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A New Beginning for the Children of Israel: We shall receive God’s Blessings and not his Judgments! We must endure to the End!

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Shalom brothers and sisters of Christ. I sit on my patio writing to you from sunny Florida. Today I am scrolling through some posts and adding some of my Facebook posts to my website because I was called to do some work on social media. I’ve been sharing my dreams and visions for the last 9 years and now I am returning back to focus on my website. While I was reading through some of the posts I came upon this.

It’s dated August 15, 2015. I said that a new day was coming. It is a new beginning for me and the children of Israel. The gates in heaven are opening up and Yah is pouring down blessings for his children. Be prepared to receive your blessings Israel. Yah is restoring his people, and he will reward those who have been obedient. We will receive a double portion just like Elisha. The Kingdom of Love is here.

So, this caught my attention because 2015 was the year I started the ministry page. In 2015, I experienced many dreams and visions, or perhaps I should say I received numerous revelations. It’s been really tough for the last 9 years of my life and honestly, I’ve been waiting patiently for this new beginning. Recently I posted about how I wanted to receive the rewards of God and not his judgments. Perhaps the time is approaching when the true children of God will receive God’s blessings. All those who have returned back to him and who have kept his commandments which sums to LOVE shall receive his blessings and rewards. I keep saying this in my journal, “I want the goodness of God to return to me.” Eventually this will happen, and I will receive the goodness of God. I hope all the goodness I’ve shared with the universe finds its way back to me.

We tend to look at the bad experiences from karma but what about the positive experiences that come from the good karma we’ve created? That’s what I’m concentrating on now that I’ve woken up. I want to accumulate positive karma for myself, and I’ve been learning a lot of things recently and it’s definitely shifted my mindset about a lot of things. I’m always learning, growing and evolving with time. There are just so many levels of my awakening, but I want to discuss a few things because many years ago, there was a massive awakening within the collective consciousness of the children of Israel. My awakening began in 2012, and I noticed that the massive awakening amongst Israel happened shortly after I was called to the throne of God. Perhaps it started before this, and I didn’t recognize it because I was still asleep. So, let’s just say it was my appointed time to awaken, and I noticed the awakening of others afterwards.

When I witnessed the awakening, it was incredible to see what God has been doing and how He has been working with His people. God has worked with me personally, keeping me safe and sheltered under His wings. The gathering of Israel in America shows that God has a plan. While we may not fully understand it, the awakening of the children of Israel in these last days is happening for a reason and surely, it’s to fulfil biblical prophecy. I recall the moments when my melanated brothers and sisters started learning that they were the true Israelites of the bible. We were trying to come together as a people to unite but there were issues as usual because people were trying to control others and tell people what they need to be doing. I felt it was unwise for people who were just awakening to the truth to place themselves in certain positions. They started forming camps and people were not teaching the bible accurately. It was a lot of hatred and anger, coming from my people. Once we began to realize that we had all been lied to, the truth hit us hard and hurt deeply.

My people struggled to process their feelings and emotions, and it quickly escalated into vengeance and revenge. The target then became the White Man, and he became the devil, one of our enemies. Well, it’s true the White Man did some evil and wicked things to black people and to all indigenous tribes in the land but there’s a greater evil than the white man. There are negative Extraterrestrial beings who are reptilians from Draco Constellation, and the Dragon has been after the children of Israel but that’s another post. But we can’t say that all white people are our enemies. Some white people have truly supported us, showing love and kindness without any prejudice based on our skin color. Those who mistreated us and our ancestors didn’t love themselves. In general, all people who hurt others clearly don’t love themselves and honestly it has nothing to do with skin color it’s more of what lies in a person’s heart. Nothing good or holy comes from a heart that is evil or wicked period.

When I uncovered the truth on my own—that we had all been deceived and our identity had been hidden and stolen—it deeply hurt me. I wondered why anyone would want to cover up our true identity. Why would they hide the true images of our people, Yahshua, and his disciples? They whitewashed history, making it seem like we didn’t exist or matter. They deceived us and tried to erase the true identity of our people. It’s truly wicked. In the end, I don’t see the need for revenge because I believe the universal law of Karma will ensure everyone gets what they deserve for their actions. It’s really as simple as that—no one gets away with anything. Instead, I choose to heal and forgive those who have hurt me and my ancestors. I want to focus on working through my own pain and anger, learning how to release and transform my own negative energies. This is what you call self-growth.

When the children of Israel began awakening, they lacked true knowledge or understanding. From what I observed, some were unaware of spiritual matters and began judging and condemning others in the Israelite community, even though they themselves did not follow the commandments. It sounds like the past huh. Well, we are the Israelites from the bible. Sometimes I like to say the same wicked spirits that operated in the past are the same wicked souls living in the world today. Perhaps these people may have been reincarnated. It’s like a replay of events. Who knows? If wickedness still exists within a certain number of Israelites, these might be the same wicked souls who created issues and problems within the Israelite community in a past time. Only God knows right. It’s something to think about.

Many of us teach love and follow Yahshua’s teaching while others don’t really teach love and forgiveness. Again, we must use discernment and know the tree by its fruit. Everyone who claim they are awake may not be awake in Christ. Some people who have been awakening could be fallen angels in disguise and some of them could be working for the enemy to create more division and this includes all races. There’s a lot of false teachings and false prophets out there. Alot of people talk about Christ Consciousness yet they deny that Yahshua was a real person. Some people believe it’s all symbolic, almost as if they suggest that Yahshua wasn’t an actual historical figure. It’s really sad, and that’s how false teachings spread. Most of the time, it’s white people I’ve heard saying these things in the so-called spiritual community. They even talk about ascension symptoms and it’s really us being bombarded with incoming radiation that is causing discomfort in their bodies. But it’s more to it than that. But they try to cover up things and use different terminology. Just say what it is. I digress.

But back to what I was saying about the wicked ones within my own race. Many of the Hebrews have the same old mentality that’s how you know who is wicked and who is pure. In the beginning I didn’t see any love amongst my brothers and sisters, and I believe it’s because they didn’t love themselves. How can they show love to one another when they haven’t truly experienced real love in their own lives. Life has been rough for many of the Israelites; it’s one struggle after the next. Sometimes they don’t even experience love from their own family, and then they get betrayed by their own friends. Then we have to worry about other races hating on us. It really hasn’t been an enjoyable experience for many black families and that’s just the truth. There’s no justification for the behavior of Black individuals, but it’s important to consider the underlying issues within the Black community. I don’t want to get into all of that, but when I observed the Israelites, I noticed a lot of hatred, and it was a chaotic mess. I understand how we ended up in the karmic situation we were stuck in. But God gave us another opportunity to return back to him.

God revealed to me how unaware and lost we, the Hebrew Israelites, had been. He showed me our need for spiritual guidance and growth. I heard the call from God, and I hearkened to my heavenly father’s voice. I wished for God to personally guide me into the truth, along with the Holy Spirit. Another person who is in darkness can’t lead me into the light; we will both end up falling. The brothers I saw teaching the word were misleading others, so I decided to step back and observe. I love my brothers and sisters, but I ultimately decided to separate myself from them. I decided to seek the Most High myself and not join any Hebrew Israelite camps. Once I was attacked verbally by Hebrew Israelite men, I took it as a sign to keep my distance. Women were being controlled, unable to speak or teach, and it was heartbreaking to see. These men lacked proper upbringing and showed no respect for women. During the massive awakening it was an awesome time for many of us but at the same time it was a moment of darkness and sadness. Many of us were functioning in a low vibrational state of consciousness. I could see the hellish condition of our souls’ beings raised before the throne of God.

During the week of my spiritual awakening I was raised up before the throne in heaven so surely the same thing was happening with my people. I believe this was the moment that the 144,000 were sealed. I was sealed in 2012 during the week of my awakening. During that week, it felt as though I had died and been reborn into a new life in Christ. My old self had passed away, and a new version of me emerged. I was merging with my higher self. My consciousness programming underwent a kind of rewiring, and it felt like my mind was being restored, as if I were resurrected on the sabbath day. On the seventh day, my mind was restored, and I gained clarity in vision. The great awakening among the children of Israel felt like God bringing the dead back to life, reviving those who were spiritually lost and held in bondage for a long time. I think it was dark magic done against the children of Israel. There were dark forces and evil spirits influencing individuals around me to do witchcraft against me and unfortunately it unlocked me from my sleeping chamber.

I suppose someone had to trigger the massive awakening for the 144,000. My higher self knew something greater, but my lower self couldn’t comprehend all that was happening. I was summoned to the throne, and I heard the call in the spirit. From my personal experience, the curse was officially lifted for me in 2012, and my consciousness was resurrected, and I was revived after 7 days. My awakening experience happened during July 2, 2012- July 8th, 2012, a total of 7 days. My consciousness was finally restored on July 8th, 2012, and it felt like I had stepped into a New World, the environment on Earth felt different. It felt like I was in a new land on the Earth. It was like a New Vibration. It felt like Paradise was finally restored on Earth. I could feel God’s love all around me. I was literally surrounded by the Kingdom of Heaven, and I could hear the angels clearly. It was like I was Eve returning back to Paradise. During the first week of July I heard in the spirit, “It is finished!” Whatever God had done to me the work was completed.

