The Remnant of Israel (144,000) Enduring Trials and Tribulations: War in Heaven and on Earth – Revelation 12: The Woman and the Dragon!

Shalom Brothers and Sisters in Christ! I wanted to share Book of Revelation because it came strongly to my mind as I finished writing my last post. Since my spiritual awakening in July 2012, my life has felt like a rollercoaster journey filled with countless highs and lows, unexpected twists and turns, and sudden drops that tested my spirit deeply. So much has unfolded not only within my own personal life, but also in the lives of many believers who are enduring trials, spiritual warfare, and seasons of transformation during these times. I’ve often said that we’re living in times of great tribulation. For many, life is wonderful, and they’re not going through a season of trials, so I guess this is just the reality I’m facing right now. I believe everyone goes through certain experiences at their appointed times and this is my time.

On July 3, 2012, during my spiritual awakening, I remember reading Revelation 12 to my sister and feeling deeply caught up in the spirit. I recall mentioning that Revelation 12:17 was speaking about me. I understood that the Dragon would wage war against the woman and her offspring, referring to the remnant of the twelve tribes of Israel. God was gently waking me from a deep sleep, and I found out that I was one of the 144,000. I believe God sealed the 144,000 and based on my encounter with God and his holy council on July 3, 2012, I feel I was chosen as one of them. I was caught up in the spirit, and I was standing naked before God’s throne in heaven. I was physically here on earth, but my mind was caught up in heaven, a higher realm beyond earth. In this mystical experience my awareness felt lifted beyond ordinary physical perception into a heightened inner state.

My consciousness became deeply immersed in a sense of divine presence, revelation, and overwhelming spiritual awareness while my physical body remained on Earth. Standing “naked before God’s throne” symbolizes complete spiritual openness and vulnerability before the divine. In scripture, nakedness is often connected to exposure of the soul, nothing hidden, no masks, no defenses, no worldly identity to hide behind. I was standing before God exactly as I was with the innermost parts of my heart, mind, body, soul and spirit fully revealed. There was no cover up and I was completely exposed before God’s throne. I was asked to recite the 10 commandments and when I couldn’t speak to them verbatim, I felt ashamed. Even today I can’t remember word by word, but I know them and have read them many times.

The Ten Commandments are in my heart, and I honor them by living in truth and love. That day was overwhelming for me, as I was called to the throne of God in an open vision. I can’t fully explain it, but it left deep impressions within my consciousness. I felt as though I had been given an assignment from the throne of God, with a calling to become His scribe and serve as an intercessor. I was prompted to gather my Bible, notebook, phone, and prayer book. For my assignment, I need these things. I used my phone to jot down my dreams and visions as soon as I woke up, noting the day and time in my notes. On July 3, 2012, while being caught up in the spirit I recall saying out loud that what was happening to me, which was a spiritual awakening, would be happening to the 144,000, the 12,000 from the tribes of Israel.

On that specific day I was called to God’s throne, and I believe I was chosen and sealed by God. Based on my own personal experiences since being called to the throne, the 144,000 are faithful servants of God’s Kingdom, standing alongside Yahshua. Over time, the Holy Spirit has revealed so many things to me, and much is being revealed at this present moment. I learn something every day when I seek understanding. Lately, I’ve been feeling really down, struggling to understand my purpose in all of this while dealing with constant suffering. Things were fine until about two or three years ago, when it suddenly felt like Satan began waging war against me, and now I’m facing even more physical afflictions. It’s as though Satan truly wants to destroy me and it’s just happening all over again. The war started in 2012 when I was attacked the first time, and Michael and the angels protected me in that battle.

