darkness period. It doesn’t matter what anyone says, they are in spiritual darkness and have been deceived. Some believe homosexuality isn’t a sin, and that’s part of why many followers of Christ face online attacks when they speak against it. There’s a push for everyone in the world for everyone including the Church to accept the LGBTQ community. It’s not going to happen period. I say let people live their own lives however they want to. They are choosing their own path in life. We can all share our own truth and move forward without judging others, because only God has the power and authority to rightfully judge a soul for their actions in life. So, let’s not get caught up in what others choose to do for themselves. Focus on your own path and stand firm in your truth.

At this point, I’m completely done with sharing anything on social media. It’s become toxic and fake. AI seems to have taken over people’s minds, and many are so money-hungry they’ll do anything to go viral. All you see is a false reality portrayed through posts and images. The moment something tragic happens, people use it as bait to draw attention to their pages or channels it’s sickening. Negativity and death are seen everywhere, and that’s all anyone seems to focus on. The world feels like it’s in total chaos, with everything flipped upside down, what’s good is seen as evil, and what’s evil is seen as good. So, the only thing I can do is return back to the days of Noah. We are definitely living in the days of tribulation. It’s getting worse day by day and most people can feel something approaching and honestly, it’s Nibiru. I believe the memories of past events are held within the Earth, and many souls are waking up to the return of Nibiru. The timing for righteous judgment isn’t ours to decide—it’s set by the Creator of All, guided by the celestial clock in heaven. Everything unfolds in divine timing, and we’re nearing the moment when Earth will undergo a rebalancing, a reset. I am reflecting on the Lost Book of Enki and after my last post I had the urge to share a section from Tablet 10.

People always say that we nor the angels in heaven know the day or hour of Yahshua’s return but it’s really the return of Nibiru. Yahshua comes with on the clouds of Nibiru and I honestly believe the clouds of nibiru is referring to the chariots of Nibiru. Nibiru has a cloudlike appearance, almost like a field of plasma. This celestial body looks frightening due to its massive size and the intense reddish, fiery glow it emits. Why do I believe that Yahshua is coming in a chariot in a cloud? I had a vision where, in my dream, I had just left work at 6 p.m., symbolizing the sunset. When I started walking towards the parking lot I looked up in the sky and noticed the approach of a dark cloud.

Then suddenly I began ascending towards the dark cloud and inside of the cloud I saw wheels rotating. I was being caught up in a chariot, and the chariot was hidden in the dark cloud. That’s what was revealed to me in my dream. I went aboard the ship and entered a room where I saw many people standing before a seat or throne. I joined the crowd of people in the throne room and took a bow before I was called to take a seat next to the One who sat in the seat. Whoever the being was, I knew him. I remember running to the man as if he were a father figure. It felt more like a family reunion, like seeing someone you haven’t seen in a very long time. The person felt familiar, but I can’t recall his face at all. The man and I talked, though I can’t remember all the details of our conversation. Then I was shown a room aboard the ship, a place for purification, with a line of people waiting to enter. It was about repentance and the cleansing or removal of sin. It felt like there was an altar on the ship, with a fire burning like a furnace where sins, written on sheets of paper, were tossed in and consumed by the flames.

It was clear there was a temple inside the ship, and I believe I was on a Mothership. I spoke to a being I thought was Yahshua. There was a stargate on the ship, and when I looked through it, I saw Earth’s atmosphere on the other side. We were in space; I could see darkness outside the ship’s window. I knew I wasn’t on Earth but in space, or heaven. Yahshua told me he would come back for me. I saw a rainbow through the stargate or portal, and he showed me this sign, which I remembered. I can only go by what God has personally shown me. If God hasn’t revealed such things to you, draw close to his throne and ask him to show you what you want to know. So, I believe that Yahshua & my star family (the ancient ones from Nibiru) will be arriving in chariots from heaven.

Now I want to shift to the Book of Jasher when Noah had a 7-day warning before the Flood. We have to ask ourselves will the righteous be given a warning before the coming pole shift. In Book of Jasher Chapter 6, after the death of Methuselah, God instructs Noah to enter the ark with his household, promising that all living creatures will come to him. Noah sits at the entrance, and the animals, beasts, and birds gather in great numbers. For seven days the animals remain surrounding the ark as a warning period, during which God causes terrifying signs, earthquakes, darkness, thunder, lightning, and the breaking open of the deep to shake the world, urging humanity to turn from evil. Yet the people do not repent. Then the flood begins: the fountains of the deep burst forth, the heavens open, and rain falls for forty days and nights. Noah, his family, and the preserved life enter the ark, and God seals them safely inside as the waters cover the earth.

The Lost Book of Enki in Tablet 10 reveals how it was the Lord Enki who appointed his son to be a boatguide to Noah.

