On July 2, 2012, during a Solar Flare Event, I heard a call as if I was being summoned before the great throne of God in heaven. Upon awakening, I heard the name Isis, as I was beginning to rise from the lower realms of Earth. During a short period of time on the Earth I found myself trapped in the lower astral realms because I was living in darkness filled with sin and ignorance. The beings of this lower astral plane, often referred to as demons or dark lords, held my soul in spiritual bondage. The lower astral entities or the demons kept my soul in spiritual bondage. When I was in that darkness, I could sense that I was being kept in a cage, chamber or a prison cell feeling like a prisoner in the shadow realm. My soul cried out to Yahshua Ha’Mashiach, asking to be rescued and liberated from the kingdom of Satan (Darkness). It felt as if a spell or curse had been placed upon me when I descended from heaven to Earth. The dark forces on the Earth were aware of my return and sought to keep my soul imprisoned in darkness.
The malevolent forces sought to keep me unaware of my identity as a lady of light. Exhausted from being a captive of Satan, I turned my attention to the higher realms and remembered my Lord and Savior, Yahshua. I yearned for his return to Earth to liberate me from the dominion of Satan. I wrote a letter to him, and he was on the way to rescue me. Yahshua had already heard my cries for help because he appeared in my dream behind me. In front of me I saw a black wolf that was ready to attack me, but Yahshua stood behind me, shielding me from the dark forces lurking in the lower astral realm. When the time for my awakening came, a dark being tried to use dark magic against me; however, they did not realize that their attempt to harm me would backfire, reversing the spell or curse that had been placed upon me. A prayer was made to nullify the curse and send it back to the one who had cast it.
The dark forces attempted to prevent my spiritual awakening; however, they failed to realize that their actions triggered my awakening. While under the influence of witchcraft my heightened sensory abilities were activated, allowing me to become aware of both higher and lower realms of consciousness. I found myself navigating through the seven heavens or chakras within my inner world. The seven gateways within me opened prematurely, leading to significant confusion regarding the events unfolding around me, as I was perceiving multiple realities at once. A sense of fear arose within me, particularly as I was situated in the root chakra, experiencing the lower realms.
I sensed the presence of demons or lower vibrational entities surrounding me, which instilled a sense of fear regarding the darkness. I recall the overwhelming sensation that enveloped me when I sensed the spell taking effect. Someone was attempting to exert control over my energy field. Although I was on my way home, an inner voice urged me to proceed in a specific direction. Consequently, I was guided to a particular location where the identity of the individual who cast the curse was revealed to me. I remember attempting to contact my ex-girlfriend, as I could see that was the path I was following. Although she did not answer the call, another individual did. It was her girlfriend, who informed me that my ex-girlfriend was asleep.
She hung up the phone and I felt something strange about the whole situation. I called my mom when I realized that I was traveling to my ex’s house. A wave of confusion washed over me. I recall arriving at the parking lot of the park and stepping out of the vehicle. I could feel a dark, shadowy energy in front of me, as if it were guiding me toward the entrance of my ex’s house. In that moment, it seemed as though the Lord was revealing to me the source of the dark spell or curse, wanting to disclose the truth. I sensed, in some manner, that both my higher self and my shadow self were guiding me to uncover the truth. Upon reflecting on all that transpired, I have pondered, “Was I the target of a scheme by my ex and her girlfriend? Did my ex seek vengeance against me for leaving the relationship and moving on? Was her girlfriend jealous of me because my ex didn’t truly love her, but instead she was still in love with me?
My ex claimed that her girlfriend was trying to make her love her like she loved me, but her girlfriend knew that she would never love her the same because she was still in love with me. Regardless of what happened somebody conceived the idea to use witchcraft against me. Whose idea, was it? What truly transpired? Only the Lord possessed the knowledge of the actual events and understands the reasons behind the plotting against me. The lord is aware of their thoughts and knows what’s in their hearts for nothing is hidden in the sight of God. However, my mother advised me to return home, and she prayed with me, and I was covered under God’s protection.
Inside the apartment was my ex-girlfriend and her jealous girlfriend. It had to be the same person who picked up the phone and disconnected when I asked to speak with my ex. Surely, there was some form of negative energy emanating from this individual. I knew that this spell came from one of them. Earlier that day, I had visited my ex, and I was present in the apartment. She received a call from someone and suddenly requested that I retrieve something from my trunk, which left me somewhat confused.
