Greetings to my dear brothers and sisters from all over the world. At this moment, many people are enjoying life to the fullest, while others are facing tough times, enduring their own trials and struggles. For some, it feels as if the end is drawing near. So, I write to those who are experiencing great tribulations in their lives. Sadly, I’m not one of those living in bliss within this false kingdom and I’ve been dealing with intense spiritual warfare in my life ever since God awakened me in this land of America. I was called to come out of Babylon, a kingdom of a false god or Christ that holds sway over America, and return to God’s true heavenly kingdom on earth—Paradise within the higher heavenly realm, the central throne from which the etherean heavenly hosts descend.

From my own spiritual journey, it has been years of intense spiritual warfare, and I cannot shake the feeling that there is some kind of heavenly conflict taking place between benevolent and malevolent angelic forces. When the children of Israel began awakening in large numbers, changes started to take place in the heavens. I was released from spiritual bondage and guided back to the Creator to serve his heavenly kingdom as a faithful servant. From the very start of my awakening, I was given an assignment. God was preparing me for my mission. I was told to gather my Bible, notepad, phone, and prayer book—essential items for the task ahead. Though everything wasn’t clear at the time, I knew I had been entrusted with a mission from the throne of heaven. I knew it came from the divine authority or heavenly administration of the God of my ancestors—the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob—because I was asked to recite the Ten Commandments, which instantly made me think of and remember the covenant made with Moses and the children of Israel in the wilderness on Mount Sinai.

The 4 essential items for my task: Bible, Notepad, Phone, Prayer Book

The Bible is a tool for me to learn and discern and it is the foundation: something against which spiritual impressions are tested. Within the bible I would learn about the covenant, commandments, I would remember and return to the One Creator.

The notepad represents the record, I would document and remember my awakening experiences. I was given dreams and visions so as I remembered them, I wrote them down on paper or in my phone. Writing creates a chronology—what I experienced, what I understood at the time, what later proved meaningful, and what changed. This could be like the role of a scribe or witness: receive, observe, record, and preserve.

The phone represents communication and connection. I’m connected to the internet, and everything I’ve written or learned, I’ve shared online. I also spend a lot of time reading and researching on my phone, which is a handy tool for getting information, doing research, documenting, and communicating with people far away. I’ve picked up a lot of knowledge and then shared it across the web.

The prayer book represents communion with the Creator, spiritual discipline, and intercession. Whereas the Bible represents receiving, studying, and discerning sacred teachings, prayer represents my response to the Creator—seeking guidance, expressing gratitude, asking for wisdom, protection, strength, healing, and deliverance. It also represents my responsibility to intercede in prayer, not only for myself, but for my family, the children of Israel, and others who may be experiencing hardship, spiritual struggles, or simply need divine assistance. Through prayer, I could bring my concerns and the needs of others before the Creator. So, the prayer book symbolizes both personal communion and service: learning how to pray faithfully for myself while also standing in prayer on behalf of others. I’ve come to realize the importance of praying for others, and at this stage of my spiritual journey, that’s where my focus will be. There’s nothing more I can do than lift up both myself and others in prayer, which is why I cry out for our deliverance as a whole.

Thinking about my entire journey, I only know what happened in my own life, and I’m not sure when others begin awakening, but I was called in July 2012. I am not sure what group I was part of when this awakening process began, but I was advised that the 144,000—the 12,000 from each of the 12 Tribes of Israel—would experience a spiritual awakening similar to what I was going through. To me, this meant that many other children of Israel would eventually return to the Creator. The Most High would call us out of Babylon, or America, and deal with us directly. Many of us would heed the call to repent, cleanse, and purify ourselves, and God would refine us and guide us through the Great Tribulation. Maybe some will make it through the Great Tribulation and others won’t. I’ve definitely been tested and put on trial, and I have no idea what the final verdict will be after my own record or book of life is reviewed.

Honestly, it feels like I’m reaching the end after everything I’ve been through, and I’m completely overwhelmed and drained—spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and physically. I’ve fought through every battle I’ve had to face, but now I’m not sure about anything anymore. The only thing I know for certain is that I’ll keep delivering messages until the end. Everything else feels out of my hands, and without any help, it’s like I’m backed into a corner. It’s always one attack after the other and my physical body has been under attack too many times. Through it all, I carried these three with me: hope, faith, and love. But let me get back to what’s more important.

It was nice to see the children of Israel coming together in online communities, but there was a lot of confusion among them. Things felt chaotic and disorganized, and it seemed like everyone was just trying to figure out what was going on. People began forming camps, and some even appointed themselves as leaders and teachers, despite still feeling lost themselves. I guess God had to start somewhere; first, he had to gather us all. Then, order would emerge from chaos. When I saw the children of Israel in the very beginning, I knew that lost and ignorant individuals could eventually lead the blind and easily mislead others. I used my own discernment regarding the matter. I was not about to be led astray by man so I seeked the Creator directly.

