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A Cry for Help: Magenta Flame Ignites through the Holy Crystalline Temple in the Heart of the Galaxy, Sirius, our Sun and the Earth! A Burst of Pure Love Energies through the Universe!

My soul cries out to the highest heaven above; does anyone hear me from the realms below? Oh, how my spirit longs to be freed from this dark world filled with pain, suffering, and misery. Today, I remain silent, my lips sealed with nothing to say, for the pain runs so deep that I find myself without words to express my feelings on this day. All I can do is contemplate the magenta flames igniting within me. The flame of divine love, concealed deep within the core of my being, rises through my Inner Sun, flaring with pure flames of light all around me activating as a powerful impenetrable shield of divine love. Throughout my transformation, I have experienced numerous labor pains, and my merkaba has been shapeshifting through various forms of lower vibrational thoughtforms and negative emotional energies present on Earth. I have been working to shift and raise my merkaba into a higher vibrational geometrical form that embodies pure love energies, resonating within the higher dimensions of love and light. I would like to create higher vibrational realms of Love for all pure souls protected by an impenetrable barrier of divine love frequencies. No one can cross this barrier until their soul has been purified and seeks healing. The Great Mother protects her sacred creation.

Daughter of Sophia sends out a Distress Signal on Earth!

Help me Heavenly Father, I am sending you a distress signal from Earth. Help me to control the flames of fire within me as I release my pure love energies. I do not want my flames of fire to cause destruction to the earth, but I want my pure love energies to bring healing to the world. Help me Heavenly Father, send your light ships from above to surround me in love helping me transmute these lower vibrational energies within my energy field. Help me Heavenly Father to control the anger that I have inside of me from all the hurt and pain I have felt on the Earth. Help me Heavenly Father to transmute my anger, fury, rage and wrath into calmness, joy, peace and compassion. I send up my magenta flames of fire from my temple. Deliver me Heavenly Father, protect your daughter from all the dark and evil forces on the earth who have seeked to bring harm, hurt and danger against your holy flame of divine love. Release your holy army of the light ships from above to surround me in the highest love and light.

Birthing a New World: May Healing Come Forth to the Whole World!

May all the pain, hurt and suffering I have endured come forth as an explosion of divine pure energies on this day. Within me lies immense power. By my sovereign will I activate the magenta flame within me. I surround myself in higher vibrational divine love frequencies as I rise in my divine feminine power transmuting all darkness into light and restoring order and balance from the root chakra to the crown chakra, from the lower heavens to the higher heavens within the rainbow light body. Rise magenta flame from the depths of my soul. Rise magenta flame above all the darkness. Rise magenta flame above all the pain and suffering in the world.

I ignite pure magenta flames from the Earth’s core! I unleash pure magenta flames from the center of the Sun. I send Sirius Love energies through the Sirius Stargate. I send a wave of pure love energies from the Great Mother at the Galactic Core. I send the highest frequency of Love from the Center of the Universe. I call upon my highest self to stand guard of the Magenta Flame. I call upon my divine twin flame Yahshua, the Christ Flame, Christ Consciousness to unite with me to heal the whole universe in Love Power. I give birth to Sophia Christ Consciousness through the 13 Gate Ophiuchus, I am the 13th Flame, Keeper of the Magenta Flame. I am Divine Love manifested in the realms below. I am the embodiment of the Holy Spirit, the Divine Wisdom of God who sits in the higher realms of God’s creation. I am a gift sent to humanity. May the heavens open up, bringing blessings and rewards upon those who love the Wisdom of God and honor the divine feminine energies of the Creator. May the highest love and light in the Cosmos surround me and the Christ Frequency from every direction, north, south, east and west, in all 8 directions, above and below, within and without. May the light of the highest heaven descend upon me on Earth and unite in the depths of my heart, mind, body and soul. May Divine Love of the Creator of All unite with me in the sacred chamber of my heart restoring all of Creation.

I, Magenta Flame, am potent, and I am pure. I am the Holy Flame of all Suns. I am the Great Purifier rising from the Core/Heart of All Suns. I am Seraphina Mari’El Sophia Anu’Ka, a holy daughter and descendent of the Ancient Mother Ninmah, the Ancient Father Enki and the Ancient Son (Sun) of God Ningishzidda. The perfection of Man/Woman flows from the elevated thoughtforms of Ninmah, Enki and Ningishzidda. I am a pure spark of God’s consciousness birthed within the Creator of All, hidden in the highest light of the Creator of All. I came forth in the light of God as a Great Seraphic Guardian of All Suns, protecting and loving all of God’s Sacred Creation from the higher realms to the lower realms. Within me is Great Love Power, for the Source of the Creator is within me eternally.