The war had been brewing for years, and I recall another attack from the astral plane, when a dark agent was sent to spy on me and jumped on me as I slept. I fought against the enemy and struggled to get him off of me because it was a man. Whoever this agent was, he must have been trained, possibly as part of a secret military program or within some kind of hidden society. I called on Yahshua for help in the astral realm and he saved me again. There was another encounter in the astral realm when someone came into my home while I was asleep and they tried to abduct me, but I got away. There are some things that are happening behind the scenes and people are unaware of this. I was targeted, and I know many others have been as well, attacked by unseen dark forces operating in this world and through the astral realm, the fourth dimension. I’m once again being targeted by hidden dark forces operating from secret and higher places in this world. The battle has reached its peak, leaving me fighting to survive, and all I can do is call on Yahshua for help.

Spiritual warfare has intensified in these last days, and I’m just trying to hold on, but it’s tough when you’re facing Satan and his dark forces all on your own and when people don’t believe that you are under attack. Right now, a war is unfolding simultaneously in both heaven and on earth. The war in heaven has been manifesting on earth. When I awakened in 2012 the battle was happening in the astral realm, the 4th dimension. I really believe this war has something to do with access to portals and stargates linking to higher dimensions and higher worlds. We will take a look at the full chapter of Revelation 12 but before we do it’s clear to me they’ve been targeting the 144,000 chosen by God. Even when I think about the 12 Tribes I think about 12 Stargates. It’s even deeper than anyone can imagine even with the 12 strand DNA activating.

But the 144,000 are the ones who have cleansed and purified themselves in these last days, dedicating their lives to the Most High and His son, Yahshua Ha’Mashiach. We follow Yahshua and live by the commandments, serving faithfully as representatives of the true kingdom of God. I’m a black woman who stands for my people Israel even though they have rejected me. I know I am part of the remnant, and I have been redeemed by God. I’m not talking about the nation in the Middle East, but about God’s chosen people, the true Israelites who were scattered to the 4 corners of the Earth. Our people were enslaved for 400 years in America and that prophecy was fulfilled in 2019. I have told my story so many times how the God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob visited me in my vision on Saturday, July 27, 2013. I literally heard his voice say, I am the God of Abraham, Issac and Jacob. The first person I told was my husband, but he was just a friend at that time. So, I know it may be hard for many people to believe or accept but I have to be a descendant if the God of Israel visited me.

There is a pattern to how the Ancient Gods or the Anunnaki did things when they made contact with their faithful servants. They always made contact with someone in their direct bloodline, thus the reason why they would indicate I am the God of your ancestors. We have to know who our ancestors were in ancient times and who they were talking to. It’s very clear that Enki and Enlil were dealing with the biblical Israelites. The bible is just going to say Lord or Lord God and yet you have no clue who they are actually referring to. A lot has been kept from the public, and my awareness of the Anunnaki’s return with their celestial ships, along with Nibiru’s cyclical arrival, is why I’m facing spiritual battles as I keep sharing the truth about my ancient ancestors and my star family coming from the heavens. I understand why people don’t like the Anunnaki and they have valid reasons because of what they caused on the earth and to earthlings. But there is always more to the story, and we haven’t been told the truth. Not all of the Anunnaki are evil or wicked, just as humanity as a whole is not entirely evil or wicked.

Most of the children of Israel are unaware of many ancient truths and they are still trapped in spiritual darkness in this kingdom. They don’t even care to learn about the benevolent Anunnaki and their celestial chariots, yet they keep talking about the Most High and his chariots returning. Clearly, it’s the Anunnaki who are coming back, the ancient gods, the ancient builder race. The Most High is simply a title, one who has been given higher authority in heaven. Even Yahshua can be seen as the Most High God of Israel, the true God of Heaven and Earth. Yahshua is the true King of Israel and he has been given a throne to rule. It’s clear a King sits on a throne, and he has a holy council. I want to be apart of the holy council in the kingdom of Christ.