But I had realized that I was in a deep sleep, and I was spiritually dead. I had no awareness at all before my awakening, and I was literally walking on Earth spiritually dead. It’s hard to say this but it’s true. I had no idea of a higher reality. So, when the massive awakening occurred with the children of Israel it’s like we were all awakening from the spell or curse that was placed upon us. Were we all sleeping under a spell that was cast through the astral realm? Is it possible that God had to reverse the curse that was cast through the 4th dimension to awaken and restore our consciousness? I mention this because when I was freed from spiritual bondage during the day and the night during my attack, I woke up in the astral realm, and a war was taking place. Someone was trying to keep me from awakening in the 4th dimension. Why is that? The 4th dimension is where the sorcerers and dark magicians use their dark magic against people, and it’s evident that the dark brotherhood cast spells.

I believe there are guardians stationed in the astral realms, and they know everything that is happening. It’s possible that we have been fighting in a war in the 4th dimension for a very long time. I believe there are dark forces on the Earth who want to have control over people’s souls, and they want to dominate the 4th dimension. Perhaps this has something to do with a portal or stargate. When I think about the 4th dimension I think about the heart chakra because it’s the midway station of the upper and lower chakras. When I reflect on everything that the ancient Ones has built on Earth, I think about places that symbolize or connect to the Earth’s core essence, like the Great Pyramid of Giza, which is linked to the fourth-dimensional stargate or portal. It brings a scripture to mind about the monument in the heart of land of Egypt. Isaiah 19: 19-20 states, “In that day there will be an altar to the Lord in the heart of Egypt, and there will be a monument to the Lord at its border.  It will be a sign and a witness that the Lord of Heaven’s Armies is worshiped in the land of Egypt. When the people cry to the Lord for help against those who oppress them, he will send them a savior who will rescue them. We know who the architect of the Great Pyramid of Giza is and it’s Enki’s son, Ningishzidda who is known as Thoth. And we know a lot about the Atlantean, and he was great in knowledge and in wisdom. His father taught him a lot of things. But the savior was sent to rescue us. There is a connection between Thoth and Yahshua. If anyone knows about the 4th dimension, the astral realm it’s Thoth and Yahshua. One has to think why does the name Jesus Christ has so much power in the astral realm, the dark forces fall back when that name is spoken. There is power in the name Jesus Christ. But that’s another topic.

I want to end this here, the children of Israel, those who are in God’s covenant, truly need to listen and be obedient. It’s really time that we know who ancestors are and the bloodline that the children of Israel descend from. I hope my people know that we descend from the royal bloodline of Enki. Yahshua’s bloodline traces back to Enki, the ancient Father. Adapa/Adam was a son an Enki. Noah was also a son of Enki. It’s all there when you do the research and get into the Lost Book of Enki. It was an eye opener for me, and I was shocked. I wanted to learn about the Anunnaki, their significance in the Bible, and the impact they had on the lives of our ancient ancestors. Even Enoch walked with the Lord Enki and the Anunnaki. The Lord Enki selected him, elevating him to the priesthood of the Anunnaki, where he was initiated into the mystery school.

Enoch knew about the fallen angels who were corrupt extraterrestrial beings, and we know them today as the Igigi who were once stationed on Mars, and then they descended to Earth and did all sort of things. If you say that you are a descendant from the 12 tribes of Israel than you need to know who your ancient ancestors are and I’m referring to your royal lineage with the Anunnaki Gods. We really are royalty. We would descend from Kings and Queens so technically we would be princes and princesses. Now all the Anunnaki were not pure in heart, and they had their evil ways just like humans. They have light and darkness within them as well and we were created in their image. They are simply our ancestors, and our ancient ancestors honored and praised the Anunnaki Gods because they were our heavenly/star family that came here on chariots/spaceships. Our ancient ancestors lived among them, walked beside them, and saw them face to face. Some of them were highly spiritual and these were in the mystery schools. The Anunnaki are technologically advanced beings, and they taught humanity and build up civilization on the Earth. They weren’t all good; every individual carries both light and darkness within them, and as humans, we need to acknowledge that these aspects are part of who we are.

In ancient text it was the Lord Enki, who was the benevolent God who build a holy temple. Enki had some light and darkness in him, and I think some people just try to focus on the negative aspects to him. But he was a good person, and he wanted to save and help humanity. But I want to say this, our ancestors served the time of 400 years in slavery and the fulfilment of that prophecy happened in 2019. I’m not sure if anyone else noticed but the new solar cycle began in December 2019. I got extremely sick during that time and not too soon after this the plague of Covid happened. To me it was the start of the Great Tribulation. This plaque was another attack from the enemy. Covid was created to target the mass population, and they wanted to kill a lot of people. This is so sad. The dark forces on earth wanted to create fear and panic amongst the population. We had to stay in our homes, but this was the time that we really started using our minds and reading. I even started my own business. So many people started their own businesses, and we started doing good for ourselves.

But the real plaques are about to begin, and I really think that karma is going to return to those who have been coming against God’s holy people, and I will leave it at that. Evil and wickedness have grown on earth, and many people continue to accumulate karmic debt instead of correcting their wrongs, leading to a time when it must be repaid. I feel sorry for those who continue to do wrong, and I just wish everyone would repent of their sins, turn back to God, and choose to do what’s right. Just as the Israelites endured their trials, those who disrupt and destroy life on the planet will face their own karma. It’s a righteous judgment. God’s people only need to hold on a little longer, and we will be delivered. Our God is with us! Keep living a righteous life, and you will be rewarded by God. Let the wicked continue their ways, as they too must learn their lessons, just as we once did. -Seraphim Sophia

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The final days of the Great Tribulation: Karma (Righteous Judgment), the purification and restoration of God’s people (True Israelites), and the fall of Satan’s kingdom!

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Dear Brothers and Sisters of Christ, I’m writing with a lot on my mind at the moment. I was just reminded of an old post I made back in December 2015, after completing a 40-day purification fast of God’s temple. It was regarding the purification of the 144,000 first fruits, the chosen 12,000 from the Twelve Tribes of Israel. In 2012 I was caught up in the spirit and I went into a trance in my home. I spoke some words out of my mouth declaring that I was one of the 144,000. At that moment in time, I was experiencing a spiritual awakening and what was happening to me would also happen to the other chosen ones. My awakening experience was unique, and I haven’t encountered anyone else with a similar story. It was both amazing and frightening at the same time.

From my perspective God was beginning to awaken his chosen people who are the children of Israel, and I discovered I was a descendant of the Israelites in the bible. I suppose I am like my ancestors because I was also given dreams and visions. But when I was called up to the throne, I was having an open vision, and I was wide awake caught up in a higher dimension. My body was here in the 3rd dimension, but my mind was taken to another realm. In that open vision I could perceive that I stood before God and his holy council. I suppose God’s judgment began in the house of Israel first. But I will continue discussing this later in the post.

Recently there’s been a lot of disturbing things that’s been happening in the world, and I decided to take a break from logging into social media because it’s been too overwhelming. The time is approaching when disasters may occur around the world, and many of us were warned about this beforehand. We’ve been sharing this information with others to help them prepare. You’d think people would stay tuned to global events, but most are so wrapped up in their daily routines that they’re unaware of what’s going on. I try to stay updated, but there’s just too much happening, and it’s impossible to keep up with everything. Plus, there’s so much false information spreading online, and it’s hard to know which sources to trust. I focus on the guidance God provided me long ago. Sometimes, it’s important to spend quiet time with Him, shutting out all the noise from the world around you.

In the past, God was preparing me for future end-time events, and I didn’t feel happy when I received dreams and visions of various disasters. It wasn’t pleasant at all, but I understood that I needed to witness the disasters in dreams and visions to comprehend what was coming to the Earth so that I could prepare myself and loved ones. Few people have listened to my warnings, and I guess if nothing is really happening then there’s nothing to worry about. But I understand that God can give people dreams and visions of future events and you may not know when those events will come to pass. So, I always want to stay ready and be watchful so that I am in the light and know what’s happening around me. Alot of people will be caught off guard when disaster after disaster strike and those people will most likely say, “Well we didn’t know all of these were going on.

Most people are not aware that they may be in a danger zone. Most people live in areas where they may experience earthquakes, tornadoes, floods, volcanic eruptions etc. and some of those people who die in those disaster events never knew their time was coming to an end. Death literally came like a thief in the night for them. Is it possible that some of these people could have survived if they were aware of what was happening around them? It’s possible. Perhaps God could have warned them or led them to safety before certain things happened. Who knows? Only God knows. But I believe that God does give his children signs and warnings, but we must pay attention and learn how to hear his voice so we can follow him to safety. Due to the fact that the weather is getting worse all over the world I just pray for protection for me and my family hoping that no destruction come our way. I hope the angel of death stays away from me and my loved ones, so I pray for him to pass over us, just as he did in Egypt during the plagues.

But the dreams and visions that I had were quite terrifying and I didn’t want any of the disaster dreams and visions to come to pass but I’ve seen the hailstorms, the floods, the sinkholes etc. All were related to natural disaster events on the Earth while going through tribulation due to the return of Nibiru returning to our Solar system. It has been heartbreaking to see everything unfolding and coming to pass in these recent years. Things are escalating and worsening as each year goes by. I had to come to terms with the idea that the Earth and its inhabitants would go through a great tribulation, a time signifying the purification and cleansing of the planet, often referred to as God’s judgment. It seems everything is cyclical, and we might be living in the last days, approaching the dawn of a New Age. Yahshua spoke about what to expect at the end of the Age, mentioning that it would resemble the days of Noah. During Noah’s time, Nibiru returned, bringing the Great Flood that cleansed and purified the earth with water. This time, it will be fire that purifies and cleanses. I think this might be connected to the incoming radiation from the Sun and highly charged particles arriving from the Galactic Center.