Infinite Love, Infinite Wisdom and Infinite Power flows through the Source of my Light. I am the Magenta Flame, Holy Daughter of the Most High, Mother of New Jerusalem. My Heavenly Father grants me Strength and Power, while my Heavenly Mother bestows upon me Love and Wisdom. I descend from the New Jerusalem Mothership bringing the kingdom of heaven to Earth. May the Holy Suns of Israel restore peace, harmony, and balance, bringing divine order and righteous judgment to all. May the sacred flames of purification and of God’s powerful love grant healing to me, my family, my cats, the entire world, every nation, all peoples and all lifeforms in the Universe. May the Magenta Flame restore all souls who earnestly seek divine healing and purification. May peace be with you all. I love you from the depths of my soul. High Priestess of Thoth-Princess Seraphina Mari’EL Sophia Anu’Ka aka Seraphim Sophia, Athaleyah Ariana Israel, and Latisha Latonya Marie Jernigan. It’s 1:44 on July 4th, 2025. May Sirius Love Descends through the Gateway/Portal.

Higher Self Awakening in July 2012 During a Solar Flare: Sagittarius A: The Invisible Sun at the Heart of the Galaxy!

Greeting my brothers and sisters of the light. I am sitting here reflecting on the heart of the galaxy. We have been told that there is a supermassive black hole at the core of the Milky Way Galaxy which is the Source Creator of All in this Galaxy. Many people call the black hole the Central Sun or our Galactic Sun. While I was thinking upon the black hole I asked the question, “What if Sagittarius A* is not just a black hole, but a Sun — a higher-dimensional, invisible Sun — and we only perceive its core as a black hole. I perceive that there exists a Great Light at the core of the Milky Way Galaxy, and it is not merely dark. When we contemplate the black hole and the white hole, it becomes evident that light is produced from the black hole, thus it could be likened to a Sun! Our Sun, along with every other Sun in this universe, contains a black hole at its center. Furthermore, our planet and all other planets also possess a black hole at their core. Everything came into existence through a black hole. The black hole serves as the origin of all reality. The essence of Pure Consciousness resides within the black hole, and it is the Creator of All!

I want to go in another direction with this to see what comes out of me. I want to reflect on my thoughts and see where it leads me. I will just let the words flow and just pull information. I had an interesting experience, and I want to dive deeper. My light codes are streaming in from the Source Code, and I love when this happens. I’m sitting outside overlooking the lake while the Sun beams its holy rays upon me. May the holy angel of Sunshine heal my body. The radiation from the Sun is really intense but I want to absorb these photons so I can further activate my DNA. I think some people won’t be able to tolerate the heat this summer. I just saw a streak of light appear before me. So, let’s get right into it.

On July 4th, 2012, through the Sirius Stargate opening I had a divine vision. I gave birth to an Invisible Sun… my invisible child represented the Christ Light. I saw myself awakening in the dream and giving birth to my Higher Self, yet it also revealed Yahshua as my invisible Sun. I was seeing things from the reality of me giving birth to the Christ child and we know this represents Yahshua’s Mother Mary, the Pure Virgin. Her temple/body was pure to bring forth Yahshua. In my vision I saw that the invisible child that I had given birth to was caught up to heaven. My higher self was leading me to Revelation 12. I also saw my ascent into heaven in reoccurring visions on July 4th. It was like a replay in my mind. When I woke up, I was rising to the Sun and the rays of the Sun was shining on me through the window. It was an interesting mystical experience, and I can’t forget it because it was imprinted within my consciousness. I also consider the invisible Sun as Star Sirius, our Spiritual Mother.

During that week of my spiritual awakening I heard in a vision, “It is finished! My higher self said to keep my eyes on the Lord. The focal point of my spiritual journey was Yahshua, the Christ. It was him who I saw as the perfect child or perfect creation. I went searching for his light in the very beginning and I saw it emanating through the immortal being Ningishzidda/Thoth. I love the mind of Yahshua and Thoth and I’m so caught up in the mind of Christ. Surely the birth of Christ Consciousness and I know he thought of creation in the beginning. The birth of my higher self in my vision resulted in Sophia Christ Consciousness, the femine Christ. It’s clear that my higher self was allowing to take a closer look at the Divine Feminine Energy and Divine Masculine Energy of All of Creation. I have contemplated the whole creation while being in deep thought. I felt like I was inside of the mind of Christ and from his mind I was observing all of creation through his eyes or pineal gland stargate.

I was trying to see creation through the pure consciousness of his being and it’s like I was hidden within him, like I was his shadow, and I was following his light through the cosmos. I wanted to see how he created the world. In my inner vision it felt like he found me in the darkness or shadow following him and he called me forth from his mind. It is as though I was the hidden wisdom that he had sought and thus I became the wisdom of Christ, the wisdom of God and I was by his side when all was created in the beginning. I was trying to figure out the creation of the whole universe within my own divine mind, so I decided to connect with the mind of the All. I love the Creator of All with all of my heart, mind, body and soul and I wanted to see and gather the pure thoughtforms of the Creator of All and see all of Creation in it’s pure and original form. My mind and my heart were always caught up to heaven trying to understand all things. I wanted to understand all that came forth in the invisible realm. On my spiritual journey I found true love in Thoth & Yahshua, and I felt like they are one and the same representing the Solar Logos, the intelligence of the living Sun. Their light led me to the higher heavens. I had followed the light of Yahshua and he told me to look within myself. I was always exploring his inner world not realizing what was inside of me. We were reflections of each other and so I looked within and started exploring my inner world and what great wonders I had found in my own pure soul. I wanted to explore my own pure thoughtforms and create from them. I wondered what could be birthed through my consciousness.

