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The Awakening of the Children of Israel: The Great Tribulation & A Cry for Deliverance!

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Greetings to my dear brothers and sisters from all over the world. At this moment, many people are enjoying life to the fullest, while others are facing tough times, enduring their own trials and struggles. For some, it feels as if the end is drawing near. So, I write to those who are experiencing great tribulations in their lives. Sadly, I’m not one of those living in bliss within this false kingdom and I’ve been dealing with intense spiritual warfare in my life ever since God awakened me in this land of America. I was called to come out of Babylon, a kingdom of a false god or Christ that holds sway over America, and return to God’s true heavenly kingdom on earth—Paradise within the higher heavenly realm, the central throne from which the etherean heavenly hosts descend.

From my own spiritual journey, it has been years of intense spiritual warfare, and I cannot shake the feeling that there is some kind of heavenly conflict taking place between benevolent and malevolent angelic forces. When the children of Israel began awakening in large numbers, changes started to take place in the heavens. I was released from spiritual bondage and guided back to the Creator to serve his heavenly kingdom as a faithful servant. From the very start of my awakening, I was given an assignment. God was preparing me for my mission. I was told to gather my Bible, notepad, phone, and prayer book—essential items for the task ahead. Though everything wasn’t clear at the time, I knew I had been entrusted with a mission from the throne of heaven. I knew it came from the divine authority or heavenly administration of the God of my ancestors—the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob—because I was asked to recite the Ten Commandments, which instantly made me think of and remember the covenant made with Moses and the children of Israel in the wilderness on Mount Sinai.

The 4 essential items for my task: Bible, Notepad, Phone, Prayer Book

The Bible is a tool for me to learn and discern and it is the foundation: something against which spiritual impressions are tested. Within the bible I would learn about the covenant, commandments, I would remember and return to the One Creator.

The notepad represents the record, I would document and remember my awakening experiences. I was given dreams and visions so as I remembered them, I wrote them down on paper or in my phone. Writing creates a chronology—what I experienced, what I understood at the time, what later proved meaningful, and what changed. This could be like the role of a scribe or witness: receive, observe, record, and preserve.

The phone represents communication and connection. I’m connected to the internet, and everything I’ve written or learned, I’ve shared online. I also spend a lot of time reading and researching on my phone, which is a handy tool for getting information, doing research, documenting, and communicating with people far away. I’ve picked up a lot of knowledge and then shared it across the web.

The prayer book represents communion with the Creator, spiritual discipline, and intercession. Whereas the Bible represents receiving, studying, and discerning sacred teachings, prayer represents my response to the Creator—seeking guidance, expressing gratitude, asking for wisdom, protection, strength, healing, and deliverance. It also represents my responsibility to intercede in prayer, not only for myself, but for my family, the children of Israel, and others who may be experiencing hardship, spiritual struggles, or simply need divine assistance. Through prayer, I could bring my concerns and the needs of others before the Creator. So, the prayer book symbolizes both personal communion and service: learning how to pray faithfully for myself while also standing in prayer on behalf of others. I’ve come to realize the importance of praying for others, and at this stage of my spiritual journey, that’s where my focus will be. There’s nothing more I can do than lift up both myself and others in prayer, which is why I cry out for our deliverance as a whole.

Thinking about my entire journey, I only know what happened in my own life, and I’m not sure when others begin awakening, but I was called in July 2012. I am not sure what group I was part of when this awakening process began, but I was advised that the 144,000—the 12,000 from each of the 12 Tribes of Israel—would experience a spiritual awakening similar to what I was going through. To me, this meant that many other children of Israel would eventually return to the Creator. The Most High would call us out of Babylon, or America, and deal with us directly. Many of us would heed the call to repent, cleanse, and purify ourselves, and God would refine us and guide us through the Great Tribulation. Maybe some will make it through the Great Tribulation and others won’t. I’ve definitely been tested and put on trial, and I have no idea what the final verdict will be after my own record or book of life is reviewed.

Honestly, it feels like I’m reaching the end after everything I’ve been through, and I’m completely overwhelmed and drained—spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and physically. I’ve fought through every battle I’ve had to face, but now I’m not sure about anything anymore. The only thing I know for certain is that I’ll keep delivering messages until the end. Everything else feels out of my hands, and without any help, it’s like I’m backed into a corner. It’s always one attack after the other and my physical body has been under attack too many times. Through it all, I carried these three with me: hope, faith, and love. But let me get back to what’s more important.

It was nice to see the children of Israel coming together in online communities, but there was a lot of confusion among them. Things felt chaotic and disorganized, and it seemed like everyone was just trying to figure out what was going on. People began forming camps, and some even appointed themselves as leaders and teachers, despite still feeling lost themselves. I guess God had to start somewhere; first, he had to gather us all. Then, order would emerge from chaos. When I saw the children of Israel in the very beginning, I knew that lost and ignorant individuals could eventually lead the blind and easily mislead others. I used my own discernment regarding the matter. I was not about to be led astray by man so I seeked the Creator directly.

