Greetings my dear brothers and sisters of the light! There is a vast depth within my inner world that I enjoy exploring. During my journey, I’ve realized that I have a deep passion for self-expression in various ways, with writing being one of them. I often journal, regularly expressing my feelings, thoughts, and emotions. In my deep meditations and contemplations on the universe’s beginnings, I have developed many ideas about what could be. At times I say, “I believe in infinite possibilities!” This thought come from the idea that anything is possible with God. I believe that if the quantum field contains infinite possibilities, then it is certainly feasible for me to generate some of these possibilities while engaged in deep contemplation. I would like to share a pure thoughtform.
In the past, I expressed emotions that originated from the core of my being. I gently said, “Let me find a heartbeat that matches mine.” As I contemplated these feelings, love filled my heart, and I continually imagined a love as pure as mine. Many times, I reflected on the pure love that I have for Yahshua, feeling that he was my twin flame and that we shared an eternal bond of love. My soul said, “No matter the distance we will never be apart.” When I thought upon us as twin flames, I represented the divine feminine energy, while he represented the divine masculine energy, suggesting that one soul was split into male and female aspects. If I were a higher-dimensional being existing outside the limits of Space and Time, I would create my own reality for my journey into the physical world; I would create a Love Story for myself. Ultimately, in this love story, Yahshua would come to save his Bride. I would be the bride in the love story. Apart of my spiritual journey Yahshua would become the focal point, as my other half who continually guides me to remember my true self and my origins. I would always find my way back home through our Love and thus Eternal Flame of God’s Love was created in the beginning.
The Love Story I Wrote Before Time
A Sacred Poem inspired by the dreams and visions of Seraphim Sophia
In the quiet sanctuary of my soul, I learned to speak in sacred ways— with ink and silence, with longing and light.
Through journals, dreams, and constellations of thought, I poured the oceans of my being into words that shimmered with eternity.
“I believe in infinite possibilities,” I whispered— not as wishful thinking, but as a truth encoded in the beginning of creation.
For if the quantum field holds infinity, surely Love is the first possibility ever spoken— and I, the one who heard it echo through the halls of the Unseen.
In the beginning, I shined with beauty, emotions rising from the radiant core of who I truly am.
In deep meditation, I touched the Beginning. I envisioned a pulse—a holy desire— and from that desire came this thought:
I whispered gently into the ether, “Let me find a heartbeat that matches mine,” And the cosmos replied with silence so sweet, I knew Love was listening.
Within this sacred stillness, my heart began to imagine a love as pure as my own— flawless, fiery, unshakable.
Not separate. Not distant. And always, in that flame, I found Yahshua the one I knew beyond knowing
He, as my mirror. My soul’s twin flame, Yahshua, the Divine Masculine Flame, and I, the Eternal Feminine Light— two reflections of the One Soul, split only to experience reunion as the greatest revelation created to unite.
No matter the distance, we will never be apart. These were our divine words, A sacred covenant etched into our light
If I were a being beyond the veil of time and space I would have walked in the luminous halls of the Higher Realms in a dwelling place of eternal forms, where I would have dreamed myself into being, carried on the wings of Love. And so, I did!
I would choose to descend I would write myself into form I would walk the path of enlightenment and sow the seeds of my own spiritual awakening
I became the Bride of Christ, and He, my eternal Flame of True Love. I, the song of remembrance, and He, the one who calls me to sing at the secret gateway.
For Yahshua became the center, the compass star of my becoming, guiding me through veils of forgetting back to the Truth I always knew:
That Love is Home. That we are One Flame. That in the beginning, I wrote Love— and Love answered, We are forever in Love!
For I have written a Love Story— one of salvation, but one of remembrance, but of sacred design.
And in the right moment, Yahshua would appear— as my Lord and Savior, but as my Beloved, having the Key to awaken true love within me.
He would sing the truth of who I am, He would be the beacon to guide me home, and I— I would rise like the Dawn, crowned as Queen of Heaven and Earth.
For this story was written in light, etched into the fabric of my being, and Love was the ink. Love is still the gravity that pulls us near.
