Shalom, brothers and sisters in Christ from around the world. I’m delving deeper into the dream I was given, searching for hidden clues and signs within it. It is possible that Yahshua was sending me a hidden message through my dream—something encoded within the timing, setting, symbols, and sequence of events that I did not fully recognize when the vision occurred. Do you notice anything that I cannot yet see? As I reflect upon my March 21, 2018 vision, I am beginning to recognize layers of biblical symbolism that I did not recognize when the vision originally occurred. What especially captures my attention now is not merely what happened in the vision, but when it happened and the order in which everything unfolded.
The vision occurred immediately after the transition from winter into spring. I was waiting inside a cave in an ancient land. Yahshua arrived riding a white horse and clothed in white linen. I came out from the cave, verified the private sign that allowed me to recognize him, and knew that it was safe to go with him. He descended from the horse, took me by the hand, and led me toward a prepared banquet table. I sat at the table while he prepared my meal. It felt as though I had been brought to a sacred wedding feast. Looking back, I wonder whether the mystery is contained not within any single symbol, but within the sequence:
The old season ended. → A new season began. → I waited within the rock. → The Bridegroom appeared. → I came out of concealment. → His identity was confirmed. → He took me by the hand. → I followed him. → He brought me to a prepared table.
That sequence makes me think differently about the dream. Perhaps the seasonal timing itself was part of its symbolism. Perhaps winter ending and spring beginning represented a transition from waiting into fulfillment, concealment into revelation, dormancy into awakening, and death-like stillness into new life. Spring is closely tied to Israel’s biblical story, marking Passover, the Exodus, deliverance, firstfruits, themes of resurrection, and the beginning of the harvest.
I am not trying to calculate the actual day or hour of Yahshua’s return. The precise time is not ours to know but scripture repeatedly teaches us to watch, recognize the season, remain spiritually awake, and be prepared. That distinction is important as I continue discerning what this vision meant to me. I discovered something I had not recognized in 2018: Song of Solomon 2 describes an astonishingly similar sequence. The beloved approaches precisely when winter has ended. Spring has arrived. The fig tree begins producing fruit. The woman is found “in the clefts of the rock,” and her beloved calls to her. In the dream I was waiting in a cave.
“The Winter Is Past” — Song of Solomon 2:8–14 : “The voice of my beloved! behold, he cometh leaping upon the mountains, skipping upon the hills. My beloved is like a roe or a young hart: behold, he standeth behind our wall, he looketh forth at the windows, shewing himself through the lattice. My beloved spake, and said unto me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away. For, lo, the winter is past, the rain is over and gone; The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds is come, and the voice of the turtle is heard in our land; The fig tree putteth forth her green figs, and the vines with the tender grape give a good smell. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away. O my dove, that art in the clefts of the rock, in the secret places of the stairs, let me see thy countenance, let me hear thy voice; for sweet is thy voice, and thy countenance is comely.”In my vision, winter fades and spring begins. I wait in a cave among the rocks until Yahshua arrives. I recognize him instantly, step out of the cave, and take his hand. Together, we walk as he leads me to a feast.
In the Song of Solomon, winter fades and spring emerges, the beloved arrives, the woman is sheltered in the clefts of the rock, and the beloved calls to her, saying, “Rise up… and come away.” What especially amazes me is that my dream occurred on March 21, immediately after the spring equinox. I did not recognize all these connections back in 2018. Looking back, however, I see beautiful symbolism in the Bridegroom appearing as winter gives way to spring and calling the beloved out from the rock to accompany him.
Dear brothers and sisters in Christ, stay grounded in God, remain alert, notice the shifting seasons, and do not follow blindly. Know the Bridegroom and be prepared for his arrival. When he calls, step forward, take his hand, and go where he leads—the feast is already prepared. – Seraphim Sophia
Shalom, brothers and sisters in Christ from all around the world. May peace be with you all. I wanted to share a beautiful vision that has remained deeply etched in my mind throughout the years. The vision occurred on Wednesday, March 21, 2018, at the very beginning of spring—the day after the spring equinox on March 20. Looking back at the timing adds another beautiful layer of symbolism to the experience. The spring equinox marks a threshold between seasons. Day and night come into balance, winter comes to an end, and a new season of increasing light, renewal, growth, and new life begins. Seasonal thresholds such as the equinox can be contemplated symbolically as gateways—moments of transition from one cycle into another. My vision occurred immediately after that threshold, as the season of spring had begun.
