Category Archives: Testimony of the Saints
Dreams: Explore my world!
Dreams: Explore my world!
Shalom Brothers and Sisters. I would like to share more dreams with you. I have had so many dreams and visions over the last few years and it’s time to put them out as I remember them. This has been an amazing journey with the Most High. Thank you for reading.
I was in my home and I was cleaning out my closet. I started to pack my clothes and then I just stood by the closet door with my luggage. I was preparing to move. Then suddenly this black warrior angel appeared. He said, “Are you ready?” I said,” Yes and we left together.
I was on a bridge and I was in a car with some other people. Suddenly I looked out the window and I looked towards the sky and I saw something in the clouds. I saw something like lightening shoot through the clouds and it hit the ground. Then appeared a female angel. As I was on the bridge another angel appeared and I believe it was a fallen angel. The fallen angel started running after us and we were trying to get away. We pulled over to the side and behold another angel appeared on the bridge and he appeared to be a mighty warring angel. I believe it was Michael, the archangel. Could this be representing the time when Michael stands up? Daniel 12:1 “At that time Michael, the archangel who stands guard over your nation, will arise. Then there will be a time of anguish greater than any since the nations first came into existence. But at that time every one of your people whose name is written in the book will be rescued.” This angel looked very powerful as he held his weapons in his hand. The fallen angel was determined to get us. I saw the fallen angel running towards us as we hid behind the car on the bridge. I saw Michael take a few steps and he caught up with the fallen angel. Michael was faster and stronger than the fallen angel. We were saved and the dream ended.
I had a dream that I was sitting in my mother’s home with my sister and we were just talking. Then suddenly I felt this powerful feeling throughout my body. As I was being transformed I looked at my sister and she was being transformed and all I could see was a bright light. Her body was glowing and there was so much light surrounding us. She had been transformed right before my eyes in a twinkling of an eye to her new body. 1 Corinthians 15:52 It will happen in a moment, in the blink of an eye, when the last trumpet is blown. For when the trumpet sounds, those who have died will be raised to live forever. And we who are living will also be transformed. After my body was transformed I shot up towards the sky and I was flying really fast. It was like a portal opened up right inside of my mother’s house because we went straight through the roof of the house. I was traveling at the speed of light. It was simply amazing. Then the scene changed in my dream and me and my sister went through a door to my mother’s house and we saw a large table set up. It had all types of fruit and food on the table. It was everything that I had desired. The table had been prepared for us. Was it time to eat with the King? Could everything be almost ready? John 14:3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.
I was in an oceanfront room in a hotel on some beach and the view was beautiful. I looked out the window and I saw huge angels walking across the ocean. In my mind I was trying to figure out what were they doing and what were they about to do. I was amazed at the sight of these huge angelic beings. Then suddenly an angel appeared in some type of moving vehicle (representing a chariot). The angel said, “Are you ready for your appointment?” I said, “Yes,” and I got in the vehicle with the angel and we flew away. Then the scene changed in the dream and I appeared back in the hotel room. I had remembered that I had someone with me so I wanted to see what happened to that person. He was gone! He had vanished and I searched everywhere for him and he wasn’t found. Could this have been the catching away in a chariot of fire? 2 Kings 2:13-18 Elisha picked up Elijah’s cloak, which had fallen when he was taken up. Then Elisha returned to the bank of the Jordan River. He struck the water with Elijah’s cloak and cried out, “Where is the Lord, the God of Elijah?” Then the river divided, and Elisha went across. When the group of prophets from Jericho saw from a distance what happened, they exclaimed, “Elijah’s spirit rests upon Elisha!” And they went to meet him and bowed to the ground before him. “Sir,” they said, “just say the word and fifty of our strongest men will search the wilderness for your master. Perhaps the Spirit of the Lord has left him on some mountain or in some valley.” “No,” Elisha said, “don’t send them.” But they kept urging him until they shamed him into agreeing, and he finally said, “All right, send them.” So fifty men searched for three days but did not find Elijah. Elisha was still at Jericho when they returned. “Didn’t I tell you not to go?” he asked.
The person in my dream was gone when I went to search for him. He got caught up in a chariot also. When I had this dream I was actually staying in a hotel on Daytona Beach with my mother. It was in May 2013.
I was in the city just walking around when I saw something coming in the clouds. I was so excited and I knew inside that it was Yahshua coming. I started to run really fast. I was running through the city and I was passing by a lot of people. They looked up towards the sky but they were not excited like I was. Some people were not paying attention to what was going on. As I was running there were trees and buildings blocking the view and I couldn’t see what was appearing in the clouds. As I ran closer to get a better view I immediately was taken up and I was flying towards the clouds. As I looked down I saw my enemies watching. People were angry and they were fighting with each other. While they were fighting me and other people were caught up by the angels and we left them behind.