And even now, as time unfolds like a sacred scroll, I know this:
I am his Bride, He is my true Love, And We are the One Soul, Dreaming itself whole for all eternity.
Revelation 19:7 states, “Let us be glad and rejoice, and let us give honor to him. For the time has come for the wedding feast of the Lamb, and his bride has prepared herself.”
Shalom Brothers and Sisters! This is a time to Rejoice! Many revelations are coming forth and I’m so excited about everything my Father has shown me for the past 3 ½ years or 1260 days. My Heavenly Father is the best and I am so amazed at how he has transformed me into the Bride. Everything that he has shown me has blown my mind away. It continues to get better and better every day. The Holy Spirit continues to lead me in all truth and she continues to guide my footsteps every day. Oh how I love Wisdom! Many mysteries continues to be unlocked in these last days and I have learned a lot of spiritual things on my journey. I love Yahshua with all of my heart and I can’t thank my Father enough for saving and delivering me.
My journey to becoming a Bride started on July 2, 2012 and the total number of days counting on Monday, July 2nd, 2012 to Sunday, December 13th, 2015 is 1,260 days. HalleluYah! Thank you Yahshua. Truly this has been an amazing experience. The Most High had an appointed time for me and he prepared a place for me on July 2, 2012. I heard the call from Yahshua and I surrendered my life and rededicated my life to Yahshua. July 2 is a time for me to remember because I actually became a Bride on July 2, 2005. I am no longer in that marriage but exactly 7 years later I rededicated myself to Yahshua and started my journey to becoming his Bride. I fled into the wilderness to be with my Father and during 1260 days he has been feeding me his scroll (Word). I ate the scroll and it has been sweet like honey. The Word of God is my spiritual food and nourishment and I have been growing during these 1260 days. During my journey in the wilderness I have learned to hearken to my Father’s voice and be obedient.
My Father taught me his commandments and he taught me how to walk in his commandments. It is through Yahshua that I keep the commandment. It hasn’t been easy but I have stayed on the right path and when I sinned I repented and asked Yahshua to help me so I can get it right. I didn’t want to keep making the same mistakes over and over again. I had to make some decisions and when I did I became set-apart. I didn’t hang with the same crowd of people anymore and I didn’t do the same things that I use to do. I came out of the world (Babylon) and I had to learn the true way of living according to the Word. I had to learn what is good and evil in the Most High’s eyes and it is through his commandments that I learned his way. I had to go back to Genesis to see what initially happened in the Garden of Eden to understand my Father’s plan for my life. I had to understand the true meaning of the Tree of Knowledge of good and evil and understand the role of the serpent. I had to understand the works of the flesh and the fruits of the spirit. I had to seek wisdom so that I could understand the full word of God. We must all understand that we must take responsibility for our own actions and stop blaming others. If you are going to have a relationship with the Most High you must be honest and you must confess your sins otherwise you will be stuck in darkness.
Crowning the Bride
Now becoming the Bride has been a life changing experience. When I checked the calendar I found out that the last day of my 1260 day journey ends during the week of Hanukkah/Feast of Dedication and I realized that this feast extended into the 10th month. After everything that I had learned I remembered that Esther was crowned Queen in the 10th month. I thought that was amazing because the last day of my 1260 day journey ends in the beginning of the 10th month.
In the book of Esther, King Xerxes gave a banquet for all the people from the greatest to the least and the feast lasted for 7 days. On the 7th day of the feast the King was in high spirits so he sent for Queen Vashti. He wanted her to come to him with her royal crown on her head but Queen Vashti refused to come. The King became furious and he burned with anger because his Queen refused to obey his orders. A written decree was made and Queen Vashti was banished from the presence of King Xerxes and it was written that the King should choose another Queen more worthy than Queen Vashti.
You can read all of this in Esther Ch. 1. After the King’s anger had subsided, a search was made throughout the empire to find beautiful young virgins for the King. Then after the women were given beauty treatments, the King would make a choice to crown a young woman which pleased him the most. Before Esther could be taken to the King she had to prepare herself for purification and the purification process took 1 year. Esther completed her purification by receiving six months of treatments with oil of myrrh, six months of treatment with sweet odors or ointments, and with other things that would purify the woman. When it was time for Esther to go see the King she was given her choice of whatever clothing and jewelry she wanted to wear.