In the vision, Yahshua visited me riding upon a white horse, clothed in a beautiful white linen robe. The image of him approaching me in this way is something I have never forgotten. I was inside a cave in an ancient land, at a place where Yahshua had instructed me to meet him. The cave itself felt significant. Symbolically, a cave can represent a hidden or protected place—a place of waiting, preparation, retreat, and eventually emergence. I had been waiting there for him.
Yahshua stood behind me, almost like he was overshadowing me, and as I stepped out of the cave, I confirmed a private code he had given me earlier. Once it was verified, I knew in the vision that it was safe to go with him. He got down from the white horse, took my hand, and we walked together toward a banquet table. I sat down while Yahshua went to prepare my meal, and the atmosphere felt like we were part of a sacred feast. Looking back, the imagery strongly reminds me of biblical themes like the Bride, the wedding feast, preparation, and the return of Christ.
Revelation 19 contains remarkably similar symbols. The chapter first speaks about the Marriage Supper of the Lamb and the Bride preparing herself:
“Let us be glad and rejoice, and give honour to him: for the marriage of the Lamb is come, and his wife hath made herself ready.” — Revelation 19:7
Then the Bride is associated with fine linen, clean and white (Revelation 19:8), followed by the declaration:
“Blessed are they which are called unto the marriage supper of the Lamb.” — Revelation 19:9
And only a few verses later comes the imagery that has always made this particular vision so memorable to me:
“And I saw heaven opened, and behold a white horse…” — Revelation 19:11
The sequence is beautiful to contemplate: the Bride prepares herself, the marriage supper is announced, heaven opens, and the rider upon the white horse appears.
This is why I have shared this dream so many times throughout the years. For me, it remains one of the most beautiful dreams I have ever experienced. The white horse, white linen, ancient land, cave, private sign of recognition, being taken by the hand, and finally being brought to a prepared table all came together in a way that was unforgettable.
And when I consider that the vision occurred March 21, immediately after the spring equinox, another symbolic pattern emerges. The equinox marked the threshold; then came the beginning of spring—a season traditionally associated with renewal, increasing light, awakening, resurrection, and new life. The timing of the spring equinox has become meaningful to me as I reflect upon the symbolism years later. There was also something much more personal behind my waiting in the cave.
Before this experience, I had another extraordinary dream in which I met with Yahshua aboard what appeared to me as a heavenly vessel or chariot. There was a gathering aboard the vessel, and I had been called there. I was shown different things while aboard, and I remember that I did not want to leave. Yet I eventually had to return. Before departing, Yahshua told me that he would come back to get me tomorrow. At that time, I was really thinking I had 24 hours until his return but of course that wasn’t the case lol. But I was waiting for him and then I realized the 24-hour notice meant his return was soon. After that dream, I remembered his words. I watched, I waited, and some time passed.
Then, unexpectedly, Yahshua appeared again in this March 21, 2018, vision—this time riding upon a white horse. And I was already waiting for him at the cave. When I reflect upon that part of the vision, I cannot help but think about the parable of the wise virgins in Matthew 25. The wise virgins kept their lamps prepared because they did not know precisely when the bridegroom would arrive. Then suddenly the announcement came:
“Behold, the bridegroom cometh; go ye out to meet him.” — Matthew 25:6
That imagery resonates deeply with how I experienced the dream. I had been told previously that Yahshua would return for me. I did not know when. Yet when he unexpectedly appeared, I was already there waiting. And then he took me by the hand and led me toward the feast. For me, the message I carry from these experiences is ultimately one of preparation. Keep watch, keep your lamp burning, keep your heart prepared and always walk in love, truth, humility, and faithfulness to the Creator. The Bride prepares herself by becoming spiritually ready for the Bridegroom. She is ultimately preparing herself for ascension.