It was me and some other people that were captured. Some people had tied us up in a field behind a house. We were chained up like we were prisoners or slaves. Suddenly this object appeared in the sky and it came towards us. I looked up at the object and it flew towards me and I knew it was coming to save me. Immediately I was inside of a moving vehicle or chariot. Instantly I was in another world and I was flying through the sky in heaven. I was like a little child again. There was no fear and all I felt was joy and happiness. This world that I had entered into was so beautiful and it was like God was showing me a part of heaven where children would be playing because I felt childlike. I had never seen anything like this before. I saw colorful rivers, waterfalls, and many islands with different things on it. Other chariots were also flying in the sky. It was so beautiful and it was so colorful. In the dream I was trying to figure out if I was dreaming because I wanted to stay and not wake up. It felt so real. I continued traveling in this chariot across this new world and then suddenly I woke up. Oh how I wanted to go back to this joyful and peaceful place. God gave me this dream because he wanted me to have hope. I desired for him to show me something before I had fell asleep that night and he did.
In one of my dreams I was walking towards a building and this man ran up to me. I looked at him and he said, “You know you have something following you right?” I said, “No what are you talking about.” He pointed up towards the sky and this chariot was above my head. As I walked thechariot followed me. I was so amazed because I did not know that achariot was following me. In the dream I was wondering why everybody was looking at me and also following me. So then I kept walking and all of a sudden I saw thousands of chariots descending from the sky and the chariots were shooting out fire. It was like war on earth between the chariots of the Most High and the people on the earth. Then I woke up.
THE CHARIOTS ARE WITH THE CHILDREN OF ISRAEL. Just because you can’t see them please believe that they are watching over you.
I remember walking on the beach and I saw a lot of people partying. They were having a blast. Then suddenly a tsunami came and wiped them all away. Then I saw this lady that was in the ocean and then appeared this whale. The whale came out of the ocean and swallowed the woman. I then saw the woman inside the belly of the whale. Some time had passed by and I don’t know how long she was inside the whale. Then I saw the whale come out of the ocean and the whale opened its mouth and the lady came forth and she was still alive. She then walked on the beach and walked towards the entrance of the beach. She looked at everyone and the people were trying to figure out why did this happen. Then the dream ended. Luke 17:27 In those days the people enjoyed banquets, and parties and weddings right up to the time Noah entered his boat and the flood came and destroyed them all. Matthew 24:37 When the Son of Man returns, it will be like it was in Noah’s day.
After the dream I thought about Jonah. Are you running away from the Lord? Are you ignoring the call? Have you been sharing your dreams with others? And have you been announcing his judgments?
Jonah 1:1-17 The Lord gave this message to Jonah son of Amittai: 2 “Get up and go to the great city of Nineveh. Announce my judgment against it because I have seen how wicked its people are.” 3 But Jonah got up and went in the opposite direction to get away from the Lord. He went down to the port of Joppa, where he found a ship leaving for Tarshish. He bought a ticket and went on board, hoping to escape from the Lord by sailing to Tarshish. 4 But the Lord hurled a powerful wind over the sea, causing a violent storm that threatened to break the ship apart. 5 Fearing for their lives, the desperate sailors shouted to their gods for help and threw the cargo overboard to lighten the ship. But all this time Jonah was sound asleep down in the hold. 6 So the captain went down after him. “How can you sleep at a time like this?” he shouted. “Get up and pray to your god! Maybe he will pay attention to us and spare our lives.” 7 Then the crew cast lots to see which of them had offended the gods and caused the terrible storm. When they did this, the lots identified Jonah as the culprit.8 “Why has this awful storm come down on us?” they demanded. “Who are you? What is your line of work? What country are you from? What is your nationality?” 9 Jonah answered, “I am a Hebrew, and I worship the Lord, the God of heaven, who made the sea and the land.” 10 The sailors were terrified when they heard this, for he had already told them he was running away from the Lord. “Oh, why did you do it?” they groaned.11 And since the storm was getting worse all the time, they asked him, “What should we do to you to stop this storm?” 12 “Throw me into the sea,” Jonah said, “and it will become calm again. I know that this terrible storm is all my fault.” 13 Instead, the sailors rowed even harder to get the ship to the land. But the stormy sea was too violent for them, and they couldn’t make it. 14 Then they cried out to the Lord, Jonah’s God. “O Lord,” they pleaded, “don’t make us die for this man’s sin. And don’t hold us responsible for his death. O Lord, you have sent this storm upon him for your own good reasons.” 15 Then the sailors picked Jonah up and threw him into the raging sea, and the storm stopped at once! 16 The sailors were awestruck by the Lord’s great power, and they offered him a sacrifice and vowed to serve him.17 Now the Lord had arranged for a great fish to swallow Jonah. And Jonah was inside the fish for three days and three nights.
I had this dream in November 2013. Many warnings have went out. Judgment is coming! Repent or Perish!
