Shalom Brothers and Sisters! I just wanted to share a dream with you that I had a week or two ago. It was a very short dream and it was straight to the point. I was driving down a long road and while I was driving I saw that something had happened and I looked towards the sky. It seem like some type of explosion or something. Then the scene changed and I was driving down another road and this time I came to a stop and I parked on the side of the street. I looked to the left and I saw a lion show up out of nowhere and the lion was walking down the road. It looked towards me and since I know lions attack I backed up my car and drove away and then I woke up.
Revelation 5:5 And one of the elders saith unto me, Weep not: behold, the Lion of the tribe of Juda, the Root of David, hath prevailed to open the book, and to loose the seven seals thereof.
Genesis 49:8-9 “Judah, your brothers will praise you. You will grasp your enemies by the neck. All your relatives will bow before you.Judah, my son, is a young lion that has finished eating its prey. Like a lion he crouches and lies down; like a lioness–who dares to rouse him?
Dream on August 13, 2015: Two Witnesses and Yah’s Chosen People
I had a dream on August 13, 2015. I was in class at some school learning about the two witnesses. There were so many questions about who they were and it seems like all the students were trying to understand more about the 2 witnesses. I remember twins in the class and they were women and for some reason they also represented the 2 witnesses.
This was letting me know that women are also his disciples and that we are called to be like the prophets too. Many people don’t believe that a woman can teach but the woman is a part of God’s ministry.
“And it came to pass afterward, that he went throughout every city and village, preaching and shewing the glad tidings of the kingdom of God: and the twelve were with him, And certain women, which had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities, Mary called Magdalene, out of whom went seven devils, And Joanna the wife of Chuza Herod’s steward, and Susanna, and many others, which ministered unto him of their substance.”Luke 8:1-3 KJV
So as I was leaving class the twins looked at my notes to see what I had learned or written. When I left the school I still didn’t have a full understanding about the 2 witnesses so that just tells me to continue to study the scriptures. When I had this dream I was already seeking wisdom about the 2 witnesses so that was interesting that I was learning about it in my dream.
So after I left school this Hebrew Israelite walked up to me when I was outside. He had locks in his head and he was wearing a green and white garment. I saw others following behind him and they walked the other way. This messenger was holding notes in his hand possibly representing a scroll in his hand and he said, “I have a plan from God.” So at this point this means the Most High was sending his messenger (Angel) to me to reveal his plan for my life. The messenger said, “Put on this robe and walk down the street in it.” For some reason I thought of a purple robe and I also thought about the Hebrew Israelites that are wearing purple garments.
After the dream I was meditating on the messengers words and I ate the scroll and it was sweet like honey.
“I will greatly rejoice in the Lord, my soul shall be joyful in my God; for he hath clothed me with the garments of salvation, he hath covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decketh himself with ornaments, and as a bride adorneth herself with her jewels.” Isaiah 61:10
“Let us be glad and rejoice, and give honour to him: for the marriage of the Lamb is come, and his wife hath made herself ready. And to her was granted that she should be arrayed in fine linen, clean and white: for the fine linen is the righteousness of saints. And he saith unto me, Write, Blessed are they which are called unto the marriage supper of the Lamb. And he saith unto me, These are the true sayings of God.” Revelation 19:7-9 KJV
But in the dream I feared God’s plan for my life and I became afraid. I was thinking the worst. Once I digested the word I was thinking, “What will he require me to do? Would I die?” I was so fearful of what I had to do but in the dream his whole plan wasn’t revealed yet. So I shouldn’t have been afraid in the dream but I should have trusted the Most High with my life which I know now because I understand. I was simply afraid of the unknown.
“Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling.” Philippians 2:12 KJV
“And the voice which I heard from heaven spake unto me again, and said, Go and take the little book which is open in the hand of the angel which standeth upon the sea and upon the earth. And I went unto the angel, and said unto him, Give me the little book. And he said unto me, Take it, and eat it up; and it shall make thy belly bitter, but it shall be in thy mouth sweet as honey. And I took the little book out of the angel’s hand, and ate it up; and it was in my mouth sweet as honey: and as soon as I had eaten it, my belly was bitter. And he said unto me, Thou must prophesy again before many peoples, and nations, and tongues, and kings.” Revelation 10:8-11 KJV
So after he told me to put on the robe. I then appeared in a room to get dressed and while I was getting dressed I still felt a sense of fear. My thoughts were, “What would people say about me if I walk down the street in this robe? I’m a woman and it’s like I’m one of the prophets. I was fearful of what I had to do not knowing the end result.
