Dear Brothers and Sisters of Christ, I’m writing with a lot on my mind at the moment. I was just reminded of an old post I made back in December 2015, after completing a 40-day purification fast of God’s temple. It was regarding the purification of the 144,000 first fruits, the chosen 12,000 from the Twelve Tribes of Israel. In 2012 I was caught up in the spirit and I went into a trance in my home. I spoke some words out of my mouth declaring that I was one of the 144,000. At that moment in time, I was experiencing a spiritual awakening and what was happening to me would also happen to the other chosen ones. My awakening experience was unique, and I haven’t encountered anyone else with a similar story. It was both amazing and frightening at the same time.

From my perspective God was beginning to awaken his chosen people who are the children of Israel, and I discovered I was a descendant of the Israelites in the bible. I suppose I am like my ancestors because I was also given dreams and visions. But when I was called up to the throne, I was having an open vision, and I was wide awake caught up in a higher dimension. My body was here in the 3rd dimension, but my mind was taken to another realm. In that open vision I could perceive that I stood before God and his holy council. I suppose God’s judgment began in the house of Israel first. But I will continue discussing this later in the post.

Recently there’s been a lot of disturbing things that’s been happening in the world, and I decided to take a break from logging into social media because it’s been too overwhelming. The time is approaching when disasters may occur around the world, and many of us were warned about this beforehand. We’ve been sharing this information with others to help them prepare. You’d think people would stay tuned to global events, but most are so wrapped up in their daily routines that they’re unaware of what’s going on. I try to stay updated, but there’s just too much happening, and it’s impossible to keep up with everything. Plus, there’s so much false information spreading online, and it’s hard to know which sources to trust. I focus on the guidance God provided me long ago. Sometimes, it’s important to spend quiet time with Him, shutting out all the noise from the world around you.

In the past, God was preparing me for future end-time events, and I didn’t feel happy when I received dreams and visions of various disasters. It wasn’t pleasant at all, but I understood that I needed to witness the disasters in dreams and visions to comprehend what was coming to the Earth so that I could prepare myself and loved ones. Few people have listened to my warnings, and I guess if nothing is really happening then there’s nothing to worry about. But I understand that God can give people dreams and visions of future events and you may not know when those events will come to pass. So, I always want to stay ready and be watchful so that I am in the light and know what’s happening around me. Alot of people will be caught off guard when disaster after disaster strike and those people will most likely say, “Well we didn’t know all of these were going on.

Most people are not aware that they may be in a danger zone. Most people live in areas where they may experience earthquakes, tornadoes, floods, volcanic eruptions etc. and some of those people who die in those disaster events never knew their time was coming to an end. Death literally came like a thief in the night for them. Is it possible that some of these people could have survived if they were aware of what was happening around them? It’s possible. Perhaps God could have warned them or led them to safety before certain things happened. Who knows? Only God knows. But I believe that God does give his children signs and warnings, but we must pay attention and learn how to hear his voice so we can follow him to safety. Due to the fact that the weather is getting worse all over the world I just pray for protection for me and my family hoping that no destruction come our way. I hope the angel of death stays away from me and my loved ones, so I pray for him to pass over us, just as he did in Egypt during the plagues.

But the dreams and visions that I had were quite terrifying and I didn’t want any of the disaster dreams and visions to come to pass but I’ve seen the hailstorms, the floods, the sinkholes etc. All were related to natural disaster events on the Earth while going through tribulation due to the return of Nibiru returning to our Solar system. It has been heartbreaking to see everything unfolding and coming to pass in these recent years. Things are escalating and worsening as each year goes by. I had to come to terms with the idea that the Earth and its inhabitants would go through a great tribulation, a time signifying the purification and cleansing of the planet, often referred to as God’s judgment. It seems everything is cyclical, and we might be living in the last days, approaching the dawn of a New Age. Yahshua spoke about what to expect at the end of the Age, mentioning that it would resemble the days of Noah. During Noah’s time, Nibiru returned, bringing the Great Flood that cleansed and purified the earth with water. This time, it will be fire that purifies and cleanses. I think this might be connected to the incoming radiation from the Sun and highly charged particles arriving from the Galactic Center.