Written by Sister Carter
Dream: The 4 Angels/Winds
Dream: The 4 angels/ winds
Shalom brothers and sisters before I get into the dream that I had I just wanted to share with you what I recently did which made me remember the dream that I had about 1 to 2 years ago. Around the day of Atonement I was receiving a lot of revelation and I received in the spirit that the wedding feast is being prepared and it’s almost ready so I immediately had the idea to start inviting people to the wedding. I started invited so many people to my ministry page on facebook and I posted some scriptures regarding the parable of the banquet or the wedding feast. I sent out the invitation to all and someone responded and said, ” I AM CURIOUS AS TO WHY I WOULD BE INVITED TO THIS SITE. BEING A TORAH OBSERVANT HEBREW I AM FORCED TO DECLARE HEREIN, THAT THERE IS NO YASHUA COMING BACK TO SAVE OR JUDGE ANYONE. THE NEW TESTAMENT IS A COLLECTION OF FABLES AND A GREAT DECEPTION DESIGNED TO MISLEAD AND DESTROY THE ELECT. This is only a part of the person’s response and I just wanted to use this as an example.
Now all I did was send the invitation. So that goes to show you that people refuse to come to the wedding feast. I simply responded, “No need for debate. You have made your decision. It’s been documented that you have declined to attend the Wedding Feast. Shalom!”
So brothers and sisters I have done my part and it is a fact that people will refuse to come to the wedding feast. We are in the final stages and this could be the last opportunity for people to accept the messiah. If you refuse to come that’s on you. You don’t have to attend the wedding feast. When Yahshua returns don’t try to change your mind because all who have rejected him will be same ones he reject at his coming. Some of our brothers and sisters are falling away from the truth and they are trying to convince others to follow them. Don’t be deceived! Keep the faith till the end.
I had a dream and I saw 4 huge Angels. One of the Angels headed my way and he came to my home and he picked me up and placed me on his shoulder. I looked down and saw people running towards the angel and they were trying to go with the Angels. The Angels just looked at them and kept on walking. They were not on the list to be gathered. The people were panicking and they couldn’t believe that the Angels walked passed them. Then the scene changed and from my bedroom window I saw the 4 Angels going out their separate ways.
The 4 winds in Revelation 7 came to mind.
“Then I saw four angels standing at the four corners of the earth, holding back the four winds so they did not blow on the earth or the sea, or even on any tree. And I saw another angel coming up from the east, carrying the seal of the living God. And he shouted to those four angels, who had been given power to harm land and sea, “Wait! Don’t harm the land or the sea or the trees until we have placed the seal of God on the foreheads of his servants.” And I heard how many were marked with the seal of God—144,000 were sealed from all the tribes of Israel:” 5 from Judah 12,000 from Reuben 12,000 from Gad 12,000 6 from Asher 12,000 from Naphtali 12,000 from Manasseh 12,000 7 from Simeon 12,000 from Levi 12,000 from Issachar 12,000 8 from Zebulun 12,000 from Joseph 12,000 from Benjamin 12,000
Revelation 7:1-8 NLT
Written by Sister Carter
I am Chosen and Sealed! What about you?
I am Chosen and Sealed! What about you?
I am a daughter of the Most High, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. My Father sent me here to deliver messages to the children of Israel and to all nations, peoples, tongues and kings. I am here to reveal wisdom to those who seek it. As scripture says knowledge will be increased in these last days. I am here to help you see God’s plan for your life and to help you grow spiritually. We need to gather together in truth and help one another in love.
I will continue to do my Father’s will by revealing his mysteries. People don’t have to believe what I bring forth but I will continue to do the will of my Father. Yahshua did the Father’s will and he was obedient and all his children who are called must do the same thing. Knowledge has increased in these last days and prophecy is being fulfilled.
The Most High is revealing so much wisdom in the Old Testament and the New Testament. These 2 testaments are witnesses in these last days and both testify to the truth. All the prophets in the bible have testified to the truth and when we spread their messages they are prophesying again. When prophecy is being fulfilled it proves that they were speaking the truth. The 2 lampstands (Old Testament and the New Testament churches) holds the light and the 2 olive trees are the anointed prophets from the Old Testament and the New Testament. All that is written will be fulfilled. Please continue to share the truth so that a multitude of people can be saved during the great tribulation.
Revelation 7:1-8 And after these things I saw four angels standing on the four corners of the earth, holding the four winds of the earth, that the wind should not blow on the earth, nor on the sea, nor on any tree.
2 And I saw another angel ascending from the east, having the seal of the living God: and he cried with a loud voice to the four angels, to whom it was given to hurt the earth and the sea,
3 Saying, Hurt not the earth, neither the sea, nor the trees, till we have sealed the servants of our God in their foreheads.
4 And I heard the number of them which were sealed: and there were sealed an hundred and forty and four thousand of all the tribes of the children of Israel.
5 Of the tribe of Juda were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Reuben were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Gad were sealed twelve thousand.
6 Of the tribe of Aser were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Nephthalim were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Manasses were sealed twelve thousand.
7 Of the tribe of Simeon were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Levi were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Issachar were sealed twelve thousand.
8 Of the tribe of Zabulon were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Joseph were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Benjamin were sealed twelve thousand.
Revelation 14:1-5 And I looked, and, lo, a Lamb stood on the mount Sion, and with him an hundred forty and four thousand, having his Father’s name written in their foreheads.
2 And I heard a voice from heaven, as the voice of many waters, and as the voice of a great thunder: and I heard the voice of harpers harping with their harps:
3 And they sung as it were a new song before the throne, and before the four beasts, and the elders: and no man could learn that song but the hundred and forty and four thousand, which were redeemed from the earth.
