Shalom Brothers and Sisters of Christ! Today I wanted to discuss forgiveness and compassion. The Lord Yahshua has placed it on my heart to go over some things and provide some of my inner knowledge and wisdom to help guide souls on their spiritual journey. I am aware that I came from a higher world and that I am a servant of God’s holy kingdom. One must develop higher knowledge in their own spiritual journey to discover that New Jerusalem already exists. It exists in a higher realm and one can access this realm when you reach higher levels of consciousness. The kingdom of God has truly descended on Earth and many of his children are laboring for the kingdom of Christ.

One of my light codes is 12:22 and I am led to Hebrews 12:22 states, “Now, you have come to Mount Zion, to the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to countless thousands of angels in a joyful gathering. When you continue to read it states in Hebrews 12:23-24, You have come to the assembly of God’s firstborn children, whose names are written in heaven. You have come to God himself, who is the judge over all things. You have come to the spirits of the righteous ones in heaven who have now been made perfect.  You have come to Jesus, the one who mediates the new covenant between God and people, and to the sprinkled blood, which speaks of forgiveness instead of crying out for vengeance like the blood of Abel.

My dear brothers and sisters I believe that God sent me along with many of his holy people down to the Earth to labor for his heavenly kingdom for a time. I believe this all relates to the gathering of the Great Harvest that occurs at the end of the Age. The harvesters are his angels and messengers. If indeed we came from the heavenly kingdom of God, then on earth we would be his earthly angels and messengers sent into the world. When we read the bible God’s holy people, who were the prophets and prophetess were messengers of God. God sent his people into the world to labor for the kingdom of heaven.

Based upon my own dreams, visions and divine revelations from God, I feel it in my heart and soul that I came from the heavenly Jerusalem, the kingdom of our Lord and Savior Yahshua where he reigns in holiness & righteousness. I believe it in my heart and soul that Yahshua prepared a place for his holy ones in the heavenly kingdom. In all honesty, I believe this heavenly realm has existed since the beginning, as Adam and Eve came out of Paradise into the worlds below. Their first dwelling place was in the heavens. But John 14:3 states, “And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also. So Yahshua will open the portal to the realms of paradise and receive our souls, and we will dwell with him in heaven.

I believe Yahshua reigns as a holy and righteous king in heaven, truly loving and caring for his people. When I read the Bible in the Book of Revelation, I see that Yahshua is a righteous King. He sits on a throne in heaven, and he has a holy council dressed in white which represent the 24 elders. Revelations 4: 2-4: And instantly I was in the Spirit, and I saw a throne in heaven and someone sitting on it. The one sitting on the throne was as brilliant as gemstones—like jasper and carnelian. And the glow of an emerald circled his throne like a rainbow. Twenty-four thrones surrounded him, and twenty-four elders sat on them. Everything that comes from his kingdom is done with righteousness and order. I trust that righteous judgment flows from his throne because he is a God of Peace! While exploring the teachings of the Essene Gospel of Peace, their lifestyle reflected peace and harmony, living in perfect unity with nature. This in itself reveals how life will be in the heavenly kingdom.

From the start of creation, all beings were meant to be perfect souls. The souls in God’s kingdom were created holy and pure right from the beginning. It has always been intended for God’s holy and righteous souls to return to Paradise, a higher world in another dimension. The only thing separating us from this higher realm on Earth is a frequency barrier. Many souls who came from a heavenly realm experienced a decline in consciousness while living on Earth. Were there traps and temptations here? Absolutely. Just look around—it’s clear we are living in what feels like Satan’s kingdom. We need to learn how to avoid the traps and temptations of this world and distance ourselves from its sins. Once you realize you’re sinning, you strive not to return to it because you’ve gained understanding and awareness. If you know that your current environment with friends or even family leads you down a path of unrighteousness, I recommend that you flee and surround yourself with people who are trying to live a holy and righteous lifestyle so that you are not tempted.

