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Heavenly Court is in Session: My Spiritual Awakening and Yahshua Rescuing my Soul on Earth! Sharing my Testimony before God and His Holy Council.

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On July 2, 2012, during a Solar Flare Event, I heard a call as if I was being summoned before the great throne of God in heaven. Upon awakening, I heard the name Isis, as I was beginning to rise from the lower realms of Earth. During a short period of time on the Earth I found myself trapped in the lower astral realms because I was living in darkness filled with sin and ignorance. The beings of this lower astral plane, often referred to as demons or dark lords, held my soul in spiritual bondage. The lower astral entities or the demons kept my soul in spiritual bondage. When I was in that darkness, I could sense that I was being kept in a cage, chamber or a prison cell feeling like a prisoner in the shadow realm. My soul cried out to Yahshua Ha’Mashiach, asking to be rescued and liberated from the kingdom of Satan (Darkness). It felt as if a spell or curse had been placed upon me when I descended from heaven to Earth. The dark forces on the Earth were aware of my return and sought to keep my soul imprisoned in darkness.

The malevolent forces sought to keep me unaware of my identity as a lady of light. Exhausted from being a captive of Satan, I turned my attention to the higher realms and remembered my Lord and Savior, Yahshua. I yearned for his return to Earth to liberate me from the dominion of Satan. I wrote a letter to him, and he was on the way to rescue me. Yahshua had already heard my cries for help because he appeared in my dream behind me. In front of me I saw a black wolf that was ready to attack me, but Yahshua stood behind me, shielding me from the dark forces lurking in the lower astral realm. When the time for my awakening came, a dark being tried to use dark magic against me; however, they did not realize that their attempt to harm me would backfire, reversing the spell or curse that had been placed upon me. A prayer was made to nullify the curse and send it back to the one who had cast it.

The dark forces attempted to prevent my spiritual awakening; however, they failed to realize that their actions triggered my awakening. While under the influence of witchcraft my heightened sensory abilities were activated, allowing me to become aware of both higher and lower realms of consciousness. I found myself navigating through the seven heavens or chakras within my inner world. The seven gateways within me opened prematurely, leading to significant confusion regarding the events unfolding around me, as I was perceiving multiple realities at once. A sense of fear arose within me, particularly as I was situated in the root chakra, experiencing the lower realms.

I sensed the presence of demons or lower vibrational entities surrounding me, which instilled a sense of fear regarding the darkness. I recall the overwhelming sensation that enveloped me when I sensed the spell taking effect. Someone was attempting to exert control over my energy field. Although I was on my way home, an inner voice urged me to proceed in a specific direction. Consequently, I was guided to a particular location where the identity of the individual who cast the curse was revealed to me. I remember attempting to contact my ex-girlfriend, as I could see that was the path I was following. Although she did not answer the call, another individual did. It was her girlfriend, who informed me that my ex-girlfriend was asleep.

She hung up the phone and I felt something strange about the whole situation. I called my mom when I realized that I was traveling to my ex’s house. A wave of confusion washed over me. I recall arriving at the parking lot of the park and stepping out of the vehicle. I could feel a dark, shadowy energy in front of me, as if it were guiding me toward the entrance of my ex’s house. In that moment, it seemed as though the Lord was revealing to me the source of the dark spell or curse, wanting to disclose the truth. I sensed, in some manner, that both my higher self and my shadow self were guiding me to uncover the truth. Upon reflecting on all that transpired, I have pondered, “Was I the target of a scheme by my ex and her girlfriend? Did my ex seek vengeance against me for leaving the relationship and moving on? Was her girlfriend jealous of me because my ex didn’t truly love her, but instead she was still in love with me?

My ex claimed that her girlfriend was trying to make her love her like she loved me, but her girlfriend knew that she would never love her the same because she was still in love with me. Regardless of what happened somebody conceived the idea to use witchcraft against me. Whose idea, was it? What truly transpired? Only the Lord possessed the knowledge of the actual events and understands the reasons behind the plotting against me. The lord is aware of their thoughts and knows what’s in their hearts for nothing is hidden in the sight of God. However, my mother advised me to return home, and she prayed with me, and I was covered under God’s protection.