4 These are they which were not defiled with women; for they are virgins. These are they which follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. These were redeemed from among men, being the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb.
5 And in their mouth was found no guile: for they are without fault before the throne of God.
Written by Sister Carter
Dream: The Lion of the Tribe of Judah is Coming!
Dream: The Lion of the Tribe of Judah is Coming!
Shalom Brothers and Sisters! I just wanted to share a dream with you that I had a week or two ago. It was a very short dream and it was straight to the point. I was driving down a long road and while I was driving I saw that something had happened and I looked towards the sky. It seem like some type of explosion or something. Then the scene changed and I was driving down another road and this time I came to a stop and I parked on the side of the street. I looked to the left and I saw a lion show up out of nowhere and the lion was walking down the road. It looked towards me and since I know lions attack I backed up my car and drove away and then I woke up.
Revelation 5:5 And one of the elders saith unto me, Weep not: behold, the Lion of the tribe of Juda, the Root of David, hath prevailed to open the book, and to loose the seven seals thereof.
Genesis 49:8-9 “Judah, your brothers will praise you. You will grasp your enemies by the neck. All your relatives will bow before you.Judah, my son, is a young lion that has finished eating its prey. Like a lion he crouches and lies down; like a lioness–who dares to rouse him?
Written by Sister Carter
Dream on August 13, 2015: Two Witnesses and Yah’s Chosen People
Dream on August 13, 2015: Two Witnesses and Yah’s Chosen People
I had a dream on August 13, 2015. I was in class at some school learning about the two witnesses. There were so many questions about who they were and it seems like all the students were trying to understand more about the 2 witnesses. I remember twins in the class and they were women and for some reason they also represented the 2 witnesses.
This was letting me know that women are also his disciples and that we are called to be like the prophets too. Many people don’t believe that a woman can teach but the woman is a part of God’s ministry.
“And it came to pass afterward, that he went throughout every city and village, preaching and shewing the glad tidings of the kingdom of God: and the twelve were with him, And certain women, which had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities, Mary called Magdalene, out of whom went seven devils, And Joanna the wife of Chuza Herod’s steward, and Susanna, and many others, which ministered unto him of their substance.”Luke 8:1-3 KJV
So as I was leaving class the twins looked at my notes to see what I had learned or written. When I left the school I still didn’t have a full understanding about the 2 witnesses so that just tells me to continue to study the scriptures. When I had this dream I was already seeking wisdom about the 2 witnesses so that was interesting that I was learning about it in my dream.
So after I left school this Hebrew Israelite walked up to me when I was outside. He had locks in his head and he was wearing a green and white garment. I saw others following behind him and they walked the other way. This messenger was holding notes in his hand possibly representing a scroll in his hand and he said, “I have a plan from God.” So at this point this means the Most High was sending his messenger (Angel) to me to reveal his plan for my life. The messenger said, “Put on this robe and walk down the street in it.” For some reason I thought of a purple robe and I also thought about the Hebrew Israelites that are wearing purple garments.
After the dream I was meditating on the messengers words and I ate the scroll and it was sweet like honey.
“I will greatly rejoice in the Lord, my soul shall be joyful in my God; for he hath clothed me with the garments of salvation, he hath covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decketh himself with ornaments, and as a bride adorneth herself with her jewels.” Isaiah 61:10
“Let us be glad and rejoice, and give honour to him: for the marriage of the Lamb is come, and his wife hath made herself ready. And to her was granted that she should be arrayed in fine linen, clean and white: for the fine linen is the righteousness of saints. And he saith unto me, Write, Blessed are they which are called unto the marriage supper of the Lamb. And he saith unto me, These are the true sayings of God.” Revelation 19:7-9 KJV
But in the dream I feared God’s plan for my life and I became afraid. I was thinking the worst. Once I digested the word I was thinking, “What will he require me to do? Would I die?” I was so fearful of what I had to do but in the dream his whole plan wasn’t revealed yet. So I shouldn’t have been afraid in the dream but I should have trusted the Most High with my life which I know now because I understand. I was simply afraid of the unknown.
“Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling.” Philippians 2:12 KJV
“And the voice which I heard from heaven spake unto me again, and said, Go and take the little book which is open in the hand of the angel which standeth upon the sea and upon the earth. And I went unto the angel, and said unto him, Give me the little book. And he said unto me, Take it, and eat it up; and it shall make thy belly bitter, but it shall be in thy mouth sweet as honey. And I took the little book out of the angel’s hand, and ate it up; and it was in my mouth sweet as honey: and as soon as I had eaten it, my belly was bitter. And he said unto me, Thou must prophesy again before many peoples, and nations, and tongues, and kings.” Revelation 10:8-11 KJV
So after he told me to put on the robe. I then appeared in a room to get dressed and while I was getting dressed I still felt a sense of fear. My thoughts were, “What would people say about me if I walk down the street in this robe? I’m a woman and it’s like I’m one of the prophets. I was fearful of what I had to do not knowing the end result.