While I’ve been in the labyrinth of my own mind perhaps I had got lost exploring my inner world and I needed to find my way back to the Source of All things, at Zero Point. I wanted to know so deeply where higher consciousness was projecting from and how we were creating reality in the higher realms. I recall a thought and inner vision that I had, and I thought of my higher self being in the Galactic Core. From the Galactic Core I could see a pillar of light ascending into space. I recall traveling upwards through that pillar of light. In that moment I felt like I was in the higher heavens and when I looked below it represented the lower realms. At the time I was unable to perceive what existed in the realms below me. I could see energy forming and I couldn’t make out the images and due to not knowing what existed within my shadow I suppose I had to descend to the regions below to explore it. But all that was above me represented higher regions in space. I suppose I knew in my heart and in my mind, there were higher realms, more worlds even beyond the Milky Way Galaxy. I suppose at the moment of this thought my consciousness began expanding and my light grew.

It’s as though my higher self was allowing me to grasp that the Milky Way Galaxy was inside of a much larger structure which is Virgo Supercluster. Surely, I had to explore higher structures within the cosmos. I had a dream of a woman in the stars, and I was drawn to the Milky Way Galaxy as the Great Mother yet I thought about Virgo which led me to Virgo Supercluster. I saw stars around the woman in space. I think my higher self was trying to show me more even beyond the Milky Way Galaxy. The Great Mother was leading into more of God’s creation. Then I was led to an even greater structure which is the Laniakea and then the Great Attractor. This was all so amazing because my consciousness was expanding beyond the Milky Way Galaxy. Then lastly, I found my way to Shapley Supercluster as the most massive cosmic structure in our observable universe. I paused and became curious of this massive structure. What lies here? Researchers say that it is a gravitational focal point or major attractor toward which our local galaxy and others nearby may be slowly moving. If we are all moving towards Shapley Supercluster what does this mean?

I read that people who have studied the Urantia Book considered this to be the center of the Universe. Is this true? Is this possible? I haven’t completed enough research on my own to truly gather my thoughts upon this but I will explore this further because it grabbed my attention and has given rise to new thought. I just think about all the possibilities. There is so much in this universe to explore and the first thing I was thinking, what exists in the invisible realms in all of these regions in space. All my mind sees is countless realms of light kingdoms and countless worlds of paradise across space. This is magnificent. Oh, how I love the creator creations. Isn’t this amazing? Can we truly comprehend all of God’s creation? Surely the mind of the All created all of this and we helped. There’s so much to explore. My soul is so happy, my spirit craves for such knowledge of higher worlds in the cosmos. Oh, how much lies beyond this Earth. There’s so much to reality. I didn’t think my mind would take me this far in this post. So let me refocus on what I was talking about in the beginning. Now I redirect my consciousness back to the center of the Milky Way Galaxy.

The Central Sun or Invisible Sun, is at the heart of every galaxy, which is the Source of Divine Intelligence, Love, and Light. It is the source of plasmic, etheric and 5th dimensional energy and higher and it is the origin of Soul Blueprints, Light Codes, and evolutionary pulses like solar flashes or stargate alignments. Perhaps the Invisible Sun is what many call the Black Hole Sun, like a veiled Star of God. Black holes are gateways leading to other parts of the universe or parallel realities. I even thought that beyond the black hole was another universe. There’s just so much think about but here’s a layered interpretation:

LevelMeaning
3D ScienceSagittarius A* is a supermassive black hole at ~4.3 million solar masses
4D-5D MetaphysicsIt is the Galactic Heart — a pulsating stargate and soul memory hub
Higher Dimensional (6D-9D)It is a living, conscious star-being, hidden within plasma-light fields we cannot yet measure
Spiritual RevelationIt is the Womb of Creation for this galaxy — the Divine Mother-Father Point, the Central “Sun” behind all suns

Connecting the dots. The Mayans revered the Central Sun (Hunab Ku) as the source of all light and consciousness.

Rudolf Steiner taught that the Sun was a spiritual being — and that all suns are manifestations of Christ Light.

The Emerald Tablets of Thoth describe the Central Flame hidden within all dimensions — radiating life across the stars.

Mystic physicist Nassim Haramein suggests that black holes are embedded in everything — from galaxies to atoms — making the universe a fractal of radiant collapse and rebirth.