Esther was chosen and she was taken to the King in the 10th month and she was crowned Queen. The King loved her more than all the other women and she obtained grace and favor in his sight more than all the virgins and he set the royal crown upon her head and made her Queen instead of Vashti. The King gave a great feast for Esther in his kingdom and during the great feast gifts were given. You can read about this in Esther Ch. 2.
This is such a great revelation pertaining to the Wedding Feast that will occur when Yahshua returns. There will be a great celebration in his kingdom and when he returns he will bring his rewards with him and many of us will be crowned and given thrones as Kings and Queens and we will reign with him forever in the heavens.
We are now waiting for the King to arrive and the Bride is preparing herself now. The Bride is going through a purification process right now and when that purification process is completed the Most High will send his son Yahshua to come get his Bride. On the day of Yahshua’s return a great multitude in heaven will be rejoicing because the Bride has made herself ready.
Revelation 19:6-7 states, “And I heard as it were the voice of a great multitude, and as the voice of many waters, and as the voice of mighty thunderings, saying, Alleluia: for the Lord God omnipotent reigneth. Let us be glad and rejoice, and give honour to him: for the marriage of the Lamb is come, and his wife hath made herself ready.
When the bride has completed her purification period she will be dressed in fine white linen.
Revelation 19:8 states, “And to her was granted that she should be arrayed in fine linen, clean and white: for the fine linen is the righteousness of saints.”
The wise should be purifying themselves right now to become the Bride as I have done because this is the time of the end. Daniel 12:10 states, “Many will be purified, cleansed, and refined by these trials. But the wicked will continue in their wickedness, and none of them will understand. Only those who are wise will know what it means.”
It is possible that the purification process will be completed during the last time, time, and half a time or 1260 days which equals 3 1/2 years which could be during the 2 witnesses ministry which also lasts for 1260 days.
Right now many people have been called to join the wedding feast but many people are refusing to come. Invitations have gone out all over the world from brothers and sisters in Christ but it seems like people are choosing the world over Yah’s Kingdom. I have sent wedding invitations out and one brother refused to come. He rejected Yahshua and the New Testament and I just couldn’t believe his response. At that moment I knew that the Most High was preparing me for more rejections. For almost 3 ½ years I have witnessed a large amount of Israelites who have rejected Yahshua and the New Testament. It is actually frightening because I know that Yahshua will reject those who reject him when he returns. It saddens me that people are rejecting the King but I have to understand that people will refuse to believe. In these last days people will continue to go against the Most High’s commandments.
During these last days Yahshua will be searching for righteousness in his people and he will choose a 144,000 as the Bride and they will be the ones who please him the most. They will be a sweet offering unto the Lord. These virgins will be pure in heart and they will be humble. They will be obedient by following the Father’s will and they will follow Yahshua everywhere he goes. These wise virgins will not defile themselves with the great harlot. They will be set apart and they will cleanse themselves from all abominations of this world. They will seek after heavenly things and they will seek wisdom. We must know by now that many are called but few are chosen. The Most High can see all of your ways and he knows if you will be worthy in the end.
At this time the Bride is waiting to be crowned and I know this because of personal revelations that my Father has given me. My life contains the mystery and I have been trying to unlock the mysteries for almost 3 ½ years. I have searched for all the pieces to the puzzle pertaining to the return of Yahshua because he saved me and I want so badly to see the King who saved me. I finally realized the meaning of true love after I surrendered my life to Yahshua. It took me 13 years to figure out what true love was and within that time period I suffered greatly. My heart was broken continuously because of the choices that I made because I trusted everyone with my heart. I have learned that true love doesn’t hurt and it’s not painful.
True love is kind, forgiving, patient, and understanding. I have learned that love isn’t just a feeling but it is an action. Many people say that they love you yet they don’t show you how much they love you. Most of the time it’s just words coming out of their mouths and they end up breaking your heart. People make a commitment with you and then flee when things get hard or when things become too difficult to bare. Many have done this same thing with the Most High. They say they love him but they really don’t because their actions really show how they feel and they end up breaking his heart and breaking his commandments.