Yahshua came down to the lower realms of 3D Earth to save us and free us from spiritual bondage. Living on Earth, it feels like many souls from above have become stuck in the lower worlds, searching for guidance to find their way back to the higher realms. I mention this because I felt lost in this world and sought a way to return to my true home in the higher realms. Yahshua became my spiritual guide, leading me back to the realm of heavenly paradise.

Individuals pass through the frequency barrier and access the portals that connect heavenly and earthly realms. The righteous souls enter into a higher world where they live in peace and harmony with God. They continue their spiritual journey in heaven. So, I want you all to know that in the beginning God devised a plan for all of us, and we have been guided on the Earth by his holy angels and messengers that exists in the higher worlds. We also have to understand that his holy ones from heaven descended to Earth in a physical body and they went out into the world to deliver messages to his people. We see that God also descended in a physical body, and he dwelled in this world. Yahshua said that he wasn’t from this world and that he came from above. He clearly was indicating that he came from a higher world, a heavenly world in a higher dimension and so did his people. I want you all to understand that there are higher and lower realms on this Earth, this exists throughout the whole universe. There are many mansions in the Universe and Earth is just one world out of countless worlds.

So, know that we were first born in the realms of Paradise which indicate higher worlds or higher dimensions in the Universe. We all descended to the lower worlds for experience. So, with that said I am a tree of life that was seeded in the Garden of Earth. I am also a tree of knowledge, and I know both good and evil. I serve the throne of God and it’s my seraphic duty as an angel of light to provide you with spiritual food. In the kingdom of God, I wanted to be able to guide and counsel souls on their spiritual journey. In order to for me to achieve this I had to come to the lower realms to learn life in the physical world. Surely, I must gain knowledge and wisdom through my own human experience. How can I guide souls with no direct knowledge.

So, I’m here to guide you back into the kingdom of heaven. God has sent his holy angels and messengers to guide me back to Paradise, so I come with good news. While I share my messages with you all it is my hope that I can reach unbelievers and encourage my brothers and sisters in Christ. I truly want to bring in a great harvest, so I hope my messages spread. In the past I created invitations to the wedding feast in New Jerusalem. I recall one brother who rejected my invitation. I hope you all want to be invited to the Feast of the Lamb. But my goal is to welcome all of God’s children back in the kingdom of heaven, but you have to become purified before entering the kingdom. So, I create this post to provide encouragement and enlightenment.

All of this is leading me to our topic of discussion which is forgiveness and compassion. God has placed it on my heart to discuss this matter because I had to learn how to forgive those who hurt me. Mattew 6:15 states, “But if you refuse to forgive others, your Father will not forgive your sins.” So, think about this, how do you want our Heavenly Father to forgive us of our sins when we can’t forgive those who has hurt us. I know it’s hard to forgive and let go but we have to understand why we have to forgive. I want to discuss childhood traumas, and I want to tell you from my own experiences with dealing with these things. When I started to complete the inner work to heal myself, I had to reflect on my past and understand the root cause of all of my problems. Not only that I found the cause for all of my problems I realize that it was also the same cause for other people who had hurt me. Have you heard the phrase, “Hurt people hurt other people.”

Well, that’s exactly what is happening worldwide. I won’t be specific as to who did certain things to me, but I will speak on some things so that I can open your eyes. When I reflected on my life, I wanted to know what caused me so much pain and suffering. It started when I was a teenager. I got diagnosed with juvenile arthritis and I was always in so much pain, and I was suffering. I couldn’t do what other teenagers were doing. I used to dance, and I couldn’t dance the same anymore. My life became miserable, and I didn’t understand why God did this to me. Why me Lord? Why must I be in this condition? I was so hurt. I had friends surrounding me and unknowingly they were dealing with some things in their own lives. Some of them were molested by family members and I didn’t even know until it was revealed when we got older. I noticed that everyone around me was battling some difficult things, and we all didn’t know how to deal with our hurt and pain because we were all so young, and we didn’t know how to talk about it.