There was no real spiritual guidance in the Israelite community, and I truly felt that was where the presence of women would make a difference. But who listens to women? Many women are connected to the spiritual realm and it’s as if they are a direct link between heaven and earth since they do bring life into this realm. I believe women are a gift to the world, yet we are often hurt, abused, silenced, or made to feel unworthy. Who really has our backs? Are women genuinely protected? Well as for me my heart hasn’t been protected at all. I’ve been hurt so many times, and I’ve never felt I was protected by anyone that I have ever known in life. The only one who protects me is God and his holy angels.

Thinking back on the Israelite community from the past, I realized there needed to be balance. The men tried to take control of everything, dominating and overpowering the women. From what I saw, it was a complete mess. I chose not to be part of it, but instead observed from a distance. These days, I don’t even check in with them anymore. Occasionally, I run into some of the brothers online, and with a few of them, not much has changed. There’s still no clear structure, and I feel there are many misunderstandings of the scriptures, with division still present. I believe in the unity of all races on Earth, and while we recognize and understand who the oppressors were and still are today, there’s no need to spread hate toward any race at all or make ourselves higher than any other race on earth. No matter our race or religion, we should all turn to the Creator of All, come together in love, and promote peace so we can live in harmony with all of Creation. The children of the Creator should all choose for themselves which path they want to take and no one who dictate other people’s choices.

The only thing you can do is share love and light with others; you can’t force any teachings on anyone. Everyone has free will, and each soul must decide for themselves whom they will serve, so I choose to serve the One Infinite Creator, the Source of All Creation. I don’t follow any Israelites camps nor any religions on this Earth. I follow the teachings of Yahshua, and I seek the heavenly Father’s kingdom directly to receive my spiritual counsel and guidance. I ask the Creator to send His ministering angels to teach and guide me from above, and I am grateful when I receive divine revelation and inspiration directly from the kingdom of God. It felt like an angel blew a trumpet, and I heard the call back in 2012. I listen to the spirit of God. After my awakening call I knew that eventually the Most High would call us out of Babylon or America, and he would deal with us himself. The divine or heavenly beings known as Enki, whom I would call an Elder Anunnaki (Master Geneticist), is genetically connected to the children of Israel. Everyone has to do their own research.

Regardless of what people say the Anunnaki were here on earth with the Igigi, who were a group of rebellious beings, and they mixed their seed with early humans. The Anunnaki had many children, and so did the Igigi. These are all advanced extraterrestrial beings, our star brothers and sisters who traveled to Earth from other planets. But it seems like Enki had a direct royal bloodline that seems to be connected with Adam in the bible. Supposedly it was his son Adapa according to the Lost Book of Enki. I’m not here to convince anyone of anything, which is why I always say to seek the Creator, ask for the truth, and you will be guided to it. I think that’s why so many people are interested in genealogies and their ancestral bloodline. Perhaps it will lead them to the deeper truth that they possess extraterrestrial DNA within them or connections with advances star races. Maybe this is how humans became so caught up in worshipping extraterrestrial beings and started calling them gods. It makes sense that some of these beings might have contacted certain humans on Earth, and they probably built temples in their name to honor them.

A great deal has been uncovered about the ancient Anunnaki, their presence in early history, and how they built civilizations and taught humanity. But not all the ancient beings were from Nibiru, the 12th planet in our Solar System. I think Nibiru was home to various beings from several different star systems, living in advanced civilizations. There are many beings dwelling on other world in our very own solar system, but many people on earth don’t talk about that at all. Some are unaware of it. Hopefully, more people will go through the awakening stage and come to understand that there are many advanced extraterrestrial civilizations in other star systems, and that many beings on earth are starseeds who have incarnated here from other worlds. Not everyone is aware of this, and humanity’s awakening happens in stages.

I hope that everyone on Earth comes to see that the Creator of All is not a man seated on a throne, but the Great Spirit—the Infinite Source of all creation—whose light flows through everything. We are all created beings, children of the One Creator, united with the Source, with that light shining within us. Humanity should realize that the One Creator stands above all creation, unlimited and boundless, as limitless light—an infinite source through which endless possibilities and creations can come into reality. Beneath the Creator exists a heavenly hierarchy with various ranks and titles for exalted beings in the universe—those who have ascended to higher worlds or heavens, carrying the light, love, and wisdom of the Creator. With this knowledge, I have come to understand that the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob comes in the name and authority of the One Infinite Creator. From this perspective, the Angel of the Lord who was sent to Moses acts in complete unity with the One Infinite Creator, carrying the Creator’s divine authority, purpose, and will. Yahshua, aligned with the One Infinite Creator, renewed the covenant and guided the lost tribes of Israel back to the Creator and the original teachings. Love sums up the commandments, and he showed us how to live and fulfill them.