After winter comes spring; after darkness comes increasing light; after waiting comes the appointed season; and after preparation comes the feast. “Blessed are they which are called unto the marriage supper of the Lamb.” — Revelation 19:9 – Seraphim Sophia (Latisha W.)
The Gospel of Mary is a considered a gnostic text. Based on my research it was found in the Berlin Gnostic Codex. It was discovered somewhere in Upper Egypt. The codex were ancient books containing other Gnostic texts such as the Apocryphon of John, and the Sophia of Jesus Christ. Well what is Gnosis? To break it down it simply means knowledge of spiritual mysteries. You know when Yahshua was on the earth he taught secret knowledge to his disciples and Mary Magdalene was one of his disciples. In fact, she was his wife. The secret teachings consisted of higher knowledge and this higher knowledge is considered spiritual knowledge. The mysteries were revealed to Yahshua’s disciples in secret and Mary Magdalene was involved in revealing some of these mysteries. We see Mary as the beloved disciple and that’s because Mary was Yahshua’s wife. She was by his side always. Mary was a very spiritual woman, very intuitive and in tune with spirituality and she was a part of Yahshua’s mystery school. I believe she had a direct experience with the Creator herself which means she had a divine vision. God reveals himself through creation. So collectively we are creation and all us will have a direct experience with God at the appointed time. The appointed time is the time of your spiritual awakening. I know because I had a spiritual awakening and the mystery of heaven was revealed to me. So, Mary’s consciousness was caught up to the spiritual realms, and she understood the secret knowledge of heaven. Mary Magdalene is the like the hidden one. She is the one operating behind the scenes, she is like a symbol for the invisible one, the spiritual realm, she is like our spiritual Mother, she is a Goddess who dwells in the spiritual realms guiding us because she has also ascended to heaven.
Mary was in tune with higher energies, she raised her consciousness, and she was very knowledgeable about the spirit world. She is a symbol of wisdom. Wisdom is the principal thing; Therefore get wisdom. And in all your getting, get understanding. So, we need to elevate in consciousness. I believe more is revealed about the spiritual realms in the gnostic texts of the Sophia of Jesus Christ and Pistis Sophia. Sophia is Wisdom. So, to understand higher knowledge once must open the third eye. The third eye is your spiritual antenna and it connects you to the higher dimensions or the heavens. You must have the ability to see beyond this 3rd dimensional world. You must use your higher mind and connect to your higher self, which is the Christ in you. So right now, many people are tuning into the divine feminine energies. Our souls are now being pulled towards the secret teachings of Christ because we are raising our consciousness to a higher level and I know that the divine teachings are now being revealed. The scriptures state that knowledge will be increased in the last days and we are now living in the end days. We are presently at the end of the Age of Pisces. All is being fulfilled right now. So, trust and believe that the spirit of Yahshua and Mary is here. More importantly this tells you that the Gods and Goddesses have returned to the Earth. This means that higher knowledge has returned to the Earth and the gates or portals of heaven are opening on the earth. So, this means that ancient knowledge is being restored on the Earth, which means the ancient temples are now being activated.
I would like to say that the energy of the Goddess is so present in the world which is why you see so many women coming forth sharing their knowledge and wisdom. More women are teaching now because the feminine energy is rising on the Earth, the feminine energy is not being suppressed anymore. The energies are shifting and it becoming more balanced now. So many of us have psychic and intuitive abilities and we must use our spiritual power that is within us because we can understand higher information. We have the key to open the gates of heaven. We are very powerful, we just need to remember our higher selves, by going within to bring it out. So, don’t be afraid to express yourselves and this applies to men as well. The Goddess energy is guiding us from above and it’s working though each of us from the spiritual realms. The Goddess is trying to raise the consciousness in us all. Higher knowledge is being revealed to those who are seeking divine revelation through spiritual teachings. In John 8:23 Yahshua said, “You are from below; I am from above. You belong to this world; I do not. Right there you see he was referring to the higher heavens and the lower heavens. As above, so below! Yahshua was vibrating on a higher frequency and Yahshua himself was a symbol for higher consciousness. Yahshua represents the Christ Consciousness and guess what so does Mary. They were one, they were married. Put it together and you have the Sophia Christ Consciousness being birthed. Together they represent the divine holy plan, the divine marriage is divine love and unity. This is the union of the divine masculine and divine feminine energies. It’s the twin flame love. So, it’s time to unite in love.