Inside the apartment was my ex-girlfriend and her jealous girlfriend. It had to be the same person who picked up the phone and disconnected when I asked to speak with my ex. Surely, there was some form of negative energy emanating from this individual. I knew that this spell came from one of them. Earlier that day, I had visited my ex, and I was present in the apartment. She received a call from someone and suddenly requested that I retrieve something from my trunk, which left me somewhat confused.

We proceeded to my car, where she placed an item inside, but I must of been distracted because I don’t remember asking why she needed to go to my trunk. Before I came over to her house we were at work together and weird things were beginning to happen to me. I found myself able to perceive the spirit realm, yet I could not comprehend the changes in my vision. Reflecting on the events, my ex and I had shared lunch at work, during which I observed her acting strange. I suspect she may have tampered with my food, but I don’t really know, only God knows what really happened. Something strange was happening to me afterwards and I suddenly starting talking about the return of Christ and being left behind. My mind was all over the place, but I was thinking about God. Perhaps the spell/curse began working against me while I was at work with her because I couldn’t understand why I had a sudden urge to go back to her house. Prior to all of this happening she told me that she was going to tempt me.

She wanted to be with me, and I didn’t want to be with her. Somehow, she made it into my apartment and wrote on my mirror, 40 days and 40 nights. It was like Satan was tempting me. But when I was at work I remember listening to some music and I was just connecting on a soul level. I could hear the name Isis coming through the song and it had an effect on my consciousness. It felt like someone was summoning my soul to awaken to love. I suppose the appointed time had arrived for my spiritual awakening. When this occurred, I recall running to the bathroom, and I was crying. I didn’t really understand what was happening to me, but I knew that I had written a letter to God while I was at work that day. I was surrendered my soul to Yahshua. I truly wanted to be saved, and I was truly repentant of my sins. For so long my soul had been crying out to God for help and I knew that my soul needed to be delivered from all my sins.

It was like Satan was trying to control me through the gay relationship that I was in. It was like Satan wanted me to remain a prisoner to sin, but I didn’t want that for myself. It was like Satan and his dark kingdom of shadow beings were angry at me. I believe my ex was angry and upset with me for leaving her in the way that I left. I gave her no warning, and she was caught off guard. She was left to pay the rent on her own, and all the bills by herself and I believe she was struggling. I honestly did not consider what would happen to her when I left so suddenly. I was only thinking of myself because I was trying to protect my own life. She had been abusive in the relationship, and we both were fighting. I became abusive as well and use to slap her in the face but I never seeked to harm her in a way that would kill her. She had jumped on me from behind and was choking me. She had done this a couple of times and if I didn’t leave perhaps, she would have killed me in her anger. I had to call the police on her and she was arrested. She had to take anger management classes, and I believe this is when she met the individual who she was living with. She told me how she had tried to run her boyfriend over with a car. Only God knows the truth in regards to these claims. However, both of them had anger issues.

I asked God to help me find a way out of that relationship and he did. A doorway opened and I took the opportunity to flee for the sake of my life because I knew Satan was after me. When she had jumped on me it seemed like she was possessed by dark forces because she couldn’t remember attacking me. It was strange. But I had finally made a decision to return back to God, and leave everything behind me but it seemed like the kingdom of Satan and its demon army were angry at me for deciding to leave the kingdom of darkness. I wanted to be set free from all of my sins and I wanted to be delivered from homosexuality. I wanted out of the gay community, so I left the corrupt lifestyle behind. It was not a life I wanted to live anymore; it seemed like it was a host of demons controlling that community. I had no desire to be a captive of Satan. I did not wish to be enslaved by sin or to engage in wrongdoing. My sinful nature had led to my corruption. I wanted to become a servant of God’s Kingdom and be back in a higher position on the throne in heaven. I wanted to become a Seraphim Angel and be close to the throne.

I knew on a higher level that there were dark forces operating in the astral plane, the 4th dimension, who were against me. Due to my higher sensory abilities coming online I had seen a dark shadow being in the house of my ex-girlfriend. When I was asleep in her home before all of this occurred, I woke up in the astral realm and I perceived a dark figure standing in the doorway of the bedroom watching me. I suppose everything was finally being revealed to me. I saw how the dark ones on earth had operated in the 4th dimension, the astral plane, using their dark magic trying to bind the souls of the children of the light. Perhaps I was being shown how the evil and dark forces have operated throughout the ages to cast spells/curses or use dark magic/rituals or witchcraft against people. Everyone has light and dark energies (powers) within themselves and it’s up to the individual on how they are going to use their light and dark powers. I believe that the masters of darkness engage in the creation of dark rituals and magic, utilizing their dark energy, or shadow self, within the astral realm to launch attacks and inflict harm upon others. On the other hand, I believe that the masters of light formulate benevolent rituals and magic, drawing upon their light energy from their higher selves to pray for others and to send love and light energy to those in need and to send protection.