It seems the Children of Israel were entrusted with the Original Law of the One Creator, tasked with preserving it and passing it down through each generation. We were not supposed to worship any other gods, but to remain devoted to the One Creator. Over time, however, much knowledge became lost or distorted. People began worshipping angels, deities, or other beings who were believed to have come to Earth from other worlds. Some beings were honored through temples, and people worshipped them when, in my understanding, all praise and worship should ultimately have been directed toward the Creator of All. Many things may have become distorted throughout history, whether through cultural changes, different interpretations, translations, or simply because certain teachings were no longer fully understood. My purpose is not to go back and forth arguing over the past or blaming people for what has already happened. The goal now, as I see it, is to return to the One Creator and to gain a clearer understanding of who our star brothers and sisters truly are.

Some people describe these beings as the gods and goddesses returning from the heavens. I simply see them as star family—advanced beings from higher worlds who have evolved within their own civilizations. I believe that many of them may volunteer from other worlds to come to Earth and assist humanity with deliverance, spiritual growth, and ascension. Ultimately, I do not believe they should be worshipped. I see them as fellow beings within Creation who may be serving the greater purpose of the One Infinite Creator. My dear brothers and sisters, so much is happening in our world right now, and there’s a mass awakening taking place. Some people are just beginning to awaken and will need to learn how to navigate this world. Many will seek spiritual guidance from the Creator to find their way, though not everyone will choose that path. Others may simply do whatever they please, chasing followers, fame, or anything else they can gain in this life.

I lift up all my brothers and sisters of the light around the world in prayer. We’re all going to face some tough times during the Great Tribulation. I believe each of us experiences it in our own way. My trials or suffering may be different from someone else’s, but we’re all going through some kind of challenge and tribulation in our individual lives. What we feel inside is often mirrored in the outer world, so as changes happen within ourselves collectively, we may witness suffering in various regions around the globe. If many of us work on cleansing and purifying ourselves, we’re bound to see an incredible renewal and restoration of the Earth. I think the mission of the 144,000 is much greater than we can imagine. I’ve rededicated my temple (body) to the Creator and I am doing my best to please God. I want the Holy Spirit to dwell within me so I can serve God’s kingdom in love and light. Developing the fruits of the Spirit has been a long journey, not something that happened overnight. It took years of seeking, studying, and asking the Creator countless questions for guidance. I had to learn patience with others, and through years of working on myself, I discovered how I can better serve those around me. I knew change was necessary, and I’ve grown in both knowledge and wisdom along the way. This journey hasn’t been easy at all and sometimes I don’t even understand why so many negative things come my way, but I have to tackle each obstacle the best way that I can and remain centered on love.

I encourage everyone to stay strong in their faith in the One Creator. For those who love our elder brother Yahshua Ha’Mashiach, let’s keep being a light in this world as he was until God calls us all home. Let’s lead by example, showing love and kindness, and choose to do good even when others treat us unfairly. Keep your heart pure and don’t let others affect how you feel just because you’ve chosen to repent, cleanse, and purify yourself. Many of us have dedicated ourselves to the Creator and have chosen not to participate in the evil and wickedness that’s in this world. It’s okay to stand apart from the crowd; you don’t have to join in on harmful actions or negative behaviors just because others do. Keep your robe clean. If you’re in pain or suffering in any way, I’m truly sorry you’re going through this. I’m here alongside my brothers and sisters. I, too, am in pain and suffering, and I pray for you all, uplift me in prayer to.

I hope each and every one of you finds relief. May you experience love, joy, peace, and happiness in God. Keep your eyes on the Creator and know that the Creator loves you. Sometimes it might feel like you’re under God’s judgment, but it’s more likely the process of your refinement. You’re being tested and walking through the fire and the Creator is shaping us into pure gems and refining us like gold. So, stay strong and never give up. Sometimes I feel weak and call on the Creator for strength. I wish the heavenly Father would send me 12 legions of guardian angels so I could draw on their strength and mighty power, because I need all the help I can get to keep going. There are times when I’m down and no one is around to lift my spirit. I rely on finding ways to lift myself up whenever I’m feeling down or unwell. There are moments when I even think about giving up on life, at times it surely feels like I’m approaching the end of my journey. Yet I still remain centered on Paradise and the higher worlds.

At times, I feel unworthy and question whether I truly have a purpose. There are moments when I feel as though I have failed in my mission or perhaps have not done enough. Then I realize that these negative thoughts are not the truth, and soon they are banished. Get thee away from me, Satan! LOL! I know that I am worthy, that my life has divine purpose, and that the Creator loves me just as He loves all of His children. Somehow, even during the moments when I begin to doubt myself, the Heavenly Father always finds a way to send a little joy my way and remind me to keep going. Yesterday was not a good day at all. I reached my breaking point, and I cried out for deliverance. I just want peace and to stay out of any conflicts. I’m tired of people being against me or trying to start pointless arguments. Nobody seems to understand anything I talk about or express, and it feels pretty lonely not having anyone to share a decent and mature conversation with.