Now that I’m writing this my thoughts are, “What if I’m rejected?”
So I decided to walk down the street in my robe and as I walked down the street many cars were passing by and all of a sudden this white man had a video camera and it’s like he was mocking me. Shortly after that I woke up.
“And when they had mocked him, they took off the purple from him, and put his own clothes on him, and led him out to crucify him.” Mark 15:20 KJV
“If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you.”
John 15:18 KJV
So the white man holding the camera could mean a whole lot of things. They are watching the children of Israel and they know who we are. We are awakening and the world is watching us. We need to not be fearful to walk in righteousness. We are his chosen people and he won’t leave or forsake us and we must trust the Most High with the plans that he has for his children. Don’t be afraid to go on this journey. He will protect us everywhere we go but we must believe that he is with us.
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
Revelation on 9-21-2015: Preparing for the Day of Atonement
Shalom Brothers and Sisters! I just got another revelation while the waters poured upon me. I saw a vision where the throne room was getting prepared. I saw the angels gathering and taking their seats in the courtroom in heaven. The angels were saying to themselves,”I hope we have done a good job with preparing his people. They will now be presented to the Father on the throne.” I saw an image of the Father sitting down with Yahshua on his right side. It’s like the court session was about to begin.
I immediately thought about all the preparation that the angels have assisted me with. Back in 2012 the angels were teaching me that I must have my house in order. They taught me that I needed to be purified and they taught me the Father’s commandments. I also stopped eating unclean foods and I became set apart. I had been in the wilderness preparing myself and during this time sin had to be purged out of me and I had to overcome the enemy. I had been tested and tried with many tribulations. I messed up several times but I didn’t give up. The angels were preparing me to become like a wise virgin.
I began my ministry and I have received a wealth of knowledge over the course of 3 years. I have done so much work for the Kingdom of Heaven and I have prepared myself spiritually for the return of Yahshua. I have learned the fruits of the spirit and I have expressed love with my brothers and sisters. I have followed the Lamb everywhere and I have seeked the Most High like never before. It’s like the ministering spirits of heaven were preparing me to become a Bride. I have been going through a transformation for more than 3 years and I received my spiritual awakening code or number and I have been seeing repeating numbers since 2011. I have been experiencing so many things and I have been given many dreams and revelations during this period of time and I have put them on my ministry page to share with my brothers and sisters. But I know that few find wisdom and many people are too busy to read. I’m just glad that I didn’t reject the Holy Spirit and Yahshua when they came knocking on my door. I invited Yahshua in to eat with me and I have eaten the full word and received it gladly even though it was bitter at times. I have endured, kept the faith and experienced some losses during this time but I have received salvation and gained eternal life. HalleluYah! (Praise Yah) for everything that he is doing for me and for the children of Israel. We are truly blessed to have a loving Father. I love you all and please continue to prepare. I was given my robe of righteousness in a dream by an angel and he told me to walk in it. Truly this have been a blessing to share my experiences and testimonies with my people.
Daniel 7:9-10
9 I watched as thrones were put in place
and the Ancient One sat down to judge.
His clothing was as white as snow,
his hair like purest wool.
He sat on a fiery throne
with wheels of blazing fire, 10 and a river of fire was pouring out,
flowing from his presence.
Millions of angels ministered to him;
many millions stood to attend him.
Then the court began its session,
and the books were opened.
Remembering the Sign in the Heavens: September 21, 2012
Shalom brothers and sisters. Just wanted to go over something that happened 3 years ago and this is to the wise. Since today is September 21, 2015 I wanted to reveal some things about September 21, 2012. I had a dream about a calendar. The pages of the calendar were flipping and then the flipping stopped and the calendar was showing the month of September. During this time Comet ISON was the Comet of the Year and everybody was talking about Comet ISON as it was representing the return of Yahshua or the star of Bethlehem. It had an appearance of a comet but it could have been a chariot. Angels have the ability to transform their bodies or chariots to any form. I believe it was one of the angel messages and it was telling the world to prepare for the coming of Yahshua.