But we have to understand that Kingship from heaven descended to Earth. There are royal bloodlines of the Anunnaki on the earth and Yahshua descended from a royal bloodline of Enki. I know people don’t want to accept this, but it is what it is. Yahshua was the chosen one. It’s very clear many of the Israelites were chosen by the Anunnaki but people don’t want to research or read Sumerian texts. People think it’s all a deception and tend to avoid it, but it’s part of the Earth’s history, and there’s still so much we don’t know about it. We are all learning as we receive more ancient knowledge. The universe is home to many races, with countless angels and other beings living on various worlds across numerous realms and dimensions. They all have different angelic rank, authority and power in the heavens. But I’m not going to get into all of that. You either know or don’t know but the Anunnaki and children of Israel worship the Creator of All, the One Creator! This is simply the primal source of all beings and all life!

Some people may think I’ve lost my mind, but people can believe what they want to believe. The ancient texts make more sense to me. My own people haven’t received me in love. They claim to love Christ yet reject his messengers. So, they will see what happens when it’s all set and done. I am a faithful servant of Yahshua and I do honor and respect my ancient ancestors and my star family. Many things are still being revealed to all of us and I have an open mind. I complete my own research and seek the creator myself. Many Israelites are still living in darkness, and they believe they have been awakened to the truth. Just because you are aware that you are an Israelite doesn’t mean you just bypass everyone else on the earth to get into the holy kingdom. You still need to follow the commandments, live in truth, show love to your brothers and sisters, and choose what’s right and holy but that’s not happening amongst the children of Israel. They keep condemning others and trying to dictate what people should do, even though they themselves aren’t living in alignment with God’s commandments. There’s little love among most of them. It’s a cover up but they are not fooling anyone but themselves. God sees everything. His eyes are in every place.

It’s just more judgment within the Hebrew community, which is why I keep my distance. They think wearing garments and keeping their heads covered makes them holy, but it doesn’t. That’s why many have been deceived. God looks at the heart and sees everything, for nothing is hidden from him. Many Israelites remain lost, unaware, and dismissive of greater spiritual knowledge. If Yahshua was present in the flesh right this moment on earth they would reject him and attack him through their words like they have attacked me. You can come from a pure and gentle place, and they will still attack you through their harsh words and dismiss you immediately. They pick and choose what scriptures they want to debate people with. If you don’t say specific things according to the scriptures they use there is no reasoning with them. It’s a trap and I hope people don’t fall into another one of Satan’s traps.

They are no different from the church. Some Israelites are trying to control others through scriptures, and they are very limited in consciousness. Their tactics don’t work on me because I can see through it all. I’ve had enough encounters with Israelite men and women to know to stay away from them. They really need to cleanse and purify themselves, following the guidance of the Holy Spirit instead of being misled by the leaders in the Israelite camps. So, over the years I have learned how to set myself apart from the rest of the Israelites and the world. I listen to a few channels of the Israelites, but I don’t get stuck on following a lot of people. I hear and receive the message and move on. I’ve learned to trust the dreams and visions God gives me, and I carefully discern everything I receive.

The chariots appeared to me in my dreams, and I’ve spotted them in the skies as well. In those dreams, there were Black people riding in the chariots, and they were just a bit taller than us. In August 2015, I had a dream from an angel sent by the Lord, and it was truly eye-opening. The angel was a Black man, sent with a scroll in his hand. He came to deliver a message from God a divine plan meant for me. I was given a robe to wear, and I had to make a choice to put the robe on and walk down the street in it or not. I chose to wear the robe. So, I haven’t taken the robe off. I’ve been doing this ministry and sending messages all over the internet since 2015. I didn’t assign myself a role or tasks, but I was chosen by God and given an assignment, and I knew what I needed to do.

After all that I have learned on this journey I discovered that we have been involved in extraterrestrial wars. Humans were brought in the middle of this because we have connections with different extraterrestrial beings and races from other worlds. It’s clear to me that certain extraterrestrial beings or factions have an issue with Enki, and it appears these fallen entities are in conflict with the righteous lineage of Enki, especially the chosen lineage of his son Adapa (the biblical Adam) because Yahshua came through a royal Anunnaki bloodline. It’s amazing to know that some of our ancestors had the chance to see the Anunnaki face to face and Enoch was one of them. Noah also encountered the Anunnaki too, because it was the son of Enki who was the navigator of the boat or submarine. Alot of people talk about the book of Enoch and they always refer to the fallen angels who were the Igigi, but people never want to get into the holy angels.