With the return of Nibiru, the ancient Ones also make their arrival in their starships. Perhaps they are here to receive the righteous ones on their starships to take us to safety. I’m all for it, my ancestors sang, “Swing low, sweet chariot, coming for to carry me home!” Perhaps they were referring to death because they were slaves. I accessed the records and saw from the perspective of a slave, an ancestor, and I saw her tied up in the backyard of a house. I saw 2 slaves. Then I looked up in the sky and I saw a chariot coming towards the woman. The chariot descended and I was caught up inside of the chariot. Perhaps I witnessed her spirit leaving her body and she was caught up inside of the chariot because afterwards a portal opened in the sky and suddenly, I was in the land of paradise. The chariot flew over the ocean and the waters were crystal clear. The buildings were tall and colorful, and it was beautiful. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. It definitely gave me hope and something to look forward too. It felt like I was still on Earth, yet within its depths, perhaps in a higher realm of heaven on Earth.

But back to what I was initially saying, there will be some catastrophe events and it’s possible that some of us don’t deserve this type of judgment. Some of us deserve a peaceful transition into heaven rather than a chaotic one. I hope the righteous seed of God are kept safe and protected throughout these events on earth. May the Most High and His benevolent angels or Anunnaki, who travel in their chariots or starships, watch over and protect me and my family during these challenging times. I call upon Archangel Michael to protect me and my family from all directions—north, south, east, west, and all eight sides. I build a quantum shield of pure love around myself, protecting me daily from all harm, hurt, and danger. And so it is. I suggest you come up with a prayer as well. For me, it is essential to shield myself from any negative energy that might be aimed at me or my family. I seek protection from all dark or malevolent forces that exist on this planet or in any other dimension. My quantum shield of love serves as a protective energy barrier, deflecting or blocking any negative, harmful energy, radiation, including psychic and demonic attacks. I am utilizing my mind and the love within my heart to create and generate a quantum field that establishes a protective shield around me, effectively repelling any harmful energies or particles from malevolent or wicked entities.

In my mind and heart, I create energies and frequencies of love, surrounded by pure energies composed of plasma light. I feel a deep connection with the Sun, and I know that my soul is a star. As I write plasma orbs have unexpectedly appeared in my awareness. Perhaps source energy is telling me to invite these plasma orbs into my aura. I can envision lightning bolts flowing through them in my imagination. I have received a new thought today on the sabbath. Like energies attract each other, so I now aim to attract plasma orbs filled with the Creator’s light and love. I’ve been asking for healing so perhaps the plasma orbs will activate the healing power within me. Surely it has something to do with activation of my DNA. Either way, it’s a new thought that has arisen today, giving me a fresh idea.

I often envision pure magenta hearts gently falling around me, permeating my vortex and energy field. I have described myself as a vortex of Love. I am the source of these energies within me, generating the magnetic field. Therefore, I simply visualize a 360-degree circle encompassing me, and I establish a powerful shield of love energy. I am surrounded by the Love of God. I believe and understand that I am safeguarded by angels of light and love. I suspect I have been forming my own army of light through my energy field. I now believe I possess a powerful force field of light that protects me from any demonic attacks by the dark entities. I wish I had known all of this before I was attacked by dark forces because they had compromised my field. I understand what they were trying to do to me and many others. I also feel like they have been secretly harnessing our light power. People often feel drained, and it might be due to dark, negative forces tapping into our energy field. It seems like they feel powerless on their own, so they depend on us instead—specifically Black people. Who knows what these wicked people have been doing but the Creator knows ALL!

People are dealing with spiritual warfare in these last days, and it has increased. The children of God experience different attacks, and it varies between individuals, and it all depends on your level of consciousness. If you are a person that is ignorant, they won’t really bother you like that because you are already being controlled and manipulated. Technically you are not a threat to their system because you are participating in their system. They want you to remain in darkness. They want you to remain a slave to their wicked system. It’s when you wake up and discover the truth. Now you’ve become a threat to their system of darkness. Once you awaken, you’ll gradually reclaim your power, and that’s when they’ll try to silence you. The more knowledge you gain, the more likely you are to face opposition, as they fear you sharing what you know might expose them.

In my own experience and testament, I was attacked during my sleep in the astral realm by a shadow being, undoubtedly a worker of iniquity and a servant of Satan’s kingdom. There was a dark figure watching me in my room when I traveled back to my body. When I returned to my room, I immediately sensed the presence of someone else. I guess they underestimated my psychic ability to detect their energy signature in the astral realm. Once they realized I was aware of their presence, the entity attacked me from behind, leaping on me while I was in bed and choking me. I called upon Yahshua Ha’mashiach/Jesus Christ, and I was freed, waking up immediately. It’s clear that this dark entity has been revealed by God as this individual didn’t keep himself hidden in the darkness or the shadow realm of earth. He was brought into the light of my awareness and now this truth has been captured in time and space. It’s now a part of my records or book of life. I now have direct knowledge and experience of what happens in the astral realm, the 4th dimension. I see how dark entities, corrupt humans operate and do their dark deeds from this realm, and they think we were not going to find out what they have been doing all of this time, and they use dark magic. You all have been exposed and will be judged righteously by God for your crimes against humanity. I’m sick of all of the lies and all of the corruption that has been going on here on Earth. I experienced this attack for myself, and they can’t lie either because it’s all been recorded.

This individual entered the vicinity of my aura field and assaulted me via astral realm. This individual was spying on me without my permission. Then the individual tried to kill me. This is a crime, and this individual will be dealt with by the high court as I am bringing my case before the throne of the Ancient One. I call upon our High Priest Yahshua Ha’mashiah/Jesus Christ. Surely, he will review my records in the high court. I have been attacked too many times and enough is enough. Someone even came in my room a separate time and they dragged me out of my bed, and it felt like they were trying to abduct me. I tried everything in my power to escape, and I woke up immediately. All that has been done to me from secret places will be dealt with. None of these individuals will get away with what they have done. I pray for their souls. Forgive them for they know not what they do. It’s wild how some people think it’s okay to attack or harm innocent individuals just because they’re conducting experiments or whatever they are attempting to do.

Unfortunately, the individuals who has harmed me via astral realm and in the physical world has brought righteous judgment upon themselves. They created the negative karma for themselves. So, whoever the person is will be dealt with by the God of my ancestors and his high council. I trust Yahshua to handle all my matters because he is the keeper of the records. He has access to the Akashic Records and is a righteous King and God of Israel. Everything the wicked have done in the darkness or shadows of the world will be revealed in God’s light. Their actions will be brought to the surface, and they won’t escape judgment. It seems like they are targeting individuals and attempting to weaken their magnetic fields using their technologies. They also train people to carry out attacks through the astral realm or the 4th dimension. Additionally, they have individuals spying on others, either through remote viewing techniques or other secret programs. It’s possible that CERN and other technologies are involved in manipulating the Earth’s magnetic field. Maybe they are weakening it through advanced AI technologies. Some say they are even attempting to block the Sun. I know they have been using advanced technology or energy weapons. It’s chaos, and those who seek to control and manipulate Earth’s energy are the true destroyers, as they are responsible for the destruction on Earth, not God. Looking back, I realize that through all my experiences I have learned valuable lessons. Along the way, I’ve gained more knowledge, wisdom, and understanding, and now I digress.

Now I go back to the Noah to bring up the benevolent Anunnaki. Noah was saved from the Great Flood because Galzu from Nibiru gave instructions to the Lord Enki. The instructions were then passed on to Noah so that he could build the boat. Enki was slick on how he did it. Enki was commanded by Enlil not to warn humanity of the coming destruction; it was a decision made by the high council. The Anunnaki decided to save themselves and their family but not humanity. That was so wrong and inconsiderate of all life on the planet. Ninmah and the woman were devastated at the loss of life. It was nothing that they could do. I suppose you can’t go against the commands that were given. I don’t know but if I knew well in advance that a disaster event was approaching, I would have prepared for it and also prepared humanity. If they couldn’t save all of humanity at least give humanity what they need to survive the event. Provide them with information and safe places for people to migrate to before the event happens.

But I’m sure there is more to the story that we know at this time. I wish I was capable of accessing the full records of the events that occurred during the days of Noah to witness all that happened in the correct order. I simply want to know the truth and I’m sure you would like to know the full truth as well. Noah was Enki’s son. It was destined for the righteous seed of humanity to survive, and the same holds true in our time. I believe many humans will survive to move into the New Age of Aquarius. Let the righteous ones survive and create a new world in holy and righteousness. I suppose these survivors will carry the records into the new world and they will rebuild. I’m sure data is being collected and stored all around the world so that future generations will know what happened during our period of time. We have uncovered records from ancient times buried in the ground, revealing what happened in the past. Similarly, future generations will discover what happened to us. Governments worldwide, including ours, have constructed underground tunnels to store records and various other items. There’s always more happening behind the scenes than we realize. They are preparing for an event, ensuring certain information is preserved for future generations.

Now I want to touch on something that I discovered regarding the galactic superwave. It’s going to be a transformable event for the entire galaxy, and this may trigger the great Solar Flash Event that we have been hearing about for a while now. Perhaps we have to consider everything that is happening in the cosmos not just what’s happening in our Solar System. I like to view the whole picture because everything is interconnected on the cosmic grid. It’s clear that Earth and all the other planets in our Solar System are shifting into a higher frequency. If all of the planets are shifting into a higher frequency due to incoming high charged particles or radiation that means that all life on the planets are also shifting in frequency. Well, that means we are going to be able to feel the shift or change in our bodies. I sense that these incoming high charged particles are interacting with the atoms in our bodies. It’s doing something on a molecular level which is why I believe our DNA is activating.