Now that I’m writing this my thoughts are, “What if I’m rejected?”
So I decided to walk down the street in my robe and as I walked down the street many cars were passing by and all of a sudden this white man had a video camera and it’s like he was mocking me. Shortly after that I woke up.
“And when they had mocked him, they took off the purple from him, and put his own clothes on him, and led him out to crucify him.” Mark 15:20 KJV
“If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you.”
John 15:18 KJV
So the white man holding the camera could mean a whole lot of things. They are watching the children of Israel and they know who we are. We are awakening and the world is watching us. We need to not be fearful to walk in righteousness. We are his chosen people and he won’t leave or forsake us and we must trust the Most High with the plans that he has for his children. Don’t be afraid to go on this journey. He will protect us everywhere we go but we must believe that he is with us.
Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
Written by Sister Carter
Revelation on 9-21-2015: Preparing for the Day of Atonement
Revelation on 9-21-2015: Preparing for the Day of Atonement
Shalom Brothers and Sisters! I just got another revelation while the waters poured upon me. I saw a vision where the throne room was getting prepared. I saw the angels gathering and taking their seats in the courtroom in heaven. The angels were saying to themselves,”I hope we have done a good job with preparing his people. They will now be presented to the Father on the throne.” I saw an image of the Father sitting down with Yahshua on his right side. It’s like the court session was about to begin.
I immediately thought about all the preparation that the angels have assisted me with. Back in 2012 the angels were teaching me that I must have my house in order. They taught me that I needed to be purified and they taught me the Father’s commandments. I also stopped eating unclean foods and I became set apart. I had been in the wilderness preparing myself and during this time sin had to be purged out of me and I had to overcome the enemy. I had been tested and tried with many tribulations. I messed up several times but I didn’t give up. The angels were preparing me to become like a wise virgin.
I began my ministry and I have received a wealth of knowledge over the course of 3 years. I have done so much work for the Kingdom of Heaven and I have prepared myself spiritually for the return of Yahshua. I have learned the fruits of the spirit and I have expressed love with my brothers and sisters. I have followed the Lamb everywhere and I have seeked the Most High like never before. It’s like the ministering spirits of heaven were preparing me to become a Bride. I have been going through a transformation for more than 3 years and I received my spiritual awakening code or number and I have been seeing repeating numbers since 2011. I have been experiencing so many things and I have been given many dreams and revelations during this period of time and I have put them on my ministry page to share with my brothers and sisters. But I know that few find wisdom and many people are too busy to read. I’m just glad that I didn’t reject the Holy Spirit and Yahshua when they came knocking on my door. I invited Yahshua in to eat with me and I have eaten the full word and received it gladly even though it was bitter at times. I have endured, kept the faith and experienced some losses during this time but I have received salvation and gained eternal life. HalleluYah! (Praise Yah) for everything that he is doing for me and for the children of Israel. We are truly blessed to have a loving Father. I love you all and please continue to prepare. I was given my robe of righteousness in a dream by an angel and he told me to walk in it. Truly this have been a blessing to share my experiences and testimonies with my people.
Daniel 7:9-10
9 I watched as thrones were put in place
and the Ancient One sat down to judge.
His clothing was as white as snow,
his hair like purest wool.
He sat on a fiery throne
with wheels of blazing fire,
10 and a river of fire was pouring out,
flowing from his presence.
Millions of angels ministered to him;
many millions stood to attend him.
Then the court began its session,
and the books were opened.
Written by Sister Carter
Prepare yourself! Yahshua is coming soon!
Shalom brothers and sisters! This is a quick message. While people are waiting for a sign to appear like Elijah returning as one of the two witnesses. The spirit of Elijah is already here and it’s upon God’s people. Repent now because Yah’s chosen people are preparing the way for Yahshua’s second return. The children of Israel are being restored right now so please prepare yourselves like the wise virgins.
““Now learn a lesson from the fig tree. When its branches bud and its leaves begin to sprout, you know that summer is near. In the same way, when you see all these things, you can know his return is very near, right at the door.”
Matthew 24:32-33 NLT
Jesus replied, “Elijah is indeed coming first to get everything ready. But I tell you, Elijah has already come, but he wasn’t recognized, and they chose to abuse him. And in the same way they will also make the Son of Man suffer.” Then the disciples realized he was talking about John the Baptist.”
Matthew 17:11-13 NLT
Battling Demons: My Testimony
Matthew 7:14 Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
It all began when I watched a video. I remember when I was young and I watched a video tape that I had found in the house. I was curious to know what was on the tape which I had just found. This video was supposed to be hidden and since it was supposed to be hidden I shouldn’t have watched it but as a child I didn’t know any better or did I? I waited till I had the chance to look at the tape and I knew that my parents couldn’t find out what I was doing. Now when I started thinking this way I should have left the tape where I had found it and went on about my day. Instead I took the tape because I wanted to KNOW what was on this tape. My thoughts had to be why is this tape hidden from me? What is on this tape that I’m not supposed to see or know? So at this moment I was in a position to make a choice. It’s either watch the tape or don’t watch the tape. I had a feeling that if I got caught with this tape I would be in trouble. At this point I had a sense of knowing right from wrong. Why else would I have this feeling? It’s like Yah (God) was there and that voice was trying to warn me. He was saying NO my child!