Perhaps there are dark and malevolent beings who have orchestrated a plan to emit low frequencies on the earth to bind the souls to a lower consciousness to keep them in spiritual bondage. It’s one thing for a soul to keep themselves in bondage due to their own sins and ignorance but when something else is plotting and warring against you in the astral realm using dark magic against you because of the hatred and jealousy that’s in their heart that’s another thing. Many individuals harbor resentment and desire revenge, and I can see how this could escalate into a crime against humanity. There are negative forces operating in secrecy, aiming to inflict harm, destruction, and death upon humanity. This is fundamentally unjust, and true justice must be served. I have come to understand that dark forces have been against me ever since I was incarnated on this planet and this is connected to the royal bloodline that I descend from. These dark forces functioning in the hidden depths of the earth, have sought to hinder both me and my people from awakening to our higher selves.

They wanted to keep me enslaved to their wicked kingdom and as soon as they saw that I was awakening to the truth and that they no longer had power over me that’s when they decided in their anger to attack me from the astral realms. The dark ones wanted to keep my soul imprisoned in one of their satanic programs which is the LGBTQ program. I came forth with my testimony on how I was delivered from homosexuality. I could see the plot in this wicked system from the very beginning when I was a child. It’s all a part of their Satanic program’s and they inverted everything good that’s of God and turned everything upside down. Look at the rainbow symbol the red is on top. People have to open up their eyes to see the truth. We are living in a corrupted world led by evil and dark souls who seek to gain global power. The elite and all the dark forces on earth who are aligned or in alliance with dark negative ET forces and their dark agendas have worked together to corrupt and destroy the true knowledge of God.

In my own spiritual journey, I could see that there were dark forces manipulating and controlling my ex-girlfriend and her girlfriend through their own inner darkness. Perhaps they were inspired by these dark forces to use their dark energy to bring harm against me. I recognize that malevolent forces were attempting to exert control over me, and when they lost their influence, they sought to eliminate me. However, my God shielded me from my adversaries. My sole desire was to align my life with God, and I had fully surrendered to Yahshua. I wanted to return back to God. I knew that when I made my choice to leave the relationship in July 2011 that it would require time to get my life in order with God. I had to complete a lot of inner work, and I needed God’s healing. I knew that I would have to come face to face with my own demons, but I was unaware that I would have to fight against other people’s demon’s. I just wanted peace for my life, but Satan kept coming after me. It didn’t matter if I was living in sin or not Satan was still attacking me. I never thought someone would be so evil towards me. Why would someone want to bring harm against me and all I want to do is bring peace, love and healing to myself and the whole world. All I did was decide to get close to God and it seemed like people had an issue with that. It just doesn’t make any sense, but it just showed me that there are dark, evil forces who really are against the children of God and his holy kingdom.

I wanted to be delivered from my own inner demons that had kept my soul in bondage. I wanted to defeat the darkness in me and rise above the darkness in this world. I faced the truth and realized how I got myself in the situation with everyone who caused me hurt, pain and suffering. I didn’t make the best decisions for myself, and I had no spiritual guidance. I confessed that I was a sinner, and I knew I was guilty of committing sins against God. This is why I surrendered to the throne of God. I wasn’t running away from God instead I approached the throne of God seeking forgiveness of my sins. I wanted to be taught by God himself and be led by the holy spirit. I wanted to get to know the true God for myself and rededicate my life to God. I realized that I had created demonic energy within my own energy field, and this represented the pain and suffering. I have been trying to heal myself from all that pain. For me all that I had carried within me became a dark cloud that kept me imprisoned in a lower state of consciousness on Earth. I couldn’t see beyond the pain or the negative things that happened to me in my life.

