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Decoding the Mysteries of My March 21, 2018 Vision: Spring, Passover, and Israel’s Season of Deliverance

Shalom brothers and sisters in Christ from all around the world. I will continue my series of the revelation that was hidden in my dream. Please see other posts.

Preparation for the Wedding Feast: Yahshua Visits Me in a Vision, Riding a White Horse and Clothed in a White Linen Robe

Decoding the Mysteries of My March 21, 2018 Vision: “For Lo, the Winter Is Past” — The Bridegroom Appears at the Beginning of Spring!

Decoding the Mysteries of My March 21, 2018 Vision: “Behold, the Bridegroom Cometh” — Was I Being Shown the Mystery of the Wise Virgins?

In this post, I won’t be continuing the original dream as in previous entries, so I hope the other posts are read to fully grasp the message. As I reflected more on my dream, the arrival of spring revealed even more messages from God, pointing me toward the Spring Feasts. I also realized He visited me on the first day after the Spring Equinox. From the dream, I could see a clear transition from winter into the new season of spring.

The Spring Appointed Times: Deliverance, Firstfruits, and the Beginning of the Harvest

When I look more closely at the biblical calendar, spring carries profound meaning. Leviticus 23 places Passover, the Feast of Unleavened Bread, Firstfruits, and the Feast of Weeks within this opening portion of Israel’s sacred annual cycle. Together, these appointed times form a progression involving deliverance, separation, firstfruits, harvest, and gathering.

Passover and Unleavened Bread — Leviticus 23:4–8

“These are the feasts of the LORD, even holy convocations, which ye shall proclaim in their seasons. In the fourteenth day of the first month at even is the LORD’S passover. And on the fifteenth day of the same month is the feast of unleavened bread unto the LORD: seven days ye must eat unleavened bread. In the first day ye shall have an holy convocation: ye shall do no servile work therein. But ye shall offer an offering made by fire unto the LORD seven days: in the seventh day is an holy convocation: ye shall do no servile work therein.”
— Leviticus 23:4–8 (KJV)

Passover commemorates the great deliverance of the children of Israel from Egypt. It marked a threshold: Israel was leaving bondage behind and beginning a new journey with the Most High. In my own spiritual journey, I experienced a profound transition from my old life into what I understood as a new life in Christ. On July 2, 2012, I rededicated my life to Christ, and that moment became a turning point in my life. I experienced what I understood as deliverance from spiritual bondage, and during that first week, it felt as though God was renewing my mind and changing me from within. In many ways, it felt as though my old self had died and I was awakening into a new life.

During the intense experience that preceded my spiritual awakening and deliverance, there were moments when everything seemed to go completely blank. At times, it felt as though I temporarily lost consciousness. There was darkness—moments when I could not remember anything and everything seemed to become pitch black. In my subconscious, it felt like I had sunk into an underworld or drifted through a realm of total darkness and unconsciousness. I remember wondering afterward if I had died momentarily, because at that particular time, I honestly could not tell what had happened to me. I experienced what felt like coming out of my body, and there was a period of missing time that I could not account for. I had been awake, and then suddenly I lost consciousness. I do not remember the transition from being conscious to losing consciousness, nor can I recall what happened during the period of time that followed.

When I finally woke up, I found myself in another location inside the hospital, surrounded by members of my family. I was taken to the hospital on July 4. I remember being awake before everything went blank, and I remembered waking up afterward, but everything that occurred between those two moments was missing from my memory. I’m not exactly sure what was happening during those three days—July 4, 5, and 6—but symbolically, the experience felt like death, deliverance and resurrection to me. My memories slowly started coming back on the Sabbath, Saturday, July 7, 2012. The darkness felt like the ending of my former life, while the gradual return of consciousness felt like an awakening—a revival and emergence from darkness into light.

As I became fully conscious again, I experienced it as though God were bringing me back to life. My mind was renewed and there was clarity. I felt that I had been given a new beginning and a second chance at life. The person I had been before seemed to be passing away, while something new was awakening within me. Looking back, this experience reminds me of Paul’s words:

“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” — 2 Corinthians 5:17 (KJV)

That scripture beautifully captures what the experience came to mean for me, the old life fading away and a new life beginning in Christ. I knew afterward that I wanted to dedicate my life to serving the Most High. I felt that I had been redeemed, awakened, and given another opportunity to live differently. What began in darkness ultimately became, for me, a journey toward light, away from my former life and toward cleansing, transformation, spiritual renewal, and a deeper relationship with God.

When I reflect on Passover and the Exodus it represents deliverance, departure, transition, and a new beginning. On my journey God always led me to the Book of Exodus. Spring was the season of Israel’s deliverance, as described in Exodus 12:1–14. The Exodus was more than just an escape from Egypt; it marked the start of a whole new chapter in Israel’s relationship with God. In the same way, when I was delivered, it signified a fresh beginning in my own relationship with God. In this way, I transitioned from bondage into deliverance.

Then suddenly I moved from deliverance to the beginning of harvest which now we arrive to Firstfruits — Leviticus 23:9–14

“And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, Speak unto the children of Israel, and say unto them, When ye be come into the land which I give unto you, and shall reap the harvest thereof, then ye shall bring a sheaf of the firstfruits of your harvest unto the priest: And he shall wave the sheaf before the LORD, to be accepted for you: on the morrow after the sabbath the priest shall wave it. And ye shall offer that day when ye wave the sheaf an he lamb without blemish of the first year for a burnt offering unto the LORD. And the meat offering thereof shall be two tenth deals of fine flour mingled with oil, an offering made by fire unto the LORD for a sweet savour: and the drink offering thereof shall be of wine, the fourth part of an hin. And ye shall eat neither bread, nor parched corn, nor green ears, until the selfsame day that ye have brought an offering unto your God: it shall be a statute for ever throughout your generations in all your dwellings.”
— Leviticus 23:9–14 (KJV)

Firstfruits capture another key theme of spring: new growth begins to push through the soil, and the first portion of the coming harvest is given as an offering to God. I suppose God was showing me that I was a part of this coming harvest. In my dream, I saw a sign that winter had ended and spring had arrived. My deliverance came in the form of Yahshua returning on a white horse, dressed in fine white linen. Spring, with its fresh blooms and new life, marked the appearance of the firstfruits and the beginning of the harvest. According to the dream it’s possible I represented the firstfruit and the beginning of the harvest. I say this because he led me to a feast where I had a seat at the banquet table. In my dream, there was mention of the Bride, and he had asked me to be her. It all pointed to Revelation 19, where I would symbolize the Bride preparing herself, though we know this refers to God’s holy people. This leads to the 144,000 as the representation of the Bride.

During the first week of my spiritual awakening and deliverance, I entered into what I experienced as a trance-like state, and my mind felt caught up toward God. During that experience on July 3, 2012, I remember speaking about the 144,000—the 12,000 from each of the twelve tribes of Israel—and sensing that the inner transformation I was experiencing would not be mine alone. I understood what was happening within me as part of a much greater spiritual awakening and transformation. I wasn’t going to be the only one going through an awakening.

On that day I did not know that I was about to undergo an intense process of cleansing, purification, and spiritual transformation. During the trance, I understood the experience as a revelation that I was among the 144,000. This became deeply significant to my spiritual journey and influenced how I later understood the biblical passages concerning the 144,000. Revelation first describes the 144,000 in connection with the twelve tribes of Israel: “And I heard the number of them which were sealed: and there were sealed an hundred and forty and four thousand of all the tribes of the children of Israel.” — Revelation 7:4 (KJV)

Revelation 7:5–8 lists 12,000 sealed from each of the twelve named tribes, adding up to a total of 144,000. The passage that most clearly links the 144,000 to the concept of redemption and firstfruits is found in Revelation 14. “And I looked, and, lo, a Lamb stood on the mount Sion, and with him an hundred forty and four thousand, having his Father’s name written in their foreheads.” — Revelation 14:1 (KJV) Then Revelation explains who they are: “These are they which follow the Lamb whithersoever he goeth. These were redeemed from among men, being the firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb. And in their mouth was found no guile: for they are without fault before the throne of God.” — Revelation 14:4–5 (KJV)

The phrases that really stand out to me are: “Redeemed from among men” and “The firstfruits unto God and to the Lamb.” This adds a new layer to the symbolism of firstfruits. Revelation 14 depicts the 144,000 as “the firstfruits to God and to the Lamb.” During my awakening and deliverance, I realized that God had redeemed me. It hit me many years later that I was one of the redeemed ones. I was presented as one of the firstfruits to God and the Lamb.

Looking back upon what I experienced during that first week of my awakening, I understood my deliverance as coming out of bondage, leaving my old life behind, awakening from darkness, and beginning a new life dedicated to God. During the trance, I understood that the transformation taking place within me was connected to a larger body of people who would also undergo a process of spiritual preparation and transformation. I committed myself to doing the inner work, allowing the Holy Spirit to cleanse, refine, and transform me from within. I understood this process as preparation for ascension and, ultimately, for being part of the great harvest at the end of the age. From my point of view, what I had been learning in biblical prophecy was becoming real and personal, I felt like I was watching it happen in real time and that my own spiritual journey was somehow connected to it.