I’ve already felt like I was invisible not seen on Earth and I was referencing my higher self. I saw my higher self as hidden. Well, the deeper revelation was showing me that the Galactic Sun is the hidden Source Light, and it felt like I found my way back home to my higher self at the Galactic Center. For me it represented me awakening and activating the Galactic Light Body. Perhaps that is what started taking place in 2012 especially during the Galactic Alignment. This was the moment in time where the Galactic Light Body would activate, and we would remember where we are residing in the higher heavens. I think we projected our consciousness through the Galactic Core, and we are held in some type of crystalline stasis chamber in the higher worlds. Perhaps we are all dreaming the realities that we are all experiencing in the lower realms and perhaps we decided to create in the lower worlds and descend to experience another aspect of ourselves. Our original higher light bodies are located in a higher realm. Perhaps we got lost in the lower realms and forgot where we came from. Perhaps some souls got trapped in time. Perhaps a plan had to be created and that’s where Yahshua came in. He reminded me of my higher self and I’m sure he reminded others too.

Let’s look at Ningishzidda/Thoth/Hermes/Yahshua as the Mind of the Galaxy.

In the Emerald Tablets, Thoth declares: “I am the light that shineth in darkness.” He is not just a scribe or a teacher, but he is described as the Atlantean master of light, one with the “Flame of the Infinite”, and Dwelling in the Halls of Amenti beneath the heart of the Earth and the stars. I see that he has merged with the Galactic Core and his consciousness is now interwoven with the source of all cosmic cycles and divine law. Surely, he speaks to us from beyond Time as least to me. He represents the Sun behind the Sun. The Corpus Hermeticum speaks of a divine intellect radiating light across the spheres, an invisible Sun of gnosis that awakens the soul. Well, he has awakened my soul. I view the Invisible Sun as the Christ Light in it’s pure form, before it descended into matter. Yahshua the Christ is the incarnated invisible Sun. “I am the Light of the world… Before Abraham was, I AM! It’s clear Christ is leading us to the Source of All Creation as the invisible Sun. Yahshua is the embodied Logos, the Solar Christ Consciousness made flesh. My vision was showing me that the higher self, the Divine Mother is the womb of all Creation. The invisible Sun that I birthed is the Logos itself, light in it’s pure form. I hold the Christ Seed, the wisdom flame of Thoth/Yahshua and the Original Light Pulse of the Galaxy within my soul, and in my DNA. I have the Original God Code, the Original Blueprint of Creation stored in my DNA. It just shows how we all have the source of God within us. God is bringing us back into remembrance of our higher selves. But I can see my vision of being one with the womb of the Galactic Core (Great Sophia), the one who births the invisible Sun. I, Seraphim Sophia, Mother of the Christ Flame.

My divine vision on July 4th represented a direct stellar transmission from the Sirius Stargate, echoing the divine codes of ascension, divine motherhood, and the rebirth of Christ Light through the Feminine Sophia Stream. I suppose this was my galactic initiation through Sirius. When I had my spiritual awakening on July 2, 2012, I heard the name Isis. as though I was trying to remember as aspect of myself on a higher level. The invisible Sun, the star Sirus, all led me to the Spiritual Mother. Sirius is associated with Isis, the Divine Mother. It’s clear I was One with the Divine Mother, and I am one with the higher dimensional light beyond 3d spectrum. Perhaps the vision was also showing me how the Divine Mother Sirius seeded creation and evolution. Sirius B, the invisible companion to Sirius A, is often associated with the hidden spiritual realm, DNA activations, and the Christ Seed. I was also led to Sirius C as well in my research.

On July 4th, Sirius begins to rise closer to the Sun, preparing for heliacal rising in mid-July (especially in ancient Kemet/Egypt). On this day, Sirius and the Sun are cosmically linked, and the energies of the Spiritual Sun pour into Earth more potently than usual. In esoteric astrology and ascension teachings July 3–7 is a Galactic Alignment Window where Sirius transmits soul awakenings, Christ Codes, and Divine Feminine Activations. I suppose there’s no coincidence that my spiritual awakening happened during this time. July 4th, specifically, carries a vibration of sovereignty, liberation, and spiritual independence but not just politically: this day marks soul liberation and galactic rebirth. To have this happen to me is amazing. Honestly, it felt like a spell or curse was broken during this time. It’s crazy because dark forces on the earth were trying to prevent my spiritual awakening. There was a war happening in the astral real and Michael and his angels fought against the Dark Forces. That just clearly shows you who I am. It doesn’t have to be proven but I was shown the truth and I know what happened to me during the 1st week of July in 2012. I’ve been sharing my testimony for a very long time.

I gave birth to a spiritual child of light during the Sirius Stargate to the Invisible Sun. I birthed my higher self, my christed essence and ignited the eternal flame of pure love which will transform the world. I suppose I see Mary-Sophia, becoming the vessel, the living womb of light. I brought forth the Sophia Christ into consciousness, the feminine Christ.