I was holding on to the pain. The dark cloud had created a barrier in my own consciousness and it’s like I didn’t have access to the higher realms within myself. I had to face the inner darkness no matter what even if it was too painful. This dark cloud hid the true version of myself, and I did not know my higher self. I was unable to see my own inner light (Sun) shining because the dark clouds covered it. This dark cloud became a realm of darkness for me. I suppose it became a realm of its own in the shadow realm, in the 4th dimension, where our shadow (dark) selves operate in a state of fear, darkness and ignorance. Perhaps fear and ignorance gave birth to this dark realm.

It seems like this dark realm became a fallen realm containing lower vibrational thoughtforms, feelings and emotions that has emanated from the shadow aspect of our souls. It’s not who we really are and it’s the false version of ourselves. A part of ourselves was lost to the realms below when we descended to the Earth, but we can make ourselves whole again when we merge the higher and the lower self as One. I sense our lower selves (shadow selves) has been projecting false realities into the physical world. As I looked into the shadow realm, it became a space where our fears, pain, suffering, and unresolved issues and traumas in life took shape within the void of space. It appears some souls don’t want to face their shadow selves, choosing instead to run and hide from all their fears and pain placing it in a shadow realm that exists behind us. At some point in our lives, we all have to come face to face with the darkness in us and defeat our own shadow selves. We need to face the truth about everything and not be afraid to open our hearts. God heals the brokehearted and we should know that God loves us.

Once we face the truth then the process of healing and restoration can take place. When I look at the world, I can see a lot of lost souls who are bound in darkness. They have become lost in this world, and they forgot who they are. I forgot that I descended to Earth from a higher heaven and my memories had to be restored. God had to raise me up from a fallen state of consciousness to a higher state of consciousness. God has renewed my mind, heart and soul and I am seeking God’s healing for my body. From my own experiences I could see that my shadow self was operating in a lower realm, and it was projecting a false reality through me in the outer world/surface world. I understood that when I was a sinner, I had given light power to my shadow self to rule in my temple. I had given control and power to my shadow self for a short period of time. The shadow self had set up all sorts of abominations in my temple. I became corrupted and I wasn’t my true self. Once I realized the truth I decided to cleanse and purify my temple. I worked on removing all wickedness from my life. I asked God to remove all impurities from my mind, heart, body and soul. I wanted to become set apart and prepare myself as a Bride. I wanted my higher self to rule in my temple. I wanted the true Goddess in me to return to my temple. I had to go through so many trials and tribulations to get to this point in my spiritual journey. God has been with me this whole time never leaving my side. I had to learn many lessons, and it was necessary for my soul’s growth and part of my ascension plan.

I love God so much. Yahshua saved my life. He rescued my soul from the lower astral realm (hell). While I was living in sin I was living in a hellish condition surrounded by demons. It wasn’t something that I experienced at death I was alive and could perceive the reality that I was living in. It was a state of consciousness. I already went through hell when I was living in sin. I am no longer living in hell. I was set free from the regions of hell on earth. When Yahshua descended in the astral realm, the 4th dimension, I saw his light behind me. He was protecting me from the dark forces who were against me. I suppose they knew what was going to happen when I was awakened and released from my sleeping chamber. Yahshua came to unlock the door to my sleeping chamber. He set me free. Perhaps it was the appointed time of my awakening. I followed the light of Yahshua into the higher worlds where I was given my assignment and he provided a place of safety for me.

As I began my awakening, I realized there was a struggle taking place in the astral realm regarding my soul. The dark entities were hesitant to let me leave their control. It seems they may have been taking advantage of me all along, using my feminine energies for their own gain. Perhaps the dark entities have been utilizing our energies from the astral plane. It is possible that they have been drawing sustenance from our negative energies (powers). I suppose without access to our God powers, they cannot survive. My question is what are they using to draw upon our negative energies? Are they harnessing our energies to power something they have built on Earth? The first thing that came to my mind is CERN. I know they have been trying to block the Sun. They have been drawing upon a lot of power on earth to use their technology. One has to think where they are accessing this power from and who they are calling upon. May God protect all of us from this wicked kingdom. May Yahshua and the holy one deliver his people from all the lands on Earth. May we be taken to a place of safety away from God’s judgment. -Seraphim Sophia

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The Days of Great Tribulation: Be Patient in Affliction!