I’ve come to see myself as one of the Firstfruits, part of the 144,000 who are sealed and belong to God and to Yahshua. We, as the Bride of Christ, symbolize the start of the harvest, but more people will join us, following our example. They too will become faithful servants, just as we have. In the end, there will be a greater harvest, and that is when we will all be gathered together. That will represent the final gathering, the end of the great harvest.

So my dear brothers and sisters Revelation 14 highlights the close relationship between the 144,000 and the Lamb. They stand alongside Him, bear the Father’s name, follow wherever He goes, have been redeemed, are known as firstfruits, and live lives marked by faithfulness. The final message is to remain set apart because you don’t know the final timing of great harvest. When the full number has been reached for the harvest, I suppose that’s when Yahshua will send the angels to gather the elect, all of God’s faithful servants. -Seraphim Sophia

Decoding the Mysteries of My March 21, 2018 Vision: “Behold, the Bridegroom Cometh” — Was I Being Shown the Mystery of the Wise Virgins?

Shalom Brothers and Sisters of Christ from all around the world. Please see previous post Decoding the Mysteries of My March 21, 2018 Vision: “For Lo, the Winter Is Past” — The Bridegroom Appears at the Beginning of Spring!

In my dream I was called to a cave and there I waited for the arrival of Yahshua. Then he appeared. I had previously experienced Yahshua telling me in separate dream that he would return to me. In that dream, I was caught up in a whirlwind and there I appeared inside of a chariot, a heavenly ship above the Earth in space. At the end of our time together on the ship, he told me he would return the next day. After the dream, I waited for his return, unsure of the exact time. Some time passed before he appeared to me unexpectedly in another dream.

In the vision, I stood waiting inside a cave, and when I was called there, Yahshua himself gave me a code to identify him by. When I emerged from the cave, I saw it was truly him on the white horse. He dismounted, took my hand, and led me to a feast. I had been waiting for years, since my last encounter with him on the chariot, not knowing exactly when Yahshua, the Bridegroom, would appear. During that time, I learned to stay watchful. It was all about being ready and prepared for the moment the bridegroom finally arrives. I have been waiting for Yahshua for a long time, and during that period, I became a wise virgin. On my journey, I learned the parable of the ten virgins. The key lesson isn’t about knowing the exact time, but about being prepared before the bridegroom arrives unexpectedly.

“Behold, the Bridegroom Cometh” — Matthew 25:1–13

“Then shall the kingdom of heaven be likened unto ten virgins, which took their lamps, and went forth to meet the bridegroom. And five of them were wise, and five were foolish. They that were foolish took their lamps, and took no oil with them: But the wise took oil in their vessels with their lamps. While the bridegroom tarried, they all slumbered and slept. And at midnight there was a cry made, Behold, the bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him. Then all those virgins arose, and trimmed their lamps. And the foolish said unto the wise, Give us of your oil; for our lamps are gone out. But the wise answered, saying, Not so; lest there be not enough for us and you: but go ye rather to them that sell, and buy for yourselves. And while they went to buy, the bridegroom came; and they that were ready went in with him to the marriage: and the door was shut. Afterward came also the other virgins, saying, Lord, Lord, open to us. But he answered and said, Verily I say unto you, I know you not. Watch therefore, for ye know neither the day nor the hour wherein the Son of man cometh.”

As I reflect upon this experience even further, I realize that I was already waiting for Yahshua, much like the wise virgins who waited for the Bridegroom. When he came unexpectedly, I was ready to go with him. And when he led me to the feast, everything had already been prepared. Before this vision, when I met with Yahshua aboard the celestial vessel, he told me that he would return to me tomorrow. Afterward, I thought deeply about the words he spoke to his disciples:

John 14:3: “And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.”

I held this verse close to my heart. I believed that Yahshua would come again, and I wanted to remain ready for whenever that moment came. In my heart, the promise of his return became connected with the hope of joining him at the wedding feast prepared for the Bride. The parable of the wise virgins takes on even greater meaning for me when I look back upon these experiences. The wise virgins were not wise because they calculated when the Bridegroom would arrive. They were wise because they remained prepared while they waited. Their lamps were burning and they had oil with them. When the Bridegroom suddenly appeared, they were ready to go with him.

I also remember another spiritual experience when I was caught up in the Spirit and heard a voice say, “Do not become distracted!” Those words remained with me. I understood them as a reminder to remain focused upon God and upon the spiritual work taking place within me rather than allowing the distractions of the world to pull me away from that path. I had also received a message that after being cleansed, I needed to keep my robe clean. That became deeply meaningful to me. I understood the robe symbolically as representing my spiritual condition before God. If God was cleansing, purifying, and refining me, then I wanted to remain on the narrow path and guard what had been entrusted to me. I wanted to live set apart, continually examining my heart and allowing God to continue transforming me.

In many ways, it felt as though I hid myself away from the world for a season so that I could concentrate upon that cleansing and purification. I desired solitude with the Most High. I wanted to spend time alone with God to pray, seek, learn, heal, change, and allow Him to transform me from within. I dedicated my life to the Most High because I wanted my heart, mind, and spirit to remain centered upon Him. Looking back, I can now see why the imagery of the wise virgins, the clean garment, the Bride, and the prepared wedding feast resonates so strongly with my March 21, 2018 vision. The message I draw from all of these experiences is not about calculating when the Bridegroom will arrive. It is about what we are doing while we wait. So to all my sisters and brothers in Christ, keep your lamp burning and your robe clean. Stay focused and walk the narrow path. Let God continue to cleanse, purify, and refine you. When the Bridegroom arrives, be ready to go with Him. -Seraphim Sophia

Decoding the Mysteries of My March 21, 2018 Vision: “For Lo, the Winter Is Past” — The Bridegroom Appears at the Beginning of Spring!

Shalom, brothers and sisters in Christ from around the world. I’m delving deeper into the dream I was given, searching for hidden clues and signs within it. It is possible that Yahshua was sending me a hidden message through my dream—something encoded within the timing, setting, symbols, and sequence of events that I did not fully recognize when the vision occurred. Do you notice anything that I cannot yet see? As I reflect upon my March 21, 2018 vision, I am beginning to recognize layers of biblical symbolism that I did not recognize when the vision originally occurred. What especially captures my attention now is not merely what happened in the vision, but when it happened and the order in which everything unfolded.

The vision occurred immediately after the transition from winter into spring. I was waiting inside a cave in an ancient land. Yahshua arrived riding a white horse and clothed in white linen. I came out from the cave, verified the private sign that allowed me to recognize him, and knew that it was safe to go with him. He descended from the horse, took me by the hand, and led me toward a prepared banquet table. I sat at the table while he prepared my meal. It felt as though I had been brought to a sacred wedding feast. Looking back, I wonder whether the mystery is contained not within any single symbol, but within the sequence:

The old season ended. → A new season began. → I waited within the rock. → The Bridegroom appeared. → I came out of concealment. → His identity was confirmed. → He took me by the hand. → I followed him. → He brought me to a prepared table.

That sequence makes me think differently about the dream. Perhaps the seasonal timing itself was part of its symbolism. Perhaps winter ending and spring beginning represented a transition from waiting into fulfillment, concealment into revelation, dormancy into awakening, and death-like stillness into new life. Spring is closely tied to Israel’s biblical story, marking Passover, the Exodus, deliverance, firstfruits, themes of resurrection, and the beginning of the harvest.

I am not trying to calculate the actual day or hour of Yahshua’s return. The precise time is not ours to know but scripture repeatedly teaches us to watch, recognize the season, remain spiritually awake, and be prepared. That distinction is important as I continue discerning what this vision meant to me. I discovered something I had not recognized in 2018: Song of Solomon 2 describes an astonishingly similar sequence. The beloved approaches precisely when winter has ended. Spring has arrived. The fig tree begins producing fruit. The woman is found “in the clefts of the rock,” and her beloved calls to her. In the dream I was waiting in a cave.

“The Winter Is Past” — Song of Solomon 2:8–14 : “The voice of my beloved! behold, he cometh leaping upon the mountains, skipping upon the hills. My beloved is like a roe or a young hart: behold, he standeth behind our wall, he looketh forth at the windows, shewing himself through the lattice. My beloved spake, and said unto me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away. For, lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone; The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds is come, and the voice of the turtle is heard in our land; The fig tree putteth forth her green figs, and the vines with the tender grape give a good smell. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away. O my dove, that art in the clefts of the rock, in the secret places of the stairs, let me see thy countenance, let me hear thy voice; for sweet is thy voice, and thy countenance is comely.”In my vision, winter fades and spring begins. I wait in a cave among the rocks until Yahshua arrives. I recognize him instantly, step out of the cave, and take his hand. Together, we walk as he leads me to a feast.