The path to ascension isn’t one that most people decide to take. Some people want to remain in a lower state of consciousness. I thought I could help certain people, but I’ve come to realize that they have to help themselves. Living with someone who seems to exist in a completely different realm of consciousness, with no sense of unity, is just not easy. It’s pretty obvious where some of these spiritual attacks are coming from. This person constantly wants to argue and never tries to understand or find clarity. It’s frustrating, but whoever is influencing them seems to be an opposing force, trying to stir up more hurt, harm, and division in the household. All I can do is keep praying. When people don’t understand how evil spirits operate in the spiritual realm, they become more susceptible to being taken over, especially if they’re living in darkness and resonating at lower frequencies.

It feels like I have to tiptoe through every conversation, being extremely cautious with my words to avoid triggering the individual. What kind of life is that? The best thing to do is to remain silent. Many people may begin experiencing similar things in their friendships and relationships. Spiritual awakening has been unfolding over the years, and it feels like we’re all being prepared, maybe for our departure or our ascension. I feel a major shift is happening, and I truly believe it’s the start of the separation for the Great Harvest—the wheat from the tares. Perhaps there is some type of heavenly activity going on and the heavenly host is preparing for an event. The Creator began awakening the children of Israel from all over the world, gathering us to teach and guide us. We then started cleansing and purifying ourselves, preparing to become the Bride. Remember, the Bride prepares herself for ascension. In Revelation Chapter 19, Yahshua and the heavenly host appear riding on chariots, clothed in fine white linen symbolizing the holiness and righteousness of the saints.

It feels like we’re entering the final stages, with Yahshua coming to deliver the Bride. My hope is that she keeps her robe spotless, as we may be nearing the finish line. Maybe that’s why people’s suffering seems to be growing, but try to push through your tribulations. Stay faithful to the Creator no matter what life throws at you. There will be many events that test you, and it might even feel like you’re on the brink of death if you are facing health issues, but hang in there. I felt as though I had failed because I could no longer hold back my thoughts and feelings. Part of me thought I should have remained silent, but I also knew that keeping everything inside would have only allowed my frustrations to build and fester over time. I needed to release what I had been carrying.

Yesterday honestly felt like the worst day of my life, and in moments like that, I find myself wondering whether what I am experiencing could somehow be connected to a greater heavenly conflict. So many things simply do not make sense to me. I believe there are opposing forces within the spiritual realms, and at times it can feel as though negativity arises from every direction, attempting to distract you and cause you to lose focus. Whatever the source of those difficult moments may be, I know that I have to remain centered, prayerful, and positive. I know it is hard, but I also know that I cannot allow one painful day to take away my hope, peace, or sense of purpose.

My soul is crying out to the Creator in deep agitation, longing for all the pain and suffering in my body to be taken away, along with the wounds that have hurt me emotionally. I totally lost it last night because I’m just so ready for all of this to be done. Here I am, not giving up on life and doing my best to stay strong. I’m still focused on fulfilling my mission despite the challenges in my personal life. My commitment to the heavenly kingdom and my love for God’s people keep me moving forward no matter what. It may take days to recover mentally, but I trust the Creator will send angels to lift me up and help me regain a positive mindset. All of this just reminds me of the vision that I had many years ago. Yahshua appeared to me on a chariot, filling me with hope before I departed.

The dream symbolized the promise of deliverance. He told me he would return, and I believe that one day he will come back to deliver God’s faithful servants, bringing us to a place where we will be loved, cared for, and protected. I bring this up because a few days ago a rainbow appeared in the sky and it was beautiful. The Creator keeps showing me signs. I will be ok brothers and sisters. I’ll keep praying for myself and others, as it’s the only thing I can do right now. I love you, and I hope you keep encouraging people and showing love and gratitude to those around you. May Yahshua come to deliver us soon! One day we will all be united in Paradise. Until I return, I leave you in the light and love of the One Infinite Creator. – Seraphim Sophia (Latisha W.)

Awakening Dreams and Visions, Testimony of the Saints, Thoughts of Seraphim Sophia

The Great Awakening & Spiritual Warfare: A Messenger of God Sent to the Israelites

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Greetings, my dear sisters and brothers of the light. May peace be with you, and may the light, love, wisdom, and power of the One Infinite Creator descend upon you and remain with you all the days of your life. For the past couple of days, I’ve had dreams, and one of them reminded me that I was sent as a messenger from God’s heavenly kingdom. I was sent to the children of Israel because, in the dream, I was standing in a crowd filled with Israelites. I was talking about the Great Awakening happening around the world. Some of the Israelites in the dream seemed unaware, which made me think about how many people still don’t realize the biblical prophecies unfolding right now. I have deep love for my people and for everyone, but I can’t help noticing that many of my own people are still lost, confused, and unaware of higher realities. Many of them simply don’t listen, and most of the time, their attention is focused on something else in the world.

This morning, I had a strange dream in which I felt heartbroken. The more I think about it, the more I believe it was meant to distract me, keeping me focused on figuring out why I had it instead of exploring the dream from the day before. I’ve decided not to let myself become distracted. Maybe there is some kind of struggle between positively aligned and negatively aligned angelic forces in this atmospheric or heavenly region here in Florida. Right now, I’m unaware of what has been happening in the world because I am away from all social media platforms. Sometimes it feels overwhelming to take in everything happening around the world, so I decided to give myself a much-needed break.

