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The Shadow Self: The Negative Aspect of Self

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Shalom Brothers and Sisters. I wanted to talk about an experience that I had last night but before I get into that I want to share some other things. On December 21, 2015 I was reflecting on a lot of things that has happened in my life and these things were all negative experiences. I wanted to understand why I have experienced so many negative things in my life. I searched deep within my mind and all my past memories resurfaced. I became very emotional and I became attached to those memories. I became angry, confused, hurt and I started to cry. I realized that I have experienced a lot of pain, suffering and heartache.

After reflecting on all of my negative experiences I became very sad and depressed. I was now operating on a low level of consciousness. I allowed myself to descend from a level of high consciousness to a level of low consciousness. I was dwelling in a realm of darkness in my mind. As the day went by my mood continued to change. Now this brings me to my experience. I went to sleep and I woke up around 3 am. Then I finally went back to sleep after a while. I suddenly opened my eyes and I saw that I was still in my room but I was in another realm or dimension. While I was laying in the bed I felt a presence behind me and I didn’t want to turn around.

Fear entered inside of my mind because I didn’t know who was laying behind me. My blanket was pulled slightly over my head and this spirit pulled the blanket off of my head and I heard a strange buzzing sound coming from this spirit. I don’t recall what the spirit was saying but it seemed like this spirit was whispering a message in my ears. I couldn’t understand the message so I immediately assumed that it was a demon. I thought the demon was there to attack me. I immediately rebuked the spirit in the name of Yahshua because I was afraid and then I woke up.

I looked around and I envisioned myself pulling out a sword to slay the demon because I thought it was an attack and I had to protect myself.  I was in warrior mode until I thought about all the memories that I was depressed about before I went to sleep. I realized that I brought this upon myself because I went down memory lane. I descended to the realm of low consciousness and my mind was in a dark state because I was thinking negative. I came face to face with my shadow self (negative aspect of self). I was the one thinking negatively and I allowed myself to be emotionally attached to past memories. At this point I realized that I manifested this experience by my own thoughts.

The memories that I remembered were things that made me sad and depressed and I cried out and asked Yah, “What am I doing wrong? Why does it seem like bad things keep happening to me? When will I receive blessings? It’s been 3 1/2 years since I have surrendered my life to Yah and even though Yah has blessed me with much wisdom I still struggle at times and still can’t understand why he chose me. I’m still learning and seeking understanding from Yah and I’m trying my best to lean not upon my own understanding but some times it’s hard. I know my Father wants me to be more positive but there are times when I am discouraged.

I believe my shadow self (the negative aspect of myself) was revealed to  me in that dream. I have realized that I need to release all negative thoughts and accept all the things that have happened in my life because everything happens for a reason. Once I let it go I can move forward instead of bringing myself down by circling my own negative thoughts. If I don’t let it go then it will be harmful to me and I definitely don’t want that.  I created this whole experience with my negative thinking and because of this I met my shadow self.

I have learned that the shadow self is mainly composed of suppressed negative emotions, desires and feelings which we experience. Its like the dark image of self. It’s like the Satan aspect of you because the shadow self feeds on discouragement, depression, fears and doubts.

All thoughts are eventually manifested so be careful with your thinking. The mind is very powerful and it can create a reality in another realm. All day yesterday I was thinking negative which caused me to temporarily descend into a low realm of consciousness.  I guess I was supposed to experience this so I can share more about the realm of low consciousness since I am on my journey to obtaining wisdom about the mind. After I had this experience I went back to sleep and I kept waking up vibrating. I went in and out of these vibrations for a while until I was able to go back to sleep. My whole body was vibrating and it felt like electrical currents flowing through my body. The vibrations were fast and intense so it is possible that I was raising my vibration frequency and I ascended back up to the realm of high consciousness. Then I had a another dream and I saw that it was raining and storming outside. In the dream I was aware that I had caused the stormy weather due to my intense vibrations. All I can say is that the mind is very powerful. Traveling through the different realms of the mind is amazing.