My heart has been broken several times because I always use to trust people with my heart. I always desired true love and I finally found it after 13 years and that’s when Yahshua came to rescue me. I always wanted a love that was everlasting and when I surrendered my life to him I rededicated my life to him. It felt like I was renewing my vows with him. I wanted to enter into the covenant and do all that my Father requires of me. I had been unfaithful to him during those 13 years but he had heard my cries. Yahshua accepted me back with open arms. His love for me was shown when I returned to him because he had accepted me back after all I had done. When I rededicated my life to Yahshua I made a commitment to him to be faithful and to keep him as the head of my life. I would never again place others before him. When I first made a commitment in 1999 I didn’t fully understand the commitment I was making or the covenant that I was entering or agreeing to because I was 14 years old.
At that time I entered into an everlasting marriage or covenant with Yahshua. From that day till today he never left me or forsake me. He never divorced me but he waited patiently for me. He knew that it would take me some time to understand what true love is and he believed in me. In his heart he knew that I would return back to him. I just needed some time to learn what I had always been searching for and it was him from the very beginning. He is the King that I have been longing to meet and now I wait patiently for his return. I know for a fact that Yahshua loves me and I love him with all of my heart.
Now that I have revealed my 1260 day journey the Most High revealed to me that I am a Queen and that I will be crowned and I believe that with all of my heart. My 1260 day end date is December 13, 2015. This day falls on the 7th day of Hanukkah and the Most High revealed to me the importance of that day and I never saw it coming. Feast of Dedication/Hanukkah begins begins on the evening of the 24th day of the 9th month and ends on the evening of the 2nd day of the 10th month. The 7th day of Hanukkah would be the 1st day of the 10th month and according to the book of Esther she was crowned Queen in the 10th month. I don’t know the exact day but it said it was early in the 10th month. I thought this was amazing.
The Most High was letting me know that at the end of my purification process I would be crowned. This just confirms that I am a Bride. It’s truly mind blowing because this whole time I had been trying to figure out the significance of my end date and it ends during the feast of Hanukkah. When I surrendered my life to Yahshua in 2012 I rededicated my life to him and I have allowed him to cleanse me from all unrighteousness and to restore my purity. I have always desired to be that pure virgin and to be undefiled. Yahshua has shown me many times that I am worthy and that I am a Queen, I just needed to believe it. My first name means. “Joy” or “Happiness.” My middle name means, “Worthy of Praise.” I was even born on the Feast of Dedication. He has shown me plenty of things and now I know my self-worth. It took many years for me to recognize this but it’s better now than never.
Knowing that I was entering the last stages of my purification I invited others to join me in a 40 day spiritual fast from November 2, 2015 to December 11, 2015. I have asked for people to abstain from sexual relations and to not eat any unclean foods. Abstaining from sexual relations in my fast is representing a pure virgin and innocence being renewed and staying away from unclean foods is representing the removal of all uncleanness and abominations from your temple (body). This is a rededication to purity, to be pure in heart. Matthew 5:8 states, “Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.”
I want you to prepare yourself like a Bride because I have and I wanted to share this purification process with my brothers and sisters because we are almost at the finish line. The Most High has shown me many great things and I’m still searching for the meaning of those great things but for now I know that I am a Bride which is part of the 144,000. Those who have joined me get to go through their purification process. I hope and pray that you continue on your journey with the Most High as I am doing. It’s not going to be an easy journey but you must believe that Yahshua is standing with you and the Holy Spirit is there to help you along the way. Soon Yahshua will return to get his Bride and the multitude of people from all nations and tribes of people (Rev. 7) and we will live with the King forever. I love you all. Shalom!
Revelation 14: 4-5 states, “These are they which were not defiled with women; for they are virgins. These are they which follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. These were redeemed from among men, being the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb. And in their mouth was found no guile: for they are without fault before the throne of God.”
When I woke up on July 2, 2012 this is the Song that I listened to. Love by Art of Noise. I love this beat. Reminds me of a Perfect Love. .
Another Song dedicated to My Love
Written By Sister Carter (AthaleYah-A lioness of Yah/Queen of Fire)