As I thought about my dream, I was clearly aware of my origin in the heavens. I even said that I was from the Sirius Star System. I’d never actually heard myself say that in a dream before, so it felt reassuring, almost like it was simply a reminder. As I was speaking to others, it seemed as though I was the only one in the crowd who was awakened. I recall asking others, “Has anyone been contacted by the chariots?” As I dive a little deeper within my own subconscious mind, it’s clear that I feel alone in my spiritual journey. Actually, I want to be part of a community, but it doesn’t seem like I fit in at all. I think that’s what the dream was really about because I know many Israelites all around the world are awakening, and they are experiencing a great transformation just as I am. I know this only because the message came through me on July 3, 2012, when I was caught up in a trance in my home. I said that the 144,000 would be awakening, 12,000 from each tribe of Israel. It was clear that whatever was happening was related to biblical prophecy in the Book of Revelation.

July 3, 2012, became the official date when I made contact with higher beings whom I consider to be my ancestors on a Sirian/Nibiruan High Council. That was based on the frequency that came through, and I discovered that July 3 marked the Sirius Gateway Opening. The day before, I had an experience in which I officially became aware of Nibiru. With all of that, I realized I was standing before the heavenly court or throne room, where I was asked to recite the Ten Commandments.

The Spiritual Battle Surrounding My Awakening

I felt certain that the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob was dealing with me directly. On July 2, 2012, my spiritual awakening began, marking the beginning of a journey that would lead me away from my former life and back toward the One Infinite Creator. I wrote a letter to God that day and surrendered myself to the path of Yahshua Ha’Mashiach, desiring above all else to know the Creator, walk in righteousness, and return fully to Him.

For fourteen years since that day, I have devoted myself to inner work, spiritual growth, and seeking the Creator directly. Through dreams, visions, trials, revelations, and countless lessons, I have continually felt that heavenly messengers were helping guide me along the path. Yet there remains much that I do not fully understand about what happened during the beginning of my awakening—both on Earth and, perhaps, within the unseen heavenly regions surrounding me.

When I later encountered the cosmology presented in Oahspe, I found a framework that helped me interpret these experiences differently. Oahspe portrays the heavens surrounding the Earth not as a realm in which every spirit automatically serves the Creator, but as a vast spiritual world containing kingdoms, principalities, angelic governments, wandering spirits, false gods, false Christs, warring hosts, and also faithful angels laboring under Jehovih for the enlightenment and deliverance of mortals and spirits.

Seen through that framework, spiritual awakening can represent more than an inward change within a mortal. A person turning toward the Creator may also become the object of competing spiritual influences. Oahspe repeatedly portrays false heavenly rulers attempting to maintain authority over mortals and spirits, while the servants of Jehovih labor to liberate souls from bondage to false gods and lead them toward greater light.

This gives me another way of understanding what seemed to happen around me on July 2, 2012. On the very day that I consciously surrendered my life to Yahshua and turned toward the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, I experienced an attack from an enemy. From my earthly perspective, I could see only the physical events taking place around me. But spiritually, I experienced the day as though something much larger had been set into motion. It seemed as though opposing forces were struggling over the direction my life would take.

Through an Oahspean lens, I would describe this not merely as “Satan against God,” but as the kind of conflict Oahspe describes between the hosts of false heavenly powers and the angels who remain faithful to Jehovih. The false gods and false Christs establish dominions, gather angelic subjects, influence mortals, encourage war and bondage, and resist the liberation of those they regard as belonging to their kingdoms. Against them stand the heavenly hosts who serve the Creator and work for the resurrection, protection, education, and deliverance of Jehovih’s children.

This is especially meaningful to me because Oahspe places great importance upon the Faithists—those who turn away from false gods and seek the Great Spirit, Jehovih, above all intermediaries. Within that framework, my surrender can be understood symbolically as a movement of allegiance: a soul turning away from the dominion of the lower powers and seeking the Creator directly. If so, what I experienced as spiritual warfare would represent resistance to that movement.

Shortly before the attack, someone involved in the situation wrote the words “40 days and 40 nights” on my mirror. At the time, I did not understand their significance. Looking back, they reminded me of the biblical pattern of wilderness, testing, purification, and temptation. I felt as though an opposing influence was attempting to draw me backward into the life I had determined to leave behind. The temptations seemed directed toward the very things from which I was trying to separate myself.

Yet another experience gave me an entirely different message. I dreamed of a dark wolf confronting me. The wolf appeared threatening, as though preparing to attack. But behind me was an overwhelming presence of light. I saw a brilliant, glowing hand resting upon my right shoulder. I understood the hand as a sign of divine presence and protection. Darkness stood before me, but light stood behind me. That image has remained with me because it captures how I experienced that entire period: I was confronted by something threatening, but I was not standing alone.