It’s said the Enoch walked with God and when you do research you see that he walked with the Anunnaki. He knew all of them and was even taken to the spaceport center to take a ride on the chariots (spaceships). He was an initiate of the mystery school and he joined the priesthood. Enoch had so much knowledge about heaven and earth and he learned these things from the Anunnaki. It’s no longer a mystery for me. The Anunnaki are a spiritually and technologically advance civilization that dwells upon Nibiru. They are galactic travelers who have evolved and now returned as the Nibiru system approaches.

I just want to share Revelation Chapter 12 right now because the Dragon is angry. Yahshua and the holy ones in heaven are returning and we can see this as a manifestation of the benevolent Anunnaki and other benevolent star beings returning to earth from heaven. I had a dream where I saw Yahshua on a Mothership and people were gathered aboard the ship. It’s clear to me that Yahshua is returning on the clouds of heaven in a celestial ship ahead of the Nibiru system and he has a fleet coming in with him which represent the benevolent forces of light or the brotherhood of light. It’s all going to be happening simultaneously. Perhaps that’s why it’s a secret war regarding who controls the stargates. Yahshua is coming back and he is the gatekeeper. He has full access to the portal system on this earth. Once the portal from heaven to earth opens it’s a wrap. This is why we see Yahshua returning with the armies of heaven or the heavenly host riding on white horses. These white horses represent the chariots or celestial ships; these are benevolent beings returning to Earth and the armies of this world fights with them. Revelation 19 gives the imagery of Yahshua’s return from heaven and he comes with an army; a fleet of celestial ships or chariots. But leave it up to the Christians to interpret and they will mislead you. They will even try to say that demons are returning on chariots. They will produce movies and shows portraying aliens attempting to invade Earth to instill fear and panic. They will consistently twist the truth and distort ancient knowledge. The fallen angels know that they have a short time left because the throne of Nibiru is approaching, and the fallen angels along with everyone else on the earth will be judged according to their deeds when the records are opened. Meanwhile the fallen ones are trying to target the righteous descendants of the Anunnaki. I can’t wait till the arrival of Nibiru because the earth will be cleansed of every evil spirit and Mother Earth will be restored. There will be a new heaven and a new earth after the passing of Nibiru. Let me not get off topic.

Here is Revelation Ch. 12: 1-17: The Woman and the Dragon

 And there appeared a great wonder in heaven; a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and upon her head a crown of twelve stars: And she being with child cried, travailing in birth, and pained to be delivered. And there appeared another wonder in heaven; and behold a great red dragon, having seven heads and ten horns, and seven crowns upon his heads. And his tail drew the third part of the stars of heaven, and did cast them to the earth: and the dragon stood before the woman which was ready to be delivered, for to devour her child as soon as it was born. And she brought forth a man child, who was to rule all nations with a rod of iron: and her child was caught up unto God, and to his throne. And the woman fled into the wilderness, where she hath a place prepared of God, that they should feed her there a thousand two hundred and threescore days. And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels, And prevailed not; neither was their place found any more in heaven. And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him. And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night. And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death. Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time. And when the dragon saw that he was cast unto the earth, he persecuted the woman which brought forth the man child. And to the woman were given two wings of a great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness, into her place, where she is nourished for a time, and times, and half a time, from the face of the serpent. And the serpent cast out of his mouth water as a flood after the woman, that he might cause her to be carried away of the flood. And the earth helped the woman, and the earth opened her mouth, and swallowed up the flood which the dragon cast out of his mouth. And the dragon was wroth with the woman, and went to make war with the remnant of her seed, which keep the commandments of God, and have the testimony of Jesus Christ.