With the return of Nibiru, the ancient Ones also make their arrival in their starships. Perhaps they are here to receive the righteous ones on their starships to take us to safety. I’m all for it, my ancestors sang, “Swing low, sweet chariot, coming for to carry me home!” Perhaps they were referring to death because they were slaves. I accessed the records and saw from the perspective of a slave, an ancestor, and I saw her tied up in the backyard of a house. I saw 2 slaves. Then I looked up in the sky and I saw a chariot coming towards the woman. The chariot descended and I was caught up inside of the chariot. Perhaps I witnessed her spirit leaving her body and she was caught up inside of the chariot because afterwards a portal opened in the sky and suddenly, I was in the land of paradise. The chariot flew over the ocean and the waters were crystal clear. The buildings were tall and colorful, and it was beautiful. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. It definitely gave me hope and something to look forward too. It felt like I was still on Earth, yet within its depths, perhaps in a higher realm of heaven on Earth.

But back to what I was initially saying, there will be some catastrophe events and it’s possible that some of us don’t deserve this type of judgment. Some of us deserve a peaceful transition into heaven rather than a chaotic one. I hope the righteous seed of God are kept safe and protected throughout these events on earth. May the Most High and His benevolent angels or Anunnaki, who travel in their chariots or starships, watch over and protect me and my family during these challenging times. I call upon Archangel Michael to protect me and my family from all directions—north, south, east, west, and all eight sides. I build a quantum shield of pure love around myself, protecting me daily from all harm, hurt, and danger. And so it is. I suggest you come up with a prayer as well. For me, it is essential to shield myself from any negative energy that might be aimed at me or my family. I seek protection from all dark or malevolent forces that exist on this planet or in any other dimension. My quantum shield of love serves as a protective energy barrier, deflecting or blocking any negative, harmful energy, radiation, including psychic and demonic attacks. I am utilizing my mind and the love within my heart to create and generate a quantum field that establishes a protective shield around me, effectively repelling any harmful energies or particles from malevolent or wicked entities.

In my mind and heart, I create energies and frequencies of love, surrounded by pure energies composed of plasma light. I feel a deep connection with the Sun, and I know that my soul is a star. As I write plasma orbs have unexpectedly appeared in my awareness. Perhaps source energy is telling me to invite these plasma orbs into my aura. I can envision lightning bolts flowing through them in my imagination. I have received a new thought today on the sabbath. Like energies attract each other, so I now aim to attract plasma orbs filled with the Creator’s light and love. I’ve been asking for healing so perhaps the plasma orbs will activate the healing power within me. Surely it has something to do with activation of my DNA. Either way, it’s a new thought that has arisen today, giving me a fresh idea.

I often envision pure magenta hearts gently falling around me, permeating my vortex and energy field. I have described myself as a vortex of Love. I am the source of these energies within me, generating the magnetic field. Therefore, I simply visualize a 360-degree circle encompassing me, and I establish a powerful shield of love energy. I am surrounded by the Love of God. I believe and understand that I am safeguarded by angels of light and love. I suspect I have been forming my own army of light through my energy field. I now believe I possess a powerful force field of light that protects me from any demonic attacks by the dark entities. I wish I had known all of this before I was attacked by dark forces because they had compromised my field. I understand what they were trying to do to me and many others. I also feel like they have been secretly harnessing our light power. People often feel drained, and it might be due to dark, negative forces tapping into our energy field. It seems like they feel powerless on their own, so they depend on us instead—specifically Black people. Who knows what these wicked people have been doing but the Creator knows ALL!