Now that I’m fully aware what was going on it’s like I am experiencing something similar to what happened in the Garden of Eden. The serpent came to me and I listened to his voice instead of listening to my Father’s voice. At this point I became disobedient. I was curious to know what was on that tape and I was determined to find out so I followed the serpent and I decided to sneak out of my room to go watch the tape. It’s like Satan was there the whole time waiting for the opportunity to enter inside of my mind. I welcomed him in because he was going to show me what was on the tape. Keep in mind brothers and sisters all of this is now being revealed to me today. Yah is showing me these things:
- What happened to me when I was a child
- How my mind became corrupted
- How sin formed inside of me by watching and doing something that I was not supposed to do
- How I didn’t listen to Yah’s voice
- How Satan deceived me by giving me what I wanted at that moment
- How the Holy Spirit convicted me
It’s important to know that sin begins in the mind. Your mind is connected to your heart. Once you have your mind set on it then you will act on it or do it. So let me continue on. So when I made the choice to sneak out of my room this indicates that I was doing something wrong. Now as a child I didn’t have the full understanding of all of this because I didn’t have wisdom yet. I quietly went to put the tape in and what I saw was something new. I never saw this before. The video that I watched was Porn. I didn’t know what was going on in the video. My eyes were glued to the television. I started to have all types of thoughts. In my mind I wondered how it felt because they looked as though they were enjoying it, so I wanted to do it to. I was curious at this point. Now it’s no need to get into detail because I’m quite sure most adults know what happens on a porn video. So I saw this as a child and at that point my mind became corrupted. At this moment I wished that I would have never watched that video. Everything that I had known to be pure was corrupted. It’s like I had eaten the forbidden fruit from the tree of knowledge of good and evil. My eyes were opened and I learned something that I was not supposed to learn. This thing which I had learned was full of corruption. At that time I didn’t know how bad this video was that I was watching. I saw many acts being performed I saw masturbation, men and a woman having sex and I believe I saw 2 women having sex and I couldn’t understand why there were 2 women on each other. I just wanted to do it. I wanted to do it because it looked good to them and apparently it felt good so I wanted to experience that same thing one day. It is hard writing this because this is what happened to me and it’s a reason for everything and a time for everything.
I had learned these sexual acts. I don’t remember what happened after that but I wasn’t ready for what was coming. I had let Satan into my mind and this was his opportunity to attack me and this was the starting point. Shortly after this I remember having a sex dream and it was sex with 2 women. I couldn’t understand why I had this type of dream but since I had watched that video the seed was being planted in my mind and it was trying to grow. As I began to get older I began having these thoughts of being with a woman. I didn’t want to have these thoughts but it was stuck in my mind for some reason. I didn’t realize what was happening so I just continued on.
One day I was hanging out with one of my friends and it was in the summer. We were out of school and I was looking forward to going to the 8th grade. This friend of mine seemed to be very attached to me and we were always hanging out at each other’s house. It seem like we were getting too close. At some point we started to play around. I can’t even remember how it all came to be. But one night we were talking and things turned into something else. This was the time I reenacted what I had learned on the video. We played around and things began to get weird because we were in the dark and it seemed like this was planned but I couldn’t understand what was going on. I know now that it was demons around us and controlling us. The evil spirits came upon us. I began to fulfill my own desires and it’s like I was fulfilling the desires of something else. Whatever this something else was I know that it was there that night but I couldn’t see it. After we had done this I finally knew how it felt.
At that moment it was all over I had sinned and this sin is called an abomination. I had laid with a woman first and I didn’t even know a man in that way. I had sex with a woman first. For this is the shame which I have carried for so long. If I had only listened to my Father’s voice I would not have experienced this. I tried to run away from what I did. I didn’t want anyone to know so I kept it a secret for some time. My temple (my body) became corrupted at a young age. I didn’t know anything about demons or evil spirts at that time. My friend and I didn’t even know what we were doing but we knew we had did something and afterwards we didn’t talk about it. Months passed by and things started to get strange with our friendship. We got in a fight and our friendship ended.
When I was in the 8th grade a boy stopped and asked me, “Are you saved?” I looked at him with a confused look on my face. I don’t believe I ever responded. From that time I always wanted to know what that meant. I had no idea what he was talking about. So I just continued on with my life. I had a friend and she was always going to church all the time and I asked her what does being saved mean? She told me about Jesus (Yahshua) and how he died for our sins. I was really interested to know this Jesus. I started to go to church with her and I really enjoyed it because it was fun and I was entertained. There were plays and all kinds of different activity for young kids.