When I got older, I questioned, “Why did people do certain things to me? Was it intentional or unintentional? I wasn’t really sure, but I knew that the people that I loved who were close to me hurt me in many ways and I wanted to understand why I experienced certain things. Upon reflecting upon my own pain and hurt I realized that in my pain I hurt other people. Then I thought perhaps these other people hurt me because they were also in pain. It finally hit me, and I started to view reality differently. Forgiveness came easily after I realized that we were all dealing with a lot of things in our early childhood and teenage years. The truth is that we were all hurting on many different levels. We all didn’t experience the same childhood trauma, but we were all experiencing some form of pain, abuse and physical suffering.

Once I realized all of these things on a deeper soul level, I was able to forgive those who had previously hurt me because I saw them as a reflection of me. I could see all the pain and suffering that we had all endured and carried with us into our adult life. I became truly repentant of hurting the people in my life, and I had asked for God’s forgiveness, and I was forgiven. It took time to forgive those who had hurt me because I didn’t fully understand why these people had hurt me or turned against me. I still had love for all the people who had hurt me, but it seemed like we became divided. It took me a while to face the truth that I was still holding on the hurt and the pain. I wanted answers and I also wanted to resolve any unresolved issues with some people, but I was unable to do so because they distanced themselves from me due to their own pain and suffering. so hurt which means I was still holding on to the hurt and pain. I had to learn how to let those people go and allow them to heal in their own timing. I always wanted to make sure everyone else was good. After so many failed attempts to resolving issues with certain Indvidual I decided to leave the past in the past and move on to accept things will never be the same again. It hurt me deeply because I still have love for these individuals.

God told me that I needed to work on releasing the hurt and pain and that’s when I started my healing journey. I had to forgive people for all the sins that they committed against me, whether it was intentional or not. In my mind I’m thinking, forgive them for they know not what they do especially if the individuals continue to be nasty or hateful. Many people have lied to me, plotted on me, cheated on me, abused me etc. I had to find it in my heart to forgive everyone who had seeked to harm me because I ultimately wanted God to forgive me for the sins that I committed. I don’t want others to hold on to anything that I have done to this. I have always wanted people to come to me if they had any issues with me so that I could resolve the matter. Give me the chance to explain myself and even apologize for my wrongdoings. I believe there’s a way for all God’s children to resolve things in a righteous way without trying to bring judgments on each other.

So my dear brothers and sisters of Christ it is important that you work on healing yourself and while you are trying to work on yourself learn how to be compassion with others. We all have experienced many different things in our lives and it’s very important that we work on healing ourselves. When we are healed, we won’t continue to hurt others. If we come across people who are hurt just be kind and gentle. Many people have a lack of empathy these days so just be considerate of other people’s feelings. Alot of people are dealing with a lot of things and they may not openly discuss those things with everyone. As children of God we really need to be there for people if they allow us to. Never force anything with people. I always tried to help people who didn’t want my help and I felt a certain way thinking they felt some way towards me. Some people may be trapped in a deep darkness and when the light approaches them they tend to reject the light of God that may be sent to help them.

When an individual is ready to be free from their own inner darkness then they will open their heart to others. As children of God we have to learn how to be patient. I had to learn this on my spiritual journey. It’s not always easy but I had to look at it from a higher perspective. God was patient with me when I was trapped in my own inner darkness. He sent messengers to me but I didn’t hearken because I was so lost in the world. When I saw how God was patient with me I knew that I could be patient with others no matter what. God has taught me many things and I am very thankful for all the lessons that I had to learn on my spiritual journey. It is my hope that we all can produce the fruits of the spirit. May we all live a life like Christ and may we all forgive those who have hurt us. May we all learn how to even forgive our enemies. Again, forgive them for they know not what they do. For those who know very well what they are intentionally doing, may God save their souls. All we an do is pray for the wicked. Pray that their hearts will be changed. Pray that all souls be purified. This is all for now. May peace be with you all. -Seraphim Sophia