In seven days build the boat, into it your family and kinfolk gather,
In the boat food and water for drinking heap up, household animals also bring. Then, on the appointed day, a signal to you shall be given.
A boatguide who knows the waters, by me appointed, to you that day will come; On that day the boat you must enter, its hatch tightly close you must. An overwhelming Deluge, coming from the south, lands and life shall devastate; Your boat from its moorings it shall lift, the boat it shall turn and tumble. Fear not: To a safe haven the boatguide will navigate you, By you shall the seed of Civilized Mankind survive! When Enki’s voice fell silent, agog was Ziusudra, on his knees prostrate he fell:
My lord! My lord! he shouted. Your voice I heard, let me see your face!

I just want to mention that the Book of Jasher says that God sealed the Ark, but the Lost Book of Enki offers a different version, claiming that Ninagal the son of Enki was the one who sealed it. Let’s see what was happening before the ark is sealed in the Lost Book of Enki. In the verses below you can see the signs leading up the Great Flood and it’s clear that the Anunnaki were the ones who gave the warning. The Anunnaki has advanced knowledge, & they monitored all the signs on the earth from different locations.

The Lost Book of Enki: A section from Tablet 10

For days before the Day of the Deluge the Earth was rumbling, groan as with pain it did; For nights before the calamity struck, in the heavens Nibiru as a glowing star was seen; Then there was darkness in daytime, and at night the Moon as though by a monster was swallowed. The Earth began to shake, by a netforce before unknown it was agitated. In the glow of dawn, a black cloud arose from the horizon, The morning’s light to darkness changed, as though by death’s shadow veiled. Then the sound of a rolling thunder boomed, lightnings the skies lit up. Depart! Depart! Utu to the Anunnaki gave the signal. Crouched in the boats of heaven, the Anunnaki heavenward were lofted. In Shurubak, eighteen leagues away, the bright eruptions by Ninagal were seen: Button up! Button up the hatch! Ninagal to Ziusudra shouted.

Together the trapdoor that the hatch concealed they pulled down;
Watertight, enclosed completely, was the boat; inside riot a ray of light penetrated. On that day, on that unforgettable day, the Deluge with a roar began; In the Whiteland, at the Earth’s bottom, the Earth’s foundations were shaking; Then with a roar to a thousand thunders equal, off its foundations the icesheet slipped, By Nibiru’s unseen netforce it was pulled away, into the south sea crashing. One sheet of ice into another icesheet was smashing, The Whiteland’s surface like a broken eggshell was crumbling. All at once a tidal wave arose, the very skies was the wall of waters reaching. A storm, its ferocity never before seen, at the Earth’s bottom began to howl, Its winds the wall of water were driving, the tidal wave northward was spreading; Northward was the wall of waters onrushing, the Abzu lands it was reaching. Therefrom toward the settled lands it traveled, the Edin it overwhelmed.

When the tidal wave, the wall of waters, Shurubak reached, The boat of Ziusudra the tidal wave from its moorings lifted, Tossed it about, like a watery abyss the boat it swallowed. Though completely submerged, the boat held firm, not a drop of water into it did enter. Outside the storm’s wave the people overtook like a killing battle, No one his fellow man could see, the ground vanished, there was only water. All that once on the ground stood by the mighty waters away was swept; Before day’s end the watery wall, gathering speed, the mountains overwhelmed. In their celestial boats the Anunnaki the Earth were circling. Crowding the compartments, against the outer walls they crouched, What was happening upon the Earth, down below, to see they strained.

From the celestial boat in which she was, Ninmah like a woman in travail cried out: My created like drowned dragonflies in a pond the waters fill, All life by the rolling sea wave away was taken! Thus did Ninmah cry and moan. Inanna, who was with her, also cried and lamented: Everything down below, all that lived, has turned into clay! Thus did Ninmah and Inanna weep; they wept and eased their feelings. In the other celestial boats, the Anunnaki by the sight of unbridled fury were humbled, a power greater than theirs they with awe those days witnessed.

I can literally see how the day of the Lord can be a day of darkness based upon the description that was provided in the Lost Book of Enki. Looks like the Sun was eclipsed by Nibiru, when there was darkness in daytime. It all sounds biblical because the scriptures always talk about darkness at Noon. Seems like an eclipse to me. The Great Flood occurred on the 17th day of the 2nd month. Technically that’s during the 2nd Passover. It’s quite interesting if you ask me. Perhaps appointed times were given to us for a reason, especially regarding the arrival of Nibiru. If it’s cyclical, it might return around the same time. When Yahshua died on Passover, there were three hours of darkness from noon to 3 p.m. Maybe the author was hinting at something eclipsing the sun for hours, accompanied by an earthquake. These same signs appear throughout scripture—signs on the earth and in the heavens. We may truly be preparing for the return of Nibiru. The day of the Lord is the day of the return of Nibiru.