People are dealing with spiritual warfare in these last days, and it has increased. The children of God experience different attacks, and it varies between individuals, and it all depends on your level of consciousness. If you are a person that is ignorant, they won’t really bother you like that because you are already being controlled and manipulated. Technically you are not a threat to their system because you are participating in their system. They want you to remain in darkness. They want you to remain a slave to their wicked system. It’s when you wake up and discover the truth. Now you’ve become a threat to their system of darkness. Once you awaken, you’ll gradually reclaim your power, and that’s when they’ll try to silence you. The more knowledge you gain, the more likely you are to face opposition, as they fear you sharing what you know might expose them.

In my own experience and testament, I was attacked during my sleep in the astral realm by a shadow being, undoubtedly a worker of iniquity and a servant of Satan’s kingdom. There was a dark figure watching me in my room when I traveled back to my body. When I returned to my room, I immediately sensed the presence of someone else. I guess they underestimated my psychic ability to detect their energy signature in the astral realm. Once they realized I was aware of their presence, the entity attacked me from behind, leaping on me while I was in bed and choking me. I called upon Yahshua Ha’mashiach/Jesus Christ, and I was freed, waking up immediately. It’s clear that this dark entity has been revealed by God as this individual didn’t keep himself hidden in the darkness or the shadow realm of earth. He was brought into the light of my awareness and now this truth has been captured in time and space. It’s now a part of my records or book of life. I now have direct knowledge and experience of what happens in the astral realm, the 4th dimension. I see how dark entities, corrupt humans operate and do their dark deeds from this realm, and they think we were not going to find out what they have been doing all of this time, and they use dark magic. You all have been exposed and will be judged righteously by God for your crimes against humanity. I’m sick of all of the lies and all of the corruption that has been going on here on Earth. I experienced this attack for myself, and they can’t lie either because it’s all been recorded.

This individual entered the vicinity of my aura field and assaulted me via astral realm. This individual was spying on me without my permission. Then the individual tried to kill me. This is a crime, and this individual will be dealt with by the high court as I am bringing my case before the throne of the Ancient One. I call upon our High Priest Yahshua Ha’mashiah/Jesus Christ. Surely, he will review my records in the high court. I have been attacked too many times and enough is enough. Someone even came in my room a separate time and they dragged me out of my bed, and it felt like they were trying to abduct me. I tried everything in my power to escape, and I woke up immediately. All that has been done to me from secret places will be dealt with. None of these individuals will get away with what they have done. I pray for their souls. Forgive them for they know not what they do. It’s wild how some people think it’s okay to attack or harm innocent individuals just because they’re conducting experiments or whatever they are attempting to do.

Unfortunately, the individuals who has harmed me via astral realm and in the physical world has brought righteous judgment upon themselves. They created the negative karma for themselves. So, whoever the person is will be dealt with by the God of my ancestors and his high council. I trust Yahshua to handle all my matters because he is the keeper of the records. He has access to the Akashic Records and is a righteous King and God of Israel. Everything the wicked have done in the darkness or shadows of the world will be revealed in God’s light. Their actions will be brought to the surface, and they won’t escape judgment. It seems like they are targeting individuals and attempting to weaken their magnetic fields using their technologies. They also train people to carry out attacks through the astral realm or the 4th dimension. Additionally, they have individuals spying on others, either through remote viewing techniques or other secret programs. It’s possible that CERN and other technologies are involved in manipulating the Earth’s magnetic field. Maybe they are weakening it through advanced AI technologies. Some say they are even attempting to block the Sun. I know they have been using advanced technology or energy weapons. It’s chaos, and those who seek to control and manipulate Earth’s energy are the true destroyers, as they are responsible for the destruction on Earth, not God. Looking back, I realize that through all my experiences I have learned valuable lessons. Along the way, I’ve gained more knowledge, wisdom, and understanding, and now I digress.