I decided to go to church with her and the date was 12-31-1998. I had wanted a new life with Christ and I remember hearing the pastor preach and he mentioned about getting saved. People were going down the aisle and the church was so packed that night that I was in another room. I wanted to go down the aisle but something was stopping me. I hesitated for a moment. My friend came to me and I told her that I wanted to be saved. After the service she led me to the pastor and I entered into his office and he prayed with me and I was saved. It was a new year Jan. 1, 1999. I felt good and I started to go to church with my friend. I don’t remember being taught how to live a holy life. The adult ministry was separated from the young teens. My understanding at that time was all I had to do was accept the messiah and believe that he died for our sins and that I would be saved. So I continued on not really changing my mindset because I didn’t truly understand the Word. As time went on I started to feel this pain in my knee. The pain got worse so I made a visit to the doctor. He told me that I was just a growing teen but inside of my head I was thinking I don’t think it should hurt this bad. So as it began to get worse I went to see another doctor. He told me that I had Juvenile Arthritis. I looked at him like he was crazy because I thought only old people get arthritis. So at that moment my life changed. I didn’t understand why this had happened to me. I was about to go to High School. I wanted to be a cheerleader and I wanted to dance but I couldn’t. Life became very difficult for me and I was always sad. I didn’t want my classmates to know. I lost a lot of weight and you could see my bones. I was taking a lot of medicine day and night. The pain was horrible it was like someone was stabbing me. The pain started in my knees and it spread all over. It was hard to walk. It came a time when I couldn’t even walk and I had to stay home from school. When I was in school I remember people asking me, what’s wrong with you? They asked this because I was walking with a limp. I was embarrassed and I was mad that this had happened to me. Why Father? Why me? What did I do?
Time went on and I started to feel much better. When I was in the 11th grade I got into a very bad car accident. That day was really weird. I had a boyfriend at that time and that morning before I left to go with my friend he was shaken by a dream that he had. I asked him to tell me what it was about but he didn’t want to tell me for some reason so my friend came to pick me up. Before the accident I remember when I got in the car I didn’t have my seat belt on. Something told me to put it on and shortly after I put it on BOOM. We got in an accident, we hit a car. The other car ran the light and we spun around and hit a pole. The exact moment when I saw that car run the light I knew that it was all over. It happened so fast. The impact was really hard it felt like my body was on fire. The air bag hit my face and I felt like my face was on fire. I felt this vibration going throughout my whole body. I thought I was dead. Something told me to open my eyes so I did. I was scared to open my eyes because I didn’t want to see if anyone had died in this crash and I thought I was badly injured. When I opened my eyes I saw the pole. It came through the car. I couldn’t believe that we all survived this wreck. I jumped out of the car and the first thing I said was, “Thank you Jesus” I was so thankful that he had saved me and my friends. I went to the doctor and my right arm was messed up. My right hand and elbow was swollen badly and that was due to me having arthritis.
I remember calling my boyfriend and I told him about the accident. He got quiet then he told me about the dream he had. He told me that I got in a car accident. I was like what? Why didn’t you tell me this? If I had known this I wouldn’t have went with my friend. But I know this happened because Yah was trying to show me who he is. I knew it was Yah that saved me that day. Shortly after that my friend told me that she was gay and I was shocked. By this time I knew that being gay was a sin. Shortly after this I was set up by my friend and her girlfriend. When I was with this girl more demons entered inside of me. I remember the feeling it was like a tingling sensation and it went all over my body. Remember I had already allowed Satan to dwell inside of me when I was a child and this is when the seed was beginning to grow. It’s like he used people closest to me to pull me in and this is when the sin of homosexuality grew. Eventually I started talking to this girl that my friend had set me up with. My friend and I was in the lifestyle together so nothing else really mattered at that time.
I was so confused for a very long time. I didn’t know if I wanted to be with a woman or a man so I chose both. I figured if God loved me he would love all of me. I was so gone at this point. I was taken over by many demons. They were dwelling inside of me therefore I couldn’t hear the voice of Yah (God) anymore. I was doing the works of Satan. I had given him dominion over my life and I didn’t even realize that I was doing this. I was in complete darkness. I was a walking abomination.
As I began to get older I decided that I wanted to settle down. I desired to be with one person. His dad was a pastor and he told us that we shouldn’t shack up. I was scared because we had sex already. So we decided to get married. We got married out of fear. Everything fell apart because that marriage was done out of fear and not love. I loved him and he loved me but we was still young and we didn’t know about true LOVE. Our marriage fell apart 11 months later and we separated. Eventually we got a divorce. Before we were separated I was trying to get myself together. I started to experience this pain in my hip and it was getting worse. This pain was the worst pain that I have felt in my life. I couldn’t work anymore and I was always crying to Yah asking him to heal me from this pain. The pain kept getting worse and I just couldn’t take it anymore. My friend had told me about this man that delivered some people from illnesses and I wanted to see that man. I had to see him. But it wasn’t time yet so I continued on and one day I said enough is enough. My ex-husband and I were arguing and the first thought was go see that man that my friend was telling me about.
I got up and went towards my car. My ex-husband followed me out to the car and at this point I honestly believe a demon entered inside of him. He got really angry all of a sudden. I never saw this side of him so I knew something else was operating through him. He came and he picked me up. He took me back inside of the house like you not going to leave this house. So I got up again and ran to the car and shut the door really fast. He was trying to open the door and he stood behind the car. I said please move I have to go see this man. But he still didn’t want to move. Finally I was able to leave. I had been praying and praying and asked Yah to provide a way for me to be healed. This was my opportunity. All I had was faith and I wanted to be healed from this pain.