Utu, one of the commanders, gave the signal to the Anunnaki to depart in their chariots. This is when they ascended to heaven in their celestial ships. They had all been waiting for the final command to leave. Ninagal saw the bright eruptions and shouted to Noah to close the door. They did it together. This was a terrifying event. That’s why the return of Nibiru stirs fear in the hearts of men. This is not going to be a fun and glorious event at all, and people make it seem like it’s all going to be good. No, it’s not. If Nibiru is approaching, then we know what to expect. I want to be like Noah and be led to safety. Noah wasn’t alone at all and there was an Anunnaki with him the whole time guiding him to safety. It’s difficult writing this post because it’s really scary and concerning what may come in the near future on Earth. I hope the righteous on earth are delivered by the chariots of the Most High. I hope the Anunnaki return to save us. We will need help on earth, and we can’t do it alone.

I know at times we can just go on living our lives thinking that this won’t happen in our lifetime but what if the people in Noah’s day thought the same thing. I’ve seen images online of Nibiru from the South Pole so it is near and it’s approaching. We often talk about how everything on Earth seems to be speeding up, but what about Nibiru in the heavens? If it’s approaching the Sun, wouldn’t it eventually accelerate? It seems like it could pass in front of the Sun, eclipsing it for a while, and causing chaos on Earth. What if that’s the appointed time of alignment—Sun, Nibiru, Earth? Could this trigger massive earthquakes, tsunamis, and volcanic eruptions in certain areas? Yes. So, it’s important that we all prepare as best as we can.

We have witnessed many chariots in our sky, and they are here monitoring the changes on the Earth, just like in ancient times. People are so afraid of the ufo’s but what if they were sent as the arks to rescue the righteous. No one never thinks about this at all. Everyone keeps thinking of scary looking creatures or aliens returning on the chariots when they look like us. I’ve seen tall melanated beings in my dreams and they look like us and they came here on ships. I just wish people would stop being afraid of them. What if they have been planning for a massive evacuation? To relocate people for a while until after the destruction. Then afterwards they would land to help rebuilt civilization. This is what they did after the Great Flood. So why wouldn’t they do the same thing. There are many patterns that I have seen through reading the bible and ancient texts.

Perhaps God has just shown me his secret plans. The plan is a good one. Will it happen as I have said? I don’t know. Only time will tell if they actually save some people on the earth before the pole shift. I had a dream where I was building an ark like Noah and I invited guests. Only a few came to the Ark. I just hope this dream come true, that me, my family and my cats are selected to board the Ark. The dream that I had of Yahshua is my only hope. I’m just holding on to his promise because he said he would come back to get me. I just trust in Yahshua that he has a plan for his people. -Seraphim Sophia

Testimony of the Saints, Thoughts of Seraphim Sophia, Words of Wisdom

From Darkness to Discernment: Choosing Truth and the Creator over Human Influence!

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Greetings my brothers and sisters of the light! I want to share some thoughts I’ve been reflecting on. I always try to understand why certain things happen and what lessons I can take from them. I dive deep and share my experiences because others may have gone through similar situations, and maybe I can help in some way, big or small. Sometimes, people just need to know they aren’t alone in dealing with certain challenges. I’ve never been afraid to open up or be vulnerable. I’ve always wanted to live with a pure heart and good intentions, but there were times when I strayed from my true self. There were times in my life when I was lost in darkness, unsure of what I was doing, and I was influenced by evil spirits. But the Most High awakened my soul and led me into the light. I sought change, asked for forgiveness for my sins, and God transformed my life. It didn’t happen overnight; it took years for God to guide me in living righteously and I needed to be corrected. I had to face the truth and confront my inner darkness, seeing it for what it really was. I had to confront every dark thought within me and reflect on every word I’d spoken and mistake I’d made, because I wanted to understand why I made the choices I did.

My goal was to uncover the root cause of who I had become. Once I understood why I made certain choices, I could start making changes and seek the help and guidance I needed to transform my life. I knew I had to ask for forgiveness, forgive myself, and seek healing. I wanted to make a change and create something better for myself. Sometimes when I pause to reflect, I wonder why so many people don’t dive deeper into their spiritual journey and take it seriously. This question comes to mind because I take my spiritual journey seriously now that I’ve become aware and enlightened with many truths.

I’ve realized that many people are still living their lives without knowing they’re in spiritual darkness. I used to be in that same place of ignorance, so I understand what it’s like to feel like the walking dead, moving blindly through life without spiritual knowledge or guidance. I’m someone who shows real love and compassion to others because I truly understand what lost souls are going through. I wish someone had shown me the same love and compassion instead of judging my lifestyle and condemning me to hell. I wish someone had offered me spiritual knowledge and understanding. I wish there were people who forgave me instead of trying to make my life harder. I wish people had given me the chance to make things right instead of pushing me toward doing the wrong thing.