Now I go back to the Noah to bring up the benevolent Anunnaki. Noah was saved from the Great Flood because Galzu from Nibiru gave instructions to the Lord Enki. The instructions were then passed on to Noah so that he could build the boat. Enki was slick on how he did it. Enki was commanded by Enlil not to warn humanity of the coming destruction; it was a decision made by the high council. The Anunnaki decided to save themselves and their family but not humanity. That was so wrong and inconsiderate of all life on the planet. Ninmah and the woman were devastated at the loss of life. It was nothing that they could do. I suppose you can’t go against the commands that were given. I don’t know but if I knew well in advance that a disaster event was approaching, I would have prepared for it and also prepared humanity. If they couldn’t save all of humanity at least give humanity what they need to survive the event. Provide them with information and safe places for people to migrate to before the event happens.

But I’m sure there is more to the story that we know at this time. I wish I was capable of accessing the full records of the events that occurred during the days of Noah to witness all that happened in the correct order. I simply want to know the truth and I’m sure you would like to know the full truth as well. Noah was Enki’s son. It was destined for the righteous seed of humanity to survive, and the same holds true in our time. I believe many humans will survive to move into the New Age of Aquarius. Let the righteous ones survive and create a new world in holy and righteousness. I suppose these survivors will carry the records into the new world and they will rebuild. I’m sure data is being collected and stored all around the world so that future generations will know what happened during our period of time. We have uncovered records from ancient times buried in the ground, revealing what happened in the past. Similarly, future generations will discover what happened to us. Governments worldwide, including ours, have constructed underground tunnels to store records and various other items. There’s always more happening behind the scenes than we realize. They are preparing for an event, ensuring certain information is preserved for future generations.

Now I want to touch on something that I discovered regarding the galactic superwave. It’s going to be a transformable event for the entire galaxy, and this may trigger the great Solar Flash Event that we have been hearing about for a while now. Perhaps we have to consider everything that is happening in the cosmos not just what’s happening in our Solar System. I like to view the whole picture because everything is interconnected on the cosmic grid. It’s clear that Earth and all the other planets in our Solar System are shifting into a higher frequency. If all of the planets are shifting into a higher frequency due to incoming high charged particles or radiation that means that all life on the planets are also shifting in frequency. Well, that means we are going to be able to feel the shift or change in our bodies. I sense that these incoming high charged particles are interacting with the atoms in our bodies. It’s doing something on a molecular level which is why I believe our DNA is activating.

If you are dealing with any type of illness, sickness or disease then it’s going to be tough on the physical body. Let’s just say if you are not dealing with natural disasters around you then you could be experiencing a great tribulation or suffering in your body. In essence your soul will be crying out in great agitation because your body is being afflicted with pain and discomfort due to the incoming radiation. This is why they are trying to block the Sun. People are not going to be able to absorb the radiation of the Sun, and it may kill some people or even make people sick. I had a real life experience many years ago and the Sun was telling me what was coming. I was outside in the Sun at the beach the whole day and the Sunlight beamed on me the entire time. I didn’t even think about protecting myself from the Sun. I was just enjoying the nice weather. I recall ministering to a young man who needed help. He was homeless and I gave him money to get a room. I was staying on the beach and the next day I woke up my face and my body was sore. Internally my body was hot, and I had absorbed so much radiation.

When I left the hotel, my face was ashy, then the next couple of days my face started to harden, and I looked like a reptile. I scared myself when I looked in the mirror because my face looked scaly, like a snake shedding its old skin. All I felt was soreness in my body, no blisters or anything. After all the shedding occurred my skin was rejuvenated. It looked so smooth and clear, and I was puzzled. I had got scorched by the light of the Sun, but it healed my skin. I suppose the Sun is a healer to my melanated skin. After this event occurred, I gave a message that people were going to be scorched by the Sun. I was scorched by the Sun, and it was apparent that I am just a messenger of the Sun. So, I believe that we will have to adapt to the incoming higher energies that is penetrating through the Earth. I think humans need to stop trying to fight against nature and be one with nature. There are dark forces who are trying to fight against the power of the Sun and these corrupt humans are going to be the cause for their own destruction.