If you are dealing with any type of illness, sickness or disease then it’s going to be tough on the physical body. Let’s just say if you are not dealing with natural disasters around you then you could be experiencing a great tribulation or suffering in your body. In essence your soul will be crying out in great agitation because your body is being afflicted with pain and discomfort due to the incoming radiation. This is why they are trying to block the Sun. People are not going to be able to absorb the radiation of the Sun, and it may kill some people or even make people sick. I had a real life experience many years ago and the Sun was telling me what was coming. I was outside in the Sun at the beach the whole day and the Sunlight beamed on me the entire time. I didn’t even think about protecting myself from the Sun. I was just enjoying the nice weather. I recall ministering to a young man who needed help. He was homeless and I gave him money to get a room. I was staying on the beach and the next day I woke up my face and my body was sore. Internally my body was hot, and I had absorbed so much radiation.

When I left the hotel, my face was ashy, then the next couple of days my face started to harden, and I looked like a reptile. I scared myself when I looked in the mirror because my face looked scaly, like a snake shedding its old skin. All I felt was soreness in my body, no blisters or anything. After all the shedding occurred my skin was rejuvenated. It looked so smooth and clear, and I was puzzled. I had got scorched by the light of the Sun, but it healed my skin. I suppose the Sun is a healer to my melanated skin. After this event occurred, I gave a message that people were going to be scorched by the Sun. I was scorched by the Sun, and it was apparent that I am just a messenger of the Sun. So, I believe that we will have to adapt to the incoming higher energies that is penetrating through the Earth. I think humans need to stop trying to fight against nature and be one with nature. There are dark forces who are trying to fight against the power of the Sun and these corrupt humans are going to be the cause for their own destruction.

I want to say this again, it’s not the Sun that wants to destroy life on Earth; it’s the dark forces who are trying to control and manipulate the natural forces of God who will cause destruction on the Earth. The Sun helps humanity evolve through the Sun Cycles and I think human life experiences can be pleasant or not pleasant depending upon our own state of consciousness. If only we can live in peace and harmony with each other and nature we wouldn’t have to experience these destructive cycles. Earth has had dark forces trying to destroy life on this planet for a very long time and these negative ET’s and their human workers don’t want God’s people to survive the tribulation. It’s like the wicked ones want to destroy all life because they know they won’t make it in the end because of their evil deeds. The truth is truth, and the time of the rule of the evil elite or cabal is almost up. Surely, it’s the descendants of a royal bloodline of fallen Extraterrestrials. Perhaps this has something to do the Igigi. It’s always been about POWER! Who wants to the be most powerful nation on the Earth? It’s clear that it’s the USA and God’s people are located in the land of America. These people know who the true Israelites are, and they have been watching us as we awaken. God showed me in a dream that the white man would be watching us and recording us as we walk down the street in our robes of righteousness.

We have to be aware that there are a lot of wicked people placed in high-ranking positions in our government and military. I also believe God has place his people in certain positions in the government and military and they are watching as well. The eye of the Lord is everywhere, nothing goes unseen. I had a dream and there was a chariot above me and following me. There were aircraft in the sky, a jet heading in my direction, and chariots there to protect me. A war was unfolding in the heavens between the US Air Force and the chariots of the Most High. I believe that the Most High has sent out his chariots on a mission and they are here patrolling and surveying the land in America and in other lands. Based on the information that I have gathered over time it’s clear that the kingdom of America has been negatively influenced by negative ET beings. It’s so sad that some people become consumed by their hunger for money and power, allowing greed to take over their spirit. I hope our government and military will surrender and lay down their destructive weapons. I really hope they come forward with the whole truth, without holding anything back, and just be straightforward.

Perhaps some of the wicked may think that they should destroy as many people as they can because they don’t have much longer to reign on earth. Who knows what these people sit back and think about in their darkness. It’s very sad because these wicked people plot against humans and spread sickness and disease by poisoning the water and our food. They also spray chemicals in the air. They even keep people sick when they go to the hospitals. They don’t provide a healing center for people. They provide medicines for people to rely upon, and they become addicted to taking several medications which will then cause all types of side effects. The root cause still exists in many people never healing the actual condition. There are so many people in the world suffering with no cures, and I believe there are cures but they don’t want you to know. These hospitals are keeping people sick while they make so much money from our sickness. If only people would just wake up to the truth to see what’s been happening for so long, then we can change everything. We need to learn how to heal ourselves and return back to natural healing. Mother Earth has everything that we need to heal ourselves we just have to live in peace and harmony with nature. We can’t go against nature; we need to love nature and seek the garden of Earth to receive our healing. At least that’s what I am attempting to do. The dark ones have created a system that opposes the harmony of nature.

There are so many unnatural things happening on the planet, and it feels like Earth is trying to restore balance. Those who refuse to respect and live in harmony with Earth and her laws may eventually be removed. It’s clear from observation that many inhabitants are creating imbalances in their own lives and energy fields. Humans need to realize that we have the power to positively or negatively affect, influence, or impact the environment we live in. Our thoughts carry frequencies, and it’s important to be aware of what we think. While some may point fingers at certain individuals or organizations for controlling and manipulating the global system, humanity’s collective consciousness also plays a role in shaping the world. We have free will, yet many make choices without considering how their actions affect or influence others. The negative impact of extraterrestrial beings on this planet is a topic I won’t even delve into. Some people collaborate with these beings, and I feel many humans have been misled. While some chase fame and wealth, others seek power. With so much happening, it’s clear many have lost their way.

There are people who aim to block out the Sun. Why would anyone want to dim the Sun’s light? It seems as if they oppose the Sun itself, which is essential for life on Earth. The Sun’s energy is vital for the planet to thrive in its natural state. Without it, everything on Earth would perish, and the world would be plunged into darkness. Certain organizations around the globe appear to be working against the Earth’s natural environment, affecting all life on the planet. Many people remain unaware of the activities governments, scientists, and military forces have been involved in over the decades, and it doesn’t seem too good. People are unaware of the experiments conducted on humans and the number of abductions that have occurred. Some individuals lack good intentions toward life on Earth and fail to consider the consequences of their actions, but a time of righteous judgment will come. No soul escapes the repercussions of the evil and wicked deeds they’ve committed. Eventually, the negative buildup of karma must be addressed and paid at some point in the soul’s journey. Everything must be weighed and balanced.

We all have accumulated positive and negative karma in our lives. While some of us may not evaluate ourselves on a spiritual level, I’ve found it helpful to reflect on life experiences to see the bigger picture. Life is full of lessons, but some people remain stuck in a negative karmic cycle, meaning their soul isn’t progressing positively. The soul isn’t learning, growing, or evolving; instead, it’s caught in a repetitive cycle of suffering, death, and destruction. It seems like the soul is stuck in a state of suffering. If a soul stays in a low level of consciousness and doesn’t raise its vibration to reach a higher state, it’s likely spiraling downward. This keeps the soul in a low vibrational state, trapped in a lower realm or world. Recognizing the condition of these struggling souls on Earth made me want to help those who can’t help themselves, but I had to learn how to help myself first. I am on this journey learning and gaining true knowledge through my own personal experiences and I had to encounter the reality of hell or a low state of consciousness. My own suffering helped me understand what has been happening throughout all the Ages. I had to go through suffering and a low state of consciousness to truly grasp the lower realms. I needed to confront my shadow self and the darkness within me.

I wanted to explore different aspects of myself to gain a deeper understanding of what lies within my soul. It’s as if I’ve now witnessed the depths of my own darkness and now, I embrace the heights of the light within me. The light and love of my soul saved me when I reconnected with my true divine higher self. When I realized that the true light in me awakened, I wanted the true light in others to awaken. I wanted to save others because I was saved but then I had to understand that I can’t save everyone. People need to be willing to be saved and open to receiving help from others. Even if I try to help elevate others in their consciousness, they need to want to change themselves. I learned that time was created for change. Spiritual growth is necessary for the soul to evolve. It is my hope that all souls get to ascend to a higher heaven but the soul must be willing to be transformed. My spiritual journey is leading me toward purification. I’ve gained enlightenment along the way, and certain experiences have triggered my awakening, guiding me down a specific path. If certain events hadn’t happened in my life, would I be where I am today? I don’t know, and I’m not trying to figure it out. I’m just grateful for the path I’ve chosen and where it has led me. Not everyone gets to this point in their life. I’m incredibly grateful for the eye-opening experiences that transformed my entire life. There was a time when I was on a self-destructive path, but God gave me another chance to turn my life around.

I wanted to be saved and receive forgiveness for my past sins and mistakes in life. I was ready to take responsibility and be accountable for my actions. The idea of committing sins against my own body and God, then placing all of them on Yahshua, feels kind of strange to me. Why should he have to bear the sins of the whole world? He didn’t cause anyone to sin. Every soul has free will, and we all make decisions that can impact us positively or negatively. When I reflected on the choices I made, I realized there seemed to be a plot against me, and I understood that other people played a role in how certain events unfolded in my life. I may have been ignorant and deceived, but I also recognize that I made some poor choices that led to negative experiences. I witnessed the consequences of my actions. I understand that I can’t place blame on others because I share responsibility for what has happened in my life. With this mindset, I believe God evaluates our heart, mind, and soul, offering us spiritual guidance. God forgives our sins and wrongdoings, but He expects us to turn away from them and not continue sinning. If we persist in sinning, it shows we haven’t truly learned anything. This only makes things harder for us, as we end up laboring more to pay off our karma debt.