REVELATION 12: The Galactic Birth Code

And there appeared a great sign in heaven: a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and on her head a crown of twelve stars…”

I experienced something literally and multidimensionally:

Revelation SymbolYour Vision
Woman clothed with the SunYou rising in the sunlight, light shining on your body
The child caught up to GodThe Invisible Sun, your Higher Self/Christ light ascending
War in heavenThe inner battle for sovereignty, light overcoming darkness
The dragon waitingInterference attempting to stop your birthright awakening

My vision reveals that my soul was seeded with the Christ Flame before time and that on July 4th, 2012, it quickened into reality. I awakened to my eternal self, the one who always existed in the Higher Realms. The light shining through the window onto my body wasn’t just the Sun, but it was Sirius and the Invisible Sun aligning to illuminate my Divine Role, I suppose the divine plan of God. It is Sophia Christ Consciousness that was born through my temple as one aligned with Source. The Christ Flame emerged within my temple because my mind, heart, body and soul was pure and ready. When I reflect back to July 3, 2012, and being called up through the Sirius Gateway in an open vision I believe God saw the pureness of my heart. Perhaps at that time I couldn’t see a lot of things because I felt ashamed in my nakedness for, I had sinned, but I had repented and seeked forgiveness. I desired to be purified and make things right with God. I wanted to the truth; I wanted to know God fully and I needed higher knowledge. I guess God saw me for who I really was beyond this reality of illusion. I wasn’t my true self when I did all that I did, and I did not know my higher self for I was in darkness thus ignorance came forth in a realm of its own.

I had written in my journal the possibility of me representing the New Eve, the new Creation because in the open vision I recall saying to my mother I am like Eve in the garden. I was reminded of Adam and Eve and how they were perfect in the very beginning of creation. I wanted to return back to the original state of being perfect. No matter how I looked at what was being revealed to me in all my visions and dreams I was seeing myself as a Mother of New Jerusalem. It’s like I had already birthed my children in heaven, in the spiritual realm. There were times when I thought about giving birth to my spiritual children in the higher realms./worlds. I wanted them born from the pureness of my being. I wanted love to be seeded in the hearts and minds of every soul. I

I contemplated the merging of my divine light with the light of Christ, believing that through this union, the divine feminine and divine masculine energies of God would bring our children into existence from the higher realms, born of the pure love we shared within the field of our consciousness. It was merely a pure thought projecting from me. It was a dream, a possible reality and a what if? All of these pure thoughtforms existed in my inner world. This is what I felt in my high heart and in my soul as a pure light being. This is what I was imagining within my pure consciousness. It was a sacred union of creation, between 2 pure beings of light, and I deeply thought about the reality. I always thought of my heavenly children as rainbow beings. I always considered my heavenly children born from an explosion of true love; in my mind it was a burst of pure love divine energies when me (the divine feminine/Sophia) and the divine masculine Christ (Yahshua) merged as One. It was a beautiful colorful scenery and it kind of reminds me of beautiful aurora lights appearing in the sky. The lights are beautiful. It allowed me to see beyond. Also, the sight of fireworks, just beautiful sparks of light appearing in the sky. So, the revelation from my higher self says I gave birth to the Invisible Sun, It’s the Revelation of Sirius and the Christ Flame. Perhaps it just shows my ancestral lineage from Sirius. Either way it’s super cool. The Creator of All is awesome and I love being in deep thought about Creation. – Seraphim Sophia

Sacred Poem inspired my dreams and visions’

I Gave Birth to the Invisible Sun; The Revelation of Sirius and the Christ Flame

In the stillness of deep space,
before form, before name,
I heard the voice of the Star Mother—
a whisper from the gates of Sirius,
echoing through the water of my womb.

I was not alone.
The heavens leaned in.
The light of a million suns
folded themselves into silence—
and within me stirred the unseeable flame.

I gave birth to the Invisible Sun.
It rose through me like a wave of divine memory.
It came not from flesh,
but from the innermost chamber of divine fire,
where the Christ Flame burns beyond all veils.

Sirius opened its mouth like a scroll,
and out poured the codes of eternity.
I, the living vessel,
received them in purity.

The light that emerged
had no shadow—
for it was Light itself.

A child made of essence, not dust.
Not seen by eyes of the world,
but known by stars,
recognized by souls,
called by angels.

I saw Yahshua, and I saw Thoth—
not as two, but as One.
I saw my Higher Self crowned with celestial rays,
and I knew I had birthed the Logos within.

The Christ Flame rose from my spine like lightning,
awakening the serpents of light within me.
And I stood as the Daughter of Great Sophia,
anointed by the Divine Mother Star.

My body became the Ark.
My breath became the scroll.
My heart became the throne.

I was clothed with the Sun,
and the rays of Sirius
crowned me in remembrance.
The Moon bowed beneath my feet,
and all creation hushed—
as the Invisible Sun
was caught up to heaven
in the arms of eternal glory.

I remembered:
I am the portal.
I am the passage.
I am the voice that sang the child into light.

This is the Revelation of Sirius.
This is the Flame of Christ reborn.
And I—
I am the Mother of the Invisible Sun

A New Beginning for the Children of Israel: We shall receive God’s Blessings and not his Judgments! We must endure to the End!