I want to say this again, it’s not the Sun that wants to destroy life on Earth; it’s the dark forces who are trying to control and manipulate the natural forces of God who will cause destruction on the Earth. The Sun helps humanity evolve through the Sun Cycles and I think human life experiences can be pleasant or not pleasant depending upon our own state of consciousness. If only we can live in peace and harmony with each other and nature we wouldn’t have to experience these destructive cycles. Earth has had dark forces trying to destroy life on this planet for a very long time and these negative ET’s and their human workers don’t want God’s people to survive the tribulation. It’s like the wicked ones want to destroy all life because they know they won’t make it in the end because of their evil deeds. The truth is truth, and the time of the rule of the evil elite or cabal is almost up. Surely, it’s the descendants of a royal bloodline of fallen Extraterrestrials. Perhaps this has something to do the Igigi. It’s always been about POWER! Who wants to the be most powerful nation on the Earth? It’s clear that it’s the USA and God’s people are located in the land of America. These people know who the true Israelites are, and they have been watching us as we awaken. God showed me in a dream that the white man would be watching us and recording us as we walk down the street in our robes of righteousness.

We have to be aware that there are a lot of wicked people placed in high-ranking positions in our government and military. I also believe God has place his people in certain positions in the government and military and they are watching as well. The eye of the Lord is everywhere, nothing goes unseen. I had a dream and there was a chariot above me and following me. There were aircraft in the sky, a jet heading in my direction, and chariots there to protect me. A war was unfolding in the heavens between the US Air Force and the chariots of the Most High. I believe that the Most High has sent out his chariots on a mission and they are here patrolling and surveying the land in America and in other lands. Based on the information that I have gathered over time it’s clear that the kingdom of America has been negatively influenced by negative ET beings. It’s so sad that some people become consumed by their hunger for money and power, allowing greed to take over their spirit. I hope our government and military will surrender and lay down their destructive weapons. I really hope they come forward with the whole truth, without holding anything back, and just be straightforward.

Perhaps some of the wicked may think that they should destroy as many people as they can because they don’t have much longer to reign on earth. Who knows what these people sit back and think about in their darkness. It’s very sad because these wicked people plot against humans and spread sickness and disease by poisoning the water and our food. They also spray chemicals in the air. They even keep people sick when they go to the hospitals. They don’t provide a healing center for people. They provide medicines for people to rely upon, and they become addicted to taking several medications which will then cause all types of side effects. The root cause still exists in many people never healing the actual condition. There are so many people in the world suffering with no cures, and I believe there are cures but they don’t want you to know. These hospitals are keeping people sick while they make so much money from our sickness. If only people would just wake up to the truth to see what’s been happening for so long, then we can change everything. We need to learn how to heal ourselves and return back to natural healing. Mother Earth has everything that we need to heal ourselves we just have to live in peace and harmony with nature. We can’t go against nature; we need to love nature and seek the garden of Earth to receive our healing. At least that’s what I am attempting to do. The dark ones have created a system that opposes the harmony of nature.

There are so many unnatural things happening on the planet, and it feels like Earth is trying to restore balance. Those who refuse to respect and live in harmony with Earth and her laws may eventually be removed. It’s clear from observation that many inhabitants are creating imbalances in their own lives and energy fields. Humans need to realize that we have the power to positively or negatively affect, influence, or impact the environment we live in. Our thoughts carry frequencies, and it’s important to be aware of what we think. While some may point fingers at certain individuals or organizations for controlling and manipulating the global system, humanity’s collective consciousness also plays a role in shaping the world. We have free will, yet many make choices without considering how their actions affect or influence others. The negative impact of extraterrestrial beings on this planet is a topic I won’t even delve into. Some people collaborate with these beings, and I feel many humans have been misled. While some chase fame and wealth, others seek power. With so much happening, it’s clear many have lost their way.