People often believe that all our karmic debt is settled when we accept Yahshua Ha’mashiach as our Lord and Savior. I’ve thought of Yahshua as my attorney in the high court, always defending me and having my back. He knows everything I’ve been through, how I was set up and mistreated by others. He understands my entire history, my family, my friends, and everything else. He knows everything because I went to him and confessed the truth. I wanted to avoid harsh judgment in the high court, and I believe that Yahshua and the Heavenly Father devised a plan for me. I know I was guilty of sinning, and I failed to obey God’s commandments. I asked God for the forgiveness of my sins, and I seeked correction and guidance from his holy counsel. I believe God sent me the holy brotherhood, whom I saw as angels or my ancestors. I believe they appeared to me messengers in my dreams and visions. Looking back on the open vision of being called to the throne, it’s evident I wasn’t handed a death sentence in 2012. I surrendered myself to God’s throne and the gates of heaven opened. My life could have ended during the attack in 2012, but God had another plan for me.

I was given a second chance, and it became clear that I needed to fulfill tasks from God’s throne to atone for my past. I was given an assignment. I was truly sorry for what I had done in my life because I know that I had disobeyed God commandments. In my 20’s God told me not to go back to living the gay lifestyle and I didn’t listen. I wasn’t strong, and I ended up falling into Satan’s trap once more. I was so young back then, and I didn’t fully grasp the consequences of the choices I had made. I didn’t understand God’s word, nor was it explained to me in a way that I could grasp spiritual matters. I was lost in darkness, guided and influenced by malevolent spirits. Upon reflecting on being caught up in the spirit to the throne room of God it felt like I had to serve a brief sentence, enduring righteous judgment from God. I needed to balance my negative karma and focus on building more positive karma for myself. The heavenly Father was going to guide me directly, and I would follow His voice and the voices of His angels, as I had no earthly father to impart spiritual knowledge or a mother to teach me or provide understanding.

I spent much of my early life in ignorance, completely unaware and lacking any spiritual knowledge. I wandered aimlessly, blind to the truth and without knowing God for myself. As I grew in knowledge, I began to realize that righteous judgment for me came in a form of pain and suffering. I would face affliction, and amidst it, I would have to endure my own pain and suffering. I would need to stay patient and hopeful throughout it all. When I feel pain and suffering, I view it as a consequence of the harm I’ve inflicted upon my own body through sinning. Our body is a temple of God, and I haven’t shown mine the respect it deserves. I realized that I wasn’t following the laws of our Earthly Mother. I had sinned against the heavenly Father and the earthly Mother. How deep is my repentance upon realizing all of this! My soul cries out in anguish! Oh heavenly father and earthly mother please forgive me for I have sinned against thee in ignorance (darkness). Oh heaven and earth hear my lamentations of all of my regrets! If only I had knowledge and guidance growing up in my household things could have been different. If only I had listened and obeyed God’s word I would have been protected in my early years of my life. But everything happened for a reason.

But over the course of time I had realized while I was sinning, I had filled my temple with all sorts of abominations. One has to reflect on everything that comes out of their temple. You have to be mindful of your thoughts, the words you speak and the things you do. You have to consider what you allow inside of your body such as foods and also what you listen to and who you surround yourself around. There’s so much that you have to consider when you see yourself as a temple of God. I didn’t protect myself or God’s temple! I allowed anything into my body without thinking what it could do to me. I didn’t even know I was a temple of God. I had no idea of what I was doing to myself and others around me. I wasn’t taught anything spiritual growing up. I didn’t have the word of God rooted in my heart or mind. I felt lost, unsure of who I was or what I was doing with my life. I had no idea I had a purpose, let alone what it was, until I experienced my spiritual awakening. I had been asleep for 27 years of my life before finally waking up at the age of 27.

Reflecting on my early teen years, I remembered the moment I accepted Yahshua as my savior and also when I committed my first act of sin. I was just 13 years old! I couldn’t believe how young I was when I experienced sin, and ever since committing that act, my life began to spiral downward. I was diagnosed with juvenile arthritis at a young age, marking the start of pain and suffering in my life. I’ve been enduring excruciating pain since my teen years, and it only seems to worsen with age. For 13 years, I lived in a state of ignorance and darkness. During that time, my soul must have been crying out to God for help, yet when help came, I didn’t listen or get my life together with Him. I kept repeating the same cycle of sin, not fully understanding the cause and effect of why certain events kept occurring in my life. I didn’t know how to break the curse or escape the karmic cycle. I couldn’t understand anything when I was in a state of darkness. It felt like I had no control over my life, as if unseen dark forces were manipulating me and trying to lead me down a path to my downfall. When I was attacked in an abusive relationship in 2011, I realized it was time to leave, or I might not survive another attack. Back then, I had no idea that enemies were secretly plotting against me.

There were people in my life who seemed to be under the influence of dark and evil forces. It felt as though these individuals were possessed by evil spirits or demons, and it appeared I was being manipulated and affected by these forces because of the way I was living in sin. I was consumed by sin and surrounded by malevolent spirits and demons, dark forces determined to keep me confined in darkness. The idea of me breaking free from the prison of Satan’s domain shook his entire kingdom. I believe the lower realms feared my awakening, likely because of the radiant essence of my true self. But I knew I had to cleanse my soul and purify myself. As time went on, I started to wake up and gradually broke free from the chains that held me captive to sin. I no longer wanted to be a prisoner or a slave to it. I didn’t want to serve Satan or be a worker of iniquity. I was determined to turn away from sinful, immoral, and unrighteous behavior.

I didn’t want my soul tied to the lower realms of Earth or hell, which is a region within Earth known as the lower astral realm. It exists in the spiritual plane of the 4th dimension, often called the shadow realm. I see this as the realm where the shadow self operates, and we must awaken the higher self that resides in a higher realm. People often describe seeing shadow beings, which are said to be us existing in a dimension beyond the 3rd. I’ve encountered shadow beings in the 4th dimension—they appear in dreams or during out-of-body experiences. I perceived a shadow being watching me from the 4th dimension. It’s important to remember that the 4th dimension contains both lower and higher worlds, meaning beings of different levels exist in various regions within it. The 4th dimension acts as a bridge or gateway to higher dimensions or realms. The heart 💚 chakra sits between the higher and lower chakras, acting as a bridge for energy flow. If your heart is pure, you’ll likely experience more pleasant transitions into higher realms, but if it’s filled with negativity, your soul may face less enjoyable experiences, as you’ll attract what resides in your heart. 💚 This is why it’s essential to align your heart 💚 with God and work on purifying your heart, mind, body, and soul!

When I realized my soul was enduring a hellish environment in the lower 4D astral region of Earth and the physical world, I longed for my soul to ascend beyond the lower heavens. I discovered that everything unfolds simultaneously, and we exist in the 3rd, 4th, 5th dimensions, and even higher realms! Many people are unaware of higher dimensions, which might be why they remain tied to lower dimensions, lacking knowledge of higher realms. It took me a while to learn and understand these concepts, and eventually, every soul will come to the same realization on their journey. Life brings different experiences for everyone, and over time, you’ll find yourself on a path of enlightenment where your soul awakens from a deep spiritual slumber. It seems that souls have been lingering in the lower astral regions of Earth, not growing, learning, or evolving, and have been reincarnated into the third dimension. I think there are barriers in the fourth dimension that prevent souls from reaching higher realms, and it all depends on the spiritual growth of the soul. We are meant to grow and learn spiritual knowledge to ascend to higher realms where greater beings reside. To do so, we need to live in love and peace, maintaining balance within ourselves and harmony with higher worlds. Otherwise, we risk falling into lower heavens, which reflects a decline in consciousness. We must elevate our consciousness once more to inhabit the higher worlds of the universe. I leave you with these words. Raise your vibration and stay close to God! -Seraphim Sophia

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Diving Deep with Seraphim Sophia: The Throne of God: Message of Forgiveness & Compassion!

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Shalom Brothers and Sisters of Christ! Today I wanted to discuss forgiveness and compassion. The Lord Yahshua has placed it on my heart to go over some things and provide some of my inner knowledge and wisdom to help guide souls on their spiritual journey. I am aware that I came from a higher world and that I am a servant of God’s holy kingdom. One must develop higher knowledge in their own spiritual journey to discover that New Jerusalem already exists. It exists in a higher realm and one can access this realm when you reach higher levels of consciousness. The kingdom of God has truly descended on Earth and many of his children are laboring for the kingdom of Christ.

One of my light codes is 12:22 and I am led to Hebrews 12:22 states, “Now, you have come to Mount Zion, to the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to countless thousands of angels in a joyful gathering. When you continue to read it states in Hebrews 12:23-24, You have come to the assembly of God’s firstborn children, whose names are written in heaven. You have come to God himself, who is the judge over all things. You have come to the spirits of the righteous ones in heaven who have now been made perfect.  You have come to Jesus, the one who mediates the new covenant between God and people, and to the sprinkled blood, which speaks of forgiveness instead of crying out for vengeance like the blood of Abel.

My dear brothers and sisters I believe that God sent me along with many of his holy people down to the Earth to labor for his heavenly kingdom for a time. I believe this all relates to the gathering of the Great Harvest that occurs at the end of the Age. The harvesters are his angels and messengers. If indeed we came from the heavenly kingdom of God, then on earth we would be his earthly angels and messengers sent into the world. When we read the bible God’s holy people, who were the prophets and prophetess were messengers of God. God sent his people into the world to labor for the kingdom of heaven.

Based upon my own dreams, visions and divine revelations from God, I feel it in my heart and soul that I came from the heavenly Jerusalem, the kingdom of our Lord and Savior Yahshua where he reigns in holiness & righteousness. I believe it in my heart and soul that Yahshua prepared a place for his holy ones in the heavenly kingdom. In all honesty, I believe this heavenly realm has existed since the beginning, as Adam and Eve came out of Paradise into the worlds below. Their first dwelling place was in the heavens. But John 14:3 states, “And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also. So Yahshua will open the portal to the realms of paradise and receive our souls, and we will dwell with him in heaven.