Revelation 14:6-7 And I saw another angel fly in the midst of heaven, having the everlasting gospel to preach unto them that dwell on the earth, and to every nation, and kindred, and tongue, and people, Saying with a loud voice, Fear God, and give glory to him; for the hour of his judgment is come: and worship him that made heaven, and earth, and the sea, and the fountains of waters.
Many people who have received the spiritual message started to prepare themselves. Many people were not aware of this comet but Comet ISON brought a lot of revelations and it was a sign in the heaven. I’m quite sure there is still a wealth of information out there on the symbolism of COMET ISON and the path of this comet. Comet ISON was like a Sign of the Son of Man coming and there was a spiritual awakening going on with the children of Israel. Many didn’t know it but Yah was reviving his people and restoring the children of Israel. Comet ISON came to prepare the way for Nibiru/Planet X. As above so below.
1 Corinthians 15:40-41 There are also bodies in the heavens and bodies on the earth. The glory of the heavenly bodies is different from the glory of the earthly bodies. The sun has one kind of glory, while the moon and stars each have another kind. And even the stars differ from each other in their glory.
There was another sign in the heavens and it was Comet Lovejoy. This sign came in December 2011. I know it was a sign because it happened around my birthday. It represented the children of Israel going through the fire and being refined. Zechariah 13:9 And I will bring the third part through the fire, and will refine them as silver is refined, and will try them as gold is tried: they shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will say, It is my people: and they shall say, The LORD is my God.
I just posted this in my other post called Deeper Revelation: The Time is Now! Part 1.
After I cleaned up my house I had to prepare myself spiritually. Water symbolizes a cleansing so I took a long shower it was as if I was being baptized. I was caught up in a vision and I saw myself as a spirit and I was calling out to someone I had known. I was trying to get his attention. In the spirit I had said, “The Lord is my God.” It was a loud cry in the spirit. I kept repeating his name because I wanted him to come home. After meditating on this I was calling out to Yahshua to come and take me home. Kind of like the Bride waiting for Yahshua (the bridegroom). Before I could go home I had to prepare myself.
That vision actually happened in July 2012 so that was 7 months later. Comet LoveJoy survived perihelion. She survived and she went through the fire and that’s what I did. I went to the altar and God refined me, cleansed me and gave me new wings.
The Holy Spirit was sent forth to me and the Holy Spirit is doing a lot of things in my life and also giving me revelation. We must continue to seek the 9 fruits of the spirit and that’s one message Comet LoveJoy was sending because love and joy is included in the fruits of the spirit. Galatians 5:22-23 But the Holy Spirit produces this kind of fruit in our lives: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. There is no law against these things!
I also had a dream that Yahshua chose me out of a crowd of people and I sat with him. I was super excited to see him that I actually jumped on him like a child would when they would see their father. I saw a group of people being chosen out of the crowd and they were all headed towards a burning furnace/chamber. They were going through the fire. In a short time he will raise us up because he told me he would come to get me tomorrow and take me to heaven which that was symbolizing the rapture during his second return. In the dream I knew I had to learn patience because I wanted him to take me right then. He showed me a glimpse of heaven and that is my hope every time I become impatient. I just remember the dreams and visions that he has shown me. More signs will continue to appear.
According to astronomers on November 28, 2013, ISON would lie closest to the Sun. Well I had received a message from a messenger who was holding up a sign on November 28, 2012. This man was dressed in a purple and white garment. He had his head wrapped and he was holding a staff with a red piece of cloth tied around the staff representing the blood of Yahshua, sealing of the Word of God on forehead/door, the red cloak of Elijah and being caught up in a chariot of fire . Also I thought about a scepter. This man represented so many things. It was like he represented the priesthood. A family member of mine said, “Hey look at Moses.” So many things were being revealed to me at that time and it was like another sign of preparation. Moses was used to deliver the children of Israel so that represented that our deliverance was coming. I also remember we were at the stop sign and he was at a stop sign so maybe that was indicating that Moses could not go forward to the Promised Land which was leading me to Joshua which resembles Yahshua. Since Moses was first and then Joshua came afterwards it was revealing the coming of Elijah. So much was being revealed as it led me to the 2 witnesses and God’s people (Old Testament Church and New Testament Church-2 lampstands and the 2 olive trees-Old Testament Believers/Prophets and/New Testament Believers/Prophets) standing before the earth. This messenger was definitely representing a time period. I had been given the name Joshua for my child. This was so amazing.