There are people who aim to block out the Sun. Why would anyone want to dim the Sun’s light? It seems as if they oppose the Sun itself, which is essential for life on Earth. The Sun’s energy is vital for the planet to thrive in its natural state. Without it, everything on Earth would perish, and the world would be plunged into darkness. Certain organizations around the globe appear to be working against the Earth’s natural environment, affecting all life on the planet. Many people remain unaware of the activities governments, scientists, and military forces have been involved in over the decades, and it doesn’t seem too good. People are unaware of the experiments conducted on humans and the number of abductions that have occurred. Some individuals lack good intentions toward life on Earth and fail to consider the consequences of their actions, but a time of righteous judgment will come. No soul escapes the repercussions of the evil and wicked deeds they’ve committed. Eventually, the negative buildup of karma must be addressed and paid at some point in the soul’s journey. Everything must be weighed and balanced.

We all have accumulated positive and negative karma in our lives. While some of us may not evaluate ourselves on a spiritual level, I’ve found it helpful to reflect on life experiences to see the bigger picture. Life is full of lessons, but some people remain stuck in a negative karmic cycle, meaning their soul isn’t progressing positively. The soul isn’t learning, growing, or evolving; instead, it’s caught in a repetitive cycle of suffering, death, and destruction. It seems like the soul is stuck in a state of suffering. If a soul stays in a low level of consciousness and doesn’t raise its vibration to reach a higher state, it’s likely spiraling downward. This keeps the soul in a low vibrational state, trapped in a lower realm or world. Recognizing the condition of these struggling souls on Earth made me want to help those who can’t help themselves, but I had to learn how to help myself first. I am on this journey learning and gaining true knowledge through my own personal experiences and I had to encounter the reality of hell or a low state of consciousness. My own suffering helped me understand what has been happening throughout all the Ages. I had to go through suffering and a low state of consciousness to truly grasp the lower realms. I needed to confront my shadow self and the darkness within me.

I wanted to explore different aspects of myself to gain a deeper understanding of what lies within my soul. It’s as if I’ve now witnessed the depths of my own darkness and now, I embrace the heights of the light within me. The light and love of my soul saved me when I reconnected with my true divine higher self. When I realized that the true light in me awakened, I wanted the true light in others to awaken. I wanted to save others because I was saved but then I had to understand that I can’t save everyone. People need to be willing to be saved and open to receiving help from others. Even if I try to help elevate others in their consciousness, they need to want to change themselves. I learned that time was created for change. Spiritual growth is necessary for the soul to evolve. It is my hope that all souls get to ascend to a higher heaven but the soul must be willing to be transformed. My spiritual journey is leading me toward purification. I’ve gained enlightenment along the way, and certain experiences have triggered my awakening, guiding me down a specific path. If certain events hadn’t happened in my life, would I be where I am today? I don’t know, and I’m not trying to figure it out. I’m just grateful for the path I’ve chosen and where it has led me. Not everyone gets to this point in their life. I’m incredibly grateful for the eye-opening experiences that transformed my entire life. There was a time when I was on a self-destructive path, but God gave me another chance to turn my life around.

I wanted to be saved and receive forgiveness for my past sins and mistakes in life. I was ready to take responsibility and be accountable for my actions. The idea of committing sins against my own body and God, then placing all of them on Yahshua, feels kind of strange to me. Why should he have to bear the sins of the whole world? He didn’t cause anyone to sin. Every soul has free will, and we all make decisions that can impact us positively or negatively. When I reflected on the choices I made, I realized there seemed to be a plot against me, and I understood that other people played a role in how certain events unfolded in my life. I may have been ignorant and deceived, but I also recognize that I made some poor choices that led to negative experiences. I witnessed the consequences of my actions. I understand that I can’t place blame on others because I share responsibility for what has happened in my life. With this mindset, I believe God evaluates our heart, mind, and soul, offering us spiritual guidance. God forgives our sins and wrongdoings, but He expects us to turn away from them and not continue sinning. If we persist in sinning, it shows we haven’t truly learned anything. This only makes things harder for us, as we end up laboring more to pay off our karma debt.