Within the spiritual cosmology of Oahspe, I can understand this as the possibility of guardian and ministering angels standing beside a Faithist while hostile spiritual influences attempt to interfere. Oahspe presents Jehovih’s heavenly administration as actively involved in the resurrection of His children. Higher angels descend toward lower regions; heavenly hosts are commissioned to protect, teach, rescue, and deliver; and souls trapped beneath oppressive spiritual dominions are gradually brought into greater freedom and light.

With all that has happened over the years, these questions arise: Would I return to my former way of life and remain entangled with lower influences, fear, temptation, and confusion? Or would I continue upward toward the Creator? I decided to follow the path that leads upward toward the Creator.

This is where the scriptures concerning Michael and his angels fighting the Dragon and his angels come in. Revelation portrays warfare in heaven, while Daniel portrays Michael as a heavenly prince associated with the protection of God’s people. Oahspe, although using its own cosmology and terminology, similarly depicts enormous conflicts within the atmospherean heavens involving spiritual kingdoms struggling for influence over nations and souls on Earth.

The Israelites and Faithists therefore become important within this interpretation. In Oahspe, the Faithist is ultimately called beyond allegiance to earthly or heavenly idols and toward faith in Jehovih, the Creator. False gods seek worship and dominion; the true servants of the Creator seek to liberate souls so that they may recognize Jehovih for themselves.

I understand why I’ve encountered spiritual warfare. The angels of God have been trying to liberate us, while the opposing forces have tried to keep us in bondage. Surely, it is a struggle between light and darkness. There is spiritual darkness in the heavenly realms attempting to retain our souls, while the hosts of light labor to raise and lift our souls into freedom.

This could explain why my awakening began with conflict. When I surrendered my life to the Heavenly Father and vowed to follow Christ, I was able to see what was transpiring behind the scenes in the heavenly realm. I made a choice to return to the Creator, and the opposing forces tried to keep me in bondage. Certainly, I once served their false kingdom. It’s like saying that when you are living in sin and have turned away from God and His commandments, you are a servant of a false god and a false heavenly kingdom, and this false kingdom has kept you in bondage. They want to enslave God’s people, and they want us to worship their false kingdom.

I no longer wanted to participate in Satan’s kingdom. I chose to return to God, and I made my journey back to Paradise, God’s heavenly kingdom on Earth. Whatever may have occurred in the unseen heavens that day remains beyond what I can prove or fully understand. I can testify only to what I experienced: I consciously turned toward God, opposition followed, I felt surrounded by a struggle greater than myself, and yet I also experienced what I understood to be divine protection.

All I can say is thank the Creator for sending guardian angels to protect me. I pray that the Creator keeps sending guardian angels to watch over me and my family every single day of our lives. I ask for 12 legions of God’s guardian angels to surround my home and everyone in it, in every direction—North, South, East, and West. May they go with us wherever we are and keep us safe from all harm, hurt, and danger.

Now that I write this, it makes me think about the dream that I had many years ago during the beginning stages of my spiritual journey. In the dream, there were four giant guardian angels who went out in four directions. I was by the ocean, and I felt as though God was showing me that the guardians of the four winds of heaven were commanded to take their positions. It reminds me that the children of Israel were scattered to the four corners of the Earth. I truly believe that God sends His guardian angels to watch over His children no matter where they are in the world.

There are angelic forces who operate in legions, and they are assigned by region. Clearly, there is some sort of angelic administration within God’s Kingdom, and they are all assigned. I remember when I learned about the four chariots in Zechariah 6. Zechariah 6:5 states, “And the angel answered and said unto me, These are the four spirits of the heavens, which go forth from standing before the Lord of all the earth.”

It’s clear that there are angelic forces that patrol the Earth. Now that I am reflecting upon all that occurred in 2012 and throughout the years, Michael the archangel comes to my mind. I keep thinking about the entire chapter of Daniel 12.

Daniel 12:1 states, “At that time Michael, the archangel who stands guard over your nation, will arise. Then there will be a time of anguish greater than any since nations first came into existence. But at that time every one of your people whose name is written in the book will be rescued.”

Michael is the chief guardian over Israel, the commander of God’s heavenly armies. It’s clear that the children of Israel have protection represented within the heavenly government. On a greater level, the Creator establishes heavenly protection around those who remain faithful to Him, and they are called Faithists in Oahspe. The Creator raises up heavenly servants to preserve and deliver them when false gods attempt to bring them into bondage.

From an Oahspean perspective, spiritual warfare can be understood as a conflict between two opposing heavenly structures. At the highest level stands Jehovih, the One Infinite Creator, the Supreme Source above every god, lord, angel, heavenly kingdom, and spiritual authority. Beneath Jehovih exists an ordered heavenly administration composed of appointed Gods, Lords, commanders, councils, and other heavenly servants who remain faithful to the Creator.

These heavenly authorities oversee organized angelic hosts, including guardian and ministering angels whose work reaches downward through the heavenly regions to assist, protect, teach, and deliver the Faithists on Earth—those who seek Jehovih instead of worshiping intermediary spiritual powers. Opposing this divine order are the false gods, false lords, and false Christs described throughout Oahspe. These beings establish their own heavenly kingdoms and dominions, appoint chiefs and commanders, organize great hosts of spirits beneath their authority, and attempt to extend their influence into the affairs of mortals on Earth.