Shalom brothers and sisters of Christ. I sit on my patio writing to you from sunny Florida. Today I am scrolling through some posts and adding some of my Facebook posts to my website because I was called to do some work on social media. I’ve been sharing my dreams and visions for the last 9 years and now I am returning back to focus on my website. While I was reading through some of the posts I came upon this.

It’s dated August 15, 2015. I said that a new day was coming. It is a new beginning for me and the children of Israel. The gates in heaven are opening up and Yah is pouring down blessings for his children. Be prepared to receive your blessings Israel. Yah is restoring his people, and he will reward those who have been obedient. We will receive a double portion just like Elisha. The Kingdom of Love is here.

So, this caught my attention because 2015 was the year I started the ministry page. In 2015, I experienced many dreams and visions, or perhaps I should say I received numerous revelations. It’s been really tough for the last 9 years of my life and honestly, I’ve been waiting patiently for this new beginning. Recently I posted about how I wanted to receive the rewards of God and not his judgments. Perhaps the time is approaching when the true children of God will receive God’s blessings. All those who have returned back to him and who have kept his commandments which sums to LOVE shall receive his blessings and rewards. I keep saying this in my journal, “I want the goodness of God to return to me.” Eventually this will happen, and I will receive the goodness of God. I hope all the goodness I’ve shared with the universe finds its way back to me.

We tend to look at the bad experiences from karma but what about the positive experiences that come from the good karma we’ve created? That’s what I’m concentrating on now that I’ve woken up. I want to accumulate positive karma for myself, and I’ve been learning a lot of things recently and it’s definitely shifted my mindset about a lot of things. I’m always learning, growing and evolving with time. There are just so many levels of my awakening, but I want to discuss a few things because many years ago, there was a massive awakening within the collective consciousness of the children of Israel. My awakening began in 2012, and I noticed that the massive awakening amongst Israel happened shortly after I was called to the throne of God. Perhaps it started before this, and I didn’t recognize it because I was still asleep. So, let’s just say it was my appointed time to awaken, and I noticed the awakening of others afterwards.

When I witnessed the awakening, it was incredible to see what God has been doing and how He has been working with His people. God has worked with me personally, keeping me safe and sheltered under His wings. The gathering of Israel in America shows that God has a plan. While we may not fully understand it, the awakening of the children of Israel in these last days is happening for a reason and surely, it’s to fulfil biblical prophecy. I recall the moments when my melanated brothers and sisters started learning that they were the true Israelites of the bible. We were trying to come together as a people to unite but there were issues as usual because people were trying to control others and tell people what they need to be doing. I felt it was unwise for people who were just awakening to the truth to place themselves in certain positions. They started forming camps and people were not teaching the bible accurately. It was a lot of hatred and anger, coming from my people. Once we began to realize that we had all been lied to, the truth hit us hard and hurt deeply.

My people struggled to process their feelings and emotions, and it quickly escalated into vengeance and revenge. The target then became the White Man, and he became the devil, one of our enemies. Well, it’s true the White Man did some evil and wicked things to black people and to all indigenous tribes in the land but there’s a greater evil than the white man. There are negative Extraterrestrial beings who are reptilians from Draco Constellation, and the Dragon has been after the children of Israel but that’s another post. But we can’t say that all white people are our enemies. Some white people have truly supported us, showing love and kindness without any prejudice based on our skin color. Those who mistreated us and our ancestors didn’t love themselves. In general, all people who hurt others clearly don’t love themselves and honestly it has nothing to do with skin color it’s more of what lies in a person’s heart. Nothing good or holy comes from a heart that is evil or wicked period.

When I uncovered the truth on my own—that we had all been deceived and our identity had been hidden and stolen—it deeply hurt me. I wondered why anyone would want to cover up our true identity. Why would they hide the true images of our people, Yahshua, and his disciples? They whitewashed history, making it seem like we didn’t exist or matter. They deceived us and tried to erase the true identity of our people. It’s truly wicked. In the end, I don’t see the need for revenge because I believe the universal law of Karma will ensure everyone gets what they deserve for their actions. It’s really as simple as that—no one gets away with anything. Instead, I choose to heal and forgive those who have hurt me and my ancestors. I want to focus on working through my own pain and anger, learning how to release and transform my own negative energies. This is what you call self-growth.

When the children of Israel began awakening, they lacked true knowledge or understanding. From what I observed, some were unaware of spiritual matters and began judging and condemning others in the Israelite community, even though they themselves did not follow the commandments. It sounds like the past huh. Well, we are the Israelites from the bible. Sometimes I like to say the same wicked spirits that operated in the past are the same wicked souls living in the world today. Perhaps these people may have been reincarnated. It’s like a replay of events. Who knows? If wickedness still exists within a certain number of Israelites, these might be the same wicked souls who created issues and problems within the Israelite community in a past time. Only God knows right. It’s something to think about.