People often believe that all our karmic debt is settled when we accept Yahshua Ha’mashiach as our Lord and Savior. I’ve thought of Yahshua as my attorney in the high court, always defending me and having my back. He knows everything I’ve been through, how I was set up and mistreated by others. He understands my entire history, my family, my friends, and everything else. He knows everything because I went to him and confessed the truth. I wanted to avoid harsh judgment in the high court, and I believe that Yahshua and the Heavenly Father devised a plan for me. I know I was guilty of sinning, and I failed to obey God’s commandments. I asked God for the forgiveness of my sins, and I seeked correction and guidance from his holy counsel. I believe God sent me the holy brotherhood, whom I saw as angels or my ancestors. I believe they appeared to me messengers in my dreams and visions. Looking back on the open vision of being called to the throne, it’s evident I wasn’t handed a death sentence in 2012. I surrendered myself to God’s throne and the gates of heaven opened. My life could have ended during the attack in 2012, but God had another plan for me.

I was given a second chance, and it became clear that I needed to fulfill tasks from God’s throne to atone for my past. I was given an assignment. I was truly sorry for what I had done in my life because I know that I had disobeyed God commandments. In my 20’s God told me not to go back to living the gay lifestyle and I didn’t listen. I wasn’t strong, and I ended up falling into Satan’s trap once more. I was so young back then, and I didn’t fully grasp the consequences of the choices I had made. I didn’t understand God’s word, nor was it explained to me in a way that I could grasp spiritual matters. I was lost in darkness, guided and influenced by malevolent spirits. Upon reflecting on being caught up in the spirit to the throne room of God it felt like I had to serve a brief sentence, enduring righteous judgment from God. I needed to balance my negative karma and focus on building more positive karma for myself. The heavenly Father was going to guide me directly, and I would follow His voice and the voices of His angels, as I had no earthly father to impart spiritual knowledge or a mother to teach me or provide understanding.

I spent much of my early life in ignorance, completely unaware and lacking any spiritual knowledge. I wandered aimlessly, blind to the truth and without knowing God for myself. As I grew in knowledge, I began to realize that righteous judgment for me came in a form of pain and suffering. I would face affliction, and amidst it, I would have to endure my own pain and suffering. I would need to stay patient and hopeful throughout it all. When I feel pain and suffering, I view it as a consequence of the harm I’ve inflicted upon my own body through sinning. Our body is a temple of God, and I haven’t shown mine the respect it deserves. I realized that I wasn’t following the laws of our Earthly Mother. I had sinned against the heavenly Father and the earthly Mother. How deep is my repentance upon realizing all of this! My soul cries out in anguish! Oh heavenly father and earthly mother please forgive me for I have sinned against thee in ignorance (darkness). Oh heaven and earth hear my lamentations of all of my regrets! If only I had knowledge and guidance growing up in my household things could have been different. If only I had listened and obeyed God’s word I would have been protected in my early years of my life. But everything happened for a reason.

But over the course of time I had realized while I was sinning, I had filled my temple with all sorts of abominations. One has to reflect on everything that comes out of their temple. You have to be mindful of your thoughts, the words you speak and the things you do. You have to consider what you allow inside of your body such as foods and also what you listen to and who you surround yourself around. There’s so much that you have to consider when you see yourself as a temple of God. I didn’t protect myself or God’s temple! I allowed anything into my body without thinking what it could do to me. I didn’t even know I was a temple of God. I had no idea of what I was doing to myself and others around me. I wasn’t taught anything spiritual growing up. I didn’t have the word of God rooted in my heart or mind. I felt lost, unsure of who I was or what I was doing with my life. I had no idea I had a purpose, let alone what it was, until I experienced my spiritual awakening. I had been asleep for 27 years of my life before finally waking up at the age of 27.