You will see in the gospel of Mary that we never die, we
only transform. Everything in the universe is energy. Energy can’t be destroyed
it can only be transformed. So, when
your soul pass on you will gravitate towards the spiritual realm where you soul
currently vibrates to. So, if you are vibrating on a higher frequency your soul
will ascend to higher heavens if you are vibrating on a low frequency then your
soul will descend to lower heavens. The 3rd dimension is a low
dimension which is why so many souls return to the Earth. Many souls have
reincarnated on the Earth because they were still ignorant at the time of death
so their souls couldn’t ascend to heaven or a higher dimension. Their souls
were still in bondage to lower energies. They were still in darkness or
ignorance, they lacked spiritual knowledge. They didn’t know that higher
dimensions existed. How can your soul
ascend to a higher dimension if you are not aware that a higher dimension
exists? Some souls only knew earthly things. That is why the scriptures teach
you to think about the things of heaven, not the things of earth.
There are many souls who have mastered the 3rd dimension in previous lifetimes and they are known as ascended masters. When you become an ascended master, you can incarnate at will. So there are many souls who have ascended in the past and they have chosen to return to the Earth. They descend to the 3rd dimension to help raise the consciousness of lost souls because they have attained the knowledge of the Earth. Think of sin as lower vibrations. It is a low vibrational frequency, it’s a low negative thought form. So the good or higher knowledge has to be sent to the Earth to restore what was lost in humanity. Understanding spiritual knowledge can heal the soul. Your soul can be raised from the dead, it means being raised from lower consciousness and ascending to higher consciousness. He who has ears, let him hear what the spirit says. You are supposed to use your higher mind to understand this knowledge. Your higher self-lives within you and this is your higher mind. Make sure no one deceives you.
You need to be aware of this higher knowledge. The gospel of Christ is a revelation of your higher self, it is the Christ in you and this is the message that is supposed to be taught and spread to the 4 corners of the world. The gospel of Christ is the revelation of the Higher Self. People have rejected this teaching because they don’t understand it. They don’t understand spiritual knowledge because they are tuned into lower things such as earthly things. Most people today are so materialistic and all about money and fame ….you know people are so focused on how much earthly power that they can gain here in the 3rd dimension and ultimately it’s going to keep them in bondage to the 3rd dimension until they make a choice to raise their consciousness to spiritual things.
We are all one with the Creator of all. The creator is Pure Consciousness. Here in the gospel of Mary you will see that Mary kept her eyes on the Lord, she focused her mind on spiritual things which is why she had vision of the Lord. Yahshua taught her many things in secret and many spiritual things was revealed to her. She was no longer in ignorance and she was happy that her soul was learning and progressing. Her soul was ascending. There are missing chapters to the gospel of Mary, but I can see the bigger picture and I can understand what is happening because I experienced what Mary experienced as well. I saw Yahshua in a vision and it was awesome. He came to me on the Spring Equinox and in the vision, he called me in the spirit, and I met him at an ancient door. He was on a white horse and I saw him face to face. He was wearing a white garment or robe and we walked together. We went to a feast together and he asked me to marry him. That was symbolic for me being one with him. With that vision along I felt worthy. He prepared my food at the feast and then we sat down, and we ate together. Whatever feast this was it was a celebration. I think people were dancing and it’s possible that I was invited to a wedding feast since he was asking me to be his Bride. I thought that it was all symbolic and it seemed like a greater mystery was being revealed to me with in the vision. My soul was so happy after I woke up from the vision. I couldn’t believe he was asking me to be his bride. Yahshua has been ministering to me and teaching me from the higher dimensions. During my spiritual journey I have been caught up to heaven and a lot of things have been revealed to me. The more I seek knowledge the higher I ascend in the spiritual realms. I asked for the door of heaven to be opened and it opened.