We proceeded to my car, where she placed an item inside, but I must of been distracted because I don’t remember asking why she needed to go to my trunk. Before I came over to her house we were at work together and weird things were beginning to happen to me. I found myself able to perceive the spirit realm, yet I could not comprehend the changes in my vision. Reflecting on the events, my ex and I had shared lunch at work, during which I observed her acting strange. I suspect she may have tampered with my food, but I don’t really know, only God knows what really happened. Something strange was happening to me afterwards and I suddenly starting talking about the return of Christ and being left behind. My mind was all over the place, but I was thinking about God. Perhaps the spell/curse began working against me while I was at work with her because I couldn’t understand why I had a sudden urge to go back to her house. Prior to all of this happening she told me that she was going to tempt me.
She wanted to be with me, and I didn’t want to be with her. Somehow, she made it into my apartment and wrote on my mirror, 40 days and 40 nights. It was like Satan was tempting me. But when I was at work I remember listening to some music and I was just connecting on a soul level. I could hear the name Isis coming through the song and it had an effect on my consciousness. It felt like someone was summoning my soul to awaken to love. I suppose the appointed time had arrived for my spiritual awakening. When this occurred, I recall running to the bathroom, and I was crying. I didn’t really understand what was happening to me, but I knew that I had written a letter to God while I was at work that day. I was surrendered my soul to Yahshua. I truly wanted to be saved, and I was truly repentant of my sins. For so long my soul had been crying out to God for help and I knew that my soul needed to be delivered from all my sins.
It was like Satan was trying to control me through the gay relationship that I was in. It was like Satan wanted me to remain a prisoner to sin, but I didn’t want that for myself. It was like Satan and his dark kingdom of shadow beings were angry at me. I believe my ex was angry and upset with me for leaving her in the way that I left. I gave her no warning, and she was caught off guard. She was left to pay the rent on her own, and all the bills by herself and I believe she was struggling. I honestly did not consider what would happen to her when I left so suddenly. I was only thinking of myself because I was trying to protect my own life. She had been abusive in the relationship, and we both were fighting. I became abusive as well and use to slap her in the face but I never seeked to harm her in a way that would kill her. She had jumped on me from behind and was choking me. She had done this a couple of times and if I didn’t leave perhaps, she would have killed me in her anger. I had to call the police on her and she was arrested. She had to take anger management classes, and I believe this is when she met the individual who she was living with. She told me how she had tried to run her boyfriend over with a car. Only God knows the truth in regards to these claims. However, both of them had anger issues.
I asked God to help me find a way out of that relationship and he did. A doorway opened and I took the opportunity to flee for the sake of my life because I knew Satan was after me. When she had jumped on me it seemed like she was possessed by dark forces because she couldn’t remember attacking me. It was strange. But I had finally made a decision to return back to God, and leave everything behind me but it seemed like the kingdom of Satan and its demon army were angry at me for deciding to leave the kingdom of darkness. I wanted to be set free from all of my sins and I wanted to be delivered from homosexuality. I wanted out of the gay community, so I left the corrupt lifestyle behind. It was not a life I wanted to live anymore; it seemed like it was a host of demons controlling that community. I had no desire to be a captive of Satan. I did not wish to be enslaved by sin or to engage in wrongdoing. My sinful nature had led to my corruption. I wanted to become a servant of God’s Kingdom and be back in a higher position on the throne in heaven. I wanted to become a Seraphim Angel and be close to the throne.
I knew on a higher level that there were dark forces operating in the astral plane, the 4th dimension, who were against me. Due to my higher sensory abilities coming online I had seen a dark shadow being in the house of my ex-girlfriend. When I was asleep in her home before all of this occurred, I woke up in the astral realm and I perceived a dark figure standing in the doorway of the bedroom watching me. I suppose everything was finally being revealed to me. I saw how the dark ones on earth had operated in the 4th dimension, the astral plane, using their dark magic trying to bind the souls of the children of the light. Perhaps I was being shown how the evil and dark forces have operated throughout the ages to cast spells/curses or use dark magic/rituals or witchcraft against people. Everyone has light and dark energies (powers) within themselves and it’s up to the individual on how they are going to use their light and dark powers. I believe that the masters of darkness engage in the creation of dark rituals and magic, utilizing their dark energy, or shadow self, within the astral realm to launch attacks and inflict harm upon others. On the other hand, I believe that the masters of light formulate benevolent rituals and magic, drawing upon their light energy from their higher selves to pray for others and to send love and light energy to those in need and to send protection.