Written by Sister Carter

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Dream on 12-5-2015: I Ascended Into Heaven

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Shalom Brothers and Sisters. I had a very powerful dream on December 5, 2015 and it was on the Sabbath day. I still can’t fully understand it but I will share a few things from the dream. I did not want to share this dream but I have to be obedient to my Father. He knows the interpretation of this dream even if others can’t see what he is trying to reveal. In the dream I was one of the two witnesses. I know that I’m not one of the 2 witnesses because my Father has been revealing a lot of things about Enoch and Elijah as the 2 witnesses. This dream is a confirmation to me that the 2 witnesses ministry has started or it’s about to start. From my understanding I was seeing through the eyes of the two witnesses. Who knows I could be announcing the arrival of Enoch and Elijah. Please check out my other posts called, Mystery Man: Who was the man that appeared to me on November 28, 2012?, Dream on the morning of November 28, 2015: Elijah is COMING!, Dream on November 23, 2015: Secret Agents/Betrayers in Israel, 2 Witnesses (Enoch and Elijah) and Government Secrets, Revisiting Dream on August 13, 2015: A Messenger (Angel) Was Sent To Me From God, and Dream on August 13, 2015: Two Witnesses and Yah’s Chosen People.

In the beginning of the dream, a messenger (angel) appeared to me and told me that I’m one of the 2 witnesses and that I must go forth. In the dream I couldn’t believe what I had just heard and I was in shock. I was with Brother Whitfield (ObadiYah) when I had received this message and we were walking with each other. My thoughts were, “I didn’t want to be killed.” As soon as I had this thought the scene changed in the dream. I suddenly looked towards the direction where a lot of people were gathered. Someone had just been killed and in the dream it was me. I saw a crowd of people just standing around and then suddenly the sea pulled back and a big wave of water stood high up in the sky. Afterwards dry land appeared. Heaven opened above the wave of water and I saw a bright light coming from the clouds. I then heard a voice and my body which was alive started to ascend up to heaven. Everyone watched as I ascended to heaven. When I entered the cloud I entered into another dimension. From there it seem like I was being carried away by the spirit. I journeyed through the portal for a little while and came to a curtain. I went through the curtain and entered into another world. I simply came out of the portal. I descended on a walkway or a bridge.  When I stood at the bridge my Father greeted me. It’s like he was a guardian. Just so you know my dad is deceased. I was so happy to see him and I gave him a big hug. In the dream I knew that I had arrived to heaven because I wanted to see my cat that had also passed away.

Then my Father, who then represented the Heavenly Father, led me to another place and there I met with my Mother. She represented the Holy Spirit, the Heavenly Mother. I was seeking answers from her and she was there to guide me. I asked many questions and I was trying to understand how I was a witness. I had died but I didn’t remember being killed by anyone and I had ascended up to heaven alive. I couldn’t understand what had just happened but I was so full of joy in heaven because I knew that prophecy was being fulfilled. (Maybe this is symbolic of the rapture, being caught up alive). The whole time that I was working on the earth the completion of the 2 witnesses ministry was being fulfilled. I then remembered Brother Whitfield (Obadiyah) and I had hoped that he had listened to me because I had been telling him that Yahshua will return shortly after the 2 witnesses die. I was in heaven counting the days and I wondered more about the completion of my mission.

When I looked towards the earth I remember seeing Obadiyah and a crowd of people gazing up towards the sky. Some people were in disbelief that I had ascended up to heaven, it took them by surprise that the 1260 days had just ended with the 2 witnesses. I heard my name on the earth and I saw my last name appear across the TV and I was known worldwide. For now that is all that I am to reveal about my dream.

I know for a fact that this dream was referencing the 2 witnesses in Revelation 11. I was seeing it from their perspective and my dream confirms that the 2 witnesses will be killed at the end of the 1260 days. I’m not having these dreams for nothing. Please continue to read my other posts as I continue to bring forth revelations. This is the week of Hanukkah, the Feast of Dedication, and my 40 day fast will be ending soon. If you want to know more about the fast that I have been doing please check out my post called, “Preparation for the Bride (144,000): Repent and Purify Your Bodies (Temple).

It is now 3/12/2018 and I remember another part of the dream that was not revealed before. I was in a room with another person and right before me he vanished. It’s like his body dissolved right before me. He simply disappeared or became invisible. I have been learning about the rainbow body recently and I thought to add this to this post as I was reflecting on what happened in my dream.

Written By Sister Carter (AthaleYah)/333