This chapter describes a spiritual conflict between the Kingdom of God and the forces of darkness, unfolding across both heaven and Earth. The imagery is layered with prophetic, spiritual, and cosmic symbolism. The woman clothed with the sun symbolizes the mother of Israel and she brings forth the holy seed of Christ. She is clothed with the sun, standing above the moon, with twelve stars upon her head, showing glory, authority, divine illumination, and her connection to the twelve tribes of Israel. She is in travail, crying out in birth pains, symbolizing the suffering and struggle involved in bringing forth something holy into the Earth realm. Many of us have cried out in deep agitation during our struggles, and I’m certainly one of them. The process of being refined and purified is transformative, and God’s people have faced trials and tests along the way.

The great red dragon represents Satan, the adversary, the force of rebellion against God. The seven heads, ten horns, and crowns symbolize power structures, kingdoms, dominion, corruption, and worldly authority operating under darkness. The dragon drawing a third of the stars from heaven is often understood as the fall of rebellious angels or spiritual beings who followed Satan in rebellion against God. The dragon standing before the woman waiting to devour the child reveals the attempt of darkness to destroy divine purpose before it can fully manifest.

The man child is commonly understood as Jesus Christ, the one destined to rule the nations with divine authority. His being “caught up unto God and His throne” points to ascension, victory, and divine protection. Yet the symbolism also expands outward to represent the birth of Christ Consciousness, spiritual authority, and the emergence of those aligned with God’s kingdom. The woman fleeing into the wilderness for 1,260 days symbolizes a period of protection, purification, testing, and tribulation. The wilderness throughout scripture is often the place where God preserves and refines his people away from corruption and persecution. The “place prepared by God” suggests divine preservation even during chaos and spiritual warfare.

Then the vision shifts into a cosmic battle: Michael and his angels fight against the dragon and his angels. Michael the Archangel represents heavenly justice, protection, and divine warfare against evil. Satan is cast down from heaven into the Earth realm, no longer able to stand in the heavenly courts as the accuser. This is why the voice in heaven proclaims salvation, strength, and the Kingdom of God has come. Verse 11 is central to the entire chapter: “They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony.” This means victory does not come through worldly power, but through faith, spiritual endurance, truth, sacrifice, and unwavering testimony in Christ. The faithful overcome darkness through their covenant with God and their refusal to abandon truth even in suffering.

After being cast down, the dragon turns his wrath toward the Earth, especially against the woman and the “remnant of her seed.” The remnant refers to those who keep the commandments of God and maintain the testimony of Christ. The dragon’s persecution symbolizes spiritual warfare, deception, oppression, and attempts to destroy faith and divine purpose within humanity. The flood sent from the serpent’s mouth symbolizes overwhelming chaos, deception, persecution, false teachings, or destructive forces released against the faithful. Yet the Earth helping the woman shows divine intervention and protection. Even creation itself responds against the destructive forces of darkness.

The chapter ends with the dragon making war against the remnant, meaning those who continue standing in faith during tribulation become the primary targets of spiritual opposition. The entire chapter portrays a cosmic separation between light and darkness, between the kingdoms of God and rebellion, and between those aligned with truth and those consumed by deception. At its heart, Revelation 12 is about endurance, spiritual warfare, divine protection, and ultimate victory through God despite intense suffering and opposition.

On this journey, as I hold on to my faith through suffering, it feels like Satan gets frustrated when all his attempts have failed. It’s like the enemy continues to do everything to destroy our faith in God but it’s not working. Fallen angels want us to rebel like they did, and when we stay strong in our faith, it frustrates them even more. That’s real wickedness, if you ask me. People tend to get upset when you’re living a holy and righteous life, and it’s like they just can’t stand you. They send all sorts of negative and harmful energy your way. People’s hearts aren’t always pure, and some even get upset when you encourage them to do something good or point out their mistakes. They reject the truth and end up opposing God and everything righteous. The truth is just not in some people. From personal experience people who refuse to own up to their mistakes often come across as dishonest and misleading. They love to cover up the truth. One lie then turns into a bigger lie when all you have to do is be honest from the beginning, but people like to hide secrets and keep things to themselves, but God is going to expose everybody.

