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Awakening to Oneness & Returning to Love: Remembering My Higher Self Within the One Infinite Creator!

Greetings to all my brothers and sisters of light. For a while I’ve been attuning to messages from other beings in this solar system and beyond. I’ve taken a journey back to the past to discover many messages given from the saucer people. Certain individuals have been contacted by beings from other worlds within our star system. It feels like there’s a grand plan, one set in motion long before any of our incarnations. Since starting this ministry page in 2015, I’ve been inspired to share my dreams, visions, thoughts, and the inner wisdom and knowledge I’ve gained throughout my spiritual awakening journey. I’ve undergone a great transformation in my life and it’s because of Yahshua Ha’Hamashiach (Jesus Christ).

As time went on, Christ Consciousness awakened within me, and I genuinely felt more alive in spirit—whole, perfect, and complete. I think of this aspect of myself as my higher self, where I’ve already achieved a state of perfection. It’s hard to explain, but the past, present, and future all exist in this moment, so in another time and space, I’m my future self, already having experienced many things, maybe even life on many different worlds. Here on Earth, I’m going through a process of refinement, a journey of inner transformation. I believe I am part of the New Creation that Christ has brought into being through the original thought of Love, which gave birth to all Light in the Universe. We are all Light, and everything around us is Light. His teachings on Oneness with the Heavenly Father, the One Infinite Creator with whom we are all united, have truly helped me see beyond and into the Infinite Mind of the Creator.

At times while contemplating the Universe and Creation I focused upon merging with the mind of Christ. In a moment of pure thought, I pictured myself inside his mind, seeing the world through his eyes and understanding his view of creation. I yearned to witness the beginning of all of creation. To me, Yahshua was the source of purity and love, and I wanted to see and understand reality through his perspective. It felt like I was hidden away inside of him, a spark of divine light living in the mind of the Creator, a light unseen but deeply felt. I’ve come to realize that I am pure love, created from pure love, just as you were at the beginning of Creation. On this spiritual journey, I’ve called myself Invisible Love because in this world, I’ve often gone unseen, quietly sharing and giving my endless love behind the scenes. Even those who know me can’t truly see my love or understand who I really am.

I tried many times to express my higher self, but no matter what I said, that aspect of me never seemed to be understood. It took me years to figure out why they never seemed to notice me. They couldn’t see the higher light in me because they didn’t recognize their own higher self. I sought the Creator for understanding, and it became clear why things are the way they are on Earth. For so long I’ve felt out of place in this world, and I thought I didn’t belong. Before my awakening, it seemed like I fit in well, but that was because I was still dwelling in the darkness of ignorance. There have been so many things I needed to learn, and I guess this incarnation gave me the chance to look deeper within myself to discover more about the One Infinite Creator. From the lower realm of Earth, I felt I could expand my consciousness to new heights, but to do that, I had to go through certain experiences in life that pushed me to seek the Creator like never before.

I guess a life filled with hardship, hurt, and pain can lead to this. In my pain and brokenheartedness, I’ve sought the Creator more than ever, and thoughts of Him fill my mind every day. My heart is drawn to the One Infinite Creator, and I’m in love with the Mind of the Creator. I cherish His creation and am constantly in awe as I uncover the wonders of the universe. The Creator fills me with a happiness I can’t quite put into words—a wave of joy, love, and bliss that washes over me. Life feels amazing, and my thoughts drift to His original creation, a higher realm of love where light, peace, and unity exist forever. I often refer to it as the original program of love, the blueprint or plan of creation for man—his perfect design.

For many years, I saw myself as a hidden thought in the mind of the Creator, and it was the light of Yahshua that guided me straight to the Source of us all. The light of Yahshua truly awakened me. Every soul experiences a unique encounter with God, and for me, Yahshua was the key & he opened the doorway to heaven for me. I’ve kept Yahshua at the center of my heart my whole life, and it was love that opened the doorway to the realms above, where I met my higher self. Love had always been within me from the start, but I just needed to remember who I truly was. I’m so grateful that Yahshua has guided me on my spiritual journey. I feel I’ll always be devoted to serving him and his holy kingdom. I’m so grateful to him for being the one who remembered me.

I reached out to him when I was in darkness, and he responded. He provided an opportunity for me to change my path. I immediately saw it as a sign from heaven. It was as though the Creator heard my prayers and Yahshua was sent to deliver me on Earth from the enemy. For me, it felt like I was shown a way out of the Kingdom of Darkness (Ignorance), a place where Satan or the Shadow Self reigns in ignorance. I had clearly taken a path that led me away from the kingdom of God, and I didn’t know the truth for myself. At that time in my life, I hadn’t truly experienced the love and light of the One Infinite Creator, as I was unaware and still asleep. There were many times when God protected me throughout my life, but I didn’t really understand life or know much about his word, since I wasn’t taught much about God while growing up. So, for 27 years of my life, I slumbered in darkness having no spiritual knowledge.