There was no real spiritual guidance in the Israelite community, and I truly felt that was where the presence of women would make a difference. But who listens to women? Many women are connected to the spiritual realm and it’s as if they are a direct link between heaven and earth since they do bring life into this realm. I believe women are a gift to the world, yet we are often hurt, abused, silenced, or made to feel unworthy. Who really has our backs? Are women genuinely protected? Well as for me my heart hasn’t been protected at all. I’ve been hurt so many times, and I’ve never felt I was protected by anyone that I have ever known in life. The only one who protects me is God and his holy angels.

Thinking back on the Israelite community from the past, I realized there needed to be balance. The men tried to take control of everything, dominating and overpowering the women. From what I saw, it was a complete mess. I chose not to be part of it, but instead observed from a distance. These days, I don’t even check in with them anymore. Occasionally, I run into some of the brothers online, and with a few of them, not much has changed. There’s still no clear structure, and I feel there are many misunderstandings of the scriptures, with division still present. I believe in the unity of all races on Earth, and while we recognize and understand who the oppressors were and still are today, there’s no need to spread hate toward any race at all or make ourselves higher than any other race on earth. No matter our race or religion, we should all turn to the Creator of All, come together in love, and promote peace so we can live in harmony with all of Creation. The children of the Creator should all choose for themselves which path they want to take and no one who dictate other people’s choices.

The only thing you can do is share love and light with others; you can’t force any teachings on anyone. Everyone has free will, and each soul must decide for themselves whom they will serve, so I choose to serve the One Infinite Creator, the Source of All Creation. I don’t follow any Israelites camps nor any religions on this Earth. I follow the teachings of Yahshua, and I seek the heavenly Father’s kingdom directly to receive my spiritual counsel and guidance. I ask the Creator to send His ministering angels to teach and guide me from above, and I am grateful when I receive divine revelation and inspiration directly from the kingdom of God. It felt like an angel blew a trumpet, and I heard the call back in 2012. I listen to the spirit of God. After my awakening call I knew that eventually the Most High would call us out of Babylon or America, and he would deal with us himself. The divine or heavenly beings known as Enki, whom I would call an Elder Anunnaki (Master Geneticist), is genetically connected to the children of Israel. Everyone has to do their own research.

Regardless of what people say the Anunnaki were here on earth with the Igigi, who were a group of rebellious beings, and they mixed their seed with early humans. The Anunnaki had many children, and so did the Igigi. These are all advanced extraterrestrial beings, our star brothers and sisters who traveled to Earth from other planets. But it seems like Enki had a direct royal bloodline that seems to be connected with Adam in the bible. Supposedly it was his son Adapa according to the Lost Book of Enki. I’m not here to convince anyone of anything, which is why I always say to seek the Creator, ask for the truth, and you will be guided to it. I think that’s why so many people are interested in genealogies and their ancestral bloodline. Perhaps it will lead them to the deeper truth that they possess extraterrestrial DNA within them or connections with advances star races. Maybe this is how humans became so caught up in worshipping extraterrestrial beings and started calling them gods. It makes sense that some of these beings might have contacted certain humans on Earth, and they probably built temples in their name to honor them.

A great deal has been uncovered about the ancient Anunnaki, their presence in early history, and how they built civilizations and taught humanity. But not all the ancient beings were from Nibiru, the 12th planet in our Solar System. I think Nibiru was home to various beings from several different star systems, living in advanced civilizations. There are many beings dwelling on other world in our very own solar system, but many people on earth don’t talk about that at all. Some are unaware of it. Hopefully, more people will go through the awakening stage and come to understand that there are many advanced extraterrestrial civilizations in other star systems, and that many beings on earth are starseeds who have incarnated here from other worlds. Not everyone is aware of this, and humanity’s awakening happens in stages.

I hope that everyone on Earth comes to see that the Creator of All is not a man seated on a throne, but the Great Spirit—the Infinite Source of all creation—whose light flows through everything. We are all created beings, children of the One Creator, united with the Source, with that light shining within us. Humanity should realize that the One Creator stands above all creation, unlimited and boundless, as limitless light—an infinite source through which endless possibilities and creations can come into reality. Beneath the Creator exists a heavenly hierarchy with various ranks and titles for exalted beings in the universe—those who have ascended to higher worlds or heavens, carrying the light, love, and wisdom of the Creator. With this knowledge, I have come to understand that the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob comes in the name and authority of the One Infinite Creator. From this perspective, the Angel of the Lord who was sent to Moses acts in complete unity with the One Infinite Creator, carrying the Creator’s divine authority, purpose, and will. Yahshua, aligned with the One Infinite Creator, renewed the covenant and guided the lost tribes of Israel back to the Creator and the original teachings. Love sums up the commandments, and he showed us how to live and fulfill them.