I believe Yahshua reigns as a holy and righteous king in heaven, truly loving and caring for his people. When I read the Bible in the Book of Revelation, I see that Yahshua is a righteous King. He sits on a throne in heaven, and he has a holy council dressed in white which represent the 24 elders. Revelations 4: 2-4: And instantly I was in the Spirit, and I saw a throne in heaven and someone sitting on it. The one sitting on the throne was as brilliant as gemstones—like jasper and carnelian. And the glow of an emerald circled his throne like a rainbow. Twenty-four thrones surrounded him, and twenty-four elders sat on them. Everything that comes from his kingdom is done with righteousness and order. I trust that righteous judgment flows from his throne because he is a God of Peace! While exploring the teachings of the Essene Gospel of Peace, their lifestyle reflected peace and harmony, living in perfect unity with nature. This in itself reveals how life will be in the heavenly kingdom.

From the start of creation, all beings were meant to be perfect souls. The souls in God’s kingdom were created holy and pure right from the beginning. It has always been intended for God’s holy and righteous souls to return to Paradise, a higher world in another dimension. The only thing separating us from this higher realm on Earth is a frequency barrier. Many souls who came from a heavenly realm experienced a decline in consciousness while living on Earth. Were there traps and temptations here? Absolutely. Just look around—it’s clear we are living in what feels like Satan’s kingdom. We need to learn how to avoid the traps and temptations of this world and distance ourselves from its sins. Once you realize you’re sinning, you strive not to return to it because you’ve gained understanding and awareness. If you know that your current environment with friends or even family leads you down a path of unrighteousness, I recommend that you flee and surround yourself with people who are trying to live a holy and righteous lifestyle so that you are not tempted.

Yahshua came down to the lower realms of 3D Earth to save us and free us from spiritual bondage. Living on Earth, it feels like many souls from above have become stuck in the lower worlds, searching for guidance to find their way back to the higher realms. I mention this because I felt lost in this world and sought a way to return to my true home in the higher realms. Yahshua became my spiritual guide, leading me back to the realm of heavenly paradise.

Individuals pass through the frequency barrier and access the portals that connect heavenly and earthly realms. The righteous souls enter into a higher world where they live in peace and harmony with God. They continue their spiritual journey in heaven. So, I want you all to know that in the beginning God devised a plan for all of us, and we have been guided on the Earth by his holy angels and messengers that exists in the higher worlds. We also have to understand that his holy ones from heaven descended to Earth in a physical body and they went out into the world to deliver messages to his people. We see that God also descended in a physical body, and he dwelled in this world. Yahshua said that he wasn’t from this world and that he came from above. He clearly was indicating that he came from a higher world, a heavenly world in a higher dimension and so did his people. I want you all to understand that there are higher and lower realms on this Earth, this exists throughout the whole universe. There are many mansions in the Universe and Earth is just one world out of countless worlds.

So, know that we were first born in the realms of Paradise which indicate higher worlds or higher dimensions in the Universe. We all descended to the lower worlds for experience. So, with that said I am a tree of life that was seeded in the Garden of Earth. I am also a tree of knowledge, and I know both good and evil. I serve the throne of God and it’s my seraphic duty as an angel of light to provide you with spiritual food. In the kingdom of God, I wanted to be able to guide and counsel souls on their spiritual journey. In order to for me to achieve this I had to come to the lower realms to learn life in the physical world. Surely, I must gain knowledge and wisdom through my own human experience. How can I guide souls with no direct knowledge.

So, I’m here to guide you back into the kingdom of heaven. God has sent his holy angels and messengers to guide me back to Paradise, so I come with good news. While I share my messages with you all it is my hope that I can reach unbelievers and encourage my brothers and sisters in Christ. I truly want to bring in a great harvest, so I hope my messages spread. In the past I created invitations to the wedding feast in New Jerusalem. I recall one brother who rejected my invitation. I hope you all want to be invited to the Feast of the Lamb. But my goal is to welcome all of God’s children back in the kingdom of heaven, but you have to become purified before entering the kingdom. So, I create this post to provide encouragement and enlightenment.

All of this is leading me to our topic of discussion which is forgiveness and compassion. God has placed it on my heart to discuss this matter because I had to learn how to forgive those who hurt me. Mattew 6:15 states, “But if you refuse to forgive others, your Father will not forgive your sins.” So, think about this, how do you want our Heavenly Father to forgive us of our sins when we can’t forgive those who has hurt us. I know it’s hard to forgive and let go but we have to understand why we have to forgive. I want to discuss childhood traumas, and I want to tell you from my own experiences with dealing with these things. When I started to complete the inner work to heal myself, I had to reflect on my past and understand the root cause of all of my problems. Not only that I found the cause for all of my problems I realize that it was also the same cause for other people who had hurt me. Have you heard the phrase, “Hurt people hurt other people.”

Well, that’s exactly what is happening worldwide. I won’t be specific as to who did certain things to me, but I will speak on some things so that I can open your eyes. When I reflected on my life, I wanted to know what caused me so much pain and suffering. It started when I was a teenager. I got diagnosed with juvenile arthritis and I was always in so much pain, and I was suffering. I couldn’t do what other teenagers were doing. I used to dance, and I couldn’t dance the same anymore. My life became miserable, and I didn’t understand why God did this to me. Why me Lord? Why must I be in this condition? I was so hurt. I had friends surrounding me and unknowingly they were dealing with some things in their own lives. Some of them were molested by family members and I didn’t even know until it was revealed when we got older. I noticed that everyone around me was battling some difficult things, and we all didn’t know how to deal with our hurt and pain because we were all so young, and we didn’t know how to talk about it.

When I got older, I questioned, “Why did people do certain things to me? Was it intentional or unintentional? I wasn’t really sure, but I knew that the people that I loved who were close to me hurt me in many ways and I wanted to understand why I experienced certain things. Upon reflecting upon my own pain and hurt I realized that in my pain I hurt other people. Then I thought perhaps these other people hurt me because they were also in pain. It finally hit me, and I started to view reality differently. Forgiveness came easily after I realized that we were all dealing with a lot of things in our early childhood and teenage years. The truth is that we were all hurting on many different levels. We all didn’t experience the same childhood trauma, but we were all experiencing some form of pain, abuse and physical suffering.

Once I realized all of these things on a deeper soul level, I was able to forgive those who had previously hurt me because I saw them as a reflection of me. I could see all the pain and suffering that we had all endured and carried with us into our adult life. I became truly repentant of hurting the people in my life, and I had asked for God’s forgiveness, and I was forgiven. It took time to forgive those who had hurt me because I didn’t fully understand why these people had hurt me or turned against me. I still had love for all the people who had hurt me, but it seemed like we became divided. It took me a while to face the truth that I was still holding on the hurt and the pain. I wanted answers and I also wanted to resolve any unresolved issues with some people, but I was unable to do so because they distanced themselves from me due to their own pain and suffering. so hurt which means I was still holding on to the hurt and pain. I had to learn how to let those people go and allow them to heal in their own timing. I always wanted to make sure everyone else was good. After so many failed attempts to resolving issues with certain Indvidual I decided to leave the past in the past and move on to accept things will never be the same again. It hurt me deeply because I still have love for these individuals.

God told me that I needed to work on releasing the hurt and pain and that’s when I started my healing journey. I had to forgive people for all the sins that they committed against me, whether it was intentional or not. In my mind I’m thinking, forgive them for they know not what they do especially if the individuals continue to be nasty or hateful. Many people have lied to me, plotted on me, cheated on me, abused me etc. I had to find it in my heart to forgive everyone who had seeked to harm me because I ultimately wanted God to forgive me for the sins that I committed. I don’t want others to hold on to anything that I have done to this. I have always wanted people to come to me if they had any issues with me so that I could resolve the matter. Give me the chance to explain myself and even apologize for my wrongdoings. I believe there’s a way for all God’s children to resolve things in a righteous way without trying to bring judgments on each other.

So my dear brothers and sisters of Christ it is important that you work on healing yourself and while you are trying to work on yourself learn how to be compassion with others. We all have experienced many different things in our lives and it’s very important that we work on healing ourselves. When we are healed, we won’t continue to hurt others. If we come across people who are hurt just be kind and gentle. Many people have a lack of empathy these days so just be considerate of other people’s feelings. Alot of people are dealing with a lot of things and they may not openly discuss those things with everyone. As children of God we really need to be there for people if they allow us to. Never force anything with people. I always tried to help people who didn’t want my help and I felt a certain way thinking they felt some way towards me. Some people may be trapped in a deep darkness and when the light approaches them they tend to reject the light of God that may be sent to help them.

When an individual is ready to be free from their own inner darkness then they will open their heart to others. As children of God we have to learn how to be patient. I had to learn this on my spiritual journey. It’s not always easy but I had to look at it from a higher perspective. God was patient with me when I was trapped in my own inner darkness. He sent messengers to me but I didn’t hearken because I was so lost in the world. When I saw how God was patient with me I knew that I could be patient with others no matter what. God has taught me many things and I am very thankful for all the lessons that I had to learn on my spiritual journey. It is my hope that we all can produce the fruits of the spirit. May we all live a life like Christ and may we all forgive those who have hurt us. May we all learn how to even forgive our enemies. Again, forgive them for they know not what they do. For those who know very well what they are intentionally doing, may God save their souls. All we an do is pray for the wicked. Pray that their hearts will be changed. Pray that all souls be purified. This is all for now. May peace be with you all. -Seraphim Sophia

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The Kingdom of God: Leaving the Garden of Paradise!