That messenger could have been sending forth several messages because I saw him on a Wednesday and it was on a full moon. And my sister was getting prepared for her wedding that day and we were looking for a wedding arch and other things. The Most High was telling me to prepare for a Wedding.
Revelation 19:6-8 6 Then I heard again what sounded like the shout of a vast crowd or the roar of mighty ocean waves or the crash of loud thunder:
“Praise the Lord!
For the Lord our God,[b] the Almighty, reigns. 7 Let us be glad and rejoice,
and let us give honor to him.
For the time has come for the wedding feast of the Lamb,
and his bride has prepared herself. 8 She has been given the finest of pure white linen to wear.”
For the fine linen represents the good deeds of God’s holy people.
Parable of the Great Feast
Luke 14:15-23
15Hearing this, a man sitting at the table with Jesus (Yahshua) exclaimed, “What a blessing it will be to attend a banquet[c] in the Kingdom of God!”
16 Jesus replied with this story: “A man prepared a great feast and sent out many invitations. 17 When the banquet was ready, he sent his servant to tell the guests, ‘Come, the banquet is ready.’ 18 But they all began making excuses. One said, ‘I have just bought a field and must inspect it. Please excuse me.’19 Another said, ‘I have just bought five pairs of oxen, and I want to try them out. Please excuse me.’ 20 Another said, ‘I now have a wife, so I can’t come.’21 “The servant returned and told his master what they had said. His master was furious and said, ‘Go quickly into the streets and alleys of the town and invite the poor, the crippled, the blind, and the lame.’ 22 After the servant had done this, he reported, ‘There is still room for more.’ 23 So his master said, ‘Go out into the country lanes and behind the hedges and urge anyone you find to come, so that the house will be full. 24 For none of those I first invited will get even the smallest taste of my banquet.’”
Matthew 25:1-13
Parable of the Ten Bridesmaids
“Then the Kingdom of Heaven will be like ten bridesmaids[a] who took their lamps and went to meet the bridegroom. 2 Five of them were foolish, and five were wise. 3 The five who were foolish didn’t take enough olive oil for their lamps, 4 but the other five were wise enough to take along extra oil. 5 When the bridegroom was delayed, they all became drowsy and fell asleep.
6 “At midnight they were roused by the shout, ‘Look, the bridegroom is coming! Come out and meet him!’
7 “All the bridesmaids got up and prepared their lamps. 8 Then the five foolish ones asked the others, ‘Please give us some of your oil because our lamps are going out.’
9 “But the others replied, ‘We don’t have enough for all of us. Go to a shop and buy some for yourselves.’
10 “But while they were gone to buy oil, the bridegroom came. Then those who were ready went in with him to the marriage feast, and the door was locked.11 Later, when the other five bridesmaids returned, they stood outside, calling, ‘Lord! Lord! Open the door for us!’
12 “But he called back, ‘Believe me, I don’t know you!’
13 “So you, too, must keep watch! For you do not know the day or hour of my return.
So prepare because it’s almost time for the Wedding in Heaven. Also there’s another revelation. Yahshua died on Passover and it was during a full moon and I saw this servant or messenger/angel on a full moon. The purple garments reminded me of a priest and royalty and I remember this verse. Revelation 1:6 states He has made us a Kingdom of priests for God his Father. All glory and power to him forever and ever! Amen. Yahshua is a High Priest, Hebrews 6:20 states Jesus (Yahshua) has already gone in there for us. He has become our eternal High Priest in the order of Melchizedek. Yahshua also had purple garments on before the soldiers took them off of him, John 19:5 states Then came Jesus (Yahshua) forth, wearing the crown of thorns, and the purple robe. And Pilate saith unto them, Behold the man! So brothers and sisters the Most High has blessed me with all these revelations. Those who have ears let them hear what the spirit says. Shalom!