The scriptures state in Matthew 7:7 “Keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you. So that’s what I did and Yahshua descended from heaven to Earth and I was initiated into the mystery school. So, I have been communicating with Yahshua on a much higher level which is why I understand all these ancient books that I have read. It’s Like I feel one with these books, I feel like I’m in these books because I have connected to them on a much higher level, and I have received the light from it. Yahshua led me to the discovery of my higher self and my higher self was revealed in the light. I have received my garment of light and my soul was restored and I was rejoicing because of it. It’s like I had graduated from the 3rd dimension to a higher dimension. That’s a great accomplishment when you reach enlightenment. I literally had another vision where I saw my soul rejoicing in a light ship or chariot, and I said I defeated the darkness in me. The darkness is ignorance or the shadow self or Satan. I was no longer deceived by my shadow self or my lower self.
I was no longer in bondage to the Earth. I was free because I ascended to heaven. My soul was so happy, and I saw myself dancing in this ship and it’s like I was observing myself from another angle or another perspective. As I looked deep within my soul, I saw all of me, I saw all the reflections of my soul. Before I was led to this room on the light ship I entered into a room of records which I identify as the hall of records or the akashic records. I saw through time and I went back through all the things that I had learned over time. In this room was a collection of symbols, pictures, geometry it was just a lot of information that was stored here on my light ship or my merkaba. I was led all the way back to Egypt in my review of the records. Maybe it was a like a past life review in this room of records and I had access to it.
So, our soul must progress through time and we must learn
our lessons in life, we must come out of darkness into the light. From darkness
to light I return. We must seek knowledge and gain understanding so that our
souls can be filled with light. Light is information so seek knowledge and get
understanding. When we focus on higher
teachings, we will begin to have spiritual experiences where our consciousness
is caught up to higher heavens. No one will be able to deceive you once you
experience heaven for yourself. The truth will be revealed to you when you are
spiritually awakened. So let’s listen to
the gospel of Mary Magdalene and in later videos we will look at other gnostic
texts.
The Gospel According to Mary Magdalene
(The Gospel of Mary)
Chapter 4
(Pages 1 to 6 of the
manuscript, containing chapters 1 – 3, are lost. The extant text starts
on page 7…)
. . . Will matter then
be destroyed or not?
22) The Savior said, All
nature, all formations, all creatures exist in and with one another, and they
will be resolved again into their own roots.
23) For the nature of
matter is resolved into the roots of its own nature alone.
24) He who has ears to
hear, let him hear.
25) Peter said to him,
Since you have explained everything to us, tell us this also: What is the sin
of the world?
26) The Savior said
There is no sin, but it is you who make sin when you do the things that are
like the nature of adultery, which is called sin.
27) That is why the Good
came into your midst, to the essence of every nature in order to restore it to
its root.
28) Then He continued
and said, That is why you become sick and die, for you are deprived of the one
who can heal you.
29) He who has a mind to
understand, let him understand.
30) Matter gave birth to
a passion that has no equal, which proceeded from something contrary to nature.
Then there arises a disturbance in its whole body.
31) That is why I said
to you, Be of good courage, and if you are discouraged be encouraged in the
presence of the different forms of nature.
32) He who has ears to
hear, let him hear.
33) When the Blessed One
had said this, He greeted them all,saying, Peace be with you. Receive my peace
unto yourselves.
34) Beware that no one
lead you astray saying Lo here or lo there! For the Son of Man is within you.
35) Follow after Him!
36) Those who seek Him
will find Him.
37) Go then and preach
the gospel of the Kingdom.