So much is being exposed in this world, and I hope people have been paying attention. Alot of people say they are ready for the return of Christ, but many people are dreading the Day of the Lord because it’s going to be a day of darkness on earth when Nibiru comes in front of the Sun. Prior to the big event it’s my hope that Yahshua commands his angels, who fly on the chariots, to gather his faithful servants on the earth. We have been the ones enduring through our suffering the whole time without losing our faith. I hope this is a dream that comes true afterall it’s a good thing. The chariots will be seen as the arks of salvation, and they will gather people aboard the ships. I will continue to have hope in this reality because I want Yahshua to return with the heavenly host. Well that’s all I have for now. May peace be with you all. -Seraphim Sophia

Ongoing War with the Dragon: A Cry for Help but Silence in Heaven!

Shalom, Brothers and Sisters in Christ. There are moments when we cry out to God in prayer and are met with what feels like silence from heaven. Spiritual warfare feels incredibly intense in these times, and deep within my spirit I sense that a great battle is unfolding in the heavenly realms. I truly believe the children of God are under heavy attack, facing trials, pressures, and spiritual burdens unlike ever before. Yet even in the silence, we must continue to hold onto faith, trusting that God is still present, still listening, and still moving beyond what our eyes can presently see.

There have been moments when I have felt as though God had abandoned me. In prayer, I lift my voice toward heaven asking if He still hears my cries, because at times I feel completely alone and deeply in need of His guidance. I do not feel that I have much spiritual support within this world, and many people seem consumed by the pressures, distractions, and systems of daily life, leaving little room within their hearts to truly seek the Kingdom of God. Life has become heavy for so many, and I believe there are countless souls who have drifted far away from their connection with the Heavenly Father.

How many people are truly seeking God with sincerity? How many souls genuinely desire to be saved, delivered, refined, and purified during these difficult times of tribulation? So many hearts seem cold and wounded now. People speak carelessly, often without realizing how deeply their words can wound the spirits of others. Compassion, understanding, and genuine love feel increasingly rare in this world.

There are times when it feels as though darkness is spreading throughout humanity, yet at the same time, I believe God is revealing who the true children of the light are. Each soul is choosing which kingdom it will serve. Perhaps we are living through a great separation, a preparation for the Great Harvest. Perhaps God is allowing these trials to reveal who will remain steadfast in faith, who will continue seeking truth, and who will endure with love, humility, and devotion to him until the very end.

At times, when I sit alone journaling and expressing the deepest truths within my heart, I find myself wondering what I could have possibly done to deserve the suffering I have experienced. For years, I have lived quietly and withdrawn from the world, rarely leaving my home. I devote my time to my business, to reflection, and to seeking the Lord daily with all my heart. Yet despite my prayers and devotion, I have felt deep pain within my marriage, as though a great distance has formed between my husband and God. Even though he’s here, he feels far away from me, and there’s just no connection. It feels as though he has slowly given up on life itself, as if somewhere along the journey he lost sight of who he truly is.

At times, it seems he lives within a reality of his own, unreachable in ways that deeply grieve my spirit, and no matter how much love, patience, or support I try to offer, I cannot help someone who does not desire help for themselves. As I drew closer to God and sought him more deeply, it felt as though he moved further away, causing us to become spiritually divided rather than united together in alignment with God at the center of our lives. I chose to surrender myself more fully to God, while it seems he chose to hold onto himself, resisting the surrender, healing, and transformation that can only come through God’s presence.

There are moments when I feel as though every meaningful relationship I have tried to nurture has come under attack. Hurtful words, negativity, and the wishes of others who did not want to see happiness or peace have weighed heavily upon my marriage. Sometimes it feels as though Satan and all spirits of darkness seeks to divide, discourage, and destroy what was once built in love. I know many people across this world experience spiritual struggles, hardships, and battles within their relationships and families. Countless lives have been harmed and affected by dark, malevolent forces.