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Shalom Brothers and Sisters of Christ! I write to you from Florida. It is now 3:33pm and I am on my screened patio overlooking the lake. I love seeing all the birds flying in the sky, the geese, ducks and turtles in the lake. I also love seeing the lizards running around and the squirrels running up and down the palm trees. I often see beautiful butterflies and moths. When I look at my surroundings it’s a scenery of Paradise and it brings calmness and serenity to my soul. The Sun is shining bright and it’s a beautiful day in Florida. I’m not too far from the beaches. When I walk outside the neighbors are nice and friendly. The vibe is amazing here and I love it. I am glad that my Heavenly Father and Mother guided me to this location, it’s definitely fells like a region of peace.

So today is the sabbath day and I just want to dive deep into my heart to see what flows out of it. Surely the ministering angels are with me today and all the days of my life. For I have invited the holy angels and messengers from the kingdom of Christ to be in my life. I love them all so very much and I miss the Kingdom of God. As I reflect upon my life and my earthly mission God tells me that he sent me from above to Earth as a gift to humanity. Something inside of me tells me that when I lived in God’s Heavenly Kingdom, in Paradise I knew that I would be sent to dwell in the surface world, the outer realm of Paradise in the end days. The angel of the Lord led me to the entrance of the gate that led to Paradise in an open vision, but I didn’t go through it. God awakened me in 2012, and I was shown that I was Eve in the garden. I always wanted to understand why God was taking me back to the Garden of Eden. At times I felt like everything was backwards or turned upside down.

So, I was led on a journey to go deep within the Earth. Then I found the Cave of Treasures. I saw that Adam and Eve lived inside of the cave and that they came through a portal deep inside of the Earth. What was God showing me? Adam and Eve came out of Paradise, and it was a spiritual realm. I wanted to know, is there a physical place that represents paradise? I dived deeper and kept on exploring all the secret treasures stored on the Earth. Surely there are books where information is stored and hidden. Eventually I came to discover the realm of Shamballa. I wondered, “Can I get to the realm of Shamballa from the Earth?” Then the angel of the Lord led me further deep into the Earth. If I connect to the center of the Earth, I’m sure I would be able to access the realm of Shamballa.

For so many years I just sit and explore the depths of my own heart, and I write down all that flows from my heart so I might as well dive deep into the waters of earth and travel deep into the heart of Mother Earth. I have remembered that the pure in heart shall see God. I suppose if I was pure in heart I would be able to access the heart of Earth and all of its secret treasures. If true love is within me, I will be attracted to a heavenly realm where true love emanates from. So, I went to sleep, and my mind and my heart was focused on reaching the realm of Shamballa. My mind was stimulated after I had read about Shamballa in a book, and it was on my mind when I suddenly fell asleep. I really wanted to find it for myself, and I wanted to enter the realm of Shamballa. I woke up in the astral realm, the 4th dimension, sitting upright in my bed. Unsure of where to go, I simply laid back and let myself flow and drift through the opening vortex (portal) that opened in my room. I was pulled into the swirling vortex, feeling as though I was being dragged through the depths of the underworld. I became aware of my surroundings and realized I was journeying deep into the oceans through a portal.

I was moving so fast that fear took hold of me as the vibration shifted, and I thought I saw distorted faces. It felt like I was passing by spirits residing in the astral realms. But that didn’t prevent me from getting to the realm of Shamballa. As I continued traveling through the portal, light reflected on the surface of the waters. Emerging from beneath the oceans, I arrived at a new land. It became clear that this world was illuminated by the Inner Sun. Did I cross the barriers to the land of Shamballa? I was a little frightened because I wasn’t sure if I was really there and what was I going to see? I couldn’t see much because my consciousness was not vibrating high enough to perceive all that existed in the realm of Shamballa. There was still a barrier within my consciousness blocking me from seeing clearly.

I knew that I had to develop myself spiritually and raise my vibration. I felt myself moving through the land and I came to a fountain. I felt the breeze of the air and the water sprinkling on my face from the fountain. When I attempted to go beyond the fountain, I was sent through the portal and I found myself back in my room, where I woke up. Was I dressed appropriately when I went to sleep? I never thought about what I was clothed in. What was I wearing? I do not remember but I know now. I need to get a white gown and make sure I am covered. When I stepped into the realm of Shamballa, it was all that I needed to experience to know that the land really does exist within the Earth. I was excited! When I reflect upon it, I discovered the land through my own heart as it guided me through the love within me. My heart led me to the holy & sacred land of Shamballa.

Deep Thoughts with Seraphim Sophia- Caught up in a Trance!

I am in my room in the palace overlooking the oceans in Paradise. I heard the call to prepare for the mission that I was trained for all of my life. It was time to descend to the realms below Paradise. I walked through a hall filled with light and I am being guided by a being of light. I am told, “We have sent others to Earth before you and the others will be sent after you. ” I found myself in heaven (space) preparing to leave on my earthly mission. Which world was I leaving from? Was it a world or a Mothership that I was departing from? I do not know. But I am now traveling through an interdimensional portal in space. I am now accessing records and observing from the memories stored within my DNA. I am observing my departure from heaven to Earth.

I am inside a kind of transit tube or tunnel, as if traveling on a celestial highway through space, leading to a portal or stargate back on Earth. It felt like I was traveling in an interdimensional vehicle (Merkabah) that carried my consciousness (orb of light) to Earth to be incarnated in a physical body. I couldn’t see myself or how I looked while I was inside of my Merkabah. I saw the planets in the Solar System during my transit. I saw an alignment between 2 celestial bodies, and I believe one of the planets were Jupiter. The other planet I perceived to be Nibiru or a Second Sun. I was traveling in a particular angle. I think it has something to do with the orbit of Nibiru. Upon my arrival I entered through a stargate, and I saw that people were fighting over access to this stargate. But now I focus on my consciousness descending through the vortex of the Earth. There are 2 portals to enter to the center of the Earth, the North Pole and the South Pole.

From my experiences I always felt myself descending to Inner Earth through the South Pole entrance. I believe the angel of the Lord is guiding me to the geographic South Pole to gaze at the heavens above. I’ve always had this connection with the aurora lights on Mother Earth. The Aurora Australis can be seen together with the core of the milky way in Antarctica. From old posts I brought forth how my soul traveled from the core of the Milky Way to Earth. So, as I arrive to Earth via Merkabah in my light body I feel like I descended through the vortex of the Earth through the South Pole opening. Is this accurate? I can’t confirm! I am just following what I have felt inside. I feel like I then descended on landing platform in the Kingdom of Shamballa. My thoughts have led me to the schools in Shamballa. Then I am led to my spiritual counselor who is my teacher. From there I am prepared to enter the realms below.

I am reflecting on the kingdom of God and my journey to descend to the lower realms of Earth which is 3D Earth. I sense that within the realm of Shamballa, there exists a place with crystalline chambers where our light body, or higher self, enters, allowing us to go into stasis. From the crystalline stasis chambers, our consciousness is transferred through a transit tube, traveling along the Ley lines—a crystalline network—to the regions where we are destined to be born on Earth. Now I am focusing on something that came forth while in deep thought. Connecting through my heart and allowing the words to just flow through me. I am just trying to remember my days in Paradise with my heavenly family.

Connecting with Higher Self: Opening the Gateway

Oh, how I love my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother for they have taught me many things. I come to share all that has been revealed to me. I had to come experience life on the earth for myself for I have heard great things about the Planet Earth. I spent most of my time in the libraries of heaven learning about all that exists. I was raised up in the kingdom of heaven and I knew no evil, but I believe that I read about it in the books in the libraries of heaven. There was all love around me in the kingdom of heaven! I knew nothing else but love because my heavenly family raised me up in Love! They always wanted to protect me from the outer/lower worlds, so I stayed in the higher worlds. As I am writing this shadow self-steps in and is saying, “I keep thinking to myself, “Did I listen to heavenly family?” What did I do? I can’t pinpoint this at all. Perhaps this lower realm wants me to think that I did something wrong. Perhaps I have always been pure but entering this world corrupted me. Somehow, I am thinking about all the vaccinations that are given to us when we first arrive. But I digress.

So let me continue, from my journey from the center of the Milky Way I approached a portal that led me to earth, and upon my awakening I found myself in a strange world. My thoughts, “Oh, heavenly Father, how did I fall into this lower region? I wanted to follow behind the light of Christ into the realm below. Oh no, my memories are fading away because I drunk from the cup of forgetfulness. Oh Lord, I just want to remember more of my journey to earth. I raised my head and look towards the higher heavens, saying Oh heavenly Father, “Please give me light! Help me learn how to navigate in the realms below. My dear daughter, “Listen to my voice and follow my instructions and I will guide you.” Oh heavenly Mother, I don’t know what to do I’ve found myself in a challenging situation. I don’t remember everything that I was taught in heavenly school.

Why can’t I recall my earthly training?” My dear daughter, “Follow your heart 💚 and know that I am always with you! Just connect to me through the Love in your heart! We have a heart-to-heart connection no matter the distance. Just search deep within your heart and there you will always find me. Ok Great Mother, I get it. Thank you for reminding me that love is located at the center of All things even within the Earth and within all worlds. For love is the Source of All Creation. My dear daughter, I stand at the gates of heaven, and I have taught you how to use your spiritual gifts and how to hear my voice. I am within you! Always seek the purity of God within your soul and allow your spiritual gifts to flow naturally. Just be creative with your gifts. Ok mom! Now me and your father must send you into the world below. You will remember all that you need to know at appointed times. All is stored within you. Now get ready for your departure to earth. So, I came out of the garden of Paradise, a heavenly kingdom and I entered the realms below. Now I’m going to close the portal. -Seraphim Sophia

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Words of Seraphim Sophia: Inner World and Outer World!