Shalom brothers and sisters! This is a quick message. While people are waiting for a sign to appear like Elijah returning as one of the two witnesses. The spirit of Elijah is already here and it’s upon God’s people. Repent now because Yah’s chosen people are preparing the way for Yahshua’s second return. The children of Israel are being restored right now so please prepare yourselves like the wise virgins.
““Now learn a lesson from the fig tree. When its branches bud and its leaves begin to sprout, you know that summer is near. In the same way, when you see all these things, you can know his return is very near, right at the door.”
Matthew 24:32-33 NLT
Jesus replied, “Elijah is indeed coming first to get everything ready. But I tell you, Elijah has already come, but he wasn’t recognized, and they chose to abuse him. And in the same way they will also make the Son of Man suffer.” Then the disciples realized he was talking about John the Baptist.”
Matthew 17:11-13 NLT
Matthew 7:14 Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
It all began when I watched a video. I remember when I was young and I watched a video tape that I had found in the house. I was curious to know what was on the tape which I had just found. This video was supposed to be hidden and since it was supposed to be hidden I shouldn’t have watched it but as a child I didn’t know any better or did I? I waited till I had the chance to look at the tape and I knew that my parents couldn’t find out what I was doing. Now when I started thinking this way I should have left the tape where I had found it and went on about my day. Instead I took the tape because I wanted to KNOW what was on this tape. My thoughts had to be why is this tape hidden from me? What is on this tape that I’m not supposed to see or know? So at this moment I was in a position to make a choice. It’s either watch the tape or don’t watch the tape. I had a feeling that if I got caught with this tape I would be in trouble. At this point I had a sense of knowing right from wrong. Why else would I have this feeling? It’s like Yah (God) was there and that voice was trying to warn me. He was saying NO my child!
Now that I’m fully aware what was going on it’s like I am experiencing something similar to what happened in the Garden of Eden. The serpent came to me and I listened to his voice instead of listening to my Father’s voice. At this point I became disobedient. I was curious to know what was on that tape and I was determined to find out so I followed the serpent and I decided to sneak out of my room to go watch the tape. It’s like Satan was there the whole time waiting for the opportunity to enter inside of my mind. I welcomed him in because he was going to show me what was on the tape. Keep in mind brothers and sisters all of this is now being revealed to me today. Yah is showing me these things:
What happened to me when I was a child
How my mind became corrupted
How sin formed inside of me by watching and doing something that I was not supposed to do
How I didn’t listen to Yah’s voice
How Satan deceived me by giving me what I wanted at that moment
How the Holy Spirit convicted me
It’s important to know that sin begins in the mind. Your mind is connected to your heart. Once you have your mind set on it then you will act on it or do it. So let me continue on. So when I made the choice to sneak out of my room this indicates that I was doing something wrong. Now as a child I didn’t have the full understanding of all of this because I didn’t have wisdom yet. I quietly went to put the tape in and what I saw was something new. I never saw this before. The video that I watched was Porn. I didn’t know what was going on in the video. My eyes were glued to the television. I started to have all types of thoughts. In my mind I wondered how it felt because they looked as though they were enjoying it, so I wanted to do it to. I was curious at this point. Now it’s no need to get into detail because I’m quite sure most adults know what happens on a porn video. So I saw this as a child and at that point my mind became corrupted. At this moment I wished that I would have never watched that video. Everything that I had known to be pure was corrupted. It’s like I had eaten the forbidden fruit from the tree of knowledge of good and evil. My eyes were opened and I learned something that I was not supposed to learn. This thing which I had learned was full of corruption. At that time I didn’t know how bad this video was that I was watching. I saw many acts being performed I saw masturbation, men and a woman having sex and I believe I saw 2 women having sex and I couldn’t understand why there were 2 women on each other. I just wanted to do it. I wanted to do it because it looked good to them and apparently it felt good so I wanted to experience that same thing one day. It is hard writing this because this is what happened to me and it’s a reason for everything and a time for everything.
