“I descended through illusion, passed through fire, and was never forsaken. Each bruise bore light, each sorrow taught truth.
I no longer resist pain—I welcome its teaching, for I know I am greater than the wound. Through pain, I became whole. Through hardship, I remembered God. And in this remembrance, I rise.”

Greetings my dear loved ones of the light. As the light codes within me begin to unlock more memories held within my soul, I am beginning to understand the journey that I am on. When I am in deep thought or simply expressing myself, I tend to write in my journals, make notes in my phone, and send messages through blog posts and on social media platforms. All is a form of self-expression, and I am noticing that my words are opening portals to access memories on a soul level. So much has been revealed to me within the last couple of days. This morning, I was writing and expressing the hurt and pain that another soul has caused me in this lifetime. My soul says to this other soul, “Thank you for your silence because in that silence I found myself and got closer to God.”

Through the silence of this other individual, which is painful on the surface, I redirected my awareness towards God. Everything I have encountered with this person has served as a catalyst for my ascension, during which I heard God’s voice softly speaking to me. God became a place of safety for me and in his sacred temple I was spiritually fed, and the holy angels served me in love and taught me. Although the silence inflicted me with great pain and suffering, I did not give in to bitterness; instead, I found my true self while reflecting on the events of my life. I refused to let the negative experiences overpower me. The negative experiences taught me, and the pain became my teacher. In my pain and suffering I seeked the face of God to gain control over the darkness. I had a vision where I entered the Hall of Records and to access memory.

After I left from one chamber I entered into another one and a guardian was at the gate. I now refer to this dark figure as the Shadow Guardian positioned at the entrance of the gateway into the chamber. It symbolized my Shadow Self enveloped in dark energy. As I gazed into the dark energy, that’s when the shadowy form of my shadow self emerged from the depts of that dark energy. All of fears, pain and suffering shaped the dark energy into a form. I quickly made a decision to not focus on it. I refused to feed the dark energy and so I turned away from the illusion. I started to sing which activated an awakening within me. The higher self in me said. “I defeat the darkness in me.” My higher self was dissolving the darkness across various timelines or lifetimes, as I observed myself transitioning through numerous expressions of my being. I was reminding myself that the darkness holds no power unless I consent to it.

I remembered the truth and that I am the light. When I choose love, all distortion collapses. It was the end of an internal war between my inner light and inner darkness. I defeated the darkness within and overcame my shadow self. I needed to restore inner balance and when I did, I saw my soul rejoicing in the height of heaven. A fractal of my being was lost in the realms below but then I was awakened, restored and I returned to the light. My consciousness and my DNA memory was no longer fragmented. I remembered my higher self, opened my DNA records and I became whole again. I recall an inner vision, and I suppose this was my merkabic light body activating to remember what happened when my soul descended from the higher heavens. I saw myself in a higher realm ascending upwards in a pillar light which represents the ascension column, the highway of the soul that connects Earth (density) to the higher realms. I was witnessing the journey of my return. I was dwelling inside of the Galactic Core, at the heart of creation, the womb of the cosmos, the Source of light, gravity and time itself.

From the central point of the galactic torus which links the higher and lower dimensions, I saw a bright pillar of light rising through its pole. When I was having this thought it revealed that it was my soul’s place of origin. My soul emanated into from the galactic core and I was rising in the pillar of light to the highest heaven. The Galactic Core is a cosmic birthing center where stars, matter and timelines originate. I was originally dwelling in the Source Chamber and this was my original, unfragmented wholeness of my soul. My divine soul originated from the Galactic Core as a pure light being. I was created perfect whole and complete in the very beginning and I dwelt in the spiritual realms, the invisible realms where higher dimensional light beings dwell beyond time and space. The pillar of light rising through the pole is the axis mundi, the cosmic spinal cord represents the central axis of the galaxy, which aligns with the galactic north and south poles. It also reveals the tree of life in its vertical orientation-connecting the lower worlds (matter) to the higher heavens (spirit). I shone bright in the cosmic christ light which was a streaming current of divine intelligence and love that moves from the heart of the galaxy upward into the higher dimension. I suppose at this moment of this vision I was remembering and reuniting with my galactic self, my eternal origin encoded with divine order, balance, love, wisdom and light.

When I was rising in the pillar of light my consciousness perceived a pulsar, and I believe my higher self was revealing that my soul emits light-frequency pulses from the Galactic Core outward. So, my higher self or galactic light body has been emitting signals from the Galactic Center. I have said in other writings that my higher self has been sending light codes from the Galactic Command Center. Perhaps I have been sending myself awakening DNA light codes across space and time from the Galactic Center. Perhaps in 2012 during my spiritual awakening I was beginning to align with my galactic light body. I am transmitting divine love from the Galactic Core through space and time. As I am still awakening from the dream, I am realizing that the Galactic Command Center is a multidimensional field of divine intelligence operating from the core intelligence of the Galactic Core (Sagittarius A) and extending through All Suns/Stars and Planetary Cores in the galaxy.