It seems the Children of Israel were entrusted with the Original Law of the One Creator, tasked with preserving it and passing it down through each generation. We were not supposed to worship any other gods, but to remain devoted to the One Creator. Over time, however, much knowledge became lost or distorted. People began worshipping angels, deities, or other beings who were believed to have come to Earth from other worlds. Some beings were honored through temples, and people worshipped them when, in my understanding, all praise and worship should ultimately have been directed toward the Creator of All. Many things may have become distorted throughout history, whether through cultural changes, different interpretations, translations, or simply because certain teachings were no longer fully understood. My purpose is not to go back and forth arguing over the past or blaming people for what has already happened. The goal now, as I see it, is to return to the One Creator and to gain a clearer understanding of who our star brothers and sisters truly are.

Some people describe these beings as the gods and goddesses returning from the heavens. I simply see them as star family—advanced beings from higher worlds who have evolved within their own civilizations. I believe that many of them may volunteer from other worlds to come to Earth and assist humanity with deliverance, spiritual growth, and ascension. Ultimately, I do not believe they should be worshipped. I see them as fellow beings within Creation who may be serving the greater purpose of the One Infinite Creator. My dear brothers and sisters, so much is happening in our world right now, and there’s a mass awakening taking place. Some people are just beginning to awaken and will need to learn how to navigate this world. Many will seek spiritual guidance from the Creator to find their way, though not everyone will choose that path. Others may simply do whatever they please, chasing followers, fame, or anything else they can gain in this life.

I lift up all my brothers and sisters of the light around the world in prayer. We’re all going to face some tough times during the Great Tribulation. I believe each of us experiences it in our own way. My trials or suffering may be different from someone else’s, but we’re all going through some kind of challenge and tribulation in our individual lives. What we feel inside is often mirrored in the outer world, so as changes happen within ourselves collectively, we may witness suffering in various regions around the globe. If many of us work on cleansing and purifying ourselves, we’re bound to see an incredible renewal and restoration of the Earth. I think the mission of the 144,000 is much greater than we can imagine. I’ve rededicated my temple (body) to the Creator and I am doing my best to please God. I want the Holy Spirit to dwell within me so I can serve God’s kingdom in love and light. Developing the fruits of the Spirit has been a long journey, not something that happened overnight. It took years of seeking, studying, and asking the Creator countless questions for guidance. I had to learn patience with others, and through years of working on myself, I discovered how I can better serve those around me. I knew change was necessary, and I’ve grown in both knowledge and wisdom along the way. This journey hasn’t been easy at all and sometimes I don’t even understand why so many negative things come my way, but I have to tackle each obstacle the best way that I can and remain centered on love.

I encourage everyone to stay strong in their faith in the One Creator. For those who love our elder brother Yahshua Ha’Mashiach, let’s keep being a light in this world as he was until God calls us all home. Let’s lead by example, showing love and kindness, and choose to do good even when others treat us unfairly. Keep your heart pure and don’t let others affect how you feel just because you’ve chosen to repent, cleanse, and purify yourself. Many of us have dedicated ourselves to the Creator and have chosen not to participate in the evil and wickedness that’s in this world. It’s okay to stand apart from the crowd; you don’t have to join in on harmful actions or negative behaviors just because others do. Keep your robe clean. If you’re in pain or suffering in any way, I’m truly sorry you’re going through this. I’m here alongside my brothers and sisters. I, too, am in pain and suffering, and I pray for you all, uplift me in prayer to.

I hope each and every one of you finds relief. May you experience love, joy, peace, and happiness in God. Keep your eyes on the Creator and know that the Creator loves you. Sometimes it might feel like you’re under God’s judgment, but it’s more likely the process of your refinement. You’re being tested and walking through the fire and the Creator is shaping us into pure gems and refining us like gold. So, stay strong and never give up. Sometimes I feel weak and call on the Creator for strength. I wish the heavenly Father would send me 12 legions of guardian angels so I could draw on their strength and mighty power, because I need all the help I can get to keep going. There are times when I’m down and no one is around to lift my spirit. I rely on finding ways to lift myself up whenever I’m feeling down or unwell. There are moments when I even think about giving up on life, at times it surely feels like I’m approaching the end of my journey. Yet I still remain centered on Paradise and the higher worlds.