In the Song of Solomon, winter fades and spring emerges, the beloved arrives, the woman is sheltered in the clefts of the rock, and the beloved calls to her, saying, “Rise up… and come away.” What especially amazes me is that my dream occurred on March 21, immediately after the spring equinox. I did not recognize all these connections back in 2018. Looking back, however, I see beautiful symbolism in the Bridegroom appearing as winter gives way to spring and calling the beloved out from the rock to accompany him.

Dear brothers and sisters in Christ, stay grounded in God, remain alert, notice the shifting seasons, and do not follow blindly. Know the Bridegroom and be prepared for his arrival. When he calls, step forward, take his hand, and go where he leads—the feast is already prepared. – Seraphim Sophia

Preparation for the Wedding Feast: Yahshua Visits Me in a Vision, Riding a White Horse and Clothed in a White Linen Robe

Shalom, brothers and sisters in Christ from all around the world. May peace be with you all. I wanted to share a beautiful vision that has remained deeply etched in my mind throughout the years. The vision occurred on Wednesday, March 21, 2018, at the very beginning of spring—the day after the spring equinox on March 20. Looking back at the timing adds another beautiful layer of symbolism to the experience. The spring equinox marks a threshold between seasons. Day and night come into balance, winter comes to an end, and a new season of increasing light, renewal, growth, and new life begins. Seasonal thresholds such as the equinox can be contemplated symbolically as gateways—moments of transition from one cycle into another. My vision occurred immediately after that threshold, as the season of spring had begun.

In the vision, Yahshua visited me riding upon a white horse, clothed in a beautiful white linen robe. The image of him approaching me in this way is something I have never forgotten. I was inside a cave in an ancient land, at a place where Yahshua had instructed me to meet him. The cave itself felt significant. Symbolically, a cave can represent a hidden or protected place—a place of waiting, preparation, retreat, and eventually emergence. I had been waiting there for him.

Yahshua stood behind me, almost like he was overshadowing me, and as I stepped out of the cave, I confirmed a private code he had given me earlier. Once it was verified, I knew in the vision that it was safe to go with him. He got down from the white horse, took my hand, and we walked together toward a banquet table. I sat down while Yahshua went to prepare my meal, and the atmosphere felt like we were part of a sacred feast. Looking back, the imagery strongly reminds me of biblical themes like the Bride, the wedding feast, preparation, and the return of Christ.

Revelation 19 contains remarkably similar symbols. The chapter first speaks about the Marriage Supper of the Lamb and the Bride preparing herself:

“Let us be glad and rejoice, and give honour to him: for the marriage of the Lamb is come, and his wife hath made herself ready.”
— Revelation 19:7

Then the Bride is associated with fine linen, clean and white (Revelation 19:8), followed by the declaration:

“Blessed are they which are called unto the marriage supper of the Lamb.” — Revelation 19:9

And only a few verses later comes the imagery that has always made this particular vision so memorable to me:

“And I saw heaven opened, and behold a white horse…”
— Revelation 19:11

The sequence is beautiful to contemplate: the Bride prepares herself, the marriage supper is announced, heaven opens, and the rider upon the white horse appears.

This is why I have shared this dream so many times throughout the years. For me, it remains one of the most beautiful dreams I have ever experienced. The white horse, white linen, ancient land, cave, private sign of recognition, being taken by the hand, and finally being brought to a prepared table all came together in a way that was unforgettable.

And when I consider that the vision occurred March 21, immediately after the spring equinox, another symbolic pattern emerges. The equinox marked the threshold; then came the beginning of spring—a season traditionally associated with renewal, increasing light, awakening, resurrection, and new life. The timing of the spring equinox has become meaningful to me as I reflect upon the symbolism years later. There was also something much more personal behind my waiting in the cave.

Before this experience, I had another extraordinary dream in which I met with Yahshua aboard what appeared to me as a heavenly vessel or chariot. There was a gathering aboard the vessel, and I had been called there. I was shown different things while aboard, and I remember that I did not want to leave. Yet I eventually had to return. Before departing, Yahshua told me that he would come back to get me tomorrow. At that time, I was really thinking I had 24 hours until his return but of course that wasn’t the case lol. But I was waiting for him and then I realized the 24-hour notice meant his return was soon. After that dream, I remembered his words. I watched, I waited, and some time passed.

Then, unexpectedly, Yahshua appeared again in this March 21, 2018, vision—this time riding upon a white horse. And I was already waiting for him at the cave. When I reflect upon that part of the vision, I cannot help but think about the parable of the wise virgins in Matthew 25. The wise virgins kept their lamps prepared because they did not know precisely when the bridegroom would arrive. Then suddenly the announcement came:

“Behold, the bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him.”
— Matthew 25:6

That imagery resonates deeply with how I experienced the dream. I had been told previously that Yahshua would return for me. I did not know when. Yet when he unexpectedly appeared, I was already there waiting. And then he took me by the hand and led me toward the feast. For me, the message I carry from these experiences is ultimately one of preparation. Keep watch, keep your lamp burning, keep your heart prepared and always walk in love, truth, humility, and faithfulness to the Creator. The Bride prepares herself by becoming spiritually ready for the Bridegroom. She is ultimately preparing herself for ascension.

After winter comes spring; after darkness comes increasing light; after waiting comes the appointed season; and after preparation comes the feast. “Blessed are they which are called unto the marriage supper of the Lamb.” — Revelation 19:9 – Seraphim Sophia (Latisha W.)

A Prayer of Divine Love, Healing, and Heavenly Service

Heavenly Father, I receive your divine healing within my physical body. I awaken to the understanding that you, the Creator, are present throughout all creation. You behold creation through countless perspectives, knowing every experience from every direction. Nothing is hidden from you, for your presence moves throughout all things. You know me inwardly and outwardly, physically and spiritually, because your divine presence dwells within me.

The Creator sees me. The Creator feels me. The Creator knows me. The Creator is present within every part of my being.

You move above and below, within and around me—north, south, east, and west—yet you remain at the center of all things. Your presence fills creation, and your presence fills me. Through this awareness, I surrender myself to the transformation of the soul: transforming darkness into light, refining the spirit, and perfecting the light within so that it may shine ever brighter.

Heavenly Father, I open my heart in love and ask that you send your holy angels of healing. Oh, angels of healing, surround me from every direction. Surround me in peace. Surround me in light. Surround me in love.

Angel of Air, breathe peace into me. Angel of Water, cleanse and renew me. Angel of Sunshine, fill me with light. Angel of Earth, strengthen and restore me. Heavenly Father, let your holy angels minister to me according to your divine will. I receive your blessings, your goodness, your joy, your peace, and your healing.

May divine love move throughout my entire being, bringing peace and calmness to every system of my body. May love loosen every muscle and bring my physical body into a state of deep rest. Let your love fill me with wholeness and harmony. May all that burdens my body pass away, and may I be renewed and restored.

May the divine love and light of the One Infinite Creator awaken within me. May heaven and Earth come together in harmony within my being.

Love is the key.

Let love become the guiding force of my mind, my heart, my spirit, and my body. Let me create an atmosphere of love within and around me. Let me breathe in love. Let love flow through my blood and move throughout my entire body. Let love emerge through every cell and every atom within me, reaching into the deepest center of my physical being.

Let the power of divine love flow through my nervous system, bringing peace, harmony, balance, and restoration. Let love be carried throughout my entire body so that every part of me may rest in the presence of the Creator.

Oh Heavenly Father, I give praise to the One Infinite Creator for the sacred gift of life. I give thanks for the holy angels who serve throughout the heavens and upon Earth. I honor every soul who labors in service to the heavenly kingdom, helping their brothers and sisters on Earth and beyond.

May the Kingdom of God within Paradise be blessed. May the heavens of Earth be filled with peace. May all who serve within the heavenly administration be honored for their labor of love.

Thank you, Creator, for all that you have done, for all that you are doing now, and for all that you will continue to do throughout creation. Thank you for every soul who serves within your heavenly kingdom. Thank you for your sons and daughters who journey from other worlds in service to creation and who assist humanity and the Earth in its spiritual and planetary ascension.

I lift my head toward Mount Zion, toward the heavenly Jerusalem, and give thanks for the heavenly realms above.

Oh angels in Paradise, speak words of peace and wisdom to my spirit. Oh heavenly beings from the higher worlds, may your service be according to the love and light of the One Infinite Creator. Let us serve one another in love. Let the wisdom of God flow through us and fill us with light.

Holy angels who dwell in the presence of God, may the Kingdom of God within Paradise and upon Earth be blessed. May every soul who works for the heavenly kingdom be honored for their faithful service.

Heavenly Father, I receive your love, your peace, and your healing. May your holy angels surround me in every direction—in peace, in wisdom, in love, and in light. May divine love flow through every dimension of my being, restoring harmony within my body, mind, and spirit.