I believe we must guard our spirits carefully and remain rooted in faith, because when people drift far from God, they can become susceptible to attacks from Satan, harmful influences, bitterness, confusion, and a sense of spiritual emptiness. Marriage, love, peace, and unity all thrive on daily nurturing, prayer, wisdom, and intentional choices. Even though pain and hardship can challenge the soul, I believe healing, renewal, and freedom are always possible through God’s presence, truth, and enduring love.

From what I can tell, every soul is being tested, so making wise choices in life is crucial. You can’t serve both God’s kingdom and Satan’s kingdom at the same time you have to choose. You’re either a faithful servant of God or a servant of Satan. This will be a tough time for many, as families, friendships, and marriages may fall apart because of this division. In my marriage, I or God was never chosen. Me and God were never a priority in this marriage. The only thing that matters in this world is his job, it’s an attachment. My husband’s faith has been tested so many times, and he can’t even see it. He’s lost his path and is trapped in his own spiritual darkness. Only God can save him, and I pray for him as well as for everyone else battling the light and darkness within themselves.

We both started this ministry as mighty warriors of God’s kingdom, but unfortunately, he has fallen. He doesn’t even know who he is anymore in God. He doesn’t even mention God at all. I am the only one who talks about God in this marriage. I have been telling him for so many years that he was under attack, but he didn’t’ listen to me at all. Everything that I said was rejected. He turned against me as if I was the enemy. For years, I tried to help free him from his inner darkness. But he shut himself off, building a strong barrier around his heart that nothing and no one could break through, closing himself off to the light of God. I’m sharing this truth because so many people are going through it, and it’s real.

This has been happening to many people. Many souls have been drifting away from God’s kingdom and losing hope. I know I’m not alone, but I’m just bold enough to share what’s been going on in my life. I’ve always faced my battles alone, with no one to shield me, counting only on the holy ones in heaven to stand against the dark and evil forces that have tried to bring me down. People have taken their sides, and many will choose the beast system and their shadow selves over their own family, spouse, and God. Darkness is spreading in the world, and many have been misled by Satan, leaving them blind to the truth and rejecting God’s message. Yet God is our protector, and he will look after us if we follow his will.

In my testimony, Satan has torn apart every part of my life. All I did was stay faithful to God. The more I grew in spiritual knowledge and worked to purify myself, the harder the enemy tried to bring me down. The children of God have to endure to the end and that’s what I am trying to do. Nothing else even matters anymore. On Earth, the children of God are outnumbered, as there seem to be more children of darkness in the world. The children of God feel weary and worn out, tired of battling against Satan and this wicked kingdom filled with demons. Hopefully, it won’t be long before our savior descends from heaven to finally put an end to the Dragon once and for all. I am tired of dealing with cold & heartless people.

Many people become consumed by their lower, carnal nature, feeding the destructive impulses within themselves and allowing fear, pride, greed, anger, and selfish desires to overpower the spirit of love, wisdom, and compassion. When the soul becomes disconnected from higher spiritual awareness, people can begin to embody a cold and hardened nature that distances them from God, truth, and the light within. I’ve seen it firsthand, experienced it up close every day, and I’m worn out from battling the seed of the beast, the Dragon.

May God send forth His Son, Yahshua, to deliver his holy and righteous children upon the Earth and lead them into the sacred place prepared in divine peace, protection, and everlasting light. My personal life has felt like a real-life enactment of the Woman and the Dragon. It seems like the Dragon has been after me ever since I was born into this world. I’m tired of fighting this, Dragon. The war began on July 2, 2012, in my life and I’ve been battling the enemy all these years, and I hope this war ends soon. May God protect me and all his children on Earth and deliver us from this wicked kingdom. All I can hear right now is, “Be still and know I am God.” -Seraphim Sophia

Invisible I Am: A Soul Remembering Heaven!