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Shalom Brothers and Sisters of the Light! May peace be with you and me always. Lately the scripture Roman 12:12 have been on my mind and it states, “Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.” So many things have occurred in my life over the last 2 -3 years and it feels like I have been going through a great tribulation. As believers we know about the Great Tribulation that will come during the last days and for me it feels like I am experiencing that period of time in my life. At times I state, “Will I survive what I am going through?” Will I overcome the darkness? Life has been challenging for me and somedays are better than others and I try my best to get through it all. There are times when I am feeling down and I feel like giving up, but I am reminded to stay strong more importantly to keep my faith.

I have never experienced anything like what I am currently going through, and it seem that things are worsening despite my efforts. I keep telling myself that things are going to be ok and that better days will come, but will it? I continue to seek God in prayer, and I cry out seeking relief from all my sufferings. Sometimes I wonder if God is here by my side or if I have been abandoned. When we are low in spirit sometimes, we begin to think negative, but we have to catch ourselves and say, Satan get thee away from me. We can’t allow our negative thoughts to control us. We will have low moments in our lives, but we have to rise up again. I learned that I must be joyful in hope, patient in affliction and faithful in prayer.

While I am going through this great tribulation in my life I know that I am not alone in the world. There are millions of people who are suffering from something and while I have been suffering I’ve grown closer to God. I’ve been able to reflect on my life and truly understand what has caused my suffering. Most individuals tend to blame others for their circumstances, but I decided to examine the things that I have caused and created in my own life. Through my sufferings, I have learned many valuable lessons in life. It has made me stronger and wiser. Perhaps God allows us to experience different challenges for a reason, and when I reflect on my life, I see significant soul growth. I realize how the choices that I made in my life led to different consequences. I never anticipated certain events occurring in my life, but now that they have happened, it has actually made me become a better person.

I requested for God to purify my mind, heart, body and soul and now that it has been happening to me on all levels, I don’t know to properly handle the manner in which it is occurring. It’s like the process of my purification suddenly sped up and everything started to happen all at once. It’s like I wanted to pay back all my karmic debt and be done for good. I wanted to be in the clear. When I reviewed and evaluated my own life, I could see everything being done to me as righteous judgment and it was coming from the throne of God. It’s like over time I had accumulated karmic debt from my old life, when I was sinning and in darkness (ignorance). I asked for forgiveness, and I was forgiven by God, but I still needed to learn my lessons so that I wouldn’t repeat the same sins. I knew that I was ignorant of many things so that meant that I needed to be taught. I needed to gain knowledge and understanding so that I could grow in the light of God.

When I repented to God, I accepted responsibility and accountability for the sins that I committed in my life. For me I wasn’t going to place my sins on anyone. I was the one who made certain choices in my life, and I was rebellious against God. I wasn’t following his commandments; I was following the things in this world. When I went to God with my whole heart, I truly wanted to make things right in my life. As I stood before God and his holy counsel, I feel like God gave me an opportunity to pay off my karmic debt over a period of time. Perhaps this period of time serves as the trials and tribulations I have been enduring in my life. It reflects a time of suffering, and I have been tested. Perhaps God wants to see if I am truly serious. Would I turn my back on God if things get tough in my life? Would I blame God? Would I go return back to a life of sinning?

When I was caught up before the throne on July 3, 2012, I felt like I was before a Judge. I sense that God did judge me during that time, and my records were reviewed. I feel like God gave me another chance and he created a plan for my life. That plan was sent to me via dream where he sent the messenger angel with a scroll in his hand. On July 3rd, 2012, I was given an assignment on Earth, and that work included me sharing my dreams and visions. I was told what I needed for the assignment. I grabbed all the things that I needed to start the work. When the messenger angel was sent to me, I was given a robe of righteous to wear. It was required of me to walk in righteousness. I suppose at the completion of my assignment I would be debt free. Since I have been attending school, I suppose when all courses have been passed and completed, I would graduate and ascend.

Since I was caught up to heaven in 2012, I feel like the holy angels have been here teaching and guiding me from a heavenly (spiritual) kingdom on Earth. It may not mean anything to anyone else, but I feel like the wise ones from Shamballa have been my guides. I feel like the holy ones have been ensuring that I am staying on track with my courses and that I am also learning my lessons. I know there has been tests and when certain things happen, I say, “This is a test from God.” I know I failed many tests lol. I just get back on track and try to prepare myself for the next test. When the same situations keep repeating then I know that it’s an opportunity to show what I have learned. It’s about the progression of soul growth and I know that I have been making improvements.