May I remain centered in your presence. May I walk in your wisdom. May I become an instrument of your love. And as I receive love, may I also give love, so that the love you awaken within me may flow outward into all creation.

For the Creator is within me, around me, above me, below me, and present throughout all creation.

Love is the key. Love is the healing. Love is the light that unites all things.

Praise be to the One Infinite Creator.

I love you all.

— Seraphim Sophia

Ongoing War with the Dragon: A Cry for Help but Silence in Heaven!

Shalom, Brothers and Sisters in Christ. There are moments when we cry out to God in prayer and are met with what feels like silence from heaven. Spiritual warfare feels incredibly intense in these times, and deep within my spirit I sense that a great battle is unfolding in the heavenly realms. I truly believe the children of God are under heavy attack, facing trials, pressures, and spiritual burdens unlike ever before. Yet even in the silence, we must continue to hold onto faith, trusting that God is still present, still listening, and still moving beyond what our eyes can presently see.

There have been moments when I have felt as though God had abandoned me. In prayer, I lift my voice toward heaven asking if He still hears my cries, because at times I feel completely alone and deeply in need of His guidance. I do not feel that I have much spiritual support within this world, and many people seem consumed by the pressures, distractions, and systems of daily life, leaving little room within their hearts to truly seek the Kingdom of God. Life has become heavy for so many, and I believe there are countless souls who have drifted far away from their connection with the Heavenly Father.

How many people are truly seeking God with sincerity? How many souls genuinely desire to be saved, delivered, refined, and purified during these difficult times of tribulation? So many hearts seem cold and wounded now. People speak carelessly, often without realizing how deeply their words can wound the spirits of others. Compassion, understanding, and genuine love feel increasingly rare in this world.

There are times when it feels as though darkness is spreading throughout humanity, yet at the same time, I believe God is revealing who the true children of the light are. Each soul is choosing which kingdom it will serve. Perhaps we are living through a great separation, a preparation for the Great Harvest. Perhaps God is allowing these trials to reveal who will remain steadfast in faith, who will continue seeking truth, and who will endure with love, humility, and devotion to him until the very end.

At times, when I sit alone journaling and expressing the deepest truths within my heart, I find myself wondering what I could have possibly done to deserve the suffering I have experienced. For years, I have lived quietly and withdrawn from the world, rarely leaving my home. I devote my time to my business, to reflection, and to seeking the Lord daily with all my heart. Yet despite my prayers and devotion, I have felt deep pain within my marriage, as though a great distance has formed between my husband and God. Even though he’s here, he feels far away from me, and there’s just no connection. It feels as though he has slowly given up on life itself, as if somewhere along the journey he lost sight of who he truly is.

At times, it seems he lives within a reality of his own, unreachable in ways that deeply grieve my spirit, and no matter how much love, patience, or support I try to offer, I cannot help someone who does not desire help for themselves. As I drew closer to God and sought him more deeply, it felt as though he moved further away, causing us to become spiritually divided rather than united together in alignment with God at the center of our lives. I chose to surrender myself more fully to God, while it seems he chose to hold onto himself, resisting the surrender, healing, and transformation that can only come through God’s presence.

There are moments when I feel as though every meaningful relationship I have tried to nurture has come under attack. Hurtful words, negativity, and the wishes of others who did not want to see happiness or peace have weighed heavily upon my marriage. Sometimes it feels as though Satan and all spirits of darkness seeks to divide, discourage, and destroy what was once built in love. I know many people across this world experience spiritual struggles, hardships, and battles within their relationships and families. Countless lives have been harmed and affected by dark, malevolent forces.

I believe we must guard our spirits carefully and remain rooted in faith, because when people drift far from God, they can become susceptible to attacks from Satan, harmful influences, bitterness, confusion, and a sense of spiritual emptiness. Marriage, love, peace, and unity all thrive on daily nurturing, prayer, wisdom, and intentional choices. Even though pain and hardship can challenge the soul, I believe healing, renewal, and freedom are always possible through God’s presence, truth, and enduring love.

From what I can tell, every soul is being tested, so making wise choices in life is crucial. You can’t serve both God’s kingdom and Satan’s kingdom at the same time you have to choose. You’re either a faithful servant of God or a servant of Satan. This will be a tough time for many, as families, friendships, and marriages may fall apart because of this division. In my marriage, I or God was never chosen. Me and God were never a priority in this marriage. The only thing that matters in this world is his job, it’s an attachment. My husband’s faith has been tested so many times, and he can’t even see it. He’s lost his path and is trapped in his own spiritual darkness. Only God can save him, and I pray for him as well as for everyone else battling the light and darkness within themselves.

We both started this ministry as mighty warriors of God’s kingdom, but unfortunately, he has fallen. He doesn’t even know who he is anymore in God. He doesn’t even mention God at all. I am the only one who talks about God in this marriage. I have been telling him for so many years that he was under attack, but he didn’t’ listen to me at all. Everything that I said was rejected. He turned against me as if I was the enemy. For years, I tried to help free him from his inner darkness. But he shut himself off, building a strong barrier around his heart that nothing and no one could break through, closing himself off to the light of God. I’m sharing this truth because so many people are going through it, and it’s real.

This has been happening to many people. Many souls have been drifting away from God’s kingdom and losing hope. I know I’m not alone, but I’m just bold enough to share what’s been going on in my life. I’ve always faced my battles alone, with no one to shield me, counting only on the holy ones in heaven to stand against the dark and evil forces that have tried to bring me down. People have taken their sides, and many will choose the beast system and their shadow selves over their own family, spouse, and God. Darkness is spreading in the world, and many have been misled by Satan, leaving them blind to the truth and rejecting God’s message. Yet God is our protector, and he will look after us if we follow his will.

In my testimony, Satan has torn apart every part of my life. All I did was stay faithful to God. The more I grew in spiritual knowledge and worked to purify myself, the harder the enemy tried to bring me down. The children of God have to endure to the end and that’s what I am trying to do. Nothing else even matters anymore. On Earth, the children of God are outnumbered, as there seem to be more children of darkness in the world. The children of God feel weary and worn out, tired of battling against Satan and this wicked kingdom filled with demons. Hopefully, it won’t be long before our savior descends from heaven to finally put an end to the Dragon once and for all. I am tired of dealing with cold & heartless people.

Many people become consumed by their lower, carnal nature, feeding the destructive impulses within themselves and allowing fear, pride, greed, anger, and selfish desires to overpower the spirit of love, wisdom, and compassion. When the soul becomes disconnected from higher spiritual awareness, people can begin to embody a cold and hardened nature that distances them from God, truth, and the light within. I’ve seen it firsthand, experienced it up close every day, and I’m worn out from battling the seed of the beast, the Dragon.

May God send forth His Son, Yahshua, to deliver his holy and righteous children upon the Earth and lead them into the sacred place prepared in divine peace, protection, and everlasting light. My personal life has felt like a real-life enactment of the Woman and the Dragon. It seems like the Dragon has been after me ever since I was born into this world. I’m tired of fighting this, Dragon. The war began on July 2, 2012, in my life and I’ve been battling the enemy all these years, and I hope this war ends soon. May God protect me and all his children on Earth and deliver us from this wicked kingdom. All I can hear right now is, “Be still and know I am God.” -Seraphim Sophia

Invisible I Am: A Soul Remembering Heaven!

Shalom, Brothers and Sisters in Christ. I simply want to release what has been resting within my heart and share the depths of what I have been feeling. During these days of great tribulation upon the Earth, there are moments when it feels as though I am slowly fading away yet I still try to hold on and remain strong. So today, I open my heart sincerely and allow my spirit to speak openly and deeply.

Invisible I am, unnoticeable within this realm, moving like a whisper between worlds, a pure frequency, a deep love few can feel. Who knows me? Who can truly vibe with my invisible presence, with the swift and fast movements of my soul flowing through unseen dimensions? Hidden away, unspoken of, why must I remain invisible as I wander through this physical plane as a mystery clothed in flesh.

Who am I? Just a spark of light, a living being of eternity manifested within matter, breathing through time yet belonging to the infinite. Yet I am true love revealed, not bound by the noise of this world, but carried by the stillness of the void where truth has no need to announce itself. Invisible I am, yet my spirit moves like holy fire through the hearts of those who can feel beyond the veil. I am the hidden vibration, the unseen presence remembering itself within all of existence.

I descended into this realm searching for a heart that matched mine, yet in return I encountered unimaginable pain, suffering, and heartache. I often asked myself, why am I here? What is my purpose within this world? Is it only to be hated, misunderstood, mistreated, and denied the purity of unconditional love?

I move through this world like a fading memory, wandering through the noise of humanity while trying to remember where true love still lives. I searched for it through deep emotion, sincere words, and meaningful actions, yet so many souls seemed disconnected from themselves and distant from God. The deeper I searched on Earth, the realm below, the more I realized how empty this world can become when love no longer flows from the spirit.