I had old friends who would go along with things instead of speaking up for what’s right. They didn’t offer good or wise advice, but rather told me what they thought I wanted to hear. If you know something is wrong, don’t just agree tell me the truth. Guide me toward something better instead of setting me up to fail. I was headed down a destructive path, and my friends just watched, almost as if they wanted to see me fall. Those are not good friends.

Words of Wisdom: If the people around you aren’t uplifting you, keeping your spirits high, or encouraging you to do the right thing, it’s best to distance yourself from them, as they could lead you down the wrong path.

Sometimes, you might have people around who are jealous of you and simply don’t like you. Maybe it’s because you’ve been successful in life or had better opportunities than they have, which makes them feel a certain way. It could also be that you were raised in a better household, given love and support from your parents, while they weren’t. Maybe they went through certain childhood traumas and took their anger out on you because you didn’t have to go through the same experiences. There are many reasons why people project their anger and pain onto others. I’ve come to realize that a lot of the ways people treated me were shaped by the struggles they faced in life.

It wasn’t my fault that I went through things others didn’t while growing up. Life was tough, but I kept it to myself and stayed optimistic and happy not projecting my hurt and pain onto others. I treated people with love and respect, and I never sought to harm or hurt anyone. I used to make bad decisions and seek revenge when people hurt me, wanting them to feel the pain I felt. But as I grew in the light of God, I realized revenge wasn’t the answer. I didn’t want to become like those who had hurt me, so I chose to change myself for the better. Over time, I realized that the people I knew carried their own childhood traumas and pain, and they genuinely needed help. But they had to be the one to seek it.

Words of Wisdom: If you keep ending up in the same situations with the same people, and it’s always full of conflict, drama, and chaos, it’s best to step away. Distance yourself from that kind of negative energy. Sometimes you might just be in the wrong place at the wrong time, and that could put you at risk or in danger.

When I surrounded myself with certain individuals who had childhood traumas that deeply impacted their lives, they often displayed traits like anger, jealousy, vengeance, selfishness, abusiveness, cold-heartedness, deception, and betrayal. This was a harmful, toxic, and unhealthy environment. A path such as this could lead you down a dark path of destruction, where unseen dangers might be lurking. Sometimes people don’t realize that the way they live and the people they allow into their lives can unintentionally attract negative or harmful energies. I learned the hard way, drawing in negative, demonic energies that became destructive and it pulled me further into darkness. I needed to be delivered from my sins and get away from all the people in my life who were bad influences.

Alot of unnecessary drama and jealousy was directed towards me, and I was completely unaware of the dangers lurking in the shadows. I knew that only God could protect me from all the dangers headed my way. Yahshua was the only way out of the situation that I had found myself in. Thank God that Yahshua came back in remembrance, and I sought him for help. I was completely surrounded by darkness and needed a way out. It was as though I was a prisoner held in the kingdom of darkness. Everyone around me was lost, unaware, and trapped in spiritual darkness. We all needed God’s help. I was the only one searching for a way out, longing to be saved. Back when I was in the kingdom of darkness, I tried to help others stuck in that same spiritual darkness, but only God had the power to save them. When He opened a door for me to get out, I didn’t think twice. That was my moment to leave Satan’s kingdom for good. Once I made that decision, I knew I’d never return because I understood exactly where that path would take me.

I made a conscious decision to leave my old life and friends behind. After spending much time with the Lord, I still longed for a relationship with them, but no matter how much I wanted it, we were on different paths and it just didn’t work. I had to move on without them. I loved them from a distance, hoping that one day they would find their way to God as I did, leaving their old life behind and repenting. So I live in this world alone with no friends. So many people live in darkness, and I know better than to entertain it. I made the angels of heaven my friends. In prayer, I talk with the Heavenly Father and Yahshua, asking for the Holy Spirit to be sent to guide me and lead me into truth. Am I lonely at times? Yes! Do I wish to have a friend who aligns with God? Yes! But I don’t have one nor do I seek to go into the world to find one.

After facing so much darkness and enduring attacks from dark and demonic forces in this world, I just want to live peacefully, surrounded by the angels of the Lord. The angels of the Lord do not wish to harm me or lead me into danger, and I am at peace with them. I believe God wants us to have fellowship with other believers, but where can you find them? Some might say the church, but many people there are living in spiritual darkness as well. Many of them are quick to judge while living in sin themselves. The people I was surrounded by claimed to be believers in Christ, yet their lives were filled with drama and sin. Their actions didn’t align with the Word of God; in fact, they often did the complete opposite, making them all hypocrites.

Who can you really trust in this world? Certainly not those who claim to be Christians. You truly have to test every spirit so that you are not deceived. It doesn’t matter if they are believers or not. Test every spirit. While not everyone is alike, I’d rather be cautious than end up finding myself in a situation that I would regret. I love people, but I don’t want to be around those who are constantly living in sin and are aware of it. It just doesn’t make sense to me. Too many Christians have been misled and fed false teachings. The whole world has been misled and deceived. Humanity needs to search for the truth and go directly to the Creator to ask for all truths to be revealed.

