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The Shadow Self: The Negative Aspect of Self


Shalom Brothers and Sisters. I wanted to talk about an experience that I had last night but before I get into that I want to share some other things. On December 21, 2015 I was reflecting on a lot of things that has happened in my life and these things were all negative experiences. I wanted to understand why I have experienced so many negative things in my life. I searched deep within my mind and all my past memories resurfaced. I became very emotional and I became attached to those memories. I became angry, confused, hurt and I started to cry. I realized that I have experienced a lot of pain, suffering and heartache.

After reflecting on all of my negative experiences I became very sad and depressed. I was now operating on a low level of consciousness. I allowed myself to descend from a level of high consciousness to a level of low consciousness. I was dwelling in a realm of darkness in my mind. As the day went by my mood continued to change. Now this brings me to my experience. I went to sleep and I woke up around 3 am. Then I finally went back to sleep after a while. I suddenly opened my eyes and I saw that I was still in my room but I was in another realm or dimension. While I was laying in the bed I felt a presence behind me and I didn’t want to turn around.

Fear entered inside of my mind because I didn’t know who was laying behind me. My blanket was pulled slightly over my head and this spirit pulled the blanket off of my head and I heard a strange buzzing sound coming from this spirit. I don’t recall what the spirit was saying but it seemed like this spirit was whispering a message in my ears. I couldn’t understand the message so I immediately assumed that it was a demon. I thought the demon was there to attack me. I immediately rebuked the spirit in the name of Yahshua because I was afraid and then I woke up.

I looked around and I envisioned myself pulling out a sword to slay the demon because I thought it was an attack and I had to protect myself.  I was in warrior mode until I thought about all the memories that I was depressed about before I went to sleep. I realized that I brought this upon myself because I went down memory lane. I descended to the realm of low consciousness and my mind was in a dark state because I was thinking negative. I came face to face with my shadow self (negative aspect of self). I was the one thinking negatively and I allowed myself to be emotionally attached to past memories. At this point I realized that I manifested this experience by my own thoughts.

The memories that I remembered were things that made me sad and depressed and I cried out and asked Yah, “What am I doing wrong? Why does it seem like bad things keep happening to me? When will I receive blessings? It’s been 3 1/2 years since I have surrendered my life to Yah and even though Yah has blessed me with much wisdom I still struggle at times and still can’t understand why he chose me. I’m still learning and seeking understanding from Yah and I’m trying my best to lean not upon my own understanding but some times it’s hard. I know my Father wants me to be more positive but there are times when I am discouraged.

I believe my shadow self (the negative aspect of myself) was revealed to  me in that dream. I have realized that I need to release all negative thoughts and accept all the things that have happened in my life because everything happens for a reason. Once I let it go I can move forward instead of bringing myself down by circling my own negative thoughts. If I don’t let it go then it will be harmful to me and I definitely don’t want that.  I created this whole experience with my negative thinking and because of this I met my shadow self.

I have learned that the shadow self is mainly composed of suppressed negative emotions, desires and feelings which we experience. Its like the dark image of self. It’s like the Satan aspect of you because the shadow self feeds on discouragement, depression, fears and doubts.

All thoughts are eventually manifested so be careful with your thinking. The mind is very powerful and it can create a reality in another realm. All day yesterday I was thinking negative which caused me to temporarily descend into a low realm of consciousness.  I guess I was supposed to experience this so I can share more about the realm of low consciousness since I am on my journey to obtaining wisdom about the mind. After I had this experience I went back to sleep and I kept waking up vibrating. I went in and out of these vibrations for a while until I was able to go back to sleep. My whole body was vibrating and it felt like electrical currents flowing through my body. The vibrations were fast and intense so it is possible that I was raising my vibration frequency and I ascended back up to the realm of high consciousness. Then I had a another dream and I saw that it was raining and storming outside. In the dream I was aware that I had caused the stormy weather due to my intense vibrations. All I can say is that the mind is very powerful. Traveling through the different realms of the mind is amazing.

Written by Sister Carter

Temple Of God: Are You Defiled?

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There is good and evil in the hearts of men. Is your temple of God (body) defiled? Are there any abominations set up in your temple (body)? If so, clean your temple NOW! If you are defiled you will be cut off. The unrighteous will not inherit the Kingdom so it’s best that you purify your bodies NOW. Rededicate your body to the Most High. Prepare yourselves NOW! Heed the Warnings. There is no future for the Wicked. Please turn from your evil ways and return to the Most High. He judges righteously. He looks within the heart of men and he knows all your ways. Your hearts will be weighed on the scales of judgment.

Jeremiah 19:9 states,” “The human heart is the most deceitful of all things, and desperately wicked. Who really knows how bad it is?”

Mark 7:20-23 states,” And then he added, “It is what comes from inside that defiles you. For from within, out of a person’s heart, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, greed, wickedness, deceit, lustful desires, envy, slander, pride, and foolishness. All these vile things come from within; they are what defile you.”

1 Corinthians 6:9-10 states, “Don’t you realize that those who do wrong will not inherit the Kingdom of God? Don’t fool yourselves. Those who indulge in sexual sin, or who worship idols, or commit adultery, or are male prostitutes, or practice homosexuality, or are thieves, or greedy people, or drunkards, or are abusive, or cheat people–none of these will inherit the Kingdom of God.”

1 Corinthians 6:12, 19,20 states, “You say, “I am allowed to do anything”—but not everything is good for you. And even though “I am allowed to do anything,” I must not become a slave to anything.” Don’t you realize that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, who lives in you and was given to you by God? You do not belong to yourself, for God bought you with a high price. So you must honor God with your body.