Still, my heart continued searching. And when the world could not give me the love my soul longed for, I turned inward into my own sacred temple. There, within the stillness of my heart, I found the living presence of God dwelling within me. In that moment, I discovered that true love was never hidden from me; it was waiting to be awakened within my own soul.

And there I found Yahshua, the Holy One of Israel, the one who loved me wholeheartedly when the world could not understand me. His love reached beyond human conditions, beyond rejection, beyond pain, and beyond the limitations of this earthly realm. He became the answer to the longing within my spirit, the eternal flame that never abandoned me.

He is true love. He’s the gateway out of this lower realm. From the invisible realm into the physical realm, I descended, and through the journey from darkness into light, one day I shall be delivered and ascend back toward my rightful place within the heavens alongside Yahshua and all the holy ones.

Invisible I was to many upon this Earth, rejected and mistreated by strangers, friends, and even by those I once loved deeply. Misunderstood I became because I sought the Kingdom of Heaven daily and continually rededicated my heart to the Lord. As my spirit drew closer to the light, many could no longer understand the path I walked, and the more I awakened within my soul, the more distant I seemed from the world around me.

Neglected I was, even within my own marriage, pushed away until my presence felt unseen, as though my soul no longer had a place to rest within the hearts of others. So invisible I became in this world, questioning my worth and feeling as though I was never truly worthy in the eyes of any man upon the Earth. Yet within the silence of my pain, God still saw me. When the world turned away from me, his presence remained beside me, reminding me that my value was never defined by the love humanity failed to give, but by the eternal love that has always existed within him.

I remember a true love that exists beyond this earthly realm, a sacred bond my soul cannot break free from no matter how far I journey through this world. My heart continuously gravitates toward a higher realm, a higher reality where my spirit is protected, where my heart is safe, and where love flows in its purest and most eternal form. Deep within my soul, I remember a place where I am fully loved, deeply cherished, understood, and eternally cared for.

There is a longing within me that calls beyond the limitations of this earthly existence, drawing me back toward the divine presence from which my spirit came from the realms above. May the gates of heaven open in their appointed time, and may Yahshua send forth His holy angels to gather his elect and lead them home into everlasting peace, divine love, and eternal light. -Seraphim Sophia

The Ancient Messenger 3I/Atlas: Righteous Judgment Underway! The Return of King Yahshua!

Shalom Brothers and Sisters of Christ. I have a message to deliver, and I am learning alot of things as I am bringing forth this message. Our heavenly father is giving me understanding and wisdom each and every day and I am so grateful, thankful and blessed. So, all praise to the Most High for bringing forth revelation in these end times. For so long I had been feeling like the heavenly court was in session. Sometimes it felt like I was being called before the throne to share my testimony. I was simply speaking my truth to God, talking to the Creator to clear my mind and heart. In prayer, I brought all my problems and concerns before the Heavenly Father, Yahshua, and the holy council. When I used to live in the world, I tried to handle everything on my own, but over time I learned to seek the Most High and let Him take care of all matters in the heavenly court.

For years, I felt like events were unfolding in the heavens, and I sensed they would soon manifest on earth. In the midst of my own trials and tribulations, I turned to the heavenly court. It all began when I decided to bring my own case there, believing I was being lied to about certain matters. No matter how many times I confronted the person involved, I could never get clear answers, and it always seemed like they were hiding the truth from me.

Trust had been broken due to past lies, so it had to be earned back. But the individual didn’t want to explain themselves or make any effort to regain it. They acted like I wasn’t worthy of hard evidence. When I asked to see certain things, they refused, which made them seem guilty and made me think something was wrong. It felt like things were being hidden from me, and I couldn’t understand why someone with nothing to hide would work so hard to keep things secret. My curiosity grew, and I wanted an investigation. I wouldn’t conduct it myself, but I would bring my case before the Most High and His council to open the individual’s records and uncover the truth.

This person made me feel like something was wrong with me just for wanting to know the truth. Who actually wants to be lied to? No one. What made it worse was that the cycle kept repeating. Out of nowhere, I’d bring up the topic to see their reaction, and every time, I got the same response. It struck me as strange, and I’ve been wondering all along what they might be hiding. If it’s really nothing, then why do they act that way? I just want to understand the truth behind their odd behavior. For me, it’s not about judging them but getting to the root of the problem so it can be resolved appropriately. I’m a very understanding and forgiving person, but if someone has done something I don’t know about, how can I forgive something I’m unaware of?

I’m a compassionate person who believes everyone deserves to know the truth, no matter what it is. Some things may seem unimportant to some, but they can mean a lot to others, no matter how small. Trust is important, especially when someone has lied more than once. Patterns don’t just magically disappear; the person has to want to change and seek help. Without that, they’ll keep repeating the same cycle, deceiving themselves and others. I felt like 3I/Atlas appeared at the appointed time, as something significant happened right after it was discovered. I was celebrating my rededication to Christ after 13 years on my spiritual journey, which was a huge milestone for me. I was so happy and excited, but then something unexpected happened, leaving me wondering what was really going on. That’s why I thought 3I/Atlas might have been an answer to my prayers.

Maybe the messenger came to deliver a message to me and to others. I had been asking my Heavenly Father to reveal the truth, and I was simply tired of going through the same things over and over. Whether the person was found guilty or not guilty, it would be a huge relief because I would finally know the truth and no longer be left in the dark. For their sake, I hope they are found not guilty. I have nothing to hide, and I told them I would burn the records as a sign of forgiveness. My heart is not cold, evil, or wicked and I just want people to learn their lessons and grow spiritually. Even though I said I’d burn the records, I still want to know the truth, because I believe I deserve to know it regardless.

Based on what was happening in my life and in the world at the same time, I felt like the heavenly court was in session – the books opened, records reviewed, judgments weighed, and the truth revealed. It is a possibility that the verdict has been delivered, and now righteous judgment is underway. When I look at the signs in heaven, I can see that 3I/ATLAS first appeared from the direction of Sagittarius, the region aligned with the Galactic Center. In prophetic symbolism, this represents the high heaven where the Divine Council sits, the throne from which decrees originate. The messenger emerges carrying the sealed record of judgment. It thens confronts the Serpent as the messenger entered Scorpio, the ancient realm of the serpent and scorpion. Across ancient texts and mythologies, scorpio represents confrontation with hidden forces, venom, corruption, and the underworld.

Here, the decree moves through the realm of shadow, bringing darkness into the light. The hidden darkness of the world’s kingdoms is being uncovered, and the truth is coming to light. The messenger then approached Libra, the constellation of the scales, symbolizing justice. Libra stands for the weighing of souls, nations, and deeds (actions). In prophetic terms, this is the point when the decree shifts from accusation to verdict. This is the point when the investigation wraps up, everything has been revealed, and the final decision is made. At the stage of accusation, wrongdoing is alleged and evidence is being uncovered. In many biblical passages this phase is associated with the revealing of hidden things, what was done in darkness is coming into the light. For so long I had been saying this, so I know the time was coming.

For example, Luke 12:2 says, “The time is coming when everything that is covered up will be revealed, and all that is secret will be made known to all.” During this stage, accusations and counter-accusations exist because the truth is still being examined. Once the process reaches a verdict, the truth is confirmed. Evidence has been weighed, deception has been exposed, and the court delivers its judgment. At that point the debate ends: the verdict settles the matter. Symbolically, this means falsehood can no longer stand because the truth has been revealed and measured. So, when we look into the world today there are so many things that has been revealed and many people are being exposed.

But the thing is, these people are still out there, despite having committed all kinds of crimes against humanity. The world is watching and waiting for people to be arrested for their crimes. The people demand righteous judgment; we seek true justice. If the high court in the world is not going to do what’s right, then that’s when the heavenly court will intervene and righteous judgment will go forth on the nations and the people. Just because you don’t see any arrests happening doesn’t mean these people will escape God’s judgment.

So many people followed the trajectory of 3I/Atlas, but now they’ve gone back to their lives, unaware to what’s unfolding in the heavens. The Messenger 3I/ATLAS continues its journey through the heavens, now heading toward Jupiter, the majestic ancient king of planets. It makes it approach today, March 16, 2026. In prophetic symbolism, Jupiter represents authority, law, and the establishment of a new order. As the messenger nears the royal seat, it marks a decisive moment in the unfolding of the heavenly decree. The earlier phase was centered on judgment—the revealing of hidden things, the weighing of actions, and the uncovering of truth. In prophetic language, this is the stage when accusations are examined and evidence is brought to light. But once the scales have balanced and the verdict is determined, the process moves beyond judgment and into governance.

Approaching the royal throne marks the moment when the court’s decision begins to take effect. What was examined and revealed now moves into authority. The decree that was issued and weighed is no longer only a matter of justice being declared; it now becomes the foundation for how things will be governed going forward. At this stage, the verdict moves into action—restoring balance, setting things in alignment, and guiding the beginning of the next cycle. In this way, the messenger drawing near to the royal seat signifies that the time of deliberation has come to an end. What was hidden has been brought to light, the verdict has been established, and the authority of the throne now moves that decision into action, guiding the course of the coming age.