As time continues, I know that I must be enrolled in some sort of ascension program on Earth. I suppose there are many evolutionary programs in this Universe and each world have different programs. I feel like we have to work our way up in the kingdoms of God. We have basic programs to more advanced programs and we are all operating at different levels of consciousness. I learned there’s always room for growth. There will always be something to learn in this Universe because the Creator of All is still creating. There’s so much light (information) in this Universe and we will continue seeking the light of the Creator. We will continue to expand our consciousness. The more light we receive, the more our consciousness and the universe expand.

But I want to say this, as I have been going through this tribulation period, it’s been one thing after the other and I haven’t had a break at all. I ask God for relief all of the time. Whenever I reflect on everything all I can say is that I sought this purification. II know that God is refining me, and I will become like a pure diamond, and my soul will shine brightly. The old dreams I have had are highly significant in relation to what I am encountering now. In my dream I said, I defeat the darkness in me and that’s exactly what I am doing right now. I’m facing all the darkness within me right now. All has to rise to the surface. All of my fears have been made known to me and I am facing them head on. It’s been a terrifying experience, but I have been keeping my eyes on the Lord to help me get through it all.

God is with me always and that’s what I keep reminding myself. I put my trust in the Most High and I know that the Most High is with me no matter what. My ancestors are with me, and I am not alone. I don’t have to fight this battle by myself because I have a whole army of light warriors. God is my protector and surely, he will deliver me along with all of his other children. As I reflect on the last 12 years of my life, I’ve been working on transmuting my darkness into light. Surely, I am undergoing a transformation. I’ve gone so deep within myself to better understand my emotional pain and I know that it has caused some of my suffering. I had to face the Truth and not run away from any of it. I had to address all the issues and work on healing my traumas. It is necessary for us to address all the issues that we have so that we can work on releasing them. When we release them then we can properly heal ourselves. It took a very long time for me to understand this.

I’ve been asking for healing for so many years, and I didn’t realize how much time it would take for me to heal myself. It seems like my healing is taking place in stages. We all hear that things get worse before they get better, and I feel like I’m in that stage where everything has gotten worse. I feel like I’m almost at the finish line. I keep reminding myself to remain strong and to hold on, assuring myself that a better reality is not far away. I long for better days to come into my life. I wish for these times of great tribulation to end. I want to survive all that I am experiencing right now. I have been enduring for so long and I feel like God continues to give me strength. I just keep hearing, “Be patient!” So, I hold on to these words and I continue to be remain hopeful. I continue seeking the Creator in prayer.

Many people in the world are experiencing some form of tribulation in their lives, some more severe than others, and I pray that we all can get through it. We all experience events in life that cause us pain, and sometimes that pain becomes embedded within us, creating darkness in our energy field. That darkness is what creates our suffering. It creates all types of blockages in our life and in our body which can led to sickness and disease. We have to learn how to clear that darkness if not it will only cause us more hurt and pain. So, brothers and sisters, stay strong in Lord in these end times because things may happen suddenly, that’s what happened to me. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and keep your faith no matter what happens to you. Trust that God is here with you always. I am here praying for you all. May the light of the Creator surround you and protect you all the days of your life.

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Reflection on My Zero Point Experience On 2-16-2018

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Greetings to you all! I send you all love, light, healing and peace. May you all find your highest truth on your soul’s journey. It’s been a few days that I have been reflecting on the things in which I have learned since my consciousness traveled to the infinite womb of creation, the quantum zero point field or the Source of All. It has been an amazing experience finding my higher self. My soul is free! I have experienced spiritual liberation and set myself free from creating karmic experiences. In my personal experience I crossed the finish line and I passed through the gate and conquered the darkness in myself. My soul has been reconnected to my higher heart and it is unconditional love that I desire to give. I am divine Love and I just needed to remember this about myself and believe in my own potential as a light being.

At some point in your soul’s journey you will realize that some things get old and that you must go on a new cycle, one filled with everlasting love. Most times we believe that it is another person that is holding us back but in all actuality it is yourself. You are the creator of your own reality and you have a choice in what you want to experience. You are the author of your own life. You have the power to change anything that you don’t like about yourself. There is always room for improvement. You must have self-love and self-control.Truly through my own experiences I can see how I am an infinite light being. Many times on my journey I have tried to express myself to others so they would know my true feelings and my true intentions but at times they couldn’t connect with me because they couldn’t connect to their own inner feelings and emotions.