At times, I feel unworthy and question whether I truly have a purpose. There are moments when I feel as though I have failed in my mission or perhaps have not done enough. Then I realize that these negative thoughts are not the truth, and soon they are banished. Get thee away from me, Satan! LOL! I know that I am worthy, that my life has divine purpose, and that the Creator loves me just as He loves all of His children. Somehow, even during the moments when I begin to doubt myself, the Heavenly Father always finds a way to send a little joy my way and remind me to keep going. Yesterday was not a good day at all. I reached my breaking point, and I cried out for deliverance. I just want peace and to stay out of any conflicts. I’m tired of people being against me or trying to start pointless arguments. Nobody seems to understand anything I talk about or express, and it feels pretty lonely not having anyone to share a decent and mature conversation with.

The path to ascension isn’t one that most people decide to take. Some people want to remain in a lower state of consciousness. I thought I could help certain people, but I’ve come to realize that they have to help themselves. Living with someone who seems to exist in a completely different realm of consciousness, with no sense of unity, is just not easy. It’s pretty obvious where some of these spiritual attacks are coming from. This person constantly wants to argue and never tries to understand or find clarity. It’s frustrating, but whoever is influencing them seems to be an opposing force, trying to stir up more hurt, harm, and division in the household. All I can do is keep praying. When people don’t understand how evil spirits operate in the spiritual realm, they become more susceptible to being taken over, especially if they’re living in darkness and resonating at lower frequencies.

It feels like I have to tiptoe through every conversation, being extremely cautious with my words to avoid triggering the individual. What kind of life is that? The best thing to do is to remain silent. Many people may begin experiencing similar things in their friendships and relationships. Spiritual awakening has been unfolding over the years, and it feels like we’re all being prepared, maybe for our departure or our ascension. I feel a major shift is happening, and I truly believe it’s the start of the separation for the Great Harvest—the wheat from the tares. Perhaps there is some type of heavenly activity going on and the heavenly host is preparing for an event. The Creator began awakening the children of Israel from all over the world, gathering us to teach and guide us. We then started cleansing and purifying ourselves, preparing to become the Bride. Remember, the Bride prepares herself for ascension. In Revelation Chapter 19, Yahshua and the heavenly host appear riding on chariots, clothed in fine white linen symbolizing the holiness and righteousness of the saints.

It feels like we’re entering the final stages, with Yahshua coming to deliver the Bride. My hope is that she keeps her robe spotless, as we may be nearing the finish line. Maybe that’s why people’s suffering seems to be growing, but try to push through your tribulations. Stay faithful to the Creator no matter what life throws at you. There will be many events that test you, and it might even feel like you’re on the brink of death if you are facing health issues, but hang in there. I felt as though I had failed because I could no longer hold back my thoughts and feelings. Part of me thought I should have remained silent, but I also knew that keeping everything inside would have only allowed my frustrations to build and fester over time. I needed to release what I had been carrying.

Yesterday honestly felt like the worst day of my life, and in moments like that, I find myself wondering whether what I am experiencing could somehow be connected to a greater heavenly conflict. So many things simply do not make sense to me. I believe there are opposing forces within the spiritual realms, and at times it can feel as though negativity arises from every direction, attempting to distract you and cause you to lose focus. Whatever the source of those difficult moments may be, I know that I have to remain centered, prayerful, and positive. I know it is hard, but I also know that I cannot allow one painful day to take away my hope, peace, or sense of purpose.

My soul is crying out to the Creator in deep agitation, longing for all the pain and suffering in my body to be taken away, along with the wounds that have hurt me emotionally. I totally lost it last night because I’m just so ready for all of this to be done. Here I am, not giving up on life and doing my best to stay strong. I’m still focused on fulfilling my mission despite the challenges in my personal life. My commitment to the heavenly kingdom and my love for God’s people keep me moving forward no matter what. It may take days to recover mentally, but I trust the Creator will send angels to lift me up and help me regain a positive mindset. All of this just reminds me of the vision that I had many years ago. Yahshua appeared to me on a chariot, filling me with hope before I departed.

The dream symbolized the promise of deliverance. He told me he would return, and I believe that one day he will come back to deliver God’s faithful servants, bringing us to a place where we will be loved, cared for, and protected. I bring this up because a few days ago a rainbow appeared in the sky and it was beautiful. The Creator keeps showing me signs. I will be ok brothers and sisters. I’ll keep praying for myself and others, as it’s the only thing I can do right now. I love you, and I hope you keep encouraging people and showing love and gratitude to those around you. May Yahshua come to deliver us soon! One day we will all be united in Paradise. Until I return, I leave you in the light and love of the One Infinite Creator. – Seraphim Sophia (Latisha W.)