So I went to see this man and we talked about the things that I had done. He told me about demons and this was the first time I had ever learned about demons and demon possession. I wanted to be healed and I believed that I would be healed that day. He prayed with me and he told the demons to leave. The demons was talking and making themselves known. I was crying and I felt these spirits leaving from me and it was like a tingling sensation. Almost like the same feeling when I was with that girl. I was shaken by this but I felt lighter. He told me not to go back to the gay lifestyle. He said if I go back it will get worse. He told me that more demons would come back. He also told me when I walk out the door the enemy will try to come after me. So I left and soon as I opened the door my ex-girlfriend was up there. How did she know I was there? I was scared because he just told me when I leave the enemy will come. I ran to my car and she tried to talk to me I said No and I left. I was driving home and I was still having this sensation as if the process was still happening. I don’t remember how I got home because I wasn’t focused on the road. Yah’s Angels took the wheel for me and drove me home safely. I was excited to tell my ex-husband that I was delivered and that the pain was gone from the arthritis. I told him about the experience that I just had and he told me that I looked refreshed.
After this I wanted to get baptized so I did and after this my life seemed to get worse. It seem like the enemy was coming at me in all angles. I was then separated from my husband and my life went down from there. I went back to the gay lifestyle and I was involved with a girl for close to 4-5 years. I did exactly what I was told not to do. I was led astray and I had no idea of how many demons I had come into contact with at this time. Nobody could tell me anything about my life. I had made up my mind and I was a lesbian. I didn’t care what people had to say about me. I knew what the bible said but I wanted to fulfill my own desires. So I wasn’t aware of what was coming. As time went on I was being abused. A lot of fighting was going on and I even got choked to the point where I had to call the police. I was about to die. I knew this couldn’t end this way. But Yah saved me again. I got away and this time I made a decision to leave that relationship. I packed my things and I left. It wasn’t easy but I knew that I had to make this step. I was still struggling and I still had these feelings and I still was messing with girls. I was being tormented in my sleep. Demons would jump on me and every time I would call the name of Jesus they would leave. I had faith and that’s why it worked. Other times I called on his name the demons didn’t go away as fast. Why is that? I just couldn’t understand why. I was that messed up.
I knew I had some demons surrounding me and they were putting up a fight because they didn’t want to leave from me. They had made themselves comfortable inside of me and I did exactly what they wanted me to do. It’s like I was fulfilling their desires it’s like I had no control. I was possessed once again.
So time went on and I wanted to get completely away from that lifestyle but I still was holding on to it. One day I started to read about demonic strongholds and I discovered more about demonic possessions. The more and more I researched I learned what was happening to me. I had allowed these demons to enter back inside of me. My thoughts were I had to get them out of me. But days went on and it’s like the enemy knew what I was trying to do. My ex-girlfriend tried to get back with me and she was trying to tell me that it was ok to be gay and that being gay was not a sin. It’s like she was twisting the words in the bible. She was trying to deceive me but I was not going to fall for this anymore. So I continued to pray and study. Finally one day I surrendered my life to Yah. And I was delivered again. The same man he used to deliver me the first time was the same man he used to deliver me the second time. Yah had set me free from homosexuality. I will NEVER go back. I have learned so many lessons and it was a big fight at the end. I know Yahshua and his army was present when I was being delivered. I went through a 7 day process and it was tough and my mind had to be renewed. During this time I heard Yah’s voice again as if I was being reunited. I had multiple visions and dreams during this time. I was caught up in the spirit and I experience so many things. I was sent here for a reason and I had to complete my mission. I remember seeing myself fly back to the earth. Today marks 3 years since the day that I surrendered and I praise the Most High and I thank Yahshua all the times for saving me.
He loved me even when I was disobedient. He taught me a lesson and I know that he does not play. My passion is to learn as much as I possibly can. I had spent a lot of time away from him and now I am spending most of my time with him. I love Yah and his commandments. I have been on this amazing journey with Yah and he continues to transform me. If you have struggled with sin it is demons associated with every sin. Some are stronger than others because it depends on your addictions. You can be set free from sin. You must have faith and you must believe in Yahshua. You have to know what’s right from wrong. Demons will try to control you but you have to seek the truth and the truth shall set you free. If you are in too deep it is a very dangerous thing because some of these demons will try to kill you. Turn away from sin NOW. Don’t feed the sin because if you do it will continue to grow. In order to get rid of it you must starve it. Do away with it and remove yourself from people that participate in sin. Get far away from them because they will try to tell you it’s not a sin and that’s with any sin. Study the Word and seek Yah on these matters because there are too many demons out here that are trying to find a home to dwell in. Destroy the enemy and put your armor of God on. This is my testimony brothers and sisters. Shalom! All Glory to the Most High! HalleluYah! Thank you Yahshua.
Written by Sister Carter