These days, offering help or spiritual guidance feels pointless because people seem unwilling to listen or follow the Holy Spirit. Many people run from the truth and avoid facing the darkness that exists within themselves and in the world. It’s an ongoing struggle between the light and darkness, and it shouldn’t have to be this way. The world we live in today feels chaotic, and honesty is hard to find truth in many people, so I’ve chosen to dedicate myself to the Lord. If I have to walk with God alone, so be it. At the end of the day, I know the Lord is by my side. -Seraphim Sophia

Biblical Hebrews, Thoughts of Seraphim Sophia

A New Beginning for the Children of Israel: We shall receive God’s Blessings and not his Judgments! We must endure to the End!

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Shalom brothers and sisters of Christ. I sit on my patio writing to you from sunny Florida. Today I am scrolling through some posts and adding some of my Facebook posts to my website because I was called to do some work on social media. I’ve been sharing my dreams and visions for the last 9 years and now I am returning back to focus on my website. While I was reading through some of the posts I came upon this.

It’s dated August 15, 2015. I said that a new day was coming. It is a new beginning for me and the children of Israel. The gates in heaven are opening up and Yah is pouring down blessings for his children. Be prepared to receive your blessings Israel. Yah is restoring his people, and he will reward those who have been obedient. We will receive a double portion just like Elisha. The Kingdom of Love is here.

So, this caught my attention because 2015 was the year I started the ministry page. In 2015, I experienced many dreams and visions, or perhaps I should say I received numerous revelations. It’s been really tough for the last 9 years of my life and honestly, I’ve been waiting patiently for this new beginning. Recently I posted about how I wanted to receive the rewards of God and not his judgments. Perhaps the time is approaching when the true children of God will receive God’s blessings. All those who have returned back to him and who have kept his commandments which sums to LOVE shall receive his blessings and rewards. I keep saying this in my journal, “I want the goodness of God to return to me.” Eventually this will happen, and I will receive the goodness of God. I hope all the goodness I’ve shared with the universe finds its way back to me.

We tend to look at the bad experiences from karma but what about the positive experiences that come from the good karma we’ve created? That’s what I’m concentrating on now that I’ve woken up. I want to accumulate positive karma for myself, and I’ve been learning a lot of things recently and it’s definitely shifted my mindset about a lot of things. I’m always learning, growing and evolving with time. There are just so many levels of my awakening, but I want to discuss a few things because many years ago, there was a massive awakening within the collective consciousness of the children of Israel. My awakening began in 2012, and I noticed that the massive awakening amongst Israel happened shortly after I was called to the throne of God. Perhaps it started before this, and I didn’t recognize it because I was still asleep. So, let’s just say it was my appointed time to awaken, and I noticed the awakening of others afterwards.

When I witnessed the awakening, it was incredible to see what God has been doing and how He has been working with His people. God has worked with me personally, keeping me safe and sheltered under His wings. The gathering of Israel in America shows that God has a plan. While we may not fully understand it, the awakening of the children of Israel in these last days is happening for a reason and surely, it’s to fulfil biblical prophecy. I recall the moments when my melanated brothers and sisters started learning that they were the true Israelites of the bible. We were trying to come together as a people to unite but there were issues as usual because people were trying to control others and tell people what they need to be doing. I felt it was unwise for people who were just awakening to the truth to place themselves in certain positions. They started forming camps and people were not teaching the bible accurately. It was a lot of hatred and anger, coming from my people. Once we began to realize that we had all been lied to, the truth hit us hard and hurt deeply.

My people struggled to process their feelings and emotions, and it quickly escalated into vengeance and revenge. The target then became the White Man, and he became the devil, one of our enemies. Well, it’s true the White Man did some evil and wicked things to black people and to all indigenous tribes in the land but there’s a greater evil than the white man. There are negative Extraterrestrial beings who are reptilians from Draco Constellation, and the Dragon has been after the children of Israel but that’s another post. But we can’t say that all white people are our enemies. Some white people have truly supported us, showing love and kindness without any prejudice based on our skin color. Those who mistreated us and our ancestors didn’t love themselves. In general, all people who hurt others clearly don’t love themselves and honestly it has nothing to do with skin color it’s more of what lies in a person’s heart. Nothing good or holy comes from a heart that is evil or wicked period.

When I uncovered the truth on my own—that we had all been deceived and our identity had been hidden and stolen—it deeply hurt me. I wondered why anyone would want to cover up our true identity. Why would they hide the true images of our people, Yahshua, and his disciples? They whitewashed history, making it seem like we didn’t exist or matter. They deceived us and tried to erase the true identity of our people. It’s truly wicked. In the end, I don’t see the need for revenge because I believe the universal law of Karma will ensure everyone gets what they deserve for their actions. It’s really as simple as that—no one gets away with anything. Instead, I choose to heal and forgive those who have hurt me and my ancestors. I want to focus on working through my own pain and anger, learning how to release and transform my own negative energies. This is what you call self-growth.