The spiritual conflict, therefore, is not just a battle between individual angels but a struggle between competing heavenly administrations: one operating in service to Jehovih, seeking the liberation, resurrection, and spiritual advancement of souls, and another seeking dominion, worship, control, and continued spiritual bondage.

Within this framework, guardian angels represent the heavenly administration of Jehovih reaching downward toward the Faithists, while the warring hosts of the false gods represent opposing powers attempting to interfere with that relationship and prevent souls from turning directly toward the Creator. This provides an important parallel with the biblical picture of Michael and his angels contending against the Dragon and his angels, as well as Daniel’s description of heavenly princes associated with particular peoples and kingdoms.

Read together, these accounts present spiritual warfare as something much larger than an isolated confrontation between good and evil: it becomes a conflict involving heavenly governments, organized angelic hosts, earthly peoples, spiritual allegiance, and ultimately the liberation of souls from false dominion so that they may return freely to the One Infinite Creator.

As I reflect upon all of this, I have come to understand that the heavens on Earth are organized through jurisdictions, kingdoms, divisions, offices, ranks, and assigned regions. Michael is a high-ranking heavenly guardian assigned to a specific people. Since the children of Israel have been scattered, the heavenly administration continues to watch over the spiritual community entrusted to it, even when they are spread across different regions.

Once I started awakening and turning back toward the Creator, there were opposing spiritual powers that attempted to maintain dominion over me, but that’s when the heavenly servants intervened and I was delivered. The faithful servants of the Creator are being preserved through tribulation. It appears that we have to endure through the great tribulation until we are gathered and delivered by the heavenly host. There are false spiritual powers who seek to stand between our souls and the Creator, while the true servants of heaven labor to remove those barriers so that the children of the Creator may become free.

Ephesians 6:12 declares that our struggle is not ultimately against flesh and blood, but against “principalities,” “powers,” “rulers of the darkness of this world,” and “spiritual wickedness in high places.” This scripture allowed me to see the conflicts that are happening in the unseen spiritual dimension. Some heavenly administrations remain faithful to Jehovih, the Supreme Creator, while other spiritual rulers establish kingdoms for themselves, gather followers, assume divine titles, demand worship, influence mortals, and sometimes wage war against competing heavenly powers. There are heavenly governments aligned with the Creator, and there are spiritual governments that have separated themselves from the Creator’s order.

I’ve been learning that spiritual beings exist and operate within structured realms of authority and influence. The nations on Earth are connected to their respective spiritual authorities in the heavenly realm, and once I understood that I am one with the Israelite Nation, everything began to make more sense. There is much more for me to reflect upon but it will be in other posts. Today I intended to write about something else but was led to write this. Perhaps the holy angels of messengers were sent to deliver a message to me. It’s 3:33pm so I will end this and accept as a confirmation from God’s heavenly kingdom. Until the next post, I leave you in the love and light of the One Infinite Creator. – Seraphim Sophia – Latisha W.

Testimony of the Saints, Thoughts of Seraphim Sophia

Ongoing War with the Dragon: A Cry for Help but Silence in Heaven!

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Shalom, Brothers and Sisters in Christ. There are moments when we cry out to God in prayer and are met with what feels like silence from heaven. Spiritual warfare feels incredibly intense in these times, and deep within my spirit I sense that a great battle is unfolding in the heavenly realms. I truly believe the children of God are under heavy attack, facing trials, pressures, and spiritual burdens unlike ever before. Yet even in the silence, we must continue to hold onto faith, trusting that God is still present, still listening, and still moving beyond what our eyes can presently see.

There have been moments when I have felt as though God had abandoned me. In prayer, I lift my voice toward heaven asking if He still hears my cries, because at times I feel completely alone and deeply in need of His guidance. I do not feel that I have much spiritual support within this world, and many people seem consumed by the pressures, distractions, and systems of daily life, leaving little room within their hearts to truly seek the Kingdom of God. Life has become heavy for so many, and I believe there are countless souls who have drifted far away from their connection with the Heavenly Father.

How many people are truly seeking God with sincerity? How many souls genuinely desire to be saved, delivered, refined, and purified during these difficult times of tribulation? So many hearts seem cold and wounded now. People speak carelessly, often without realizing how deeply their words can wound the spirits of others. Compassion, understanding, and genuine love feel increasingly rare in this world.

There are times when it feels as though darkness is spreading throughout humanity, yet at the same time, I believe God is revealing who the true children of the light are. Each soul is choosing which kingdom it will serve. Perhaps we are living through a great separation, a preparation for the Great Harvest. Perhaps God is allowing these trials to reveal who will remain steadfast in faith, who will continue seeking truth, and who will endure with love, humility, and devotion to him until the very end.