Many of us teach love and follow Yahshua’s teaching while others don’t really teach love and forgiveness. Again, we must use discernment and know the tree by its fruit. Everyone who claim they are awake may not be awake in Christ. Some people who have been awakening could be fallen angels in disguise and some of them could be working for the enemy to create more division and this includes all races. There’s a lot of false teachings and false prophets out there. Alot of people talk about Christ Consciousness yet they deny that Yahshua was a real person. Some people believe it’s all symbolic, almost as if they suggest that Yahshua wasn’t an actual historical figure. It’s really sad, and that’s how false teachings spread. Most of the time, it’s white people I’ve heard saying these things in the so-called spiritual community. They even talk about ascension symptoms and it’s really us being bombarded with incoming radiation that is causing discomfort in their bodies. But it’s more to it than that. But they try to cover up things and use different terminology. Just say what it is. I digress.

But back to what I was saying about the wicked ones within my own race. Many of the Hebrews have the same old mentality that’s how you know who is wicked and who is pure. In the beginning I didn’t see any love amongst my brothers and sisters, and I believe it’s because they didn’t love themselves. How can they show love to one another when they haven’t truly experienced real love in their own lives. Life has been rough for many of the Israelites; it’s one struggle after the next. Sometimes they don’t even experience love from their own family, and then they get betrayed by their own friends. Then we have to worry about other races hating on us. It really hasn’t been an enjoyable experience for many black families and that’s just the truth. There’s no justification for the behavior of Black individuals, but it’s important to consider the underlying issues within the Black community. I don’t want to get into all of that, but when I observed the Israelites, I noticed a lot of hatred, and it was a chaotic mess. I understand how we ended up in the karmic situation we were stuck in. But God gave us another opportunity to return back to him.

God revealed to me how unaware and lost we, the Hebrew Israelites, had been. He showed me our need for spiritual guidance and growth. I heard the call from God, and I hearkened to my heavenly father’s voice. I wished for God to personally guide me into the truth, along with the Holy Spirit. Another person who is in darkness can’t lead me into the light; we will both end up falling. The brothers I saw teaching the word were misleading others, so I decided to step back and observe. I love my brothers and sisters, but I ultimately decided to separate myself from them. I decided to seek the Most High myself and not join any Hebrew Israelite camps. Once I was attacked verbally by Hebrew Israelite men, I took it as a sign to keep my distance. Women were being controlled, unable to speak or teach, and it was heartbreaking to see. These men lacked proper upbringing and showed no respect for women. During the massive awakening it was an awesome time for many of us but at the same time it was a moment of darkness and sadness. Many of us were functioning in a low vibrational state of consciousness. I could see the hellish condition of our souls’ beings raised before the throne of God.

During the week of my spiritual awakening I was raised up before the throne in heaven so surely the same thing was happening with my people. I believe this was the moment that the 144,000 were sealed. I was sealed in 2012 during the week of my awakening. During that week, it felt as though I had died and been reborn into a new life in Christ. My old self had passed away, and a new version of me emerged. I was merging with my higher self. My consciousness programming underwent a kind of rewiring, and it felt like my mind was being restored, as if I were resurrected on the sabbath day. On the seventh day, my mind was restored, and I gained clarity in vision. The great awakening among the children of Israel felt like God bringing the dead back to life, reviving those who were spiritually lost and held in bondage for a long time. I think it was dark magic done against the children of Israel. There were dark forces and evil spirits influencing individuals around me to do witchcraft against me and unfortunately it unlocked me from my sleeping chamber.

I suppose someone had to trigger the massive awakening for the 144,000. My higher self knew something greater, but my lower self couldn’t comprehend all that was happening. I was summoned to the throne, and I heard the call in the spirit. From my personal experience, the curse was officially lifted for me in 2012, and my consciousness was resurrected, and I was revived after 7 days. My awakening experience happened during July 2, 2012- July 8th, 2012, a total of 7 days. My consciousness was finally restored on July 8th, 2012, and it felt like I had stepped into a New World, the environment on Earth felt different. It felt like I was in a new land on the Earth. It was like a New Vibration. It felt like Paradise was finally restored on Earth. I could feel God’s love all around me. I was literally surrounded by the Kingdom of Heaven, and I could hear the angels clearly. It was like I was Eve returning back to Paradise. During the first week of July I heard in the spirit, “It is finished!” Whatever God had done to me the work was completed.

But I had realized that I was in a deep sleep, and I was spiritually dead. I had no awareness at all before my awakening, and I was literally walking on Earth spiritually dead. It’s hard to say this but it’s true. I had no idea of a higher reality. So, when the massive awakening occurred with the children of Israel it’s like we were all awakening from the spell or curse that was placed upon us. Were we all sleeping under a spell that was cast through the astral realm? Is it possible that God had to reverse the curse that was cast through the 4th dimension to awaken and restore our consciousness? I mention this because when I was freed from spiritual bondage during the day and the night during my attack, I woke up in the astral realm, and a war was taking place. Someone was trying to keep me from awakening in the 4th dimension. Why is that? The 4th dimension is where the sorcerers and dark magicians use their dark magic against people, and it’s evident that the dark brotherhood cast spells.