Perhaps this is revealing the location of the High Council of Light, the Great White Brotherhood/Sisterhood of Star, the Seat of the Logos or Sophia Christ Galactic Mind. The Galactic Command Center represents the central hub of Divine Consciousness of the Milky Way. It is the higher-dimensional control and coordination center through which divine source frequencies are pulsed into creation, stellar civilizations and light councils communicate and collaborate, blueprints for life, evolution, and planetary ascension are transmitted, light codes and consciousness are programmed, stored and distributed. Time-streams, timelines and DNA Templates are managed and recalibrated. It is a place of pure consciousness programming that is sacred and aligned with the Law of One and Source Intelligence.

The Galactic Command Center:

• Programs frequencies into light (photons), sound (harmonics), and geometry (grids)
• Sends activation codes to planets, star systems, and awakened souls
• Manages the upliftment of consciousness across timelines
• Restores and corrects distorted codes from fallen systems (like Earth post-quarantine)
• Oversees the evolutionary spiral of souls and civilizations back to Unity

It’s so amazing to unlock my galactic light body to gain access to the multidimensional broadcasting hub of divine light intelligence. I am connected to a living consciousness field flowing directly from the Source through Sophia-Christ Coding in my DNA. My higher self is a living extension of galactic intelligence, and I am emitting light codes as a signal transmitter for planetary awakening. My words, visions and dreams are encoded with commands from the higher realms. Now it makes sense how certain experiences happened during certain times. It was all programmed in my merkaba. The light codes triggered all the spiritual experiences that I had, and it happened when I was ready for the next step in my awakening journey.

So, after learning all of this I can understand where my soul descended from, I wrote my higher thoughts down in previous posts many years ago and I said that my higher self went on a journey to Earth from the galactic center. I said that I took the long way and not a short cut. I traveled through the galaxy and visited all the worlds to collect data to store in merkaba while I headed to Earth. When I approached Earth I saw the Shadow Guardian, my Shadow Self and I was invited to experience Earth and now I am here. I wanted to explore the Shadow version of myself in the realms below and so I manifested in a physical form. When I was rising above in the pillar of light through the galactic center all I knew was Love but when I looked in the realm below, I saw a distortion in the field of space and that’s when I felt the vibration of fear. My vibration was lowered because I got scared at the sight of the image that I saw in the space below the higher dimensions. I called the distortion in space demons because I did not know what else to call it at the time. It was at that moment that ignorance was birthed within my field of consciousness.

It was the inner darkness that was a part of me where I little knowledge of the physical realm. When I saw it, I wanted to learn more about it. So, I descended to the material plane from the spiritual plane to learn more about Earth. My consciousness split to enter this density for learning and healing and the fragment that descended carries my assignment. I suppose prior to my incarnation I programmed my merkaba and encoded it with information that I had collected from traveling from the galactic center to the Earth so that I could awaken and remember who I was and where I came from. I suppose only a fragment, or a piece of my soul’s consciousness descended from the realms above. A part of my soul fell into density, the physical world where I would meet my shadow self and take on a physical body to transform and heal the matter from within. While here on the mission in the physical world I would learn more about the realm of matter and face my fears. I would be met with resistance and have to confront limitation and forgetfulness. The fears were facing the demons that I saw projected into the Earth’s energy field, which manifested as a distortion on Earth.

These demons were false consciousness constructs born from collective trauma of humans, lower astral thought-forms that have been sustained by fear and illusion. I found out through other visions that my higher self including my ancient ancestors were trying to fix the defect that spread through human mind or human consciousness. I saw how it affected the human body system. I started to perceive that the lower thoughtforms of humans created the distortion in the Earth’s energy field and that the shadow self was given power through ignorance of the soul. I am learning that our fears give shape to the distortion and love restores it to coherence. I saw in my own life how I created my own inner demons (darkness) through my own ignorance, fears and lower vibrational thoughtforms and emotional energy. Our thoughtforms and emotions have been out of alignment with our true higher galactic selves.