Reflecting on my early teen years, I remembered the moment I accepted Yahshua as my savior and also when I committed my first act of sin. I was just 13 years old! I couldn’t believe how young I was when I experienced sin, and ever since committing that act, my life began to spiral downward. I was diagnosed with juvenile arthritis at a young age, marking the start of pain and suffering in my life. I’ve been enduring excruciating pain since my teen years, and it only seems to worsen with age. For 13 years, I lived in a state of ignorance and darkness. During that time, my soul must have been crying out to God for help, yet when help came, I didn’t listen or get my life together with Him. I kept repeating the same cycle of sin, not fully understanding the cause and effect of why certain events kept occurring in my life. I didn’t know how to break the curse or escape the karmic cycle. I couldn’t understand anything when I was in a state of darkness. It felt like I had no control over my life, as if unseen dark forces were manipulating me and trying to lead me down a path to my downfall. When I was attacked in an abusive relationship in 2011, I realized it was time to leave, or I might not survive another attack. Back then, I had no idea that enemies were secretly plotting against me.

There were people in my life who seemed to be under the influence of dark and evil forces. It felt as though these individuals were possessed by evil spirits or demons, and it appeared I was being manipulated and affected by these forces because of the way I was living in sin. I was consumed by sin and surrounded by malevolent spirits and demons, dark forces determined to keep me confined in darkness. The idea of me breaking free from the prison of Satan’s domain shook his entire kingdom. I believe the lower realms feared my awakening, likely because of the radiant essence of my true self. But I knew I had to cleanse my soul and purify myself. As time went on, I started to wake up and gradually broke free from the chains that held me captive to sin. I no longer wanted to be a prisoner or a slave to it. I didn’t want to serve Satan or be a worker of iniquity. I was determined to turn away from sinful, immoral, and unrighteous behavior.

I didn’t want my soul tied to the lower realms of Earth or hell, which is a region within Earth known as the lower astral realm. It exists in the spiritual plane of the 4th dimension, often called the shadow realm. I see this as the realm where the shadow self operates, and we must awaken the higher self that resides in a higher realm. People often describe seeing shadow beings, which are said to be us existing in a dimension beyond the 3rd. I’ve encountered shadow beings in the 4th dimension—they appear in dreams or during out-of-body experiences. I perceived a shadow being watching me from the 4th dimension. It’s important to remember that the 4th dimension contains both lower and higher worlds, meaning beings of different levels exist in various regions within it. The 4th dimension acts as a bridge or gateway to higher dimensions or realms. The heart 💚 chakra sits between the higher and lower chakras, acting as a bridge for energy flow. If your heart is pure, you’ll likely experience more pleasant transitions into higher realms, but if it’s filled with negativity, your soul may face less enjoyable experiences, as you’ll attract what resides in your heart. 💚 This is why it’s essential to align your heart 💚 with God and work on purifying your heart, mind, body, and soul!

When I realized my soul was enduring a hellish environment in the lower 4D astral region of Earth and the physical world, I longed for my soul to ascend beyond the lower heavens. I discovered that everything unfolds simultaneously, and we exist in the 3rd, 4th, 5th dimensions, and even higher realms! Many people are unaware of higher dimensions, which might be why they remain tied to lower dimensions, lacking knowledge of higher realms. It took me a while to learn and understand these concepts, and eventually, every soul will come to the same realization on their journey. Life brings different experiences for everyone, and over time, you’ll find yourself on a path of enlightenment where your soul awakens from a deep spiritual slumber. It seems that souls have been lingering in the lower astral regions of Earth, not growing, learning, or evolving, and have been reincarnated into the third dimension. I think there are barriers in the fourth dimension that prevent souls from reaching higher realms, and it all depends on the spiritual growth of the soul. We are meant to grow and learn spiritual knowledge to ascend to higher realms where greater beings reside. To do so, we need to live in love and peace, maintaining balance within ourselves and harmony with higher worlds. Otherwise, we risk falling into lower heavens, which reflects a decline in consciousness. We must elevate our consciousness once more to inhabit the higher worlds of the universe. I leave you with these words. Raise your vibration and stay close to God! -Seraphim Sophia