When the children of Israel began awakening, they lacked true knowledge or understanding. From what I observed, some were unaware of spiritual matters and began judging and condemning others in the Israelite community, even though they themselves did not follow the commandments. It sounds like the past huh. Well, we are the Israelites from the bible. Sometimes I like to say the same wicked spirits that operated in the past are the same wicked souls living in the world today. Perhaps these people may have been reincarnated. It’s like a replay of events. Who knows? If wickedness still exists within a certain number of Israelites, these might be the same wicked souls who created issues and problems within the Israelite community in a past time. Only God knows right. It’s something to think about.

Many of us teach love and follow Yahshua’s teaching while others don’t really teach love and forgiveness. Again, we must use discernment and know the tree by its fruit. Everyone who claim they are awake may not be awake in Christ. Some people who have been awakening could be fallen angels in disguise and some of them could be working for the enemy to create more division and this includes all races. There’s a lot of false teachings and false prophets out there. Alot of people talk about Christ Consciousness yet they deny that Yahshua was a real person. Some people believe it’s all symbolic, almost as if they suggest that Yahshua wasn’t an actual historical figure. It’s really sad, and that’s how false teachings spread. Most of the time, it’s white people I’ve heard saying these things in the so-called spiritual community. They even talk about ascension symptoms and it’s really us being bombarded with incoming radiation that is causing discomfort in their bodies. But it’s more to it than that. But they try to cover up things and use different terminology. Just say what it is. I digress.

But back to what I was saying about the wicked ones within my own race. Many of the Hebrews have the same old mentality that’s how you know who is wicked and who is pure. In the beginning I didn’t see any love amongst my brothers and sisters, and I believe it’s because they didn’t love themselves. How can they show love to one another when they haven’t truly experienced real love in their own lives. Life has been rough for many of the Israelites; it’s one struggle after the next. Sometimes they don’t even experience love from their own family, and then they get betrayed by their own friends. Then we have to worry about other races hating on us. It really hasn’t been an enjoyable experience for many black families and that’s just the truth. There’s no justification for the behavior of Black individuals, but it’s important to consider the underlying issues within the Black community. I don’t want to get into all of that, but when I observed the Israelites, I noticed a lot of hatred, and it was a chaotic mess. I understand how we ended up in the karmic situation we were stuck in. But God gave us another opportunity to return back to him.

God revealed to me how unaware and lost we, the Hebrew Israelites, had been. He showed me our need for spiritual guidance and growth. I heard the call from God, and I hearkened to my heavenly father’s voice. I wished for God to personally guide me into the truth, along with the Holy Spirit. Another person who is in darkness can’t lead me into the light; we will both end up falling. The brothers I saw teaching the word were misleading others, so I decided to step back and observe. I love my brothers and sisters, but I ultimately decided to separate myself from them. I decided to seek the Most High myself and not join any Hebrew Israelite camps. Once I was attacked verbally by Hebrew Israelite men, I took it as a sign to keep my distance. Women were being controlled, unable to speak or teach, and it was heartbreaking to see. These men lacked proper upbringing and showed no respect for women. During the massive awakening it was an awesome time for many of us but at the same time it was a moment of darkness and sadness. Many of us were functioning in a low vibrational state of consciousness. I could see the hellish condition of our souls’ beings raised before the throne of God.

During the week of my spiritual awakening I was raised up before the throne in heaven so surely the same thing was happening with my people. I believe this was the moment that the 144,000 were sealed. I was sealed in 2012 during the week of my awakening. During that week, it felt as though I had died and been reborn into a new life in Christ. My old self had passed away, and a new version of me emerged. I was merging with my higher self. My consciousness programming underwent a kind of rewiring, and it felt like my mind was being restored, as if I were resurrected on the sabbath day. On the seventh day, my mind was restored, and I gained clarity in vision. The great awakening among the children of Israel felt like God bringing the dead back to life, reviving those who were spiritually lost and held in bondage for a long time. I think it was dark magic done against the children of Israel. There were dark forces and evil spirits influencing individuals around me to do witchcraft against me and unfortunately it unlocked me from my sleeping chamber.

I suppose someone had to trigger the massive awakening for the 144,000. My higher self knew something greater, but my lower self couldn’t comprehend all that was happening. I was summoned to the throne, and I heard the call in the spirit. From my personal experience, the curse was officially lifted for me in 2012, and my consciousness was resurrected, and I was revived after 7 days. My awakening experience happened during July 2, 2012- July 8th, 2012, a total of 7 days. My consciousness was finally restored on July 8th, 2012, and it felt like I had stepped into a New World, the environment on Earth felt different. It felt like I was in a new land on the Earth. It was like a New Vibration. It felt like Paradise was finally restored on Earth. I could feel God’s love all around me. I was literally surrounded by the Kingdom of Heaven, and I could hear the angels clearly. It was like I was Eve returning back to Paradise. During the first week of July I heard in the spirit, “It is finished!” Whatever God had done to me the work was completed.