I realized that my heart chakra was open before I even learned about chakras. I desired true love from the beginning. I wanted to experience love all throughout my life and I would seek that love in others and see them for who they really are. I could see their full potential and I could see the love in their hearts that’s why I stayed around them. I wanted to help them on their soul’s journey but at times I felt like I became invisible in their sight. I was taken for granted and people couldn’t see my inner light. If they couldn’t see it within themselves how could they see it within me. That was my truth! All I wanted was for people to see the inner light within me and to see me for who I really am but that didn’t happen. I wanted to work together as a team but there was always conflict and suffering in my life.

I always use to say that it seem like I am experiencing the opposite of what my heart truly desires. I felt like something was always wrong with me or that I deserved it. I blamed myself for alot of things and unknowingly I was creating my own reality and that reality was a life of pain and suffering. But then in time, I had a higher thought, I said, “Maybe I chose this reality for myself to gain strength and power.” My hardships or trials and tribulations taught me valuable lessons in this lifetime and I gained true wisdom through all of my experiences. I even made some sacrifices and those sacrifices had me in situations where people would continue to lie to me, hurt me me intentionally and mistreat me. I also came close to death a couple of times because of a person’s hurt and anger. I felt like I could heal people with my love energy. If people only took the time to get to know me it would have solved many problems.

I thought I could save and protect people so I kept continuing on the same cycle where I experienced having a broken heart. I shared my love with many people so they would know that someone loves them no matter what they did previously. I was willing to forgive, put the past behind and go on a new cycle. But I realized in time that I desired that, they didn’t. I learned that I couldn’t force them to follow me on this new cycle. I had learned that I was losing myself in the process of trying to save and protect them. I forgot about my heart. I got trapped in their illusions of life in the 3rd dimension. They were all experiencing a false reality of Self. It seemed maybe they enjoyed experiencing the lower aspect of Self. Well I didn’t want that for myself I know that I have a higher aspect of myself. I desired more for myself and I wanted to tap into my higher self while in the 3rd dimension. It was time for me to reveal who I was and in time they shall see my inner light. When they want my help I will be there to guide them as an angel in the higher heavens and it will be when they choose to walk down the path of enlightenment. I have offered my love to many and I have offered my help but I must now ascend to my rightful place. My soul belongs in the higher regions/dimensions. I am wisdom and I stand at the gates of heaven and Earth. All who wants to learn from me I will be there to assist.

I am an open book and I am willing to share my experiences to others because I want to awaken them to the higher heavens. I want to enlighten them about their own true nature. I want people to see the god/goddess in them. Even in the times of darkness I wanted to be the lamp that guided them. But now I realize that many people haven’t seeked their own heart to see what’s within. They haven’t truly looked within to see and speak their highest truth. It is my hope that humanity comes to realize their own divinity and light power. As I meditated on the expansion of the universe. I created my own image of two worlds, two galaxies or two beings coming together as One without creating destruction. I wanted a love cycle for eternity where the exchange of love is for infinity. I planted my seed (my love DNA Code) amongst the two so we could forever be bonded and connected through Love forever. I invite all to dance with me in the Infinite Intelligent Creation Field of Eternal Life, the Zero Point Field, the Black Womb (Space) of the Divine Mother.

I drew the image below in 2017, it is not perfectly drawn but it is the perfect image of my thoughts that were manifested in the image above. It’s the same image that I drew and it manifested in a crop circle that was reported at Chaddenwick Hill, near Mere, Wiltshire on the 13th of July 2011! Truly we are interconnected to the Creator of the Universe and I am interconnected to the being who created this crop circle in 2011. I started to receive my awakening code 333 in 2011 and July 2011 is when I made a big change in my life. I chose to live a new life and take the path of enlightenment. I wonder at times if this was me who created the crop circle because I traveled back in time several times in my experiences. I remember descending to a crop field and in that experience I bent time and space. It’s lovely to think of infinite possibilities. I believe in my full potential as a Divine Creator what about you? I hope you find what you are looking for in this lifetime.

Twin Flames>>>Higher Self (Spiritual World) interconnects to Lower Self (Physical World) in a continual love cycle for eternity. Lets Merge in Higher Vibrations as One exchanging pure love energies! I Love you all!

Written by Goddess of Love and Light 333