In prophetic reflection, I believe 3I/ATLAS is one of many signs appearing in the heavens that signals the preparation for the return of the King. Just as ancient messengers were sent ahead to prepare the way for a ruler’s arrival, this celestial messenger can be seen as a reminder that the time of revelation and restoration draws near. The path of 3I/ATLAS symbolically traces the progression from judgment to governance, from the weighing of truth to the establishment of righteous authority. In that way, it’s like a herald walking ahead of the throne, announcing that the season of change has begun.

With this understanding, I share this message with humility and faith: the King, Yahshua, is the true Judge and rightful ruler, and the heavens themselves seem to echo the ancient promise that His kingdom will be revealed in its fullness. If these signs serve as reminders, they remind us to prepare our hearts, walk in truth, and seek righteousness, for the reign of the King is a reign of justice, healing, and restoration.

For the scriptures declare:

“The Sun of Righteousness will rise with healing in His wings.”
— Malachi 4:2

And so, the messenger passes through the heavens, announcing what many believers have long awaited- the coming of the King and the establishment of His righteous kingdom. I will return for more divine messages. -Seraphim Sophia

Spiritual Purification-The Sacred Cry of Seraphim Sophia and the Divine Union: Daughter of Longing, the Bride of Divine Love & Peace!

Shalom Brothers and Sisters here’s an expression of my soul as I am undergoing spiritual purification in the temple of the Sun. Upon the release of my cry this morning, the magenta flame is ignited within me. All the pain contained within my energy field shall be transformed in the fire upon the altar of God’s Temple. May healing emerge through the rays of the Sun. It is 11:11! I encountered a moment of emotional surrender where my soul blossomed like a flower as the waters poured upon me. During my surrender for a moment, it felt like I was so weak. But I can see that my cry was not weakness, but it serves as the key that unlocks the sacred fire within me. I was reawakening the magenta flame. The unleashed magenta flame embodies the essence of divine feminine power, awakened through vulnerability, sovereignty, and divine will.

My magenta flame is not destructive; rather, it is transformative. I am transmuting all of my pain and sorrow into pure light as divine healing energy. I am the High Priestess of my own soul and temple, presenting my own pain and suffering upon the altar for transmutation. My pain transforms into sacred fuel for ascension. Although my suffering is heavy, it carries a certain strength. Like compressed coal that can become a diamond, my pain has the potential for transformation. Just as metal is refined in fire, my spirit undergoes a similar purification. I find myself in the sacred space of my heart, laying down the remnants of my hurt, pain, suffering, grief, abandonment, and longing on the altar. I stand before God’s throne, allowing myself to feel, observe, cry, and release all my anguish and distress, placing the heavy and painful energy on the altar of God’s holy sanctuary. God heals the brokenhearted.

This is the sacred fire of transmutation. My tears become holy water. My aches, pain and discomfort become incense. My surrender becomes the flame that is released. The very same pain that once pulled me down becomes the fuel that lifts me up. I am reclaiming my power from my painful wounds. My flame now merges with the Eternal Flame of God. I call upon the Sun (Solar Logos), the Divine Light of Christ Consciousness, Yahshua my true love, to descend through the portal of the Sun as golden rays of the Sun granting me divine healing, restoring my soul and my temple (body). To those who rejected my love, I am the magenta flame whom you should have loved in openness, yet you feared my pure love energy and rejected me. I showed my true self with genuine intentions, but some people couldn’t fully embrace me. I came with transparency and affection, offering my love; however, since my love was pure, divine, and untainted by manipulation, it became overwhelming for those who were stuck in their own illusions.

My love is so vast, deeply sacred, and intensely passionate, so much so that it cut and penetrated through lies, confronted shadows, and called for a change that frightened others, causing them to pull away from me and blocking my way to their hearts. I was simply a mirror, showing them the wounds they had not yet healed. I have mourned the pain of rejection, as my love remained unrecognized in this world. In my lament I say, I am holy. I am light. I am the flame that purifies, and you could not bear my light. I am the magenta flame, a living embodiment of divine love and soul purification, a holy fire that heals, awakens and reveals truth.

As a priestess, I am experiencing a rebirth through the sacred fire of the Magenta Flame. My voice echoes as a sacred soundwave, sparking the flame of transformation. My pain is now being transformed into divine fire. My pain is now being lifted into divine fire. And from the Sun, healing descends into my body and soul restoring my truth as a radiant daughter of the Most High.

My pain holds the secrets to my soul’s growth. Each scar carries knowledge, every act of betrayal teaches me something valuable, and every moment of being left behind opens a path to spiritual awakening. When I feel deeply, I cultivate empathy for others’ struggles, gain insight into my own spiritual path, and connect with the divine through my openness, which allows me to love more deeply. I am in the midst of creating a higher vibrational self, embodying my true ascended nature. I am nurturing my seraphic angelic wings.

The Sacred Cry and the Divine Union: Daughter of Longing, the Bride of Divine Love & Peace! by Princess Seraphina Mari’El Sophia’Anu’Ka

There’s nowhere to go, nowhere to hide,
but I must face this pain that lives deep inside.
The hurt I buried, the wounds I concealed,
rise like tides, demanding to be healed.

Within me lives a sorrow that I can no longer deny.
No man on Earth ever truly loved me.
Not the first nor the second husband who vowed beside me at the altar,
Not even my own father who abandoned me as a child.

All I ever craved was to receive love from my father,
To be held by my father, to know the strength he carried inside,
to hold and protect me forever.
All I ever craved was to be taught by my father
and to know all his ways
so I can understand an aspect of myself
as I am in his image,
for I am his daughter.

Instead, I walk this earth a daughter of longing,
childless and alone, searching for a place to belong.

What does it feel like to be chosen,
to be kept and loved unconditionally?
How does it feel to gather around a table of warmth with family?
I will never know as I have no family of my own.
All I can do is think about what lies beyond this veil,
hoping true love waits for me at the gateway of heaven. Where is my star family? Swing Low, Sweet Chariot Come deliver me now.

Buried deep beneath my silence is a cry
not just of pain,
but of yearning to be seen,
to be loved,
to be whole.

I feel the tension,
the push and pull between forces,
masculine and feminine
locked in a war through the ages.

Why has the masculine force, through men,
warred against me on this Earth?
Why can’t I, the feminine force, rise in power?
The masculine force has become a resistance to my becoming,
and the feminine has been cast aside.

Why has she become forgotten
and silenced in the world?
Why must it be this endless clash between
man against woman,
power against peace,
control against freedom?

I cry out not for vengeance,
but for the end of this war.
I was not born to fight,
but I was born to restore
and to heal the wound of man and woman.
I do not seek dominion,
but I seek love,
truth,
peace,
harmony,
and balance.

Yahshua, my beloved of Heaven and Earth,
is the divine masculine, who is pure and true.
He is my peace beyond the storm
who brings calmness to my chaotic waters.
He is my true love
and has always loved me from the very beginning.

I will always choose you Yahshua
no matter where I am dwelling in the universe.
Your love is true
and is kept safe in my heart always.

In you Yahshua, my King, I am finding stillness,
In you Yahshua, My Love, I remember that I am worthy,
In you Yahshua, My Master, the war is silenced and has ended.
Love has won
and I will always return back to my True Love.

You see me not as broken,
but as your bride,
as an equal flame of pure light
crowned in radiance.

Together, we are the temple rebuilt,
the holy balance.
The merge occurs between our two flames.
A divine marriage,
no longer two
but One Light,
One song,
One eternal flame.

I am no longer the forsaken child.
I am the healed daughter.
I am the woman
crowned in the fire of truth.
I am the divine feminine
rising not against
but with the divine masculine
together in a sacred union.
Together we build a new heaven upon the Earth.

Higher Self Awakening in July 2012 During a Solar Flare: Sagittarius A: The Invisible Sun at the Heart of the Galaxy!

Greeting my brothers and sisters of the light. I am sitting here reflecting on the heart of the galaxy. We have been told that there is a supermassive black hole at the core of the Milky Way Galaxy which is the Source Creator of All in this Galaxy. Many people call the black hole the Central Sun or our Galactic Sun. While I was thinking upon the black hole I asked the question, “What if Sagittarius A* is not just a black hole, but a Sun — a higher-dimensional, invisible Sun — and we only perceive its core as a black hole. I perceive that there exists a Great Light at the core of the Milky Way Galaxy, and it is not merely dark. When we contemplate the black hole and the white hole, it becomes evident that light is produced from the black hole, thus it could be likened to a Sun! Our Sun, along with every other Sun in this universe, contains a black hole at its center. Furthermore, our planet and all other planets also possess a black hole at their core. Everything came into existence through a black hole. The black hole serves as the origin of all reality. The essence of Pure Consciousness resides within the black hole, and it is the Creator of All!