Galatians 5:19-21 states, “When you follow the desires of your sinful nature, the results are very clear: sexual immorality, impurity, lustful pleasures,idolatry, sorcery, hostility, quarreling, jealousy, outbursts of anger, selfish ambition, dissension, division,envy, drunkenness, wild parties, and other sins like these. Let me tell you again, as I have before, that anyone living that sort of life will not inherit the Kingdom of God.”

Proverbs 4:23 states, “Guard your heart above all else, for it determines the course of your life.”

1 Kings 8:58 states, “May he give us the desire to do his will in everything and to obey all the commands, decrees, and regulations that he gave our ancestors.”

Romans 7:12 states, But still, the law itself is holy, and its commands are holy and right and good.

1 John 5:3 states, “For this is the love of God, that we keep his commandments: and his commandments are not grievous.”

Matthew 11:27- 30 states, “My Father has entrusted everything to me. No one truly knows the Son except the Father, and no one truly knows the Father except the Son and those to whom the Son chooses to reveal him.” Then Jesus (Yahshua) said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls.For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.”

Galatians 5:22-26 states, “But the Holy Spirit produces this kind of fruit in our lives: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. There is no law against these things! Those who belong to Christ Jesus have nailed the passions and desires of their sinful nature to his cross and crucified them there. Since we are living by the Spirit, let us follow the Spirit’s leading in every part of our lives. Let us not become conceited, or provoke one another, or be jealous of one another.

Romans 8:5 states,”Those who are dominated by the sinful nature think about sinful things, but those who are controlled by the Holy Spirit think about things that please the Spirit.”

Galatians 5:16-17 states, “So I say, let the Holy Spirit guide your lives. Then you won’t be doing what your sinful nature craves.The sinful nature wants to do evil, which is just the opposite of what the Spirit wants. And the Spirit gives us desires that are the opposite of what the sinful nature desires. These two forces are constantly fighting each other, so you are not free to carry out your good intentions.

The War between Good and Evil is within you. The battle is NOW. Which side will you let win in the end? Spiritual warfare is here so fight and be strong in the Lord because Yahshua is on your side.

Don’t let evil conquer you, but conquer evil by doing good.


Written by Sister Carter (Athaleyah-A Lioness of Yah/Queen of Fire

Kingdom of Yah (God) vs Kingdom of Satan: The Small and the Great!

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The Small and Great in the Kingdom of Heaven

Matthew 5:19 Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven: but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.

There will be a great multitude of believers on the earth that will make it into the kingdom. There are people on the earth that actually put forth the effort to go above and beyond to do the work of the Most High by seeking to grow spiritually. Then there are people who just do a little work for the Most High and don’t seek to elevate their spiritual growth. Many people just don’t push themselves to learn more spiritual things and that’s because everyone is different. His people are not all the same and everyone is on a different level when it comes to seeking wisdom. One person might want to seek as much wisdom as they possibly can so they could help others in their spiritual journey while another person may believe in the savior and do little work for God’s kingdom and may not desire to teach others. Everybody don’t have the gift of teaching. Some people teach and do the commandments and some people break the commandments and tell or show others that they don’t have to keep and follow the commandments. It requires wisdom to know that the commandments are wisdom and it gives life; it’s also a part of your spiritual growth. The more time you take to learn and study the Father’s commandments the more knowledgeable you will be in your spiritual walk and you won’t be breaking the least commandments. If you don’t know what his commandments are then how can you do them? You may be breaking the least commandments because you are not aware of it. So it’s very important to seek understanding when it comes to the Father’s commandments and you will mature over time in knowledge. So take some time to study the Word to show yourself approved and do the work of the Most High. Teach men to learn all of commandments and to apply it to your lives. Push yourself and motivate others to do the Father’s will.

Now evaluate yourself and ask yourself what am I doing for the Kingdom of God? Are you reading, studying, doing ministry work, helping the poor, doing his commandments, teaching the word, being obedient, witnessing to people, etc.? Or are you following the world?

The Small and Great in the Kingdom of Satan

Revelation 13:16 states And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads:

Are you doing the works of Satan by doing the works of the flesh? Are you following Satan by following false doctrine and participating in idol worship? Are you participating in sin and not doing what it takes to stop sinning? There are many people in the world who don’t believe in God and there are people that acknowledges that God exists but chooses to put themselves before the Creator; which they are selfish. Many people choose to follow the world instead of following the Most High and his commandments and they participate in sinful acts continuously. In this world there will always be rebellious people who enjoy doing evil and wicked things even when they know right from wrong because they desire evil things. They will continue sinning because they just don’t care what’s going to happen to them in the end. They just want to have a good time and have fun while they are alive. They simply don’t think about life after death. Just like its small and great in the kingdom of heaven it is small and great in the kingdom of Satan.  Each servant in Satan’s kingdom does something different and they all perform sinful acts and carry out certain tasks on the earth. They deceive people and they are liars. They go against the Most High’s commandments and they even seek to destroy you. Satan servants does the works of the flesh. So when the time comes for judgment they will be judged by their works. Their sin can be small or great but it doesn’t matter because they will still be punished because their name is not written in the Book of Life. I just hope these people repent and receive salvation and get their names written in the Book of Life before it’s too late. Satan’s servants will do the opposite of what God’s servants are doing and you can identify them by their fruits. Test the spirit of every man, woman and child and you will know if they are a good tree or a bad tree.

2 books will be opened and it is the Book of Life and the Book of Deeds/Works. Both small and great will be judged and if your name is not written in the Book of Life then the Lake of Fire will be your destination in the end.

Revelation 20:12-15 states 12 And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works. 13 And the sea gave up the dead which were in it; and death and hell delivered up the dead which were in them: and they were judged every man according to their works.14 And death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death. 15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.

Choose today who you will serve.

Written by Sister Carter