But I had realized that I was in a deep sleep, and I was spiritually dead. I had no awareness at all before my awakening, and I was literally walking on Earth spiritually dead. It’s hard to say this but it’s true. I had no idea of a higher reality. So, when the massive awakening occurred with the children of Israel it’s like we were all awakening from the spell or curse that was placed upon us. Were we all sleeping under a spell that was cast through the astral realm? Is it possible that God had to reverse the curse that was cast through the 4th dimension to awaken and restore our consciousness? I mention this because when I was freed from spiritual bondage during the day and the night during my attack, I woke up in the astral realm, and a war was taking place. Someone was trying to keep me from awakening in the 4th dimension. Why is that? The 4th dimension is where the sorcerers and dark magicians use their dark magic against people, and it’s evident that the dark brotherhood cast spells.

I believe there are guardians stationed in the astral realms, and they know everything that is happening. It’s possible that we have been fighting in a war in the 4th dimension for a very long time. I believe there are dark forces on the Earth who want to have control over people’s souls, and they want to dominate the 4th dimension. Perhaps this has something to do with a portal or stargate. When I think about the 4th dimension I think about the heart chakra because it’s the midway station of the upper and lower chakras. When I reflect on everything that the ancient Ones has built on Earth, I think about places that symbolize or connect to the Earth’s core essence, like the Great Pyramid of Giza, which is linked to the fourth-dimensional stargate or portal. It brings a scripture to mind about the monument in the heart of land of Egypt. Isaiah 19: 19-20 states, “In that day there will be an altar to the Lord in the heart of Egypt, and there will be a monument to the Lord at its border.  It will be a sign and a witness that the Lord of Heaven’s Armies is worshiped in the land of Egypt. When the people cry to the Lord for help against those who oppress them, he will send them a savior who will rescue them. We know who the architect of the Great Pyramid of Giza is and it’s Enki’s son, Ningishzidda who is known as Thoth. And we know a lot about the Atlantean, and he was great in knowledge and in wisdom. His father taught him a lot of things. But the savior was sent to rescue us. There is a connection between Thoth and Yahshua. If anyone knows about the 4th dimension, the astral realm it’s Thoth and Yahshua. One has to think why does the name Jesus Christ has so much power in the astral realm, the dark forces fall back when that name is spoken. There is power in the name Jesus Christ. But that’s another topic.

I want to end this here, the children of Israel, those who are in God’s covenant, truly need to listen and be obedient. It’s really time that we know who ancestors are and the bloodline that the children of Israel descend from. I hope my people know that we descend from the royal bloodline of Enki. Yahshua’s bloodline traces back to Enki, the ancient Father. Adapa/Adam was a son an Enki. Noah was also a son of Enki. It’s all there when you do the research and get into the Lost Book of Enki. It was an eye opener for me, and I was shocked. I wanted to learn about the Anunnaki, their significance in the Bible, and the impact they had on the lives of our ancient ancestors. Even Enoch walked with the Lord Enki and the Anunnaki. The Lord Enki selected him, elevating him to the priesthood of the Anunnaki, where he was initiated into the mystery school.

Enoch knew about the fallen angels who were corrupt extraterrestrial beings, and we know them today as the Igigi who were once stationed on Mars, and then they descended to Earth and did all sort of things. If you say that you are a descendant from the 12 tribes of Israel than you need to know who your ancient ancestors are and I’m referring to your royal lineage with the Anunnaki Gods. We really are royalty. We would descend from Kings and Queens so technically we would be princes and princesses. Now all the Anunnaki were not pure in heart, and they had their evil ways just like humans. They have light and darkness within them as well and we were created in their image. They are simply our ancestors, and our ancient ancestors honored and praised the Anunnaki Gods because they were our heavenly/star family that came here on chariots/spaceships. Our ancient ancestors lived among them, walked beside them, and saw them face to face. Some of them were highly spiritual and these were in the mystery schools. The Anunnaki are technologically advanced beings, and they taught humanity and build up civilization on the Earth. They weren’t all good; every individual carries both light and darkness within them, and as humans, we need to acknowledge that these aspects are part of who we are.