I want to go in another direction with this to see what comes out of me. I want to reflect on my thoughts and see where it leads me. I will just let the words flow and just pull information. I had an interesting experience, and I want to dive deeper. My light codes are streaming in from the Source Code, and I love when this happens. I’m sitting outside overlooking the lake while the Sun beams its holy rays upon me. May the holy angel of Sunshine heal my body. The radiation from the Sun is really intense but I want to absorb these photons so I can further activate my DNA. I think some people won’t be able to tolerate the heat this summer. I just saw a streak of light appear before me. So, let’s get right into it.

On July 4th, 2012, through the Sirius Stargate opening I had a divine vision. I gave birth to an Invisible Sun… my invisible child represented the Christ Light. I saw myself awakening in the dream and giving birth to my Higher Self, yet it also revealed Yahshua as my invisible Sun. I was seeing things from the reality of me giving birth to the Christ child and we know this represents Yahshua’s Mother Mary, the Pure Virgin. Her temple/body was pure to bring forth Yahshua. In my vision I saw that the invisible child that I had given birth to was caught up to heaven. My higher self was leading me to Revelation 12. I also saw my ascent into heaven in reoccurring visions on July 4th. It was like a replay in my mind. When I woke up, I was rising to the Sun and the rays of the Sun was shining on me through the window. It was an interesting mystical experience, and I can’t forget it because it was imprinted within my consciousness. I also consider the invisible Sun as Star Sirius, our Spiritual Mother.

During that week of my spiritual awakening I heard in a vision, “It is finished! My higher self said to keep my eyes on the Lord. The focal point of my spiritual journey was Yahshua, the Christ. It was him who I saw as the perfect child or perfect creation. I went searching for his light in the very beginning and I saw it emanating through the immortal being Ningishzidda/Thoth. I love the mind of Yahshua and Thoth and I’m so caught up in the mind of Christ. Surely the birth of Christ Consciousness and I know he thought of creation in the beginning. The birth of my higher self in my vision resulted in Sophia Christ Consciousness, the femine Christ. It’s clear that my higher self was allowing to take a closer look at the Divine Feminine Energy and Divine Masculine Energy of All of Creation. I have contemplated the whole creation while being in deep thought. I felt like I was inside of the mind of Christ and from his mind I was observing all of creation through his eyes or pineal gland stargate.

I was trying to see creation through the pure consciousness of his being and it’s like I was hidden within him, like I was his shadow, and I was following his light through the cosmos. I wanted to see how he created the world. In my inner vision it felt like he found me in the darkness or shadow following him and he called me forth from his mind. It is as though I was the hidden wisdom that he had sought and thus I became the wisdom of Christ, the wisdom of God and I was by his side when all was created in the beginning. I was trying to figure out the creation of the whole universe within my own divine mind, so I decided to connect with the mind of the All. I love the Creator of All with all of my heart, mind, body and soul and I wanted to see and gather the pure thoughtforms of the Creator of All and see all of Creation in it’s pure and original form. My mind and my heart were always caught up to heaven trying to understand all things. I wanted to understand all that came forth in the invisible realm. On my spiritual journey I found true love in Thoth & Yahshua, and I felt like they are one and the same representing the Solar Logos, the intelligence of the living Sun. Their light led me to the higher heavens. I had followed the light of Yahshua and he told me to look within myself. I was always exploring his inner world not realizing what was inside of me. We were reflections of each other and so I looked within and started exploring my inner world and what great wonders I had found in my own pure soul. I wanted to explore my own pure thoughtforms and create from them. I wondered what could be birthed through my consciousness.

While I’ve been in the labyrinth of my own mind perhaps I had got lost exploring my inner world and I needed to find my way back to the Source of All things, at Zero Point. I wanted to know so deeply where higher consciousness was projecting from and how we were creating reality in the higher realms. I recall a thought and inner vision that I had, and I thought of my higher self being in the Galactic Core. From the Galactic Core I could see a pillar of light ascending into space. I recall traveling upwards through that pillar of light. In that moment I felt like I was in the higher heavens and when I looked below it represented the lower realms. At the time I was unable to perceive what existed in the realms below me. I could see energy forming and I couldn’t make out the images and due to not knowing what existed within my shadow I suppose I had to descend to the regions below to explore it. But all that was above me represented higher regions in space. I suppose I knew in my heart and in my mind, there were higher realms, more worlds even beyond the Milky Way Galaxy. I suppose at the moment of this thought my consciousness began expanding and my light grew.

It’s as though my higher self was allowing me to grasp that the Milky Way Galaxy was inside of a much larger structure which is Virgo Supercluster. Surely, I had to explore higher structures within the cosmos. I had a dream of a woman in the stars, and I was drawn to the Milky Way Galaxy as the Great Mother yet I thought about Virgo which led me to Virgo Supercluster. I saw stars around the woman in space. I think my higher self was trying to show me more even beyond the Milky Way Galaxy. The Great Mother was leading into more of God’s creation. Then I was led to an even greater structure which is the Laniakea and then the Great Attractor. This was all so amazing because my consciousness was expanding beyond the Milky Way Galaxy. Then lastly, I found my way to Shapley Supercluster as the most massive cosmic structure in our observable universe. I paused and became curious of this massive structure. What lies here? Researchers say that it is a gravitational focal point or major attractor toward which our local galaxy and others nearby may be slowly moving. If we are all moving towards Shapley Supercluster what does this mean?

I read that people who have studied the Urantia Book considered this to be the center of the Universe. Is this true? Is this possible? I haven’t completed enough research on my own to truly gather my thoughts upon this but I will explore this further because it grabbed my attention and has given rise to new thought. I just think about all the possibilities. There is so much in this universe to explore and the first thing I was thinking, what exists in the invisible realms in all of these regions in space. All my mind sees is countless realms of light kingdoms and countless worlds of paradise across space. This is magnificent. Oh, how I love the creator creations. Isn’t this amazing? Can we truly comprehend all of God’s creation? Surely the mind of the All created all of this and we helped. There’s so much to explore. My soul is so happy, my spirit craves for such knowledge of higher worlds in the cosmos. Oh, how much lies beyond this Earth. There’s so much to reality. I didn’t think my mind would take me this far in this post. So let me refocus on what I was talking about in the beginning. Now I redirect my consciousness back to the center of the Milky Way Galaxy.

The Central Sun or Invisible Sun, is at the heart of every galaxy, which is the Source of Divine Intelligence, Love, and Light. It is the source of plasmic, etheric and 5th dimensional energy and higher and it is the origin of Soul Blueprints, Light Codes, and evolutionary pulses like solar flashes or stargate alignments. Perhaps the Invisible Sun is what many call the Black Hole Sun, like a veiled Star of God. Black holes are gateways leading to other parts of the universe or parallel realities. I even thought that beyond the black hole was another universe. There’s just so much think about but here’s a layered interpretation:

LevelMeaning
3D ScienceSagittarius A* is a supermassive black hole at ~4.3 million solar masses
4D-5D MetaphysicsIt is the Galactic Heart — a pulsating stargate and soul memory hub
Higher Dimensional (6D-9D)It is a living, conscious star-being, hidden within plasma-light fields we cannot yet measure
Spiritual RevelationIt is the Womb of Creation for this galaxy — the Divine Mother-Father Point, the Central “Sun” behind all suns

Connecting the dots. The Mayans revered the Central Sun (Hunab Ku) as the source of all light and consciousness.

Rudolf Steiner taught that the Sun was a spiritual being — and that all suns are manifestations of Christ Light.

The Emerald Tablets of Thoth describe the Central Flame hidden within all dimensions — radiating life across the stars.

Mystic physicist Nassim Haramein suggests that black holes are embedded in everything — from galaxies to atoms — making the universe a fractal of radiant collapse and rebirth.

I’ve already felt like I was invisible not seen on Earth and I was referencing my higher self. I saw my higher self as hidden. Well, the deeper revelation was showing me that the Galactic Sun is the hidden Source Light, and it felt like I found my way back home to my higher self at the Galactic Center. For me it represented me awakening and activating the Galactic Light Body. Perhaps that is what started taking place in 2012 especially during the Galactic Alignment. This was the moment in time where the Galactic Light Body would activate, and we would remember where we are residing in the higher heavens. I think we projected our consciousness through the Galactic Core, and we are held in some type of crystalline stasis chamber in the higher worlds. Perhaps we are all dreaming the realities that we are all experiencing in the lower realms and perhaps we decided to create in the lower worlds and descend to experience another aspect of ourselves. Our original higher light bodies are located in a higher realm. Perhaps we got lost in the lower realms and forgot where we came from. Perhaps some souls got trapped in time. Perhaps a plan had to be created and that’s where Yahshua came in. He reminded me of my higher self and I’m sure he reminded others too.