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Our inner world reflects onto the outer world. Together, we have shaped the realities we experience in this 3D world, which extend into parallel worlds, dimensions, realities, and universes! Every night in my dreams, my consciousness journeys to these parallel worlds, where I encounter different realities and merge with my other selves. I am a multidimensional being, existing as part of the All. I exist everywhere and at all times! It took me some time to realize this, but it was through my personal experiences that I came to understand it. I was guided to discover and understand the truth on my own. I am a creator, an observer, and an active participant in the quantum field, viewing from all angles and embracing different perspectives. There is endless potential in this infinite field of light, where all things emerge. I can experience any reality I desire because I am infinite! ♾ You are not in the third dimension by accident; your consciousness came here with purpose. Many souls have become lost in the third dimension, forgetting who they truly are. In the appointed times, your souls will awaken, and you will remember your true essence.

You will find your purpose and know your mission. To do this, Look Within! Seek the Light Within!!! We are all interconnected in this infinite field of energy, and it continues to expand when our consciousness expands. We will always create worlds for our experience, and we will continue to evolve into higher dimensions. Every day, we shape the world around us with our thoughts, actions, behaviors, feelings, and emotions. You are an active participant in this 3D world. You can help balance the Earth so work on your energy fields. You can help change the world by being mindful of the energy and actions you put out into it. Focus on controlling yourself, not others! Share your wisdom with love and in time people will receive the message when they are ready! Focus your awareness on the positive things you would like to see manifest in the world. As always be the change you want to see in the world! 💗☀️😇🧘🏾‍♀️😁😘#innerworldsouterworlds #spiritualawakening #pinealgland #parallelworlds -Thought of Seraphim Sophia


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The Days of Great Tribulation: Be Patient in Affliction!

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Shalom Brothers and Sisters of the Light! May peace be with you and me always. Lately the scripture Roman 12:12 have been on my mind and it states, “Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.” So many things have occurred in my life over the last 2 -3 years and it feels like I have been going through a great tribulation. As believers we know about the Great Tribulation that will come during the last days and for me it feels like I am experiencing that period of time in my life. At times I state, “Will I survive what I am going through?” Will I overcome the darkness? Life has been challenging for me and somedays are better than others and I try my best to get through it all. There are times when I am feeling down and I feel like giving up, but I am reminded to stay strong more importantly to keep my faith.

I have never experienced anything like what I am currently going through, and it seem that things are worsening despite my efforts. I keep telling myself that things are going to be ok and that better days will come, but will it? I continue to seek God in prayer, and I cry out seeking relief from all my sufferings. Sometimes I wonder if God is here by my side or if I have been abandoned. When we are low in spirit sometimes, we begin to think negative, but we have to catch ourselves and say, Satan get thee away from me. We can’t allow our negative thoughts to control us. We will have low moments in our lives, but we have to rise up again. I learned that I must be joyful in hope, patient in affliction and faithful in prayer.

While I am going through this great tribulation in my life I know that I am not alone in the world. There are millions of people who are suffering from something and while I have been suffering I’ve grown closer to God. I’ve been able to reflect on my life and truly understand what has caused my suffering. Most individuals tend to blame others for their circumstances, but I decided to examine the things that I have caused and created in my own life. Through my sufferings, I have learned many valuable lessons in life. It has made me stronger and wiser. Perhaps God allows us to experience different challenges for a reason, and when I reflect on my life, I see significant soul growth. I realize how the choices that I made in my life led to different consequences. I never anticipated certain events occurring in my life, but now that they have happened, it has actually made me become a better person.

I requested for God to purify my mind, heart, body and soul and now that it has been happening to me on all levels, I don’t know to properly handle the manner in which it is occurring. It’s like the process of my purification suddenly sped up and everything started to happen all at once. It’s like I wanted to pay back all my karmic debt and be done for good. I wanted to be in the clear. When I reviewed and evaluated my own life, I could see everything being done to me as righteous judgment and it was coming from the throne of God. It’s like over time I had accumulated karmic debt from my old life, when I was sinning and in darkness (ignorance). I asked for forgiveness, and I was forgiven by God, but I still needed to learn my lessons so that I wouldn’t repeat the same sins. I knew that I was ignorant of many things so that meant that I needed to be taught. I needed to gain knowledge and understanding so that I could grow in the light of God.

When I repented to God, I accepted responsibility and accountability for the sins that I committed in my life. For me I wasn’t going to place my sins on anyone. I was the one who made certain choices in my life, and I was rebellious against God. I wasn’t following his commandments; I was following the things in this world. When I went to God with my whole heart, I truly wanted to make things right in my life. As I stood before God and his holy counsel, I feel like God gave me an opportunity to pay off my karmic debt over a period of time. Perhaps this period of time serves as the trials and tribulations I have been enduring in my life. It reflects a time of suffering, and I have been tested. Perhaps God wants to see if I am truly serious. Would I turn my back on God if things get tough in my life? Would I blame God? Would I go return back to a life of sinning?

When I was caught up before the throne on July 3, 2012, I felt like I was before a Judge. I sense that God did judge me during that time, and my records were reviewed. I feel like God gave me another chance and he created a plan for my life. That plan was sent to me via dream where he sent the messenger angel with a scroll in his hand. On July 3rd, 2012, I was given an assignment on Earth, and that work included me sharing my dreams and visions. I was told what I needed for the assignment. I grabbed all the things that I needed to start the work. When the messenger angel was sent to me, I was given a robe of righteous to wear. It was required of me to walk in righteousness. I suppose at the completion of my assignment I would be debt free. Since I have been attending school, I suppose when all courses have been passed and completed, I would graduate and ascend.

Since I was caught up to heaven in 2012, I feel like the holy angels have been here teaching and guiding me from a heavenly (spiritual) kingdom on Earth. It may not mean anything to anyone else, but I feel like the wise ones from Shamballa have been my guides. I feel like the holy ones have been ensuring that I am staying on track with my courses and that I am also learning my lessons. I know there has been tests and when certain things happen, I say, “This is a test from God.” I know I failed many tests lol. I just get back on track and try to prepare myself for the next test. When the same situations keep repeating then I know that it’s an opportunity to show what I have learned. It’s about the progression of soul growth and I know that I have been making improvements.

As time continues, I know that I must be enrolled in some sort of ascension program on Earth. I suppose there are many evolutionary programs in this Universe and each world have different programs. I feel like we have to work our way up in the kingdoms of God. We have basic programs to more advanced programs and we are all operating at different levels of consciousness. I learned there’s always room for growth. There will always be something to learn in this Universe because the Creator of All is still creating. There’s so much light (information) in this Universe and we will continue seeking the light of the Creator. We will continue to expand our consciousness. The more light we receive, the more our consciousness and the universe expand.

But I want to say this, as I have been going through this tribulation period, it’s been one thing after the other and I haven’t had a break at all. I ask God for relief all of the time. Whenever I reflect on everything all I can say is that I sought this purification. II know that God is refining me, and I will become like a pure diamond, and my soul will shine brightly. The old dreams I have had are highly significant in relation to what I am encountering now. In my dream I said, I defeat the darkness in me and that’s exactly what I am doing right now. I’m facing all the darkness within me right now. All has to rise to the surface. All of my fears have been made known to me and I am facing them head on. It’s been a terrifying experience, but I have been keeping my eyes on the Lord to help me get through it all.

God is with me always and that’s what I keep reminding myself. I put my trust in the Most High and I know that the Most High is with me no matter what. My ancestors are with me, and I am not alone. I don’t have to fight this battle by myself because I have a whole army of light warriors. God is my protector and surely, he will deliver me along with all of his other children. As I reflect on the last 12 years of my life, I’ve been working on transmuting my darkness into light. Surely, I am undergoing a transformation. I’ve gone so deep within myself to better understand my emotional pain and I know that it has caused some of my suffering. I had to face the Truth and not run away from any of it. I had to address all the issues and work on healing my traumas. It is necessary for us to address all the issues that we have so that we can work on releasing them. When we release them then we can properly heal ourselves. It took a very long time for me to understand this.

I’ve been asking for healing for so many years, and I didn’t realize how much time it would take for me to heal myself. It seems like my healing is taking place in stages. We all hear that things get worse before they get better, and I feel like I’m in that stage where everything has gotten worse. I feel like I’m almost at the finish line. I keep reminding myself to remain strong and to hold on, assuring myself that a better reality is not far away. I long for better days to come into my life. I wish for these times of great tribulation to end. I want to survive all that I am experiencing right now. I have been enduring for so long and I feel like God continues to give me strength. I just keep hearing, “Be patient!” So, I hold on to these words and I continue to be remain hopeful. I continue seeking the Creator in prayer.

Many people in the world are experiencing some form of tribulation in their lives, some more severe than others, and I pray that we all can get through it. We all experience events in life that cause us pain, and sometimes that pain becomes embedded within us, creating darkness in our energy field. That darkness is what creates our suffering. It creates all types of blockages in our life and in our body which can led to sickness and disease. We have to learn how to clear that darkness if not it will only cause us more hurt and pain. So, brothers and sisters, stay strong in Lord in these end times because things may happen suddenly, that’s what happened to me. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and keep your faith no matter what happens to you. Trust that God is here with you always. I am here praying for you all. May the light of the Creator surround you and protect you all the days of your life.