I had learned these sexual acts. I don’t remember what happened after that but I wasn’t ready for what was coming. I had let Satan into my mind and this was his opportunity to attack me and this was the starting point. Shortly after this I remember having a sex dream and it was sex with 2 women. I couldn’t understand why I had this type of dream but since I had watched that video the seed was being planted in my mind and it was trying to grow. As I began to get older I began having these thoughts of being with a woman. I didn’t want to have these thoughts but it was stuck in my mind for some reason. I didn’t realize what was happening so I just continued on.
One day I was hanging out with one of my friends and it was in the summer. We were out of school and I was looking forward to going to the 8th grade. This friend of mine seemed to be very attached to me and we were always hanging out at each other’s house. It seem like we were getting too close. At some point we started to play around. I can’t even remember how it all came to be. But one night we were talking and things turned into something else. This was the time I reenacted what I had learned on the video. We played around and things began to get weird because we were in the dark and it seemed like this was planned but I couldn’t understand what was going on. I know now that it was demons around us and controlling us. The evil spirits came upon us. I began to fulfill my own desires and it’s like I was fulfilling the desires of something else. Whatever this something else was I know that it was there that night but I couldn’t see it. After we had done this I finally knew how it felt.
At that moment it was all over I had sinned and this sin is called an abomination. I had laid with a woman first and I didn’t even know a man in that way. I had sex with a woman first. For this is the shame which I have carried for so long. If I had only listened to my Father’s voice I would not have experienced this. I tried to run away from what I did. I didn’t want anyone to know so I kept it a secret for some time. My temple (my body) became corrupted at a young age. I didn’t know anything about demons or evil spirts at that time. My friend and I didn’t even know what we were doing but we knew we had did something and afterwards we didn’t talk about it. Months passed by and things started to get strange with our friendship. We got in a fight and our friendship ended.
When I was in the 8th grade a boy stopped and asked me, “Are you saved?” I looked at him with a confused look on my face. I don’t believe I ever responded. From that time I always wanted to know what that meant. I had no idea what he was talking about. So I just continued on with my life. I had a friend and she was always going to church all the time and I asked her what does being saved mean? She told me about Jesus (Yahshua) and how he died for our sins. I was really interested to know this Jesus. I started to go to church with her and I really enjoyed it because it was fun and I was entertained. There were plays and all kinds of different activity for young kids.
I decided to go to church with her and the date was 12-31-1998. I had wanted a new life with Christ and I remember hearing the pastor preach and he mentioned about getting saved. People were going down the aisle and the church was so packed that night that I was in another room. I wanted to go down the aisle but something was stopping me. I hesitated for a moment. My friend came to me and I told her that I wanted to be saved. After the service she led me to the pastor and I entered into his office and he prayed with me and I was saved. It was a new year Jan. 1, 1999. I felt good and I started to go to church with my friend. I don’t remember being taught how to live a holy life. The adult ministry was separated from the young teens. My understanding at that time was all I had to do was accept the messiah and believe that he died for our sins and that I would be saved. So I continued on not really changing my mindset because I didn’t truly understand the Word. As time went on I started to feel this pain in my knee. The pain got worse so I made a visit to the doctor. He told me that I was just a growing teen but inside of my head I was thinking I don’t think it should hurt this bad. So as it began to get worse I went to see another doctor. He told me that I had Juvenile Arthritis. I looked at him like he was crazy because I thought only old people get arthritis. So at that moment my life changed. I didn’t understand why this had happened to me. I was about to go to High School. I wanted to be a cheerleader and I wanted to dance but I couldn’t. Life became very difficult for me and I was always sad. I didn’t want my classmates to know. I lost a lot of weight and you could see my bones. I was taking a lot of medicine day and night. The pain was horrible it was like someone was stabbing me. The pain started in my knees and it spread all over. It was hard to walk. It came a time when I couldn’t even walk and I had to stay home from school. When I was in school I remember people asking me, what’s wrong with you? They asked this because I was walking with a limp. I was embarrassed and I was mad that this had happened to me. Why Father? Why me? What did I do?