During those years of my life, I wasn’t spiritually aware or awake. I had clearly made some choices that were not wise at all, but I had no understanding of myself or of God, so I was stumbling in the darkness and completely unaware of the light and love within me. I realized later that I needed to open myself up to receive the love and light of the Creator. But at this moment in time, I know that everything in my life happened for a reason and it all occurred in God’s divine timing. I couldn’t fully understand what was happening in my life, but I learned not to rely solely on my own perspective. There was something bigger at play that I just couldn’t put my finger on. I guess God’s plan was already in motion, but I couldn’t quite grasp what it meant for my life. I often find myself reflecting on the past to see how the plan for my life began. So much can go unnoticed until we take the time to sit, think, and remember the events and moments that brought us to where we are now.

I can’t stop thinking about how Yahshua saved me & how he and the forces of light had my back on July 2, 2012, when I was attacked by dark forces. I wonder at times if the angels in heaven intervened that day to save me. It’s deeply personal, and Yahshua truly knows how much he and the holy angels mean to me on my spiritual journey. He saved my soul from the depths of the lower realms on Earth. I feel like I was given another chance at life. At times we as humans tend to express our deepest emotions from the center of our hearts. Sometimes it’s hard to find the perfect words to really capture what we’ve been through. For me at times I haven’t chosen the best words to describe my earthly experiences. Sometimes I say the first word that comes to my mind without truly given it thought in what I am really saying. I revisit those moments and explore more deeply what I was trying to express inside myself to better understand what my soul is trying to express in this realm.

As I spent time in deep contemplation, seeking both the light of the Creator and the darkness within us all, I came to realize that many souls on Earth have expressed their lower selves, feeling bound to the lowest realms of existence, often referred to as hell. I wanted to understand the concept of hell from the perspective of human consciousness, and I grasped it well because I had already experienced it before my spiritual awakening. It could be likened to a state of lower consciousness brought about & shaped by the collective human mind through sin, ignorance, and error, manifesting as a hidden subterranean realm—a kingdom of darkness—within the Earth. I suppose humans might be unknowingly shaping this illusory lower realm through their own shadow selves. I believe the mind of God is powerful, and that thoughts eventually become reality, forming & creating higher or lower realities.

I hope that all of humanity becomes spiritually aware of the true self, the higher self, so that our divine nature can be fully expressed on Earth. Surely, we could experience heaven on Earth if we all chose to take the higher path. I feel that each of us has journeyed through the realms of darkness in this world, navigating between light and shadow. With our free will, we have the power to align ourselves with what our hearts truly desire. I continually express gratitude to the Creator of All and to his son Yahshua because my soul was delivered from the depths of the lower realm of consciousness. I reconnected with my higher self and found my way back to Love, the eternal light of the Creator. As I thought about my life, I needed to dive deep into my soul. I chose to confront my inner darkness, even though it scared me and filled me with fear. I had a dream that played out in my subconscious mind. At one point, I found myself opening a door, a sign that I was ready to confront my inner darkness, so I stepped inside the room. I guess my mind created a hidden room buried deep within itself, and it was up to me to unlock the door to this secret chamber.

I don’t know, but I’ve always felt like the mind is a labyrinth filled with countless rooms and chambers. It’s such as mystery to me and I know there’s more to this, but I shall explore that subject more deeply at a later time. As I stepped into the chamber, a dark substance—like a column of dark energy—stood at the entrance, almost as if guarding the entrance. I couldn’t pass any further until I looked into the column of dark energy. What hid in the darkness of the self? I had no idea. I wasn’t sure what might come to light within me. I realized that when I looked into the column of dark energy forming, it seemed to create its own atmosphere, shaped by the thoughts that flowed through it, almost as if the dark energy itself was giving rise to thought; my thoughts which projected fear of self for a quick and short moment.

I later realized that my own lower self and negative thoughts created lower vibrations, causing a form to start manifesting within the dark substance. In a vision, a shadowy figure began to form, and I thought it could be Satan. I quickly looked away, unwilling to let my fears take hold. I kept moving, passing the entrance and leaving that dark presence behind and I said, “I defeat the darkness in me.” Afterwards, I found myself going through a remarkable transformation, witnessing several different forms and expressions of myself as I stood there. It felt like snapshots of myself across time, capturing the transformation of my being. I guess I was in the process of transmuting my darkness into light. It was obvious my higher self was showing me this in the hidden chamber. I was brought there to confront my shadow self, the beast within me. I would defeat Satan, the embodiment of darkness, and overcome my shadow self. I would receive the light of the Creator and be restored. This vision happened on February 16, 2018, the same day I experienced my Zero-Point moment, and it makes me believe that I aligned with my higher self as a Sirian being. I’ll revisit this at another time.