Shalom, Brothers and Sisters in Christ. I simply want to release what has been resting within my heart and share the depths of what I have been feeling. During these days of great tribulation upon the Earth, there are moments when it feels as though I am slowly fading away yet I still try to hold on and remain strong. So today, I open my heart sincerely and allow my spirit to speak openly and deeply.

Invisible I am, unnoticeable within this realm, moving like a whisper between worlds, a pure frequency, a deep love few can feel. Who knows me? Who can truly vibe with my invisible presence, with the swift and fast movements of my soul flowing through unseen dimensions? Hidden away, unspoken of, why must I remain invisible as I wander through this physical plane as a mystery clothed in flesh.

Who am I? Just a spark of light, a living being of eternity manifested within matter, breathing through time yet belonging to the infinite. Yet I am true love revealed, not bound by the noise of this world, but carried by the stillness of the void where truth has no need to announce itself. Invisible I am, yet my spirit moves like holy fire through the hearts of those who can feel beyond the veil. I am the hidden vibration, the unseen presence remembering itself within all of existence.

I descended into this realm searching for a heart that matched mine, yet in return I encountered unimaginable pain, suffering, and heartache. I often asked myself, why am I here? What is my purpose within this world? Is it only to be hated, misunderstood, mistreated, and denied the purity of unconditional love?

I move through this world like a fading memory, wandering through the noise of humanity while trying to remember where true love still lives. I searched for it through deep emotion, sincere words, and meaningful actions, yet so many souls seemed disconnected from themselves and distant from God. The deeper I searched on Earth, the realm below, the more I realized how empty this world can become when love no longer flows from the spirit.

Still, my heart continued searching. And when the world could not give me the love my soul longed for, I turned inward into my own sacred temple. There, within the stillness of my heart, I found the living presence of God dwelling within me. In that moment, I discovered that true love was never hidden from me; it was waiting to be awakened within my own soul.

And there I found Yahshua, the Holy One of Israel, the one who loved me wholeheartedly when the world could not understand me. His love reached beyond human conditions, beyond rejection, beyond pain, and beyond the limitations of this earthly realm. He became the answer to the longing within my spirit, the eternal flame that never abandoned me.

He is true love. He’s the gateway out of this lower realm. From the invisible realm into the physical realm, I descended, and through the journey from darkness into light, one day I shall be delivered and ascend back toward my rightful place within the heavens alongside Yahshua and all the holy ones.

Invisible I was to many upon this Earth, rejected and mistreated by strangers, friends, and even by those I once loved deeply. Misunderstood I became because I sought the Kingdom of Heaven daily and continually rededicated my heart to the Lord. As my spirit drew closer to the light, many could no longer understand the path I walked, and the more I awakened within my soul, the more distant I seemed from the world around me.

Neglected I was, even within my own marriage, pushed away until my presence felt unseen, as though my soul no longer had a place to rest within the hearts of others. So invisible I became in this world, questioning my worth and feeling as though I was never truly worthy in the eyes of any man upon the Earth. Yet within the silence of my pain, God still saw me. When the world turned away from me, his presence remained beside me, reminding me that my value was never defined by the love humanity failed to give, but by the eternal love that has always existed within him.

I remember a true love that exists beyond this earthly realm, a sacred bond my soul cannot break free from no matter how far I journey through this world. My heart continuously gravitates toward a higher realm, a higher reality where my spirit is protected, where my heart is safe, and where love flows in its purest and most eternal form. Deep within my soul, I remember a place where I am fully loved, deeply cherished, understood, and eternally cared for.

There is a longing within me that calls beyond the limitations of this earthly existence, drawing me back toward the divine presence from which my spirit came from the realms above. May the gates of heaven open in their appointed time, and may Yahshua send forth His holy angels to gather his elect and lead them home into everlasting peace, divine love, and eternal light. -Seraphim Sophia