Perhaps there are dark and malevolent beings who have orchestrated a plan to emit low frequencies on the earth to bind the souls to a lower consciousness to keep them in spiritual bondage. It’s one thing for a soul to keep themselves in bondage due to their own sins and ignorance but when something else is plotting and warring against you in the astral realm using dark magic against you because of the hatred and jealousy that’s in their heart that’s another thing. Many individuals harbor resentment and desire revenge, and I can see how this could escalate into a crime against humanity. There are negative forces operating in secrecy, aiming to inflict harm, destruction, and death upon humanity. This is fundamentally unjust, and true justice must be served. I have come to understand that dark forces have been against me ever since I was incarnated on this planet and this is connected to the royal bloodline that I descend from. These dark forces functioning in the hidden depths of the earth, have sought to hinder both me and my people from awakening to our higher selves.
They wanted to keep me enslaved to their wicked kingdom and as soon as they saw that I was awakening to the truth and that they no longer had power over me that’s when they decided in their anger to attack me from the astral realms. The dark ones wanted to keep my soul imprisoned in one of their satanic programs which is the LGBTQ program. I came forth with my testimony on how I was delivered from homosexuality. I could see the plot in this wicked system from the very beginning when I was a child. It’s all a part of their Satanic program’s and they inverted everything good that’s of God and turned everything upside down. Look at the rainbow symbol the red is on top. People have to open up their eyes to see the truth. We are living in a corrupted world led by evil and dark souls who seek to gain global power. The elite and all the dark forces on earth who are aligned or in alliance with dark negative ET forces and their dark agendas have worked together to corrupt and destroy the true knowledge of God.
In my own spiritual journey, I could see that there were dark forces manipulating and controlling my ex-girlfriend and her girlfriend through their own inner darkness. Perhaps they were inspired by these dark forces to use their dark energy to bring harm against me. I recognize that malevolent forces were attempting to exert control over me, and when they lost their influence, they sought to eliminate me. However, my God shielded me from my adversaries. My sole desire was to align my life with God, and I had fully surrendered to Yahshua. I wanted to return back to God. I knew that when I made my choice to leave the relationship in July 2011 that it would require time to get my life in order with God. I had to complete a lot of inner work, and I needed God’s healing. I knew that I would have to come face to face with my own demons, but I was unaware that I would have to fight against other people’s demon’s. I just wanted peace for my life, but Satan kept coming after me. It didn’t matter if I was living in sin or not Satan was still attacking me. I never thought someone would be so evil towards me. Why would someone want to bring harm against me and all I want to do is bring peace, love and healing to myself and the whole world. All I did was decide to get close to God and it seemed like people had an issue with that. It just doesn’t make any sense, but it just showed me that there are dark, evil forces who really are against the children of God and his holy kingdom.
I wanted to be delivered from my own inner demons that had kept my soul in bondage. I wanted to defeat the darkness in me and rise above the darkness in this world. I faced the truth and realized how I got myself in the situation with everyone who caused me hurt, pain and suffering. I didn’t make the best decisions for myself, and I had no spiritual guidance. I confessed that I was a sinner, and I knew I was guilty of committing sins against God. This is why I surrendered to the throne of God. I wasn’t running away from God instead I approached the throne of God seeking forgiveness of my sins. I wanted to be taught by God himself and be led by the holy spirit. I wanted to get to know the true God for myself and rededicate my life to God. I realized that I had created demonic energy within my own energy field, and this represented the pain and suffering. I have been trying to heal myself from all that pain. For me all that I had carried within me became a dark cloud that kept me imprisoned in a lower state of consciousness on Earth. I couldn’t see beyond the pain or the negative things that happened to me in my life.