Time went on and I started to feel much better. When I was in the 11th grade I got into a very bad car accident. That day was really weird. I had a boyfriend at that time and that morning before I left to go with my friend he was shaken by a dream that he had. I asked him to tell me what it was about but he didn’t want to tell me for some reason so my friend came to pick me up. Before the accident I remember when I got in the car I didn’t have my seat belt on. Something told me to put it on and shortly after I put it on BOOM. We got in an accident, we hit a car. The other car ran the light and we spun around and hit a pole. The exact moment when I saw that car run the light I knew that it was all over. It happened so fast. The impact was really hard it felt like my body was on fire. The air bag hit my face and I felt like my face was on fire. I felt this vibration going throughout my whole body. I thought I was dead. Something told me to open my eyes so I did. I was scared to open my eyes because I didn’t want to see if anyone had died in this crash and I thought I was badly injured. When I opened my eyes I saw the pole. It came through the car. I couldn’t believe that we all survived this wreck. I jumped out of the car and the first thing I said was, “Thank you Jesus” I was so thankful that he had saved me and my friends. I went to the doctor and my right arm was messed up. My right hand and elbow was swollen badly and that was due to me having arthritis.
I remember calling my boyfriend and I told him about the accident. He got quiet then he told me about the dream he had. He told me that I got in a car accident. I was like what? Why didn’t you tell me this? If I had known this I wouldn’t have went with my friend. But I know this happened because Yah was trying to show me who he is. I knew it was Yah that saved me that day. Shortly after that my friend told me that she was gay and I was shocked. By this time I knew that being gay was a sin. Shortly after this I was set up by my friend and her girlfriend. When I was with this girl more demons entered inside of me. I remember the feeling it was like a tingling sensation and it went all over my body. Remember I had already allowed Satan to dwell inside of me when I was a child and this is when the seed was beginning to grow. It’s like he used people closest to me to pull me in and this is when the sin of homosexuality grew. Eventually I started talking to this girl that my friend had set me up with. My friend and I was in the lifestyle together so nothing else really mattered at that time.
I was so confused for a very long time. I didn’t know if I wanted to be with a woman or a man so I chose both. I figured if God loved me he would love all of me. I was so gone at this point. I was taken over by many demons. They were dwelling inside of me therefore I couldn’t hear the voice of Yah (God) anymore. I was doing the works of Satan. I had given him dominion over my life and I didn’t even realize that I was doing this. I was in complete darkness. I was a walking abomination.
As I began to get older I decided that I wanted to settle down. I desired to be with one person. His dad was a pastor and he told us that we shouldn’t shack up. I was scared because we had sex already. So we decided to get married. We got married out of fear. Everything fell apart because that marriage was done out of fear and not love. I loved him and he loved me but we was still young and we didn’t know about true LOVE. Our marriage fell apart 11 months later and we separated. Eventually we got a divorce. Before we were separated I was trying to get myself together. I started to experience this pain in my hip and it was getting worse. This pain was the worst pain that I have felt in my life. I couldn’t work anymore and I was always crying to Yah asking him to heal me from this pain. The pain kept getting worse and I just couldn’t take it anymore. My friend had told me about this man that delivered some people from illnesses and I wanted to see that man. I had to see him. But it wasn’t time yet so I continued on and one day I said enough is enough. My ex-husband and I were arguing and the first thought was go see that man that my friend was telling me about.
I got up and went towards my car. My ex-husband followed me out to the car and at this point I honestly believe a demon entered inside of him. He got really angry all of a sudden. I never saw this side of him so I knew something else was operating through him. He came and he picked me up. He took me back inside of the house like you not going to leave this house. So I got up again and ran to the car and shut the door really fast. He was trying to open the door and he stood behind the car. I said please move I have to go see this man. But he still didn’t want to move. Finally I was able to leave. I had been praying and praying and asked Yah to provide a way for me to be healed. This was my opportunity. All I had was faith and I wanted to be healed from this pain.
So I went to see this man and we talked about the things that I had done. He told me about demons and this was the first time I had ever learned about demons and demon possession. I wanted to be healed and I believed that I would be healed that day. He prayed with me and he told the demons to leave. The demons was talking and making themselves known. I was crying and I felt these spirits leaving from me and it was like a tingling sensation. Almost like the same feeling when I was with that girl. I was shaken by this but I felt lighter. He told me not to go back to the gay lifestyle. He said if I go back it will get worse. He told me that more demons would come back. He also told me when I walk out the door the enemy will try to come after me. So I left and soon as I opened the door my ex-girlfriend was up there. How did she know I was there? I was scared because he just told me when I leave the enemy will come. I ran to my car and she tried to talk to me I said No and I left. I was driving home and I was still having this sensation as if the process was still happening. I don’t remember how I got home because I wasn’t focused on the road. Yah’s Angels took the wheel for me and drove me home safely. I was excited to tell my ex-husband that I was delivered and that the pain was gone from the arthritis. I told him about the experience that I just had and he told me that I looked refreshed.