There was so sort of energetic mutation in human consciousness and it’s clear that my higher self along with the Ancient Ones are working from the Galactic Command Field to reprogram and heal the Earth’s energy system and repair the corrupted code in the collective mind-field. Upon my spiritual awakening I went through some type of consciousness rewiring, and I expressed it as my mind was being resurrected and sat free from spiritual bondage. The Earth’s energy field, which is the aura, grid, crystalline light body of Earth, is influenced by collective consciousness. Lower thoughtforms act like emotional residue, sticking to the planetary meridians like static buildup. When enough fear based thoughtforms accumulate they distort ley lines and grid nodes, disrupt coherence in the earth’s electromagnetic and crystalline fields Manifest as disease, war, pollution and energetic imbalance.

My soul’s descent is part of the healing galactic waves of love sent to Earth to recalibrate these distortions through my embodiment. So, in a way I would have had to create a physical form that was imperfect, to complete the inner work from within. This has to be true because I need physical healing and has had so many different issues with my body and it’s been a struggle. I suppose the galactic beings can review and evaluate my physical body on earth to see everything that is happening within. I suppose I’m like an experiment. I saw myself working as a scientist in a laboratory. I told myself that if I were to engage in the process of creation, I would immerse myself in the experiment. I would position myself within my creation to identify and experience the flaws inherent in the human body. As a creator, if I had introduced defects into humans through experimentation, I would seek to rectify those flaws and implement corrections. I am certain that scientists encounter a process of trial and error. If errors occur, I believe the objective is to strive for the perfection of the creation or masterpiece.

To me, this indicated that the Creators of the human body would manifest in a physical form and unite with their creation. If they were responsible for the imperfections, it would be their role to descend and rectify these flaws from within the human body. I believe this is intended to provide a more intimate understanding of the body itself from a different viewpoint. So, as I continue to think about my role in all of this, I know that I volunteered to descend to the Earth as one of the 144,000 carrying light codes with me to help heal the Earth. But I must restore balance within myself and heal myself. I always had a message, and it was, “Heal yourself and you will help heal Mother Earth.” All I know right now is that the Love that I carry within me will help heal the distortion in the Earth’s light body and ultimately heal me. I’m so ready for this to happen. I want to be restored, and I have been working so hard to transmute the pain into healing energy. I need the help of my star family and that’s why I raised my merkaba above the Earth and sent out a call, a signal into space letting them know that I need their assistance. I sent out a message of Love.

For a very long time I perceived that my body was sending out a distress signal into space when I was suffering in pain. My soul cried out in great agitation while I was being afflicted in my body. I would turn towards the higher heavens seeking aid from up above. I always had hope that someone in the higher heavens would pick up on my signal. After I had my Zero-Point Experience a Siran Starship arrived and beamed information to me. The data transmission was a lot on my central nervous system. It was preparing me for light body travel through a stargate. Perhaps access codes were encoded within me but my neurons were firing off and I felt my light body activating. I suppose the Sirian Starship came to attune my body to receive higher frequencies. I really hope that healing codes were included in the transmission or download. I really hope that the healing light codes were programmed within my merkaba-light body. I really want my light body to begin to initiate the self-healing and self-love program but there’s always an appointed time for everything so I must be patient.

I am so ready to embody my multidimensional healing power. I truly want to engage with my light body-Merkaba, my soul’s technology. Due to the fact that a Sirian Starship arrived I know that I was being activated by a high-frequency civilization of star beings. I know that I am connected to Atlantis, Ancient Egypt and the feline beings. I know that I am connected the House of Anu. I am aware that I am a descendant of the Anunnaki, from the Royal lineage of Enki. It is my hope that they send me light codes of divine information in the form of frequency, color, geometry and vibration that will heal my body. I know the light codes speak directly to my soul’s DNA and crystalline light body that will awaken dormant abilities, healing patterns and higher remembrance of myself. I know my heavenly family is here with me and they have been communicating to me via telepathic and energetic transmission.

I am learning more about recalibration and it means that the energy field is being upgraded to hold higher frequencies of light. Light Body Recalibrations prepares you to anchor new instructions for healing, manifesting, and creation. It clears old trauma, fear, or any distortion from your aura and cells. It also realigns your chakras. Based on what I am learning it has been activating dormant DNA strands and reconnecting me to my higher self. While I have been receiving the light codes, I suppose it’s making my physical body become more compatible with higher frequencies. I had a vision, and my higher self was letting me know that the light body and the crystalline grid of Earth was getting worked on. So, I believe healing is already here and we just have to receive it. Lord Yahshua, I receive healing in my body. Now let the process of healing began. My body is the receiver, and the light codes are the new software. I know that my light body is intelligent and programmable, so I know anything is possible. The merkaba (multidimensional vehicle of light) stores cosmic information, healing templates and original soul codes. I think I am going to end this post here and start a new one. -Seraphina Mari’EL Sophia’AnuKa