I was holding on to the pain. The dark cloud had created a barrier in my own consciousness and it’s like I didn’t have access to the higher realms within myself. I had to face the inner darkness no matter what even if it was too painful. This dark cloud hid the true version of myself, and I did not know my higher self. I was unable to see my own inner light (Sun) shining because the dark clouds covered it. This dark cloud became a realm of darkness for me. I suppose it became a realm of its own in the shadow realm, in the 4th dimension, where our shadow (dark) selves operate in a state of fear, darkness and ignorance. Perhaps fear and ignorance gave birth to this dark realm.
It seems like this dark realm became a fallen realm containing lower vibrational thoughtforms, feelings and emotions that has emanated from the shadow aspect of our souls. It’s not who we really are and it’s the false version of ourselves. A part of ourselves was lost to the realms below when we descended to the Earth, but we can make ourselves whole again when we merge the higher and the lower self as One. I sense our lower selves (shadow selves) has been projecting false realities into the physical world. As I looked into the shadow realm, it became a space where our fears, pain, suffering, and unresolved issues and traumas in life took shape within the void of space. It appears some souls don’t want to face their shadow selves, choosing instead to run and hide from all their fears and pain placing it in a shadow realm that exists behind us. At some point in our lives, we all have to come face to face with the darkness in us and defeat our own shadow selves. We need to face the truth about everything and not be afraid to open our hearts. God heals the brokehearted and we should know that God loves us.
Once we face the truth then the process of healing and restoration can take place. When I look at the world, I can see a lot of lost souls who are bound in darkness. They have become lost in this world, and they forgot who they are. I forgot that I descended to Earth from a higher heaven and my memories had to be restored. God had to raise me up from a fallen state of consciousness to a higher state of consciousness. God has renewed my mind, heart and soul and I am seeking God’s healing for my body. From my own experiences I could see that my shadow self was operating in a lower realm, and it was projecting a false reality through me in the outer world/surface world. I understood that when I was a sinner, I had given light power to my shadow self to rule in my temple. I had given control and power to my shadow self for a short period of time. The shadow self had set up all sorts of abominations in my temple. I became corrupted and I wasn’t my true self. Once I realized the truth I decided to cleanse and purify my temple. I worked on removing all wickedness from my life. I asked God to remove all impurities from my mind, heart, body and soul. I wanted to become set apart and prepare myself as a Bride. I wanted my higher self to rule in my temple. I wanted the true Goddess in me to return to my temple. I had to go through so many trials and tribulations to get to this point in my spiritual journey. God has been with me this whole time never leaving my side. I had to learn many lessons, and it was necessary for my soul’s growth and part of my ascension plan.
I love God so much. Yahshua saved my life. He rescued my soul from the lower astral realm (hell). While I was living in sin I was living in a hellish condition surrounded by demons. It wasn’t something that I experienced at death I was alive and could perceive the reality that I was living in. It was a state of consciousness. I already went through hell when I was living in sin. I am no longer living in hell. I was set free from the regions of hell on earth. When Yahshua descended in the astral realm, the 4th dimension, I saw his light behind me. He was protecting me from the dark forces who were against me. I suppose they knew what was going to happen when I was awakened and released from my sleeping chamber. Yahshua came to unlock the door to my sleeping chamber. He set me free. Perhaps it was the appointed time of my awakening. I followed the light of Yahshua into the higher worlds where I was given my assignment and he provided a place of safety for me.
As I began my awakening, I realized there was a struggle taking place in the astral realm regarding my soul. The dark entities were hesitant to let me leave their control. It seems they may have been taking advantage of me all along, using my feminine energies for their own gain. Perhaps the dark entities have been utilizing our energies from the astral plane. It is possible that they have been drawing sustenance from our negative energies (powers). I suppose without access to our God powers, they cannot survive. My question is what are they using to draw upon our negative energies? Are they harnessing our energies to power something they have built on Earth? The first thing that came to my mind is CERN. I know they have been trying to block the Sun. They have been drawing upon a lot of power on earth to use their technology. One has to think where they are accessing this power from and who they are calling upon. May God protect all of us from this wicked kingdom. May Yahshua and the holy one deliver his people from all the lands on Earth. May we be taken to a place of safety away from God’s judgment. -Seraphim Sophia