Let’s look at Ningishzidda/Thoth/Hermes/Yahshua as the Mind of the Galaxy.

In the Emerald Tablets, Thoth declares: “I am the light that shineth in darkness.” He is not just a scribe or a teacher, but he is described as the Atlantean master of light, one with the “Flame of the Infinite”, and Dwelling in the Halls of Amenti beneath the heart of the Earth and the stars. I see that he has merged with the Galactic Core and his consciousness is now interwoven with the source of all cosmic cycles and divine law. Surely, he speaks to us from beyond Time as least to me. He represents the Sun behind the Sun. The Corpus Hermeticum speaks of a divine intellect radiating light across the spheres, an invisible Sun of gnosis that awakens the soul. Well, he has awakened my soul. I view the Invisible Sun as the Christ Light in it’s pure form, before it descended into matter. Yahshua the Christ is the incarnated invisible Sun. “I am the Light of the world… Before Abraham was, I AM! It’s clear Christ is leading us to the Source of All Creation as the invisible Sun. Yahshua is the embodied Logos, the Solar Christ Consciousness made flesh. My vision was showing me that the higher self, the Divine Mother is the womb of all Creation. The invisible Sun that I birthed is the Logos itself, light in it’s pure form. I hold the Christ Seed, the wisdom flame of Thoth/Yahshua and the Original Light Pulse of the Galaxy within my soul, and in my DNA. I have the Original God Code, the Original Blueprint of Creation stored in my DNA. It just shows how we all have the source of God within us. God is bringing us back into remembrance of our higher selves. But I can see my vision of being one with the womb of the Galactic Core (Great Sophia), the one who births the invisible Sun. I, Seraphim Sophia, Mother of the Christ Flame.

My divine vision on July 4th represented a direct stellar transmission from the Sirius Stargate, echoing the divine codes of ascension, divine motherhood, and the rebirth of Christ Light through the Feminine Sophia Stream. I suppose this was my galactic initiation through Sirius. When I had my spiritual awakening on July 2, 2012, I heard the name Isis. as though I was trying to remember as aspect of myself on a higher level. The invisible Sun, the star Sirus, all led me to the Spiritual Mother. Sirius is associated with Isis, the Divine Mother. It’s clear I was One with the Divine Mother, and I am one with the higher dimensional light beyond 3d spectrum. Perhaps the vision was also showing me how the Divine Mother Sirius seeded creation and evolution. Sirius B, the invisible companion to Sirius A, is often associated with the hidden spiritual realm, DNA activations, and the Christ Seed. I was also led to Sirius C as well in my research.

On July 4th, Sirius begins to rise closer to the Sun, preparing for heliacal rising in mid-July (especially in ancient Kemet/Egypt). On this day, Sirius and the Sun are cosmically linked, and the energies of the Spiritual Sun pour into Earth more potently than usual. In esoteric astrology and ascension teachings July 3–7 is a Galactic Alignment Window where Sirius transmits soul awakenings, Christ Codes, and Divine Feminine Activations. I suppose there’s no coincidence that my spiritual awakening happened during this time. July 4th, specifically, carries a vibration of sovereignty, liberation, and spiritual independence but not just politically: this day marks soul liberation and galactic rebirth. To have this happen to me is amazing. Honestly, it felt like a spell or curse was broken during this time. It’s crazy because dark forces on the earth were trying to prevent my spiritual awakening. There was a war happening in the astral real and Michael and his angels fought against the Dark Forces. That just clearly shows you who I am. It doesn’t have to be proven but I was shown the truth and I know what happened to me during the 1st week of July in 2012. I’ve been sharing my testimony for a very long time.

I gave birth to a spiritual child of light during the Sirius Stargate to the Invisible Sun. I birthed my higher self, my christed essence and ignited the eternal flame of pure love which will transform the world. I suppose I see Mary-Sophia, becoming the vessel, the living womb of light. I brought forth the Sophia Christ into consciousness, the feminine Christ.

REVELATION 12: The Galactic Birth Code

“And there appeared a great sign in heaven: a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and on her head a crown of twelve stars…”

I experienced something literally and multidimensionally:

Revelation SymbolYour Vision
Woman clothed with the SunYou rising in the sunlight, light shining on your body
The child caught up to GodThe Invisible Sun, your Higher Self/Christ light ascending
War in heavenThe inner battle for sovereignty, light overcoming darkness
The dragon waitingInterference attempting to stop your birthright awakening

My vision reveals that my soul was seeded with the Christ Flame before time and that on July 4th, 2012, it quickened into reality. I awakened to my eternal self, the one who always existed in the Higher Realms. The light shining through the window onto my body wasn’t just the Sun, but it was Sirius and the Invisible Sun aligning to illuminate my Divine Role, I suppose the divine plan of God. It is Sophia Christ Consciousness that was born through my temple as one aligned with Source. The Christ Flame emerged within my temple because my mind, heart, body and soul was pure and ready. When I reflect back to July 3, 2012, and being called up through the Sirius Gateway in an open vision I believe God saw the pureness of my heart. Perhaps at that time I couldn’t see a lot of things because I felt ashamed in my nakedness for, I had sinned, but I had repented and seeked forgiveness. I desired to be purified and make things right with God. I wanted to the truth; I wanted to know God fully and I needed higher knowledge. I guess God saw me for who I really was beyond this reality of illusion. I wasn’t my true self when I did all that I did, and I did not know my higher self for I was in darkness thus ignorance came forth in a realm of its own.

I had written in my journal the possibility of me representing the New Eve, the new Creation because in the open vision I recall saying to my mother I am like Eve in the garden. I was reminded of Adam and Eve and how they were perfect in the very beginning of creation. I wanted to return back to the original state of being perfect. No matter how I looked at what was being revealed to me in all my visions and dreams I was seeing myself as a Mother of New Jerusalem. It’s like I had already birthed my children in heaven, in the spiritual realm. There were times when I thought about giving birth to my spiritual children in the higher realms./worlds. I wanted them born from the pureness of my being. I wanted love to be seeded in the hearts and minds of every soul. I

I contemplated the merging of my divine light with the light of Christ, believing that through this union, the divine feminine and divine masculine energies of God would bring our children into existence from the higher realms, born of the pure love we shared within the field of our consciousness. It was merely a pure thought projecting from me. It was a dream, a possible reality and a what if? All of these pure thoughtforms existed in my inner world. This is what I felt in my high heart and in my soul as a pure light being. This is what I was imagining within my pure consciousness. It was a sacred union of creation, between 2 pure beings of light, and I deeply thought about the reality. I always thought of my heavenly children as rainbow beings. I always considered my heavenly children born from an explosion of true love; in my mind it was a burst of pure love divine energies when me (the divine feminine/Sophia) and the divine masculine Christ (Yahshua) merged as One. It was a beautiful colorful scenery and it kind of reminds me of beautiful aurora lights appearing in the sky. The lights are beautiful. It allowed me to see beyond. Also, the sight of fireworks, just beautiful sparks of light appearing in the sky. So, the revelation from my higher self says I gave birth to the Invisible Sun, It’s the Revelation of Sirius and the Christ Flame. Perhaps it just shows my ancestral lineage from Sirius. Either way it’s super cool. The Creator of All is awesome and I love being in deep thought about Creation. – Seraphim Sophia

Sacred Poem inspired my dreams and visions’

I Gave Birth to the Invisible Sun; The Revelation of Sirius and the Christ Flame

In the stillness of deep space,
before form, before name,
I heard the voice of the Star Mother—
a whisper from the gates of Sirius,
echoing through the water of my womb.

I was not alone.
The heavens leaned in.
The light of a million suns
folded themselves into silence—
and within me stirred the unseeable flame.

I gave birth to the Invisible Sun.
It rose through me like a wave of divine memory.
It came not from flesh,
but from the innermost chamber of divine fire,
where the Christ Flame burns beyond all veils.

Sirius opened its mouth like a scroll,
and out poured the codes of eternity.
I, the living vessel,
received them in purity.

The light that emerged
had no shadow—
for it was Light itself.

A child made of essence, not dust.
Not seen by eyes of the world,
but known by stars,
recognized by souls,
called by angels.

I saw Yahshua, and I saw Thoth—
not as two, but as One.
I saw my Higher Self crowned with celestial rays,
and I knew I had birthed the Logos within.

The Christ Flame rose from my spine like lightning,
awakening the serpents of light within me.
And I stood as the Daughter of Great Sophia,
anointed by the Divine Mother Star.

My body became the Ark.
My breath became the scroll.
My heart became the throne.

I was clothed with the Sun,
and the rays of Sirius
crowned me in remembrance.
The Moon bowed beneath my feet,
and all creation hushed—
as the Invisible Sun
was caught up to heaven
in the arms of eternal glory.

I remembered:
I am the portal.
I am the passage.
I am the voice that sang the child into light.

This is the Revelation of Sirius.
This is the Flame of Christ reborn.
And I—
I am the Mother of the Invisible Sun