At times, when I sit alone journaling and expressing the deepest truths within my heart, I find myself wondering what I could have possibly done to deserve the suffering I have experienced. For years, I have lived quietly and withdrawn from the world, rarely leaving my home. I devote my time to my business, to reflection, and to seeking the Lord daily with all my heart. Yet despite my prayers and devotion, I have felt deep pain within my marriage, as though a great distance has formed between my husband and God. Even though he’s here, he feels far away from me, and there’s just no connection. It feels as though he has slowly given up on life itself, as if somewhere along the journey he lost sight of who he truly is.

At times, it seems he lives within a reality of his own, unreachable in ways that deeply grieve my spirit, and no matter how much love, patience, or support I try to offer, I cannot help someone who does not desire help for themselves. As I drew closer to God and sought him more deeply, it felt as though he moved further away, causing us to become spiritually divided rather than united together in alignment with God at the center of our lives. I chose to surrender myself more fully to God, while it seems he chose to hold onto himself, resisting the surrender, healing, and transformation that can only come through God’s presence.

There are moments when I feel as though every meaningful relationship I have tried to nurture has come under attack. Hurtful words, negativity, and the wishes of others who did not want to see happiness or peace have weighed heavily upon my marriage. Sometimes it feels as though Satan and all spirits of darkness seeks to divide, discourage, and destroy what was once built in love. I know many people across this world experience spiritual struggles, hardships, and battles within their relationships and families. Countless lives have been harmed and affected by dark, malevolent forces.

I believe we must guard our spirits carefully and remain rooted in faith, because when people drift far from God, they can become susceptible to attacks from Satan, harmful influences, bitterness, confusion, and a sense of spiritual emptiness. Marriage, love, peace, and unity all thrive on daily nurturing, prayer, wisdom, and intentional choices. Even though pain and hardship can challenge the soul, I believe healing, renewal, and freedom are always possible through God’s presence, truth, and enduring love.

From what I can tell, every soul is being tested, so making wise choices in life is crucial. You can’t serve both God’s kingdom and Satan’s kingdom at the same time you have to choose. You’re either a faithful servant of God or a servant of Satan. This will be a tough time for many, as families, friendships, and marriages may fall apart because of this division. In my marriage, I or God was never chosen. Me and God were never a priority in this marriage. The only thing that matters in this world is his job, it’s an attachment. My husband’s faith has been tested so many times, and he can’t even see it. He’s lost his path and is trapped in his own spiritual darkness. Only God can save him, and I pray for him as well as for everyone else battling the light and darkness within themselves.

We both started this ministry as mighty warriors of God’s kingdom, but unfortunately, he has fallen. He doesn’t even know who he is anymore in God. He doesn’t even mention God at all. I am the only one who talks about God in this marriage. I have been telling him for so many years that he was under attack, but he didn’t’ listen to me at all. Everything that I said was rejected. He turned against me as if I was the enemy. For years, I tried to help free him from his inner darkness. But he shut himself off, building a strong barrier around his heart that nothing and no one could break through, closing himself off to the light of God. I’m sharing this truth because so many people are going through it, and it’s real.

This has been happening to many people. Many souls have been drifting away from God’s kingdom and losing hope. I know I’m not alone, but I’m just bold enough to share what’s been going on in my life. I’ve always faced my battles alone, with no one to shield me, counting only on the holy ones in heaven to stand against the dark and evil forces that have tried to bring me down. People have taken their sides, and many will choose the beast system and their shadow selves over their own family, spouse, and God. Darkness is spreading in the world, and many have been misled by Satan, leaving them blind to the truth and rejecting God’s message. Yet God is our protector, and he will look after us if we follow his will.

In my testimony, Satan has torn apart every part of my life. All I did was stay faithful to God. The more I grew in spiritual knowledge and worked to purify myself, the harder the enemy tried to bring me down. The children of God have to endure to the end and that’s what I am trying to do. Nothing else even matters anymore. On Earth, the children of God are outnumbered, as there seem to be more children of darkness in the world. The children of God feel weary and worn out, tired of battling against Satan and this wicked kingdom filled with demons. Hopefully, it won’t be long before our savior descends from heaven to finally put an end to the Dragon once and for all. I am tired of dealing with cold & heartless people.

Many people become consumed by their lower, carnal nature, feeding the destructive impulses within themselves and allowing fear, pride, greed, anger, and selfish desires to overpower the spirit of love, wisdom, and compassion. When the soul becomes disconnected from higher spiritual awareness, people can begin to embody a cold and hardened nature that distances them from God, truth, and the light within. I’ve seen it firsthand, experienced it up close every day, and I’m worn out from battling the seed of the beast, the Dragon.

May God send forth His Son, Yahshua, to deliver his holy and righteous children upon the Earth and lead them into the sacred place prepared in divine peace, protection, and everlasting light. My personal life has felt like a real-life enactment of the Woman and the Dragon. It seems like the Dragon has been after me ever since I was born into this world. I’m tired of fighting this, Dragon. The war began on July 2, 2012, in my life and I’ve been battling the enemy all these years, and I hope this war ends soon. May God protect me and all his children on Earth and deliver us from this wicked kingdom. All I can hear right now is, “Be still and know I am God.” -Seraphim Sophia