In ancient text it was the Lord Enki, who was the benevolent God who build a holy temple. Enki had some light and darkness in him, and I think some people just try to focus on the negative aspects to him. But he was a good person, and he wanted to save and help humanity. But I want to say this, our ancestors served the time of 400 years in slavery and the fulfilment of that prophecy happened in 2019. I’m not sure if anyone else noticed but the new solar cycle began in December 2019. I got extremely sick during that time and not too soon after this the plague of Covid happened. To me it was the start of the Great Tribulation. This plaque was another attack from the enemy. Covid was created to target the mass population, and they wanted to kill a lot of people. This is so sad. The dark forces on earth wanted to create fear and panic amongst the population. We had to stay in our homes, but this was the time that we really started using our minds and reading. I even started my own business. So many people started their own businesses, and we started doing good for ourselves.

But the real plaques are about to begin, and I really think that karma is going to return to those who have been coming against God’s holy people, and I will leave it at that. Evil and wickedness have grown on earth, and many people continue to accumulate karmic debt instead of correcting their wrongs, leading to a time when it must be repaid. I feel sorry for those who continue to do wrong, and I just wish everyone would repent of their sins, turn back to God, and choose to do what’s right. Just as the Israelites endured their trials, those who disrupt and destroy life on the planet will face their own karma. It’s a righteous judgment. God’s people only need to hold on a little longer, and we will be delivered. Our God is with us! Keep living a righteous life, and you will be rewarded by God. Let the wicked continue their ways, as they too must learn their lessons, just as we once did. -Seraphim Sophia

Testimony of the Saints

End of 40 Day Purification of the Mind: 11/7/2017

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Shalom Brothers and Sisters it has come to the end of the 40 day purification of the mind. This period of time has been the most difficult for me. I thought that I would have experienced joy and happiness but instead I have experienced anger and frustration.  I have been surrounded around negative energy and I have tried to release that energy. The other day as the waters poured upon me in the shower I took a deep breath 12 times. Each time I took a deep breath I released all of the negative energy within my whole being in all four directions. I took my finger and inscribed on the door of the shower 3 marks on each side visualizing the camps of Israel. Why did I do this? I know that everything I do seems to be symbolic.  Only the Creator knows it’s true revelation.

As of now, there is still more work to do.  I am hurt from all that I’ve experienced while being here on this earth and at this stage in my life I am struggling with the pain. I desire to be set free from all that is hurting me but most importantly I desire for the whole world to be set free from bondage. Deliverance is necessary and the Creator will save us. It saddens me to know that most of the world is in darkness. Most people are hurting inside and most people don’t know how to deal with the hurt and pain. It’s easy for someone to say pray but healing is a process and it takes time. When faced with trials and tribulations I feel like fleeing to a place of safety.  I feel like being alone with the Creator so I can recharge. I need the Creator’s LOVE to fill my mind, body and soul. I need his light to shine upon me. I desire the purest thoughts.  I need to merge with his pure light energy. I need the highest form of energy (love) in the universe to descend upon me. It is the Creator’s love that I desire right now.

Hear my cry O’ Father, send help my way. Raise my vibration to the highest frequency. Love is what I need. Purification is what I seek. Rescue me from this darkness surrounding me.

Holy Spirit, I need you in this very moment in Time. I have descended in the world and have forgot who I am. Remind me, allow me to remember who I am when things get tough in this world. To my fellow brothers and sisters please pray for me! Send your love and light my way! Right now at this very moment I need your positive energy. I honestly feel like I am getting attacked and this energy is very strong. It seems to be dominating me and its really hard to break away.  I am fighting this battle and I’m enduring to the end. I am weak right now but I know that Yahshua and the holy angels are fighting for me as before. I put my Trust in the Creator not man. Man has hurt me, betrayed me and lied to me. My help comes from above and The Creator always send help my way.

Deliver me O’ Father for we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. 

I know I have been sent here for a purpose and I want so badly to complete my mission. Father please help me refocus on spiritual things and help me gain spiritual knowledge and wisdom.  All that I have done is not in vain and I know that it’s a reason for everything. During this time of darkness, I need clarity in my mind. Please cleanse me Father and continue to help me on my journey. I know I have been releasing negativity into the atmosphere but all negative energy will be purified. I know myself for I am an open book, I am honest and I seek the truth. I must express myself and with that said I have cried out to the Creator in my distress.

Who knows maybe I must experience this negative energy to be able to understand what is transpiring on a global level. I always say that wisdom is obtained through experience. All that I have experienced is being sent back to the Source, The Creator. All data is being collected and stored in the library of heaven. All realities and experiences are sent back to the Source. We are all connected to Source Energy, a Collective consciousness expanding through Time and Space. The Creator is infinite wisdom and it is through us that the Creator experiences All things. The eyes of the Creator are EVERYWHERE!

I would like to leave you with this.

My dear ones, be on guard as negative energy is being amplified on this earth. Things are quickly manifesting here and you all have to be very careful with your thoughts. When all fails think about LOVE!

LOVE is the highest frequency in the universe. The Creator is LOVE, You are LOVE and the Creator’s  LIGHT is shining upon us all! Always remember this no matter what. I LOVE YOU LIGHT BEINGS! 

Written by Sister Carter