As I reflect more on the shadowy figure at the gate, I realize it only appeared because of my own thoughts. When fear took hold, it gave shape to something dark, and in my mind, it became Satan. We fear Satan, yet he is merely a manifestation of our lower thoughts. One can imagine all that the collective human mind has shaped and brought to life, both on Earth and within its hidden realms. As I reflected on my shadow self, which projected a false reality within the shadow realm of earth, I saw the lower expressions of my human nature. In the light of the Creator, my shadow was exposed, and the truth came forth. All my sins were laid before me, and through them, I came to see my own darkness and ignorance. These sinful things had kept me bound to a lower realm, and this was never how it was supposed to be from the beginning.

As I began learning my lessons on Earth, I sought the Creator for greater light and longed for knowledge, especially of a spiritual nature. I came to realize that everything I had chosen to do while I was living in darkness was driven by my own selfish desires, and it brought me no real love—only pain, illness, heartbreak, and misery. It’s wild to think that before I even came to this realization, I had already gone through a resurrection moment in the first week of July during my 2012 spiritual awakening. I was just starting to tap into higher consciousness. It was only the beginning, but on July 4, 2012, I had a vision where I gave birth to my higher self. Time is fascinating. Honestly, the past, present, and future all exist at the same time. By the end of that week, after merging with my higher self, it felt like my consciousness was lifted and carried to a higher realm, as though my higher mind had been restored. I often describe that experience as a resurrection.

On the seventh day of my spiritual awakening experience, when I stepped outside, the atmosphere of Earth felt different. To me, it was like experiencing a New Earth and a New Heaven. I felt a shift in the Earth’s energy, aligning me with my higher self, as though I had effortlessly returned to my natural state in the realm of paradise. It felt as if the gates of heaven had opened on Earth, reconnecting me with the higher realms where I could freely speak with the angels. I could hear them speaking to me through telepathy. It felt like God had given me a brief glimpse of a higher realm here on Earth. It felt like I had been resurrected into new life yet at the same time I didn’t experience physical death. The old version of me in the past had passed away, and I merged with my higher self. I became a new being, fully aware of the shift from a lower state of consciousness to a higher one, all without going through physical death.

I believe that one day, those of us who choose the path of ascension will move on from this realm into a higher world, home to a more spiritually advanced civilization. There, we’ll find a paradise filled with eternal love and light, where we can enjoy a long and fulfilling life. We’ll live in harmony with our brothers and sisters from countless worlds across the universe, continuing to serve one another in the kingdom of heaven with love and light. During this spiritual journey, I’ve imagined countless possibilities and envisioned many creations. In those moments, I felt connected to a higher reality where death didn’t happen in the usual ways it does on Earth. The concept was about shifting from one state of consciousness to another using a crystalline stasis chamber. It’s hard to explain, but you simply step inside, drift off to sleep, and awaken in a different body in an entirely new world or dimension. You’d drift into a peaceful transit sleep as you journey to the realm where you’ll awaken in the resurrection hall. There, your newly formed body will be ready for your consciousness to settle into it.

Somehow, I can envision consciousness as an orb of light traveling through the cosmic web, an interdimensional network of portals linking all worlds through the core. I believe all things are connected through the center. After awakening in the resurrection hall, you’re guided to your new home, and you are able to explore the realm you’ve chosen for your ongoing spiritual growth. It’s almost like joining a spiritual program where you have the ability to learn, grow, and evolve into higher realms as your soul progresses through the heavens. I see this as a spiritual journey, a path one follows as a spiritual being. Since we are on Earth now, we will awaken in the world best suited for our spiritual growth. Not many souls think about this on earth and just wait to see what happens when the moment arrives. I believe life continues after death, allowing us to pick up where we left off. We keep learning, growing, and evolving as light beings while experiencing many different worlds.

As beings of light, we keep rising higher, pushing past limits, and embracing a deeper, more refined state of consciousness. The universe is filled with infinite light, and we’re always seeking the light of the One Infinite Creator, which means we’re constantly creating new worlds to enjoy and experience. These pure thoughts are just one possibility among infinite ideas, and I guess they might already exist in some form somewhere in the universe. I believe there are spiritually advanced civilizations, and I can only wonder at what has been shaped and brought into existence through thought alone. I believe anything is possible with God. In my dreams and visions, I was on top of a mount that extended into heaven which was in space. I was working on a crystal grid, and it began to activate. Then afterwards then Mount Zion descended from out of Heaven (Space). Perhaps in the near future many shall experience a different reality of ascending into a higher realm. May the angels from higher worlds arrive in their massive celestial Motherships to deliver us and take us to our new home; the place Yahshua went to prepare for us. -Seraphim Sophia (Latisha Whitfield)