After this I wanted to get baptized so I did and after this my life seemed to get worse. It seem like the enemy was coming at me in all angles. I was then separated from my husband and my life went down from there. I went back to the gay lifestyle and I was involved with a girl for close to 4-5 years. I did exactly what I was told not to do. I was led astray and I had no idea of how many demons I had come into contact with at this time. Nobody could tell me anything about my life. I had made up my mind and I was a lesbian. I didn’t care what people had to say about me. I knew what the bible said but I wanted to fulfill my own desires. So I wasn’t aware of what was coming. As time went on I was being abused. A lot of fighting was going on and I even got choked to the point where I had to call the police. I was about to die. I knew this couldn’t end this way. But Yah saved me again. I got away and this time I made a decision to leave that relationship. I packed my things and I left. It wasn’t easy but I knew that I had to make this step. I was still struggling and I still had these feelings and I still was messing with girls. I was being tormented in my sleep. Demons would jump on me and every time I would call the name of Jesus they would leave. I had faith and that’s why it worked. Other times I called on his name the demons didn’t go away as fast. Why is that? I just couldn’t understand why. I was that messed up.
I knew I had some demons surrounding me and they were putting up a fight because they didn’t want to leave from me. They had made themselves comfortable inside of me and I did exactly what they wanted me to do. It’s like I was fulfilling their desires it’s like I had no control. I was possessed once again.
So time went on and I wanted to get completely away from that lifestyle but I still was holding on to it. One day I started to read about demonic strongholds and I discovered more about demonic possessions. The more and more I researched I learned what was happening to me. I had allowed these demons to enter back inside of me. My thoughts were I had to get them out of me. But days went on and it’s like the enemy knew what I was trying to do. My ex-girlfriend tried to get back with me and she was trying to tell me that it was ok to be gay and that being gay was not a sin. It’s like she was twisting the words in the bible. She was trying to deceive me but I was not going to fall for this anymore. So I continued to pray and study. Finally one day I surrendered my life to Yah. And I was delivered again. The same man he used to deliver me the first time was the same man he used to deliver me the second time. Yah had set me free from homosexuality. I will NEVER go back. I have learned so many lessons and it was a big fight at the end. I know Yahshua and his army was present when I was being delivered. I went through a 7 day process and it was tough and my mind had to be renewed. During this time I heard Yah’s voice again as if I was being reunited. I had multiple visions and dreams during this time. I was caught up in the spirit and I experience so many things. I was sent here for a reason and I had to complete my mission. I remember seeing myself fly back to the earth. Today marks 3 years since the day that I surrendered and I praise the Most High and I thank Yahshua all the times for saving me.
He loved me even when I was disobedient. He taught me a lesson and I know that he does not play. My passion is to learn as much as I possibly can. I had spent a lot of time away from him and now I am spending most of my time with him. I love Yah and his commandments. I have been on this amazing journey with Yah and he continues to transform me. If you have struggled with sin it is demons associated with every sin. Some are stronger than others because it depends on your addictions. You can be set free from sin. You must have faith and you must believe in Yahshua. You have to know what’s right from wrong. Demons will try to control you but you have to seek the truth and the truth shall set you free. If you are in too deep it is a very dangerous thing because some of these demons will try to kill you. Turn away from sin NOW. Don’t feed the sin because if you do it will continue to grow. In order to get rid of it you must starve it. Do away with it and remove yourself from people that participate in sin. Get far away from them because they will try to tell you it’s not a sin and that’s with any sin. Study the Word and seek Yah on these matters because there are too many demons out here that are trying to find a home to dwell in. Destroy the enemy and put your armor of God on. This is my testimony brothers and sisters. Shalom! All Glory to the Most High! HalleluYah! Thank you Yahshua.