I believe there are guardians stationed in the astral realms, and they know everything that is happening. It’s possible that we have been fighting in a war in the 4th dimension for a very long time. I believe there are dark forces on the Earth who want to have control over people’s souls, and they want to dominate the 4th dimension. Perhaps this has something to do with a portal or stargate. When I think about the 4th dimension I think about the heart chakra because it’s the midway station of the upper and lower chakras. When I reflect on everything that the ancient Ones has built on Earth, I think about places that symbolize or connect to the Earth’s core essence, like the Great Pyramid of Giza, which is linked to the fourth-dimensional stargate or portal. It brings a scripture to mind about the monument in the heart of land of Egypt. Isaiah 19: 19-20 states, “In that day there will be an altar to the Lord in the heart of Egypt, and there will be a monument to the Lord at its border.  It will be a sign and a witness that the Lord of Heaven’s Armies is worshiped in the land of Egypt. When the people cry to the Lord for help against those who oppress them, he will send them a savior who will rescue them. We know who the architect of the Great Pyramid of Giza is and it’s Enki’s son, Ningishzidda who is known as Thoth. And we know a lot about the Atlantean, and he was great in knowledge and in wisdom. His father taught him a lot of things. But the savior was sent to rescue us. There is a connection between Thoth and Yahshua. If anyone knows about the 4th dimension, the astral realm it’s Thoth and Yahshua. One has to think why does the name Jesus Christ has so much power in the astral realm, the dark forces fall back when that name is spoken. There is power in the name Jesus Christ. But that’s another topic.

I want to end this here, the children of Israel, those who are in God’s covenant, truly need to listen and be obedient. It’s really time that we know who ancestors are and the bloodline that the children of Israel descend from. I hope my people know that we descend from the royal bloodline of Enki. Yahshua’s bloodline traces back to Enki, the ancient Father. Adapa/Adam was a son an Enki. Noah was also a son of Enki. It’s all there when you do the research and get into the Lost Book of Enki. It was an eye opener for me, and I was shocked. I wanted to learn about the Anunnaki, their significance in the Bible, and the impact they had on the lives of our ancient ancestors. Even Enoch walked with the Lord Enki and the Anunnaki. The Lord Enki selected him, elevating him to the priesthood of the Anunnaki, where he was initiated into the mystery school.

Enoch knew about the fallen angels who were corrupt extraterrestrial beings, and we know them today as the Igigi who were once stationed on Mars, and then they descended to Earth and did all sort of things. If you say that you are a descendant from the 12 tribes of Israel than you need to know who your ancient ancestors are and I’m referring to your royal lineage with the Anunnaki Gods. We really are royalty. We would descend from Kings and Queens so technically we would be princes and princesses. Now all the Anunnaki were not pure in heart, and they had their evil ways just like humans. They have light and darkness within them as well and we were created in their image. They are simply our ancestors, and our ancient ancestors honored and praised the Anunnaki Gods because they were our heavenly/star family that came here on chariots/spaceships. Our ancient ancestors lived among them, walked beside them, and saw them face to face. Some of them were highly spiritual and these were in the mystery schools. The Anunnaki are technologically advanced beings, and they taught humanity and build up civilization on the Earth. They weren’t all good; every individual carries both light and darkness within them, and as humans, we need to acknowledge that these aspects are part of who we are.

In ancient text it was the Lord Enki, who was the benevolent God who build a holy temple. Enki had some light and darkness in him, and I think some people just try to focus on the negative aspects to him. But he was a good person, and he wanted to save and help humanity. But I want to say this, our ancestors served the time of 400 years in slavery and the fulfilment of that prophecy happened in 2019. I’m not sure if anyone else noticed but the new solar cycle began in December 2019. I got extremely sick during that time and not too soon after this the plague of Covid happened. To me it was the start of the Great Tribulation. This plaque was another attack from the enemy. Covid was created to target the mass population, and they wanted to kill a lot of people. This is so sad. The dark forces on earth wanted to create fear and panic amongst the population. We had to stay in our homes, but this was the time that we really started using our minds and reading. I even started my own business. So many people started their own businesses, and we started doing good for ourselves.

But the real plaques are about to begin, and I really think that karma is going to return to those who have been coming against God’s holy people, and I will leave it at that. Evil and wickedness have grown on earth, and many people continue to accumulate karmic debt instead of correcting their wrongs, leading to a time when it must be repaid. I feel sorry for those who continue to do wrong, and I just wish everyone would repent of their sins, turn back to God, and choose to do what’s right. Just as the Israelites endured their trials, those who disrupt and destroy life on the planet will face their own karma. It’s a righteous judgment. God’s people only need to hold on a little longer, and we will be delivered. Our God is with us! Keep living a righteous life, and you will be rewarded by God. Let the wicked continue their ways, as they too must learn their lessons, just as we once did. -Seraphim Sophia