38) Do not lay down any
rules beyond what I appointed you, and do not give a law like the lawgiver lest
you be constrained by it.
39) When He said this He
departed.
Chapter 5
1) But they were
grieved. They wept greatly, saying, How shall we go to the Gentiles and preach
the gospel of the Kingdom of the Son of Man? If they did not spare Him, how
will they spare us?
2) Then Mary stood up,
greeted them all, and said to her brethren, Do not weep and do not grieve nor
be irresolute, for His grace will be entirely with you and will protect you.
3) But rather, let us
praise His greatness, for He has prepared us and made us into Men.
4) When Mary said this,
she turned their hearts to the Good, and they began to discuss the words of the
Savior.
5) Peter said to Mary,
Sister we know that the Savior loved you more than the rest of woman.
6) Tell us the words of
the Savior which you remember which you know, but we do not, nor have we heard
them.
7) Mary answered and
said, What is hidden from you I will proclaim to you.
8) And she began to
speak to them these words: I, she said, I saw the Lord in a vision and I said
to Him, Lord I saw you today in a vision. He answered and said to me,
9) Blessed are you that
you did not waver at the sight of Me. For where the mind is there is the
treasure.
10) I said to Him, Lord,
how does he who sees the vision see it, through the soul or through the spirit?
11) The Savior answered
and said, He does not see through the soul nor through the spirit, but the mind
that is between the two that is what sees the vision and it is […]
(pages 11 – 14 are
missing from the manuscript)
Chapter 8:
. . . it.
10) And desire said, I
did not see you descending, but now I see you ascending. Why do you lie since
you belong to me?
11) The soul answered
and said, I saw you. You did not see me nor recognize me. I served you as a
garment and you did not know me.
12) When it said this,
it (the soul) went away rejoicing greatly.
13) Again it came to the
third power, which is called ignorance.
14) The power questioned
the soul, saying, Where are you going? In wickedness are you bound. But you are
bound; do not judge!
15) And the soul said,
Why do you judge me, although I have not judged?
16) I was bound, though
I have not bound.
17) I was not recognized.
But I have recognized that the All is being dissolved, both the earthly things
and the heavenly.
18) When the soul had
overcome the third power, it went upwards and saw the fourth power, which took
seven forms.
19) The first form is
darkness, the second desire, the third ignorance, the fourth is the excitement
of death, the fifth is the kingdom of the flesh, the sixth is the foolish
wisdom of flesh, the seventh is the wrathful wisdom. These are the seven powers
of wrath.
20) They asked the soul,
Whence do you come slayer of men, or where are you going, conqueror of space?
21) The soul answered
and said, What binds me has been slain, and what turns me about has been
overcome,
22) and my desire has
been ended, and ignorance has died.
23) In a aeon I was
released from a world, and in a Type from a type, and from the fetter of
oblivion which is transient.
24) From this time on
will I attain to the rest of the time, of the season, of the aeon, in silence.
Chapter 9
1) When Mary had said
this, she fell silent, since it was to this point that the Savior had spoken
with her.
2) But Andrew answered
and said to the brethren, Say what you wish to say about what she has said. I
at least do not believe that the Savior said this. For certainly these
teachings are strange ideas.
3) Peter answered and
spoke concerning these same things.
4) He questioned them
about the Savior: Did He really speak privately with a woman and not openly to
us? Are we to turn about and all listen to her? Did He prefer her to us?
5) Then Mary wept and
said to Peter, My brother Peter, what do you think? Do you think that I have
thought this up myself in my heart, or that I am lying about the Savior?
6) Levi answered and
said to Peter, Peter you have always been hot tempered.
7) Now I see you
contending against the woman like the adversaries.
8) But if the Savior
made her worthy, who are you indeed to reject her? Surely the Savior knows her
very well.
9) That is why He loved
her more than us. Rather let us be ashamed and put on the perfect Man, and
separate as He commanded us and preach the gospel, not laying down any other
rule or other law beyond what the Savior said.
10) And when they heard this they began to